Breakingthewall

being pure fear does not mean you are a coward. tate is brave, he has balls, but it's pure camouflaged fear. it is very common to react to your deep inner fear by putting on armor and becoming a brave fighter. that will not eliminate fear, it will only transform it into aggression.

You can have very deep understanding and very deep mystical states, but later in your human existence you will encounter human challenges. If someone tries to destroy what you are constructing, you can choose to fix it by killing them. this is not necessarily wrong. If you move in high states of consciousness, you will directly understand what is right or wrong for you at a given moment, there is no universal recipe.

There are two phases in the use of psychedelics. the first, which is hard trips, consists of revealing your subconscious and bringing it to the surface. Face your deepest fears. serious fears, since being human is trauma. this requires intelligence and courage. once your subconscious has merged with the conscious, the second phase begins, the mystic. This is serious hard work, not a magic pill for happiness.

Imo the matter of others is the central part of the illusion. which makes it impossible to understand in a sober state. any linear explanation is wrong. Leo's video of solipsism is a base but does not describe how apparent multiplicity works. I would say that it is impossible to describe it, it works in another dimension. I sometimes see it and understand it, but I lose it right away. the only valid explanation is: only you are real, applicable to infinite individuals. in our dimension this is not understandable.

This is the most clarifier and valuable thread that has been in this forum. It is the before and after in Leo's explanation of spirituality. finally, in the history of humanity, someone addresses this thoroughly. what is being done here is enormous and leo is a monster. few realize what this means.

He's an slave of his self-image, of social conventions, of the image he projects on others. That guy is pure fear, inside him there is a child scared of not being loved, he is a total wretch. and without remedy. He is the paradigm of adolescent seduction. anyone who admire that guy is still a teen at heart

Haha, obviously. I'm not copying Leo, i started this path by my own and then I found others. I had 5 meo in my fridge before to know that actualized exist. I use the others just an inspiration. For example, if Leo says that he has done 30 days of 5 meo on a row and he's still alive, i make my conclusions. Much better that to try without to know. He's doing the dirty work, the dangerous. He found malt, many other things, he's smart, he point the false conclusions. I have a debt with him. But he's not my master. Just a help, but a good one. An inspiration.

This may be necessary if you don't use psychedelics, but if you do, the matter is greatly simplified. It's not absolutely easy either, you need to overcome a phase of trauma. This seems easy once you've done it, but before it's a world. before it seems to you that with that you would settle and you do not want more. mistake. That is only the beginning. before you lived, basically, in a nightmare in which you harmed yourself. now there is calm, joy, like when you were a child. now the work begins! work is something of an enormity that sounds like a joke. if you say it out there they will think you are schizophrenic: decipher the mystery of existence. open the source code. As Leo says, and he is the only one in the world who says it and has said it, understand God. this is possible, the power of psychedelics combined with a prepared mind is enormous. think about it, you are limiting yourself as a religious fundamentalist. You could go much further ?

Great to know, because 2,5 years ago, i didn't know about awakening, in this time i ve done a progressive and quite intensive work, deconstruction, meditation, learning, and psychedelic. Now my state of consciousness is triple higher than it was, my level of suffering triple low, I have reached the point where I can do psychedelics and there is no trauma, dissolution is easy, joy, no limits. but I know that this is not all, far from it. it's just the introduction. so glad to have a guy who is ahead of the game explaining his way. it's great luck!

For me the mystery is this, what is beyond is the infinity, and it's very obvious, the real thing. But this appearance of multiplicity is the true mystery. realizing the absolute infinity is something wonderful, liberating, awakening. but what is the mechanics of this? why this appearance? this mirage? I can't say same as Socrates, because I know something. I know that reality is absolute infinity, and that's what I am. but I don't understand how it works. and it can be understood. my intelligence is infinite, it just needs to be released

The confusion that we all have is due to the concreteness and full of meaning of the experience that is occurring where there is perceiver and perceived. Today I tried to understand this with a moderate dose of mushrooms, 2 gr, enough for me to go in and out of ego death several times. once the illusion of a me as opposed to a non-me to which things happen is dissolved, reality is seen to be unlimited flow. in that flow this appearance is created. For what? I don't know. in this appearance it is impossible not to think in self/other terms, so when the appearance dissolves and there is no duality, and then it is created again, the interpretation is extremely misleading. For example, now I'm thinking, let's see, if reality is infinite flow, as i just realized , does the guy from the forum I'm talking to have any other experience? this is absolutely misleading, impossible to understand, since we think about it from the mirage of duality. I think that we have to dismantle many times the illusion to start understand. For now the only coherent though is: my experience is the absolute. Nothing else exist.

