Breakingthewall

Welcome to the forum. awesome text. I hope to read more from you

Yes, your bubble expands and you see there are no bubbles, the multiplicity was some kind of special effect. they all explode into one. but after the special effect is the case again, there are all the different bubbles, and you are just one and not the others. you understand? I do not. I don't think it can be understood. all that can be, is. right now. but you are just you and I am just me, and we are both the same if we expand the bubble, but different if we contract it. incomprehensible but true

hello Pedro, definitely awakening is the best you can "do". but what is awakening? I'd say it's just this. now. something quite simple, only we have put up so many barriers to realize it. you simply have to burst the structure of you, and let "this" expand and be. there is nothing mysterious, just the magic of existence that has always been. what is the best way to blow away those pesky barriers that turn our experience into some kind of nasty shit? meditation and psychedelics. plenty of the first and enough of the latter. what psychedelic? Well, I recently tasted one, thanks to Leo, a true pioneer in this matter, 5 Meo Malt. I don't know what to say about this. I have no words. a contribution to humanity, in my opinion. btw, I'm glad to find a compatriot, there are few here

psychedelics are fundamental if you want to understand the structure of what you are. imagine that you were a building, and try to understand yourself in depth. Nothing better than being able to dynamite yourself, blow yourself up into particles, and then witness how everything is rebuilt, pipes, foundations, etc. At first it would be very unpleasant because the non-structure would seem like death, but once you get used to the process, it is most instructive. Above all, you would realize that doing with this depth without psychedelics is completely impossible, there would always be hidden layers. the psychedelic destroys everything, leaves nothing standing. For me, what you understand with psychedelics about reality is not important, since after a while it transforms into an ego, and strengthens the ego. the only understanding that counts is the one from right now, the one from the past is as if you had read it in a book, canned. but the psychedelic opens the routes for you to blow up the barriers of attachment to the form that keep you locked up, and that's all in this work the dangers are that the destruction of your structure can deeply destabilize you

when they say that god is three, they refer imo to the father who is the formless, the son, who is the form, and the holy spirit who is the conscience, and the three are really one. Christianity is a much more advanced religion than it seems.

Id say that what you can do is blur the barriers of the ego. a dimmer ego will allow you a broader vision. a more opaque ego will make you feel locked into its limitations. you can increase your levels of awareness by going beyond those limitations, I guess that's what they mean by levels of consciousness since actually the level of consciousness of a heavy ego is the same as that of no ego, just change perception

realizing that you are the limitless void without form is frightening because it is perceived as total death. realizing that you are the unlimited void that is everything fills you with glory because it is perceived as total life. the reality is that you are, and the current you that asks it is just a thought. The more tenuous the self, the more understanding, joy and detachment there will be . and backwards.

Great post. great perception and great erudition, I hope to follow your evolution in your publications. very honest

@Consilience I think that the end of suffering will only occur when it is exactly the same for you to exist as an individual and not to do so. The closer you get to that, the less suffering there will be. but if you really get to that point, you will disappear, mashamadi. you can't live without selfishness.

Maybe. I have the perception that individual life is based on suffering. being a separate individual implies egoism, without egoism you dissolve. even a plant is selfish. and selfishness is the source of suffering. As long as you exist as an individual, you will suffer. it is not possible to stop doing it. you can stop multiplying the suffering with an oversized ego, but you need an ego to exist as an individual, and the ego is selfishness, so suffering. there is nothing wrong with that imo. You can accept the suffering

Suffering is part of life. Do you think that Ramakrishna did not experience suffering in his long agony from throat cancer without any palliative care? we tend to think that suffering is just the anxiety we suffer from not accepting reality as it is, but we live in very protected environments, we have a healthy body, etc. our relationship with human suffering is normally superficial. Is it possible to have that kind of long agony without experience suffering? I don't think so. When suffering comes, you will experience it, even you are Jesus Christ

you are not god, you are the bubble. Remove the bubble, and God will remain. Alone. but as long as you identify with the bubble, you will be a bubble about to disappear. To remove the bubble you have to detache from yourself, so from the bubble

Whether I believe it or not while I suffer is irrelevant. the very nature of sleep is that you immerse yourself in it. To think that being conciouss of God will keep you away from suffering is to deceive yourself, it is to think in terms of duality. god is suffering. Blessed are those who suffer, because they will see God. you can stop creating unnecessary mental suffering, but it doesn't matter, suffering could always catch you up . the nature of life is harsh, merciless. when the time comes for that shit, we have to think that it is an opportunity to go deeper, that it is pure love, as horrible as it is think of Mother Teresa. She used to tell the sick: your suffering is God's love, hug it. She was right! then she got sick and panicked from suffering and spent money on palliative care: she was right too. nobody escapes You could be brave, or coward, but you won't scape from suffering if it come. You could accept it in a sportier way The no self is a great realization, but same time, you are a self.

infinity is only one, since it is infinite. infinity is infinitely multiple, since it is infinite. infinity does not fit in your finite mind.

