Breakingthewall

Yeah but that it is being imagined doesn't exclude that it is really happening. Btw, it's funny to see how after the video of infinity gods all those who here repeated without pause: only you exist, wake up! they don't say it anymore

what is called alpha male is usually a low intelligent guy, lacking empathy, of minimal sensitivity, who at ages between 14/21 is usually very successful since the most intelligent, most empathetic, most sensitive person, needing more time to develop and feels insecure, fearful. the alpha is not fearful since he does not see the nuances, he does not ruminate, he is practical. He's basically a very shallow person. under certain circumstances, he will prosper. especially if not having scruples is required In older ages nowadays he lags behind and becomes a pathetic caricature

well done. you let yourself flow, you said what you felt. You left because you felt it. you did exactly what had to be done

Saddam, the very son of a bitch, was a king like the Mesopotamian kings of the time of the Romans. his intention to serve iraq as a nation was zero. he was the one who mattered, iraq was his toy. What a stupid without an atom of nobility. it is worth a war to free a country from that curse. perhaps in the end, with Saddam one lived better, but it is the same, one must free oneself from such humiliation. The bad thing is that it is most likely that another one will appear, or worse... but you have to try

every object exists eternally because there are no objects. only apparent shapes that you see because you are excluding the infinity that is in them and staying with exactly the part that you are interested in seeing to create the appearance of an object. the same goes for you. you are the total infinity right now, but you are blind to everything except the part you want to see to appear to be you. everything is exactly the same: infinity. only that you see what suits you to see

It is not related to sex, but that happened to me and it turns out that the pH of the urine was very acid. I had a device to measure it, which is used when growing marijuana in hydroponics, and the result was 5.1. this is metabolic acidosis, it happens when you do a lot of exercise. such acidic urine irritates the bladder walls and causes a constant urge to urinate. the remedy: take bicarbonate, potassium citrate and magnesium citrate, 1.5 grams of each. do not try to measure the ph with the pharmacy strips because it is inaccurate. buy a digital meter in a grow shop. if you solve the problem you will sleep better and your quality of life will improve

the same thing happens to old people. they have spent their lives looking to the future, and when they see that they have no future they look to the past. anything but staying in the present, since for the ego the present does not exist. for the ego only ideas exist, and past and future are ideas. the present is ungraspable by the mind, therefore, non-existent

the reality is that socializing consumes a lot of memory from your processor. Stop socializing totally for a week. no reading, no internet, since reading is socializing in the sense that another person is putting ideas into your mind. empty yourself of all that and you will notice that your mind becomes sharper, clearer. you will realize that there was a fog in your mind that blurred reality. stop completely and everything will become more crystalline.

integral people who reveal the truth through themselves. the opposite of monkeys that play power games

true relationships, of all kinds, sexual, friendship, a chat, are God looking at himself. they raise consciousness, not lower it. now, if you lack that dimension, and you consider every relationship to be empty stupidity, you will never see it, and you will be awake, but only up to a certain point. do not forget that you are human, and you exist for the relationship

The problem with socializing is that relationships aren't authentic because people aren't. they are more like chimpanzees screaming in the cage establishing roles. this is empty and stupid, and obviously away from the truth. real relationships, with real people, get closer to the truth. the problem is that these people are almost non-existent. They almost... I mean, they exist. you have to look for them and interact with them, not with the monkeys in the zoo

Is say that it is almost impossible, or at least much more difficult for someone who is married and has children to awake. He's too into his own business. that is why in all traditions monks are celibate

Well, because you have to affirm, truly, from the heart, every second of your life: I give up on me. I give my complete self, I offer it. I give up my projects. I give up my ambition. I give up sex. I give up my body. I give up everything. I am a vehicle. I let me drive. I blindly trust. there is no more karma. there is only what is. the full depth. me. I open my heart to myself. I go to the cross with the nails, the lashes and all that, no problem. I am a slave, but a slave to me. I surrender my ego and I am absolute. I make a good deal: I give a dog shit in exchange for the entirety totality of existence. Seems easy but it isn't. every time you choose the ego, you move away from the truth. Being further from the truth, it is easier to choose the ego again...and when you stop to observe it, you don't even remember that it was the truth...an idea perhaps?

