Breakingthewall

@Bacher you don't want to dissolve and disappear. then you resist and things can get extremely unpleasant. As much as you consciously accept that whatever happens, unconsciously your ego says: no way. this is the last thing i want. the sensations could be horrible. For me it has been extremely difficult, I have chosen to vape because if it gets bad at least it lasts a little. I have completely overcome that fear. I can vape a high quantity and there is no resistance , I wish that the dissolution and the opening take place, since it is something mystical, magical and wonderful beyond any description. Now I'm going to start with the roas that last longer, because vaping is too short, it really seems like it's just an instant. It is something incredible, indescribable. you are no longer you, you have expanded to infinity, an unlimited emptiness, and all that emptiness is total joy, total love, what you always were, erything you ever wanted. and with an instant your understanding of reality changes. your heart is open, and love flows. Nothing compares to that. so I recommend that you go little by little, because it is a very serious matter that will change your life

first you have to understand that your thoughts are the activity you carry out for the real-time construction of the social self, created throughout your life by language, and that it takes its energy from the social matrix created over the centuries, to become a processor connected online to billions of other processors that power the human hive. Once you understand this and see what you really are, if you remove this matrix, you will be able to easily observe your thoughts without being attached to them, since you will know that they mean nothing.

you really don't remember? the guy repeats it 150 times, ask him, his nick here is raptorsin. They were between 10 and 15 thousand. He took 2000 from another. He was here capturing tits to get milk from. He also claimed to be the owner of 3 successful business and have a lot of meetings with millionaires. He has a long thread here where he explains his successful process to the enlightenment and the success in many business

Ask the guy he took $15,000 from when he was at his lowest point. He promised enlightenment by transmission and charged for it. and did not stop charging until the tit was dry

I have taken time reading his texts. I still do sometimes on his current forum. it is fascinating. he says interesting, profound things, and suddenly interjects deliberately incomprehensible fragments. it is a strategy to appear remote, arcane. if you ask him about those fragments, he never answers. then he approaches people who are having a hard time, who suffer, and flatters them... he's a dangerous guy imo

absolutely. not only not to recreate the mistakes of the past but to realize that there was no mistake. everything was perfect. It was what it took to mold what you are. don't try to adopt this idea, it won't work. it only works to realize the perfection of existence, like a fascinating jewel created out of nothing. an art that goes beyond what any artist could dream of. To realize, you have to transcend the self. the self is the one who judges good or bad, what should be or should have been. doing this is not easy, it takes genius, determination, and courage. But courage is easy to come by when you know there is no other way. you have to erase the fear from you, break down the barriers. How? I guess you've read it here a thousand times: self-inquiry, meditation, psychedelics. with determination. the prize is great, freedom, which is happiness, wonder. not doing it is stupid. to remain a prisoner of the ego is misery, to become an old prisoner of that misery, a guarantee of a horrible experience.

I m not sure of that. I'd say that only what have to exist exist. the apparent is deliberate. each atom is placed in its exact place and there is not an atom more. this is a cosmic orchestra that has a goal. nothing is random, nothing is compulsive, aberrant. everything is perfect, elegant, artistic. the motivation eludes me, but I would say that it exists. nothing that is not necessary for the orchestra exists

very beautiful and authentic publication. I would say that really, the only thing that is needed to see the diaphanous emptiness that is the source and the existence, what we are, is to stop fearing. the self are limitations formed by fear. without fear there is no me, only space without limits, free flow. nothing, as you say, but that is total abundance

Yeah you are only the puppeteer, because the puppet really doesn't exist. there is no duality because only god is. I am false, I do not exist. all of us with our perceptions are a special effect without substance, without real life, made of falsehood. There is only God and is one, that's what we are. multiplicity is a special effects. I don't understand the reason for this. boredom, how leo says ? deepen in love? how, if it is already total? or maybe that the puppeteer without the puppets is nothing

Both. the self that is writing is a mask that hides god. but at the same time I am total god, because only total god is. there are infinity of masks, they are nothing, only appearances. the experience I live has a flavor of unreality, only the snippets of God that filter through the mask feels like real. I would say that there are many of these appearances occurring simultaneously and I am one of them. So I'm just a part but I'm not real, I'm a mask that thinks it's something, a kind of automata that isn't really alive. Only God lives, and I borrow his vitality like a puppet from his puppeteer. the puppeteer handles several puppets at the same time, they all think they are unique, but they are all the puppeteer

The only real happiness is God. everything else is mud. God is the truth. the more aligned with the truth, the happier. Any lie in you is source of suffering. Lies like believe that you are you. there are many degrees, up to the total degree, realizing the absolute divinity of existence all the time. is this possible? I don't think so. I read that Ramakrishna and some of his disciples died very young, the human body is not created for that, it is created for a important part of mud, but I think we can accept the mud until its bearable and stop being the protagonist, being the protagonist happiness more or less veiled that exists, and realize the Absolute indescribable sometimes with psychedelics, or with mediation in some extent

I don't know, looks like it is his realization after a life. But anyway, the comparison with nahm. Nahm didn't adopt any teaching. it was a very different case. nahm was looking to seduce.

