Breakingthewall

Not agree, the essence of meditation is detachment. what happens is that many meditators strive in concentration and get a forced silence. that silence is worth nothing imo. detachment is realizing that all your mental paraphernalia? is absolutely nothing, software that enslaves you with no real substance. once you see this you can meditate walking down the street. reality takes on color, depth and beauty, and loses meaning. you are in wild territory, without handles for the mind, where life and death are the same

Yeah, i guess so. Working on it

As I told you before, I have little experience with malt, I only did it twice, but it seemed completely different to me. 5 meo dmt takes you straight to infinity. It doesn't matter if you're in a bad mood, in an uncomfortable place, any set and setting. malt, the first time it made any dirt in my house unbearable. As soon as the effect wore off, I spent two hours frantically cleaning. the second time, with only 12 mg snorted (this in DMT is really weak dose), I had a horrible experience. I was dating a girl, I knew she would want a relationship, I made it clear that I don't, even so we date for sex. deep down it was not something fair. well, as soon as the malt hit me, the whole reality was: break that relationship immediately. the feeling increased until it reached a point where my whole being was concentrated in a point of anguish. I left my house (difficult) and I staggered down the street walking nonstop, suffering greatly for an hour. I thought I could have a heart attack and I didn't care. I just wanted the punishment to stop. wtf! As soon as I could I put an end to that unbalanced relationship and since then something tells me: no casual sex. bad idea. impure. We'll see what happens the next time I do it, maybe I'll be forced to give all my money or something...that's why I never tried again. this is my experience, a bit strange. 5 meo dmt is completely different, totally clean, no meanings or ideas, just infinity

@EmergentUniverse i think it was an interesting question.the problem is that few people have made malt. I did it 2 times, and I see big differences. I do not understand why they have closed the thread, it is a subject that has not been discussed at all.

If your mind were perfectly empty, there would be no time, only the eternal present. time is an idea of the mind. for animals there is no time, only the present. They are in the Garden of Eden. humans are in the hell of the mind, and we build time and all the other crazy egoic paraphernalia.

It's so simple that seems stupid. you suffer because you are causing yourself suffering all the time, it is a kind of energetic mismatch. you simply have to get to the bottom of the thing, understand what you do and how you do it, and stop doing it. You have to understand that absolutely everything depends solely on you. you are the executioner and the victim. Saying this doesn't make any sense, you have to see it, but I guarantee you it is. There is no more suffering than the one you inflict on yourself. if you stop doing it, the suffering disappears. There are no more chains than those that you yourself create. do not think about this because you will not get to see it with your mind. just go deeper, understand, deconstruct the walls. play the ego game and pass the phase. Free yourself.

I think you shouldn't commit suicide, you have to keep trying. But having said that, I think that not committing suicide in case this has consequences in reincarnations, is a meaningless story. If you kill yourself, it's because you were here to kill yourself. but since we are here, let's accept the challenge. the challenge is to be present and absolutely happy in a hospital with terminal cancer, in a nursing home, in a Nazi death camp. Let's try to play the game, it is exciting and it is possible to finish it successfully, and if it doesn't happen, we are trying. Suicide is cowardly. you have to keep playing. But if you're not going to play and you're going to be complaining, it seems better to opt for suicide

@amanen a truly incredible, inspiring and profound list. I would like to ask you: how do you explain solipsism? For me this is the most elusive. Let's see, you say: in this dream there is this, in others Dream, other etc. then, there is this dream and other dream. there will be in the future. this is incomprehensible to me. there is no time, everything is now. On the one hand, my perception is that only I exist, you are in my imagination, my pov is absolute. but in other hands, everything that can exist, exists. everything has a pov, there are infinite povs now. is solipsism same that infinite povs like everything is the same as nothing? what is your perception of solipsism?

I have not experienced that. What I have experienced is that the void is bottomless. having no bottom it is infinite, and then it realizes itself. the total infinity, that is, you, realizing yourself, reveals itself as absolute freedom. That freedom is absolute joy. instantly this makes everything that can exist, exist. infinite creation is simultaneous and inevitable. as if it were a physical law. the lack of limitation of the void creates god, who is the void itself perceiving its infinity, and this infinity is omnipotence, total freedom. total freedom is a cry of infinite joy, infinite joy, infinite love, creation of everything. the infinity of creation is beyond the imaginable. It is not that God wants to experience things little by little, it is that everything is always, out of time.

existence manifests itself as absolute good the moment you stop having desires. as long as you have desires, everything that goes against those desires will be evil for you.

@Razard86 @Razard86 man, let's see, I read your publication and I understand one thing: you have to love your avatar unconditionally. what I get from there is that you have to stop comparing yourself, imagining flaws, etc ... typical of self-help. did I misunderstand your message? maybe. simply, as this is a forum, I read it and think about it. and I think that is not the realization of God. and that's it. as I see that any criticism bothers you so much, in the future I will read what you write and I will keep my opinion to myself

This is some sense is true, the need for survival is the primal instinct. As a social human, your survival depends on being accepted by others. If the clan expels you from the cave, you are dead. you need not only to be accepted but to be loved, to succeed, to prevail, in order to have more possibilities of an effective reproduction. this is basic. It is the first thing that you must transcend. the social ego trap. but this is only the beginning. once this is absolutely indifferent to you, when you master the subtleties of the unconscious psyche, you are still at the beginning. this is not enlightenment, it is not the silence of the mind. Maybe It doesn't matter to you whether you're handsome or ugly, but it doesn't matter to you if they crush your bones with an iron bar? As the hsing hsing ming poem says, as soon as you create the slightest distinction, heaven and earth are infinitely separated. if you want to enter the territory of the divine, for you it must be the same to make love as to be crucified. this is impossible...or almost. That's what psychedelics are for. it is you who has not read carefully what I wrote, only from the susceptibility of a vulnerable ego.