what's wrong with suffering? suffering is part of life. life is made of suffering. the fear of suffering that drives many to spirituality is pure cowardice. there is nothing wrong with suffering. suffering is absolutely divine. perhaps the most divine thing that exists. absolute suffering touches absolute glory

Because the ego is a machine of survival. It is a program prepared first to survive at any price, as tribe and then as individual. As soon as you are born you cry, you look for the tit. Tit well/ hunger bad . cold bad/ heat good, acceptance good, rejection bad. these are the zeros and ones of the software, and from there, with the subtleties of social interaction, of language, millions of small good/bad dualities are established, which make up the you, which after all is nothing more than an AI program that learns from itself interacting with millions of others ai creating a huge ai that is the collective ego,and that optimizes the chances of survival and development of the human species

good metaphor, but ralston should know that the vast majority of people live in a place where it is always cloudy. tell them not to take the plane, they better do his waiting method, which will almost certainly only lead them to see some faint lightning, it seems even evil

The realization of the nature of reality is what happens when all the barriers dissapear. this can occur with psychedelics, meditating, or sleeping. you can realize 200 times the absolute and unlimited nature of reality, and each time return to the same old egoic behavior patterns. what's more, you can choose to do it, simply because you like it. Normally, the ego relaxes after each dissolution, but this does not have to be the case. Before you spoke of the horror of rebirth. could you elaborate on it? (The answer is for consilence no for Leo, the sistem changed the names)

realizing the absolute is different than living day by day in harmony. You can realize God and decide to live an egoic and stressed life because you have seen that ultimately, everything is the same, in the end the absolute is and there is nothing else. or prefer a monastic life in harmony realizing the wonder of everything at every moment, or perhaps a middle ground. but, the reality is that if you want your mind to open completely to infinity at some point, you have to do 5 meo, or some psychedelic, or else be one of the very few monks that this happens to. who is going to go to a monastery to spend a year meditating all day until their mind is freed from all the ties of the ego and the barriers are diluted? very few, minimal minimum. instead with 5meo, at home, on a Tuesday afternoon, you snort 25 mg and done. It's not a small thing realize the infinity, it changes your life. teachers who speak to millions should be aware of something so obvious

I really liked your post. you are a transparent and honest person, straight to the point. I am sure that you will come out of your maze and you will be totally free. When in doubt, I would always choose the truth option. it is better to repent for excess than for lack. when you express yourself you free yourself, more than you imagine before doing it. do it without anger, with honesty, and it will be better for you than not doing it

desire is essential. Anyone who is a little intelligent will realize that life raised in an egoic way is a trap. you are trapped in trying to get things when you know for sure that your destiny is decay and death. a heavy joke. then you want to get out of that trap. you are like the prisoner who digs with a spoon. you want to get out with strength and determination, no matter what else. you do what is necessary to get out of jail, you don't think about anything else. you would destroy the world if necessary but you are going to get out of jail. and at the end you go out, thanks to desire. you are free at the end

It is surprising how completely certain people are when they give their opinions about things that they do not know in depth, probably not even superficially. leaves no room for doubt! The guy doesn't understand that psychedelics can definitively break down barriers, that the dissolution of the ego mind that occurs with 5 meo is something that only true mystics could achieve sober, a tiny human minority born for it. Surprising that someone like ralston has such closed mind. Sound like always: don't buy the other, buy mine

Do you remember any of your other lives maybe? everything that can happen is happening right now. all lives and universes. the void recognizes itself and bursts into love, now, that is, always, and everything that can be, is. The enormity of this go much beyond of any imagination. what happens is that "you" are only a point of view. When you die, you will disappear and that's it. and the infinite points of view will continue to sprout infinitely. They are already doing it, they already did it, they will do it. There's no difference. you are the void, the source, god. And the you who is asking and the me who is answering are nothing, just a thought

The thing is how you define suffering. Id say that it is the disharmony between what is and what should be. the ego magnifies this by thousands, but egoless also exists. life is suffering by definition. each breath is an effort not to stop breathing, which will inevitably happen

Everything that we are talking are beliefs, or mind, since we are talking concepts and ideas, but stop eating until you are almost dead, and let's see if you need any though to perceive yourself as separate of that is not you. You are a separate being, if you want to return to unity, you must die. I meant in absolute level, selfishness create the "things". a human strongly wants to be a human. You are made of desire. All are patterns of selfishness shaping the absolute. Without selfishness you would stop breathing. No selfishness is undifferentiated unity I think suffering is directly proportional to selfishness. existing separately creates suffering, to a greater or lesser extent. thought is a separating factor, since the act of thinking implies the need of controlling the reality, so a new dimension of selfishness , thereby multiplying suffering, and multiplies the possibility of survival. But without though there is suffering too. Smaller and more bearable, you are in the garden of Eden, in the present, without need of control, and you are expulsed because the act of thinking, but to be separate you need desire and desire is always frustrated. But anyway, there in nothing bad in some suffering imo