Breakingthewall

Thanks!

real spirituality is a commitment to yourself for the truth. it is absolutely serious business, taking you quickly from a maddened mind to a reality that a couple of years before you could not even imagine . true spirituality is to completely transcend fear, which is our prison. The problem is that most of people fall into the trap of changing one software for another when what they have to do is change software for hardware.

it is difficult to know when one is sanely prudent, or when one is convinced by his ego to stop, that the last thing he wants is to be transcended. I think there is a time when you have to put the pedal to the metal and get into the curvy road without a map. and there is also a time to be cautious and wait. Only your intuition will tell you which is which.

100 % no for now , he likes girls too much. Maybe when he's 75 But the thing is that everytime he, or any of us, do those 5 meo trips, it is a kind of mashamadi. some, like me, do it to realize what we are, but others, like leo, have already fully realized it, and continue to do so. They say it's because they want to go deeper, but I'd say it's because they love it. They are addicted to death, and I understand that. death is god and life is mud. i guess the natural evolution should be to be awaken without psychedelics, put them aside. we will see

Can be finded that poem in writing?

Yes but some ideas like lonely, boredom, etc, could be very scary for some people, and are not real . talking about god when you are not realizing god is negative, perverse

It's not like that! Man, the thing is infinitely deeper. you sound linear, superficial, conceptual. you speak of an awakening in the past. the same happens with leo, although now it seems that this has changed, the poem seemed from the real, current awakening. For example, I am not awake now. I can speak of memory of awakening, but it is dead, fossil. now I'm on the surface, everything I say is conceptual, that's why I don't talk about god. If I speak of God, it is because I am seeing him at that moment. if it doesn't sound like iron grinding

You are wrong. It's a belief/judgement i ve adopted Listen those masters. For example, I think that Maharshi had a total realization of God, but others like Shinzen Young don't think so. he lacks joy and has plenty of structure, but maybe I haven't listened to him enough, I haven't lived with him either. So my comment was a bit silly, since I can't listen to any teacher, including leo, for more than 10 minutes. they bore me a lot

Stay in awakened state is to live in beauty, love, abundance, perceive the wonder of existence, the limitless. It's the real thing. being asleep is misery. Anyone with some of common sense wouldn't hesitate. you just have to give everything in return. all the misery, it is understood. But humans are so stupid that choose the misery

Yeah, this is what it always was. That's me. obvious. how could i forget it? The cup has been filled, and I will fear nothing again. but you forget it again and come back to the surface.

that is not like that. the metaphor of the dream is very good but it is not exact. what you call the dream is infinity. every spit on the ground is god. reality is magic shining. everything is depth without limit. the human mind tends to superficiality, for survival. enlightenment is to break the crust of ice you walk on and dive and merge with the water. there's nothing like: now i'm awake and i know i'm god imagining reality. everything is one thing, everything is organic, indefinable. Either you do it in real time, or you're skating on the ice crust

You will have an eternal time not to be you. now that it's you, pick up the glove and accept the challenge.

You manufacture this dystopia to swim in your depression. I'm not saying stop doing it, but at least be aware of it. reality has nothing to do with what you say

Let's try to define the thing. the truth is that we are an unlimited well of total intelligence, total love. limitless wealth. or what is the same, absolutely nothing. the nothingness that is flowing holiness. you recognize yourself completely in infinity, you were always that and you had forgotten. you are home again and your home is total existence. It is as if they make a hole in your chest where you look out to infinity. realizing this constantly, imo is enlightenment. anything else is misery, and something pushes you to find a solution to your misery. So you say you had an enlightenment experience after 2 weeks of meditating. and then? The hole got closed? What did you do to try to escape from the misery?

most teachers had not realized the truth, what happens is that when you work for decades in spirituality, it seems that at some point you make the decision that you are enlightened by autosuggestion, and others believe you and we have a teacher. people who have really realized the truth are usually not teachers, since it is something that cannot be taught.

I listen to part of the poem and haaaa.... it's wonderful. shit man, I almost went on a psychedelic trip and had to stop it. that is god. That is what we are. I was thinking today maybe you're a bit of an idiot, leo, and I've heard that and I think you're a fucking genius. no wonder death tempts you. death is life, death is god. death is the infinity that is everything, that wonder of all the colors and shapes that we are. what we are is... hallelujah brothers, what we are is total wonder and I'm crying because I Know it. There is no death and i love you all

If your passion in this life is to immerse yourself in what we could call "death", it is absolutely normal that at some point you consider jumping to infinity completely. it is too controversial subject, it is not sensible to talk about it, but it is sincere, since it is true Anyway, i understand your attitude. This is not a joke

we know everything. we know that we are, we know that we are eternal, we know that we have no limit. that is all. the rest are unimportant details

the op cannot wake up because he is completely attached to concepts and ideas. In addition, especially delusional ideas that he has created by taking Leo's video on solipsism literally, which seems to me to be the most toxic. someone should convince holykael that you don't have to change the beliefs you have for others, it's about transcending them all. friend, listen to me, you are not awake, you are asleep and dreaming a nightmare. don't incorporate what others say into your narrative, and if you can't help it, don't incorporate something so crazy. the only explanation for me as to why leo said those things is because maybe he thinks they can cause some kind of awakening, I really don't understand

i am not referring to explicit lies but to projections, feigned behavior, impurities. that is not a true and perfect flow.

Well, to be honest not very well. the sicker the fake makes me, the more dates but less sex. And when there is sex, as soon as the other part wants to go in a direction that I don't, I end it. The good thing is that I meet interesting girls every day in the street. But I don't want to have a relationship, and I see myself at risk of not having sex to avoid the fake. I hope not, but we'll see where it goes.

I don't deal with it because I don't get into that kind of thing. anything that isn't completely authentic makes me sick. little by little authentic things appear and I cultivate them, and those that are not authentic I immediately discard

Maybe because most of relationship are based in need, in lack, in fear. They are a jail more than anything else, in which the other part is your jailer and at the same time your drug. If you take into account that most humans function from dysfunctionality, unconsciousness, learned behaviors and the fear of being left out of the group, you will see that it is totally normal for relationships to be based in lies

This happens when you are unbalanced, and you seek balance. your intuition is wrong and tells you to look outside of yourself, as as an individual you are used to looking for things like food, information, affection, outside of yourself. your software perceives imbalance and goes into a malfunction looking for balance on the outside. a typical way to do this is through pleasure. the result of this will be more imbalance, more pleasure seeking, etc. until you become an addict. The solution is to turn inward until you see that you are already complete without anything external, and you are no longer looking for more pleasure, since life itself is pleasure.

it is also good to say that what we are is happiness without limits, freedom without limits. something good beyond any idea of "good".