Breakingthewall

From the point of view of reality, everything is a perfectly balanced structure. Everything fits together, complements itself, in perfect synergy. nothing is missing and nothing is left over, to make the cosmos rotate in the precise direction. Birth is not better than death, or health than illness. From the human point of view, everything is divided into good and bad, this is the engine of the evolution of life, if it were not like that it would be static. Life is born with a carrot to chase and a flame to run from. This is our basic software and from there all human complexity branches out. The carrot is the continuity of life, the flame it the end of life. Both are illusion because the life has not end, but they are the engine of evolution to more complex patterns. As they are illusory, they can be transcended, and the true nature can be realized. That's the work that we are doing, not easy of course

You will never be able to make a detailed concept map, but maybe a rough outline. At least something closer to what reality is than the actualized idea: God gets bored and hides from himself to have the pleasure of meeting again, there never was a Big Bang, God deceives himself with that to build a bigger set. credible for his deception. Anyway, I can't avoid to try, just a mental excerscise without any importance. The real spirituality is to be able to get out of the conceptual mind

the problem with words and concepts is trying to understand reality starting from them, when they are the final part. You cannot arrive at the color red from the concept, but you can experience red and then structure that experience with the conceptual mind. the conceptual mind exists and has its place, the problem is when it takes the place of reality itself. How far can reality be understood directly? is to check. The first step is to know that you will not understand anything with conceptual mind. you have to see the color red in a direct, pure, complete way. then you could make a map of what the color red is. it is a perception, an image in your mind, a manifestation of infinity that excludes the color blue, etc. But these are all just words. the color red is the color red. you have to look at it totally, and become the red, without the intrusion of thought. That's the real understanding of the color red. Later, if you want, you can think about it and make a map, since we have a conceptual mind

True, getting out of the conceptual is necessary to realize reality, we have to be able to do it at will, but if you are in the conceptual it is inevitable to try to make a map of reality. Maybe it is not impossible, the conceptual mind is reality itself, and its ability to understand does not have to have a limit. Do not confuse the map with reality, but maybe you can make an accurate map.

The question would be: do you think that there are many experiences, or that the experience that is happening and is creating a you now is absolute?

In the sentence you just said there is a subject, you, doing something, dreaming, with a result, an experience or a dream, and you are going to do it in the future, temporality. I see it differently. the self is not the creator but the result of the appearance of perceiver and perception. the total reality that is defined in a pattern that appears as this experience is impersonal, it is not you, it is not boring, it does not hide things by playing games, it is reality sprouting, your ultimate nature but not "you". and temporality is an apparent barrier. The future is in another dimension than the present. This barrier is fictitious, like any other barrier in infinity .you only perceive your experience because you are your experience. experience is relative, it is created by limiting the infinite to appear finite, because the infinity is not an experience, since it's not "happening", it's absolute, immutable by definition. Is it possible for this experience to happen simultaneously? I think so, since in infinity there is no difference between simultaneous and successive, and it's obvious that if one experience is apparently happening, it's not the only in the eternity.

@Vladimir in my opinion, you are wrong. You define reality by dividing between good and evil. a very Christian paradigm, and false. There is no evil, life is one. existence is life. All that you perceive as bad is the pressure that life imposes on itself to create itself and grow in complexity. Do you think that disease, predatory animals, war, scarcity of resources, are evil? mistake. war is life. You are creating a duality in which you exclude what is not to your liking. you want a reality of happy pink unicorns. No... that's not how things are, nor will they be.

Its possible. Women really like MDMA, I would say that it fits their energy more than that of men.

So, what's life? What's death?

MDMA drains serotonin from your brain, so for two to three days afterward your brain will have a shortage of serotonin. the more conscious you are, the more you will notice this, and it is extremely unpleasant. It is also cardio toxic if used very often, and seems that can cause permanent damage in the cells that produce serotonin, but this is not sure and I guess It could happen only with chronic use. but not only this, on a psychological level I find it false. it makes you loving and open in an artificial way. Like a sugar overload in your mind. that is why it is so successful at night party. It helps interaction and openness to others, but it is not you who opens up, it is a sweet and cloying faker, who the next day will give you a double hangover, that of serotonin and that of the faker

Thats the Leo's idea about reality. Do you think that's true? I think that our experience is relative. What is absolute is what lies beyond experience. You are reality but as an experience you are part . For me it's obvious that life have a meaning, an evolution.

Its not what I meant. If you see me walking in the street, do you think that I have an experience, or do you think that I'm just an image of your imagination without real experience? Because according the solipsism is the second.

Do you think that in the eternity of existence only your current experience has existed, or do you think there have been others? If there have been others, where are they now? in the past?

the beauty, the perfection, the complexity of the cosmos are enormous. It's art on an incredible level. the mind of the universe is pure harmony, extreme creative power, total joy of creating itself. When you can get out of the prison of human psychology and your mind is an empty space, beauty and art manifests.

there is a way it is very simple but not so easy to achieve. dissolve all structure until there is no barrier, form, idea, limit. whatever remain is the absolute truth. You are also now, but the form veils it, since it has a lot of prominence, it is difficult to see through it. but if you have dissolved it many times, you see through it more easily

This thread is interesting because the guy has some good points, but it is clear that his dream is to create a cult around himself and receive money. This is typical in spirituality. In his case, I don't think he has any success, but he serves as an archetypal example.