Id say you didn't understand. There is no avatar, the avatar is just something that you believe exists and that is separate from what the avatar is not. the avatar is a creation of the ego. the you that you have to love unconditionally does not differentiate between the avatar and the rats that devour its guts while the avatar is screaming. what you are is the whole movie, not just the protagonist, and if you want to love yourself unconditionally you have to also love the bad guys in the movie, not just the good guys. love your enemies, you know.

Exactly, when for you it is absolutely the same that the rats eat you alive that make love with the woman of your life, then you will have it. although it is not as easy as it seems, the human attachment is strong

What has been the effect of deeper awakenings in your life? translates into greater freedom? higher level of consciousness as a baseline? more happiness?

I just watched your video about God Realization a while ago. Indeed, I have not had such an awakening, to see how I am creating reality right now, my memory, my psyche etc. whenever I have done 5 meo and it has sent me to infinity, it has been a moment. my human attachment is still strong, although every day less, very quickly it grabs me. but if I have realized many times the infinity and I have become completely infinite. that infinity has stayed with me, it has changed my psyche. I don't know things, like I'm forming my hand and stuff, but I don't see that it's crucial to know that either. I think knowing is from the ego. once you have become infinite, you know that one thing is the same as another thing. It doesn't matter if you are a god, if you have created your parents, if there is only one pov or more, if there is reincarnation....all that is ego, the only thing that matters is being able to detach yourself from the human in order to be infinite. knowing things is attachment. it is ego. what is it for? if it is infinity. Maybe to know those things could help to the total freedom, in that case, welcome

my life purpose is to free myself from all human bondage, including life purpose

If you die, and are replaced by your self from 5 minutes ago, how would you notice the difference? What if you die and are replaced by me? or for a cat? being alive or dead is the same, just relax and enjoy

You are not god, well, you are, because everything is god by definition, but it's like you aren't. You are a ghostly entity made up of attachments and fears that asks questions and tries to formulate answers through a rudimentary software called language with which it parcel the reality. if we remove that self, the current experience remains. an intricate, fantastically complex set of sensations that occurs like a dance of reality. If we stop this magical dance, the existence remains empty of content, unlimited and bottomless, the total infinity, where you and I are one. the source, the flowing existence, the absolute potential, God

So there are infinite apparently POVs right now

Of course, searching doesn't make any sense. spirituality is to eliminate. there is nothing to look for or find, there is mud to get rid of

The question is, what do you want? what is your path, where do you want to deepen. most people are in spirituality to stop suffering. later, when you more or less stop suffering, you keep going deeper because it is the truth, and if you fall in love with the truth, you align yourself with it, little by little, detaching yourself from everything egoic. the current leo teachings do not go that way. those of the past yes, but the leo 2.0 seems to be going down innovative paths that practically no one in the world is going to travel. Maybe in the future yes. I would listen to him out of curiosity and follow my own path

well, if you think about it ,being enlightened, in the non-self, flowing with infinity without any hindrance, is one thing, and another to delve into what reality is. reality is infinite, so going deeper is the same as going shallower, but from the point of view of a human ego, it's interesting. fascinating. Why would someone, for example, investigate the behavior of insects? or where is the source of the nile? because it fascinates him. Well, Leo and some others have created another type of exploration. Since we cannot go to other planets, and everything on this one is more or less seen, penetrating the depths of consciousness seems like a total challenge for a courious mind

leo says you need 200 trips of 5 meo to start understanding consciousness. If you analyze this sentence, the conclusion is that Leo, as an ego, wants to understand consciousness. It's impossible since it's infinite. this only makes sense to him. it's something he likes, like other egos like to climb eight-thousanders. this is not enlightenment. enlightenment is to stop being an ego, to be constantly open to infinity. Leo doesn't care about that, he can do it with substances whenever he wants. but wants to explore and explore. interesting! Let's see where he arrives. the bad thing is that no one in the world is going to understand what he is talking about, but it is interesting to listen to him. useful? I don't know

@ardacigin thanks for your offer, let's see, and yes, it's about taking off little by little. I do not aspire to live in a psychedelic experience of 5 meo but to live completely free of attachment, of limitations. to live in magic, in no mind. I don't care knowing that the others are imaginary and stuff. I would say that the path includes 3 aspects: daily meditation, several hours, to educate the mind in silence, in the focus of what is. conscious detachment from everything, from the result of actions, from comfort, from future prospects. and psychedelics to deepen and undo all the knots that form the self and completely free yourself on time. As you said, the difference before/after (couple of years) is huge, but it's not enough. The freedom must be total or close