Breakingthewall

what does that mean? . Don't you see your sarcasm and negativity in every post? try lowering? you waste my time with this shit, I'm completely idiot answering you, that's the truth. Thanks for teach me something

@Squeekytoy man really i don't understand you. Because you are all the time with negativity and sarcasm. You can say what you want, express yours, but only say: what you say is stupid, you need 10 years, without explaining why, annoying. It is empty annoyance, negativity without contributing. What is your purpose doing that? Just read your posts again. They are toxic. If you don't like that i tell you, I'm sorry, but they are

Your friend is having a bad time stuck in a nightmare of confusion and to try to get out of it he goes deeper. what he should do to stop looking at the shapes his mind makes and concentrate on the experience that is happening, until the now opens like an infinite well and he realizes that he is existence existing

I see the masculine is the spear, the direct, the open, what gives itself. the feminine is inward, dark, intricate, mysterious, deep.

Great behavior

@Squeekytoy what is your goal? prove that people are stupid? for what purpose?

@Squeekytoy man, we should try to make this a place without ego. Forget anything that happened and that's it. if nasty things are said, then the system is reset to zero and another conversation is started The only thing is go get something of the conversation, nothing else exist.

If something I told you bothers you, I'm sorry, but I told you because it bothers me the attitudes of putting sticks in the wheel just for pleasure

I was explaining something that happens inside of me, an opening, the vision of what binds me and how it binds me. If you are not interested in understanding it, I understand it perfectly, but stop saying stupid things without any sense just to win or seems smart. just talk about yours, put something positive here, it will be welcome, or just try to understand the others

Conciseness confer submission to the reality

What do you mean?

Awakening can be positive, to gain breadth, vision, understanding, and negative, to get shit off your back. lighten all the weight They are two things that complement each other to achieve one thing: total openness to existence, leaving nothing behind. throw yourself into the infinite well, without reservations. Do you even understand what I'm talking about? or you do not see your ties.

awakening is many things, that's one more

It is not easy to realize the shit that is in you. It goes with you everywhere and as it is always there, you don't even see it anymore. fear, vanity, all that must be completely let go. Are barriers that keep you inside

I don't know if it's possible, I think not, we are human. Could you be perfectly happy if you have to spend the rest of your life isolated without talking to anyone? Imagine the kind of person who could. how would his mind be? Is that detachment possible? Nobody here is even 10% of something like that.

In this exactly moment, i needed to read exactly this It has made me see that somehow I get attached to the shit that is in me, in a miserable way. it's time to let go

try to let go of the need to be awake and focus on being more awake

No one, and the AI programmed by leo will be constantly reminding them that

Yes, i know that. The direct experience is existence and that is what I am, it becomes obvious at that moment, but here the problem arises, or both problems. First, within that experience there is an apparent self with a body and other apparent bodies. if I prick my body, a sensation of pain appears. if I puncture other bodies, no pain appears. this is the first trap. the second is that in this present moment things are coming up all the time. sensations, objects, changes, and I am not aware of producing all this, it is something alien to me. this is trap two. These two traps necessarily make you fall into duality, and that is why it is so difficult to get out of the trap. Right now I know all this and I have seen it clearly many times, but still, I am delusional, since it is designed very well for this purpose. I Know some tricks that i use to get out of the deception, that are drugs or meditation. I do because it's useful to minimize the suffering and because i like a lot the freedom that the now really is.

Wait 200 years, then all humans will be fully awake and everything will be ruled and organized by an ai. although perhaps everything will become very boring and we will opt for a mass collective suicide

I think the same. the game is a deception, but it must be played, that's what it's for. And it's very beautiful and challenging. But it's a enormous advantage for the player being able to step back at will and view the whole scene from the outside

The thing is that when I am awake there are no others, but there is no me either. that is to say, the only thing that exists and can exist is the direct experience of this moment, but there is no experiencer, it is this, here and now eternally. the part that remains of the ego, which is always there in some extent, sees this with horror, since it can seem like a prison. You are trapped in eternal existence, with no possibility of escape. this disappears as soon as I realize that this present moment has no limits, it is of infinite depth. This produces a feeling of freedom and enormous joy. then the things that arise at this moment, such as people or the appearance of a self that is the center of the experience are seen as forms that are arising. nothing means anything, it is a dance that moves, that fluctuates, of beauty and harmony. no story makes any sense. It doesn't matter if they give you a sack of money or if they kill you, they are forms that arise. but you can't keep this up for long, since everything is done in such a way that it catches you in a plot thread. interacting with another person is what catches the most, since they are all projections. He quickly gets you into his storyline, and once you get into it, you're trapped. but since I have left the trap many times, well, after a short time another exit from the current of deception occurs, usually with a substance. As you said before, the awareness remains that there is no evil, that everything is you. but an indefinable you, the present moment

If at night I go to a park, being alone, and I smoke two or three puffs of weed... the absolute present opens. obvious. Infinity. And everything appears like shapes that arise, the lie completely loses its power. also with any psychedelic in low dose, even meditating for 40 minutes. but as soon as I interact with another person, I am immersed in the dream of the past and the future. In any case, I believe that I have completely overcome the trauma by realizing that there is no exterior to me, it is all imagination, there is no evil. that line of reasoning you follow is accurate. if it's not that way, you never get over the trauma. you can put patches, but it remains. That is very important, with trauma life is hard.

The trick is the appearance of a timeline, a life, a past, a future, important things like relationships or survival. Nothing is real, existence hasn't any meaning or sense, it's empty of all of that. It's just a dance, movement.

Great post, i agree in everything. but the issue of solipsism is very elusive. if I'm in awakened state, it's obvious, but if I'm in a sleeping state, like now, it doesn't make sense. If you want to go deeper, you have to fully understand that your direct experience is absolute, therefore there is nothing outside of it, therefore, the others are imaginary. but it's really not exactly like that. how is? I don't know