I wouldn't worry, I'm sure that feeling will go away in a few days. mdma is a toxic substance that is better not to use. It also has a fake touch, something very opposite to 5meo dmt. a cloying love that leaves a hangover. I will never touch it again. if you want a powerful and perfect combination, lsd + 5 meo dmt. If you also get up and allow your body to exorese itself in movement, all your energy will be released. it is something wonderful

I would say that there is no external god orchestrating reality, but rather this experience is reality in evolution creating itself, increasing in complexity. To increase in complexity you need a perfect balance, that's why things are the way they are, ying and yang. To access the next step in complexity, the current one must be completely established. You are reality creating, carrying out work of polishing, advancing, balancing, to be able to access the creation of new levels. Reality doesn't know what comes next, since the possibilities are infinite. It is you, now, who lays the foundations of what will be

The idea of an evolution that spans several lives makes sense to me. This experience is a defined pattern. Seeing how life is organized, the idea of continuity fits. I believe that in the universe there are many experiences and each of them is the infinite organized into a pattern of existence. I don't share the idea of solipsism. It is obvious that in infinite eternity there have been or will be different experiences than mine today. If they are separated by a temporal discontinuity, they are separated. then they can also be separated by a spatial discontinuity. Space and time are apparent creations, in infinity, space and time collapse since there are no limits. but in the creation of the cosmos the infinite is apparently limited by dividing itself into different appearances, each of which is the total infinite. In short, the guy you see on the street has his own experience, your experience is not absolute, the absolute is not an experience, is It is total undifferentiated and immutable existence. any mutation is relative. In total infinity nothing can be added or subtracted, it already contains all change, therefore ultimately it is immutable. It is the essence of who we are. everything that comes from this is relative. not for that reason unreal. Saying that the current experience is a dream does not make sense. Experience is relative, it is infinity appearing finite. Everything that appears in experience is really infinite, since everything by definition is infinite. infinity ÷any quantity=infinity. If the infinite is the case, the finite does not exist. So, if everything is infinite, everything is the absolute, it is like an infinite game of mirrors, within your experience are the infinite experiences, and within each of them are the infinite experiences, including yours. all collapse into nothing/everything, the immutable infinity beyond experience

you have to take a little more, until at one point the frequency changes. there is a "click" and the stories end. only reality flows without label, meaning, valuation, purpose, cause. you are that, you are free. It's the same your negative energy, your karma or whatever, you're out. ego death. Hallelujah! vacation from all the egoic bullshit. The more times you access that state, the closer you are to it in a sober state. I get it (sometimes) with only 1.5 g of mushrooms and sober not far. 2 years ago it was impossible. this is psychedelic work. understanding things is fine and important, but it is only a means to reach an objective: liberation

Humans are a very complicated thing. they are life, but unlike other forms of life they are both individual and part. the human is a tribal being. the tribe is not the same as the herd. A herd of monkeys, for example, always has the same number, behavior, and structure. the human tribe is an entity in itself, and each entity is different. the human tribe creates its identity through language, and is a living entity that wants to endure and evolve. like any other form of life, it resorts to murder to perpetuate its structure. This structure is not material, genetic, as in the case of an individual, it is intangible, mental. It is mind, the same as any other life, but its physical support is distributed among many. you, as an individual, are a slave to that mind. thousands of generations have molded your psyche in a very deep and solid way to be a support of the collective mind. your processing capacity is at the service of that mind, and this is supported by primal instincts encoded in the genes, the survival instinct. all your software is an incessant flow programmed over thousands of years that makes the collective mind control the environment in which it lives, at an ever-increasing level, molding it to its will. the price is an alienated mental vibration, suffering. The spiritual work that we are doing is just get free of this software, and be aware and be one with the life that we really are. The life is what we call god, the existence, you without barriers. So, it's normal that being human is a kind of nightmare. Its not easy to handle this mess.

I did but it's not a good idea. You can buy in a pharmacy strips to measure the pH, then mix with vinegar until the strip shows the colour of pH 7 (neutral) , then you put in your nose and it's not very uncomfortable, just a bit, but if the liquid pass to your throat, it's extremely painful. It use to happen just in the moment that the 5meos effect starts, so you could have a very unpleasant experience.

@Swarnim I'd say that ego death is the break of the superficial layer of the mind. It is something difficult to achieve since this layer is the one whose purpose is control, and its base is fear. It is a way of being created over thousands of human generations, since human beings began to control the environment, so the existence. The human is a controlling being, and as he evolves, his control increases, and with it his fear. This makes us live on the surface of the mind, in a completely neurotic way, terrified of death. The work we do is difficult: overcoming that fear, breaking the ice on the surface, being in depth. congratulations for achieving it without psychedelics, great work.

Ultimately human biases are the biases of the universe. you are the universe existing. your bias towards survival, the movement of the collective ego mind in a certain direction, your desire at a given moment to open to the mind of the universe, all these are biases of reality.

Of course is has, If this were not the case, reality would be an undifferentiated soup. Reality has a bias towards increasingly complex and perfect structures, towards precise and ordered creations, not chaotic. just observe the universe