Breakingthewall

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  1. Anyone who raises his consciousness a bit will realize that there is no rapist or torture, everything is himself. and that all perceived reality is an illusion in which you are imagining differentiations. any master will say this, Ramakrishna, Maharshi, Jesus Christ, Buddha...everyone knows that I am the rapist. Even I see it clearly.
  2. I can't agree, i see in nahm an scammer. just my opinion. and I also think he would never throw consilence. Leo is very arrogant and any position that is not his own annoys him, but he knows how to perfectly differentiate between someone who adds value, such as consilence, and others who subtract it. or that's my impression.
  3. A mind must be totally detached from its content for the truth to manifest. a completely free mind is an unlimited mind. a mind that thinks: I am god, is a limited mind.
  4. the quote sounds good but the true mystic has a mind empty of content, in which the truth manifests itself, and the psychotic has a mind full of shit where nothing but his shit penetrates
  5. Really??? Man, nahm was a troll, and was in the forum for business. In fact I doubt about Leo is so smart as he thinks because he didn't seem to notice, it seemed like he and nahm were the cool kids in the class when it was obvious what nahm was.
  6. But thinking about it carefully, I agree in some way. all are states of consciousness. Desirelessness is a state of consciousness, it is when you perceive that reality is exactly as it should be. this does not mean that you are enlightened in the sense that it will be something permanent. there are people, the monks, who pursue that state of consciousness by working hard on it. I guess they can get it but always circumstantially. if their determination wavers they will return to desire. so enlightenment is one more state. But that state is when the natural awakening can happen.
  7. True, i invented because i never became enlightened. then it is a mental construction based on guesswork. that doesn't mean it's not accurate
  8. Awakening when you realize that everything is an illusion and the reality is infinite and you are the reality. Enlightenment is when you are perfect tuned with this apparent reality. So no ego, no desire. Someone who's enlightened could be sit in a room the rest of his life in perfect happiness. Someone who's enlightened use to have awakenings. If you are not enlightened, you are not going to have awakenings unless you provoke them with psychedelics
  9. Leo said that because he has very insolent and cretinous moments, but as far as I know he has never kicked anyone out of here because of his way of thinking, he kicks out people who are trolls, insufferable, and with a lot of patience. here he has only said a nonsense and that's it, and he apologize in his subtle way
  10. How many democratically elected presidents in the world have been bald? Very few
  11. the collective ego is an entity in constant evolution, and the engine that drives it is suffering. without it we would always be at the same point, like monkeys for example, who have a very basic ego and hardly suffer mentally, but who do exactly the same thing for hundreds of thousands of years. they are in the garden of eden, we ate the apple and now we have to fuck ourselves or reach enlightenment
  12. Yes, more or less it's what I'm doing. Well, I'm not using the psychedelic to have an insight and understand, since i already know what I'm going to find: infinity. What i do is use it to soften the barrier of the ego again and again, It is an invaluable help since the barrier is erected again and again and only with meditation I do not reach more than a point. that there is a real surrender of the ego is very difficult. It's not just practice, it's above all being willing to do it and understand and obey the signals that occur every moment. the ego is extremely tenacious and will return
  13. I have done little lsd. I meditate daily and try to make my daily reality meditative, and I have done quite a lot of 5 meo. maybe every week. I am not so interested in punctual realizations as in getting to flow in the most perfect way possible. I use the psychedelic as a tool, not as an end, although I consider that having had complete realizations of infinity is essential, I do not think it is necessary to go deeper, although it can be beautiful. what I seek is death of the ego, surrender to what is so that I can truly love existence. I resonate with your post about the death of the ego
  14. @ardacigin the difficult thing up to art level is to balance survival with surrender. I am in a really challenging business, in which the natural tendency would be technical obsessiveness, and the challenge is to carry it out in a completely detached but effective way. My first goal is surrender, ego death, my other goal is success. Both must be simultaneous .
  15. the purpose of this dream is to tune a sophisticated instrument to perfect harmony. it is not god-realization. realizing god is a means, not an end. taking realizing god as an end is pride and ego, and we'll see where it leads. the goal is to forge a perfect instrument that plays perfect music. the instrument must know its place and fold, humble itself
  16. nothing. the rat should just surrender completely. then she will see that there was no labyrinth. the labyrinth was her
  17. @ardacigin i remembered you when reading the op's experience. When you say that you have reached a baseline of no ego, that is what you mean, right? that's the goal for me. It is not something simple because the ego has many faces. meditation is a practice that helps, but there has to be a real surrender to life. you have to stop resisting completely