It's not just "feeling", it's analysis. Tolle never claimed that he understands the ultimate reality, he just has glimpses, and he admits his limitation. Adya claims he's "enlightened", he understands everything, or there is nothing to be understood, or communicated because the tao can't be spoken bla blah. And in my opinion, adya don't understand what reality is. He never realized the infinity. So he's fooling himself, he is a fake, even he thinks he realized the infinity. But this analysis could be wrong, of course.

Was just a foolish, but anyway, there is a big business in the spirituality, and we the humans are very corrupted. My feeling is that Tolle is integral, and adya is fooling himself and others. Same as my feeling is that you are totally integral.

Yeah but sounds less fake than adyashanti ?. As you said, no one is useful after certain point, just an approach to spirituality

Maybe I'm wrong, i just read a book, and he said things like: one day I reached enlightenment, suddenly a different being took possession of my body and I took my first steps. the 25 years of meditation I did have nothing to do with this. That day I changed my name. When I was a child, many people felt uncomfortable when I looked at them because through my eyes I looked at the absolute...give me the money. I don't even remember the rest of the book because it didn't say anything to me. Maybe he has many valuable things.

You are so condescending ?. What i meant it's not about Tolle helps me or not to feel better. It's about Tolle is genuine understanding, maybe understanding for retarders, but understanding, and adya is pure bullshit, starting for his name, and finishing because he don't say nothing, just , I'm so sacred.

Everything is in your mind, nothing else exist. It's quite simple. You are the absolute.

What is aware is just me, the absolute. It's obvious, but the thing is to dive deeper, understand the beauty.

Be human is a hard challenge, no doubt about this. It is a puzzle that seems impossible to solve, but it must be done. reality challenges itself. The solution is to be selfless. But it's very difficult because the essence of being human is to be selfish. About the solipsism, there is an obvious point that does not need much explanation: never, in any case, in all the eternity of existence, you will be able to leave your pov. if you "go out", that will be your pov. always your pov . so your pov is absolute. No need to review it again. dive in your pov, there is nothing else. only inside exists. outside is not a possibility.

Yes man, i know that. But Tolle doesn't pretend teach anyone nothing about god, just to minimize suffering. Just an introduction, he doesn't claim to be god realized, just that's he's living in the now ,that's the reality, aka god, btw. But yes , i know that it's just an introductory, maybe superficial, approach. In my opinion, nobody can teach god realization to anyone without 5 meo. 5 meo is the main teacher, but your orientation is very welcome too. Even necessary if you want.

For me one is authentic, the other a seducer. but when there are many millions at stake, it is very difficult to know for sure

One of the things I've noticed with spirituality is the appreciation and feeling for music. Before I never listened, now all day, of all genres. I had never listened to classical music and the other day I listened Beethoven's 9th symphony. amazing life force, you get lost in it.

Not exactly that. Rather backwards. You always ve been searching the truth, but you didn't realized it . what you call pleasure is a search for truth, but an ineffective search. the drug addict seeks the truth, the miser, the rapist, the sadist. everyone is lost looking for the truth, for the love they lost.

is as if you were configured by energy channels. many of these channels are folded in on themselves, they do not flow. you have to straighten them, they have to be arrows to infinity, not mazes with no exit. you have to free yourself. there is no exterior and interior, only energetic configuration. you have to do some serious work with psychedelics, otherwise you're just going to wallow in your misery year after year.

Being awake or not has many definitions. what leo says is the total understanding of existence. You are not awake and neither am I. just wetting the tip. but there is another definition of awakening, realizing, and becoming, what you really are: the infinite total absolute. Hallelujah. yihaaaaaa. yesss. Me. Me. Me. Me. awake. Im awake. I'm the existence. im the totality, the magic, the wonder, the infinite love that flows and dances with itself. what is the problem of this awake? It only works while it's happening. The door is closing. the work is to keep it open as much as possible. the door closes because...yeah, okay, the wonderful infinity, but what the hell is this fucking human being? Full of imperfection and fighting since i was born? then you lose it. it is very difficult to understand! But little by little the understanding is opening Good luck in your next trip. No fear, just go deep. push until the door opens. behind is infinity. the jackpot. You. Me.