Breakingthewall

I would say that love is the will to be, but maybe its something broader

What would be your explanation that God is love?

Solipist Spiritual Ego Conjecture: ok, the idea about oneself acquired after spiritually realizing that you are god, the only existing existence, etc. now he is conditioning through his own spiritual bypassing: he is now proposing possibilities based on the deviant concept, like any concept, that others are a hallucination ... for example.

It's impossible to understand ?. You read it and think: ufff it's too deep for my understanding, i give up. But really it's a tongue twister

nothingness without existence does not exist. Imagine that they give you anesthesia and they wake you up half an hour later, or a million years later, and for you not a second has passed. that interval was nonexistence. a nonexistent interval. The nothing you speak of has no space or time, but it exists, otherwise you would not be able to perceive it. go to nothing more times (although it is scary, at least for me), until you see that it is everything, infinity, that is the mystery (some who say they understand, I suppose it is possible)

Yes but in that realization of nothingness, in which you are not even there, you (not you, the void) still are. It is without any attributes, totally empty. It is a sensation that has made me vomit. If not, it would be as if they gave you propofol, a timeskip. the point is that what I am seeing now, my phone on which I write, my room, are nothingness appearing to be something, but they are just a form in nothingness, that is, nothing creates all this. in fact, it creates all that is infinitely possible by the fact that it is. then it is not nothing, since it is something, you might say. Well, that's what I think, nothing does not exist since it always is, existence. you can perceive an empty existence, which you call nothing, or a total existence, which you call god, but both are the same

the human is social, without the tribe he is nothing, he is incomplete, somehow dead. almost no human in the world survives without the help of others. the ego is a social entity, formed on the basis of attachment / rejection. even a buddha prefers company to total solitude. You may seek complete isolation to realize yourself, but when you are no longer seeking, you prefer the wealth of the company.

the point is to see that it is absolute emptiness is God. It is not something that can be explained. infinity is not within emptiness, it is emptiness. I still don't fully understand it and when I have had an experience of absolute emptiness sometimes it has been unsettling. with 5 meo you get there. but other times I have perceived with total clarity that absolute emptiness is this, reality, everything that is possible, infinity

??It was a not so bad reflection

may be you present a different face to others than you present yourself, for having received criticism in childhood, etc. When they look at you closely, that distortion creates great anxiety, to be discovered. equalize both faces and you will be free

god = existence. the issue would be to define existence ... it is what it is, that it is not opposed to what it is not, since it does not exist. absolute without opposite

there is no eternal recurrence, only the present moment pretending to be something that happens. past and future are imaginary, a kind of film that is projected. just disidentify, relax and enjoy the movie

to become aware of the structure of the ego, of what it is. in doing so, for that structure to disintegrate. doing so empties the glass of content, being empty, it loses its shape, its limits, expanding and letting the subject see, that still exists, the infinite limitless emptiness that is existence and that is its real nature, filling it with existence, that It is love, and of limitless understanding that goes beyond what logic can express

It is an interesting topic. For me, awakening is not solipist, it is: I am the limitless emptiness full of existence, but there is no "i", only "am", there is no loneliness since infinity is the opposite of loneliness, I am the potential of everything what is possible, but .... also, apparently, I am a limited structure that creates a subject that perceives (apparent) objects. this subject is unreal, like a mental creation. then ... are there other apparent subjects with their apparent universe? the logic tells me that yes, obviously you, who is reading, apparently exist like me. in fact, you are me, with another form, other nuances, and we are both only apparent constructions (perfect and artistic) in the fabric of existence. But many people say: no, only you exist, others are only in your imagination. In part it is true, but on the other hand I would say that it is not. I would like someone, for example I read, to explain their point of view in depth, not just saying: wake up and find out. that answer could be applied to everything

the reason you are afraid is because you believe that you are a separate individual who has to fight to survive. danger lurks and you must avoid it. if you weren't afraid you would be stupid. many terrible things can happen to you. you need to be in control as much as possible to avoid it. If you realize that you are not a separate individual, you are not in control, nothing bad can happen to you, only what has to happen to you ... you stop being afraid

@Carl-Richard when you are gone, there is no more fear, as Epicurus said. the point is that the ego becomes detached from itself until it doesn't fears disappearing, detaches itself from the form and identifies with the substance. the problem is that the substance is absolutely nothing, just existence. many schemes must change

imagine there is no existence. impossible to imagine, but let's say you can. somehow existence arises, as we know without a doubt it is. this existence that has arisen, has nonexistence as its border, but nonexistence does not exist. so this existence simply exists. no time. It is here, now, always. it always was, since an instant is always. will always be. in this eternal instant. can nonexistence absorb it in some way? impossible as it exists. it does not need to be fed, nor resist, nor pass. it simply is, with no possibility of not being, since it is, if it ceased to be, if it entered the black hole of non-existence, it would continue to exist, because it once existed, and that once is the only thing there is, it cannot escape from there, because there is no later. So relax and enjoy the eternity

I would say that you fear the disappearance of the self. the result is that you, the person, cease to exist, and that to the person seems inconceivable and terrifying

It is really difficult. the voice in your head is you. your sense of identity, of being independent and separate. the other day I did 5 meo and it was not much, but enough to perceive how I was disintegrating. I thought, I'm about to disintegrate, but that's impossible, because if I did ... what would be left? until suddenly the thing happens, you have disintegrated. there is no voice, there is no structure, there is no cohesion. there is emptiness. an unlimited void and full of existence beyond any explanation. there is no voice. it does not make any sense, and it is understood what is the voice, what is the architecture of the self. its pillars, its construction, its total unreality. it is seen that the only way to silence the voice is to give up control completely, to stop being the self. be the empty well without limits.

If something has value, you decide it by comparing it with something else. what are you going to compare your life with? with absolute infinity, then it has no value. the infinite eats the finite and turns it into nothing. If you compare it to something finite, it has all the value. It is the only thing that exists and what makes the rest exist.

Seeing the glory in evil, destruction, corruption ... is difficult. but that does not mean that there is not, exactly the same as in the "good"

I see a very projected god in the ego, a kind of delusional yaveh who is alone (i remark the world "who"). parts of mystical journey and parts of acid delirium. did you ask to see god? Well here you have it .... mmm beware of ego traps, they are cunning. Maybe im wrong but i think it's good to have some doubts The report was great, btw

I think that you and I are one, we are the same, but I am apparently seeing one screen, and you, I mean, i, are seeing another (apparent). in the end none of us are seeing a screen, but apparently there are infinite screens. maybe i'm wrong. when the dualities have collapsed, everything has been clear, but after a few seconds, this matter becomes impossible to understand

Good goal, probably it's possible. The increase in beauty and love in the trip in my case is being enormous, in a year and a few months my life has gone from being a fight to a wonder ... it seems incredible. Any thing is possible i guess

For me the goal was liberation, that is, to have a better experience. profit in the end. But once you realize that there is a real way to understand deeply, you always want more. When you say you have reached omniscience, I believe it. I think it is possible.