Breakingthewall

interesting. It was the first psychedelic that I used and it is really shocking, its strength is enormous, but the sensation is negative, it has a demonic flavor. you stop being yourself completely, that's true, and you become a kind of strange nightmare. then you come back and it is true that there is a feeling of: I have ceased to be me. By the way, what other psychedelics have you used as a tool in your process?

I remember well eren eager. I have thought many times: here is a guy with a palpable, fast, real evolution

life is suffering because as humans we come equipped by default with an ego son of a bitch whose mission is to create unhappiness. in fact, it is unhappiness. and if you let him loose, he can drown you in oceans of unhappiness. we are born with a parasite that we feed with tons of information, and that has us by the neck, by the balls and with great force. Go alone to the desert for a month, so you will get to know him up close. you will see how happy you are

In my experience , no way . There is a wall very hard, perfectly constructed, an immovable barrier: you. You are the enormous obstacle that prevents reality from manifesting itself, and without a magic pill that makes the dog guard fall asleep for a moment, not even God passes by. when you sleep the guard dog that you are and infinity is, you realize the solidity of the door. you can break it a thousand times it comes back. And when the wall is there, you only see the wall, no matter how much you know what is behind it. the mechanics of the self are masterfully constructed. you have to be extremely perceptive to start any deconstruction

@newbee It is not about justifying the violation. obviously we all work on a relative level and I don't justify anything on a relative level. What I am saying is that if we want to understand what we are, what we are is absolute. this is so and that's it. the rape is you, and the massacres of wars and all, and ultimately not even, since they are illusory. it's all illusion, and you're creating it right now. this is not a joke or new age religion, this is reality. So, if someone comes to me telling me I'm stupid for having those ideas, I tell them: they're not ideas, it's reality, direct experience after deconstructing the walls that separate me/other. and he answers me: you are parroting, etc... like that, because it seems that way to him, without giving the benefit of the doubt... it shows that he is a close mind. But of course I'm not justifying anything wrong. Opposite, i can't bear even the slightest lie.

My life is my business, here i just talk about spirituality not about ego

@Kuba Powiertowski you don't understand anything, you just have to surrender your ego. that ego that says that war is wrong and hugs from mom are good. I mean if you want to be serious about spirituality and understand and open yourself to what you are, if what you want is to continue with an ego that judges and separates between you and what is not you, then don't do it.

I mean mental content, ideas, thoughts. The mind can be totally empty and there is still experience, you know that perfectly i think

Talk with you is absolute useless

Because my appreciation is totally different, i saw that he kicked him for trolling and because he was fishing in this forum people for his own forum and his business. But as you said, different appreciations

Maybe you can't understand or something. I will try to explain to you. look, when you meditate enough and do psychedelics and all that stuff, not playing but seriously, opening your mind to the maximum, emptying it of any idea, you realize, without a doubt, that everything is you. it is absolutely obvious. in the end you realize that 24/7. while they torture you I guess not, but it doesn't usually happen, at least to me. then, when you realize that, you realize that the one who mistreated you was also you, the whole of reality is you. there is no other. haven't you heard of that before? or did you think it was a joke and people say it for being smart? you were wrong, it's reality. You can't see, ok, it's normal, but you don't need to be so idiot. Just be bit open-minded and think that maybe you are wrong in your appreciation

Talk by yourself. If you are in spirituality from i don't know how long ago, and you still didn't realize, really, that everything is you, what are you playing? At least don't insult with your bitterness, it feels not nice

And you are stuck in your ego and in your close mind. I can't understand your need of be insulting . I talked by direct experience, not from theories

of course, at the moment of being tortured, or if tomorrow they tell me that I have a melanoma, I suppose that the state of not i will be replaced by a me that screams

Anyone who raises his consciousness a bit will realize that there is no rapist or torture, everything is himself. and that all perceived reality is an illusion in which you are imagining differentiations. any master will say this, Ramakrishna, Maharshi, Jesus Christ, Buddha...everyone knows that I am the rapist. Even I see it clearly.

I can't agree, i see in nahm an scammer. just my opinion. and I also think he would never throw consilence. Leo is very arrogant and any position that is not his own annoys him, but he knows how to perfectly differentiate between someone who adds value, such as consilence, and others who subtract it. or that's my impression.

A mind must be totally detached from its content for the truth to manifest. a completely free mind is an unlimited mind. a mind that thinks: I am god, is a limited mind.

the quote sounds good but the true mystic has a mind empty of content, in which the truth manifests itself, and the psychotic has a mind full of shit where nothing but his shit penetrates

So what did you mean?

Really??? Man, nahm was a troll, and was in the forum for business. In fact I doubt about Leo is so smart as he thinks because he didn't seem to notice, it seemed like he and nahm were the cool kids in the class when it was obvious what nahm was.

But thinking about it carefully, I agree in some way. all are states of consciousness. Desirelessness is a state of consciousness, it is when you perceive that reality is exactly as it should be. this does not mean that you are enlightened in the sense that it will be something permanent. there are people, the monks, who pursue that state of consciousness by working hard on it. I guess they can get it but always circumstantially. if their determination wavers they will return to desire. so enlightenment is one more state. But that state is when the natural awakening can happen.

True, i invented because i never became enlightened. then it is a mental construction based on guesswork. that doesn't mean it's not accurate

Awakening when you realize that everything is an illusion and the reality is infinite and you are the reality. Enlightenment is when you are perfect tuned with this apparent reality. So no ego, no desire. Someone who's enlightened could be sit in a room the rest of his life in perfect happiness. Someone who's enlightened use to have awakenings. If you are not enlightened, you are not going to have awakenings unless you provoke them with psychedelics

Well, as far as i know...for example?

Leo said that because he has very insolent and cretinous moments, but as far as I know he has never kicked anyone out of here because of his way of thinking, he kicks out people who are trolls, insufferable, and with a lot of patience. here he has only said a nonsense and that's it, and he apologize in his subtle way