But, I am going to fight to the death to escape from the mine, to try to have a lot of women, a lot of money, and to kick my father in the balls, because that is what it should be. this is a performance. relax and enjoy the show. In the end, everything will be as it should. do not suffer. or yes, suffer, but knowing that this is that should be. be happy in the suffering.

the source of unhappiness is the certainty that things should be different. My father shouldn't be a shit torturing me. girls should love me. the money should flow to me. I shouldn't have leprosy and be a slave in a coltan mine when I am 8 years old. but the reality is that there is no "should be". things are exactly as they should be. you are not a guest at the fun party. you are a soldier who carries a cross. take it with joy, because it is what it should be

Very far. Veganawake just tell his perception. His intention is to contribute and help. you can agree with him or not. he is not a manipulator or a wannabe guru scammer. in my opinion he's stuck at one point, but maybe he just means things his way and substitutes "god" for "nobody"

because dark-skinned men are perceived as less civilized, potentially more dangerous, irrational, violent. so in a cold approach, the Caucasian will always have an advantage. and if he is blond and blue-eyed, even better. he is perceived as trustworthy, obedient to the norm, educated in the hive, master of his primal instincts. women find this reassuring

You are unlimited but you seem limited. The illusion is perfectly done. you can't get out of it. you are doing exactly what you want, but you think you want something else. If a stone falls on your foot and crushes it, it is because you wanted to, although it will seem to you that it is the last thing you wanted. because you do not realize that you are god, there is a masterfully placed barrier that prevents you from seeing it: you. a work of art of deception

try to understand where is the interacting with your mother that limits you, imprisons you. surely there is something and you, unconsciously but wisely, react by protecting yourself. try to understand and when you do, try to communicate openly. My mother died when I was 17, I was stupid and mean to her lately, and now I find it very sad. My mother always wanted the best for me, but I couldn't stand her protection, always being on top of me. I wanted to get rid of her as it was, I was even glad in some way that she died and now I think that's a big shit. take advantage while you can to do things the best you can

seeing god in the mire of human existence is the challenge of being human. being human is the ultimate challenge. that being full of fear and lies, apparently horrible, miserable and evil, rotten and demon-possessed, which is pure perfection. the ultimate game

What I am is...i don't know . How it's possible? Why are we lost in that mess that we call life, if we are that indescribable perfection? How could I keep the door open to the indescribable beauty that I am? Why does it close, and I go back to being a worm wallowing in the mud? but no problem, I am that

you're asking about finding bliss by meditating, not about how to fix a car engine. what kind of answer do you want? something very concrete to an absolutely vague question?

I have once tried mixing freebase with vinegar and a little water and using it as drops in the nose. I bought some ph strips from the pharmacy, and wet a corner and with a little vinegar it still shows basic, since free base is strongly basic. with a little more vinegar it shows neutral. Freebase is more likely to irritate tissues than vinegar, which is a food product. free base is not and is very basic. think that caustic soda is basic too

are you completely honest with yourself about what you want to do, what you want to give of yourself? Are you sure you're not making other people's goals yours? because perhaps what happens to you is that you, wisely, are rebelling against what you, stupidly, are imposing on yourself

reality is absolute, but by virtue of a clever special effects trick, a kind of mirror box, it appears relative. you can go as far as possible into the relative, into the division, and you will find a sense of falsehood, of unreality. you can reverse the path and return to unity, and you will find joy, the divisions will disappear, and ultimately you will discover that there never were, that nothing ever happened. a strange trick

The issue is not to silence the mind but to dissolve the barrier of the ego. the ego is supposed to be the thoughts, therefore we deduce that in the absence of thought there is no self. that's not true. it can be the not-self with thoughts and be the self with all its granite solidity in silence. when the self dissolves the mind takes on unlimited depth, and bliss occurs. this happens during meditation, but in my experience the ego has had to be completely vaporized several times before. this can happen with very serious and intensive meditation practices or with 5 meo. If you have not broken the granite block that is the ego, being silent for a minute will not help you much, only as a mental control practice