2 things.1 Serious dedication, meticulous, intense. and 2, hit the activity that is carried out. global vision, strategic

Madrid! The best city in the world, where everyone is foreign, and where the energy is always high

there is one size: always integral. completely without exceptions. the rest does not matter

the issue is not to do justice but to achieve an end. justice is revenge and it is stage red or blue. If we establish prison or death sentences in an advanced world, it is to avoid certain behaviors. For example, imagine that a much more addictive and harmful drug than methamphetamine appears and spreads. the decision is made to sentence to death whoever trades with it and execute the sentence immediately, since the future of humanity is at stake. or perhaps punish with death premeditated large-scale swindles that impoverish entire countries. On the other hand, a pederast is something marginal, not dangerous for society since there are few. best to imprison him and treat him as well as possible. he has enough with his life. the important thing is that he has no possibility of reoffending, but we are advanced and generous humans, and we forgive. We know that the human condition is complicated. We do not act out of hate or revenge

anxiety is the dissonance between what is and what should be. On a deep level, if you're not awake, your life is basically anxiety. suffering as buddha said. You are an organism that ages and is exposed to a thousand dangers that will inevitably end up killing it, and what it should be is: survive. This is the basic anxiety, and from it all the other secondary anxieties branch off. The only way to equalize the dissonance between what should be and what is is to awake. realizing God and the fact of what is is exactly what it should be. end of anxiety

check to see if your sternum is a little sunken. the ribs are usually elevated due to lack of room in the rib cage. I also had it like that. I was corrected by 80%, strengthening my abs quite hard

One last comment and I'm done with this. My sister has had the same thing happen to you, only with a bufo facilitator, 1.5 years ago. She has been traumatized. I told her: sister, you have to end this because a very serious fear has remained inside you. my sister is a gestalt therapist, quite successful. but since this she has entered little by little in a mental regression that I don't know how far it can go. looks like she's getting retarded. She have hysterical attacks, throwing on the ground kicking and punching, like 3-year-olds, you say anything personal to her and they yell at you, I have chosen to treat them with the utmost care, as if they had a mental illness, it's impossible to reasoning. She only talks about cliches, hippy love and that, it's something shocking. I don't like to talk about something so personal but if maybe it could helps you, i feel i must. I mean by this. Careful with the 5 meo. if you do it and you have a trauma experience, even if you forget it, it will remain in your subconscious and watch out, it's not a joke at all. it can take you to my sister's or like the op, pessimistic crazy ideas, many negative manifestations. You have to reach the end, free yourself totally. The ego is going to set you a thousand traps. If I'd tell this to my sister, she blocks me. It is amazing to witness the process. It can harm your life very seriously. That's why I recommended you that before. It has also happened to me and I was procrastinating for 1 year. In the end I did it but it cost me a lot. You have to go to the bottom, free yourself

Do you listen to that little bitch aka your ego the things it says? please... well i think in deep you know the situation. Your choice

your ego tricking you into not blowing it up. and you letting yourself be fooled. but of course, you are your ego. if you want to stay in no man's land forever thinking crazy things, it's your choice

when you start a path you have to finish it. leave it halfway like the op does, guarantee of disaster. he has already started. has to get to the bottom

@Holykael Look, the matter is very simple. vape 5 meo dmt, 18 mg, two or 3 times a week, as many times as you need, 10, 20, 30 whatever, until you realize god. and when you realize, do it again a few more so you don't forget. and that's it. or, well, keep busting your head with crazy negative ideas until you get seriously depressed . In short: give in to the mean little tricks of your ego that clings as best it can, or blow it up

that's the human mollusk lens you distort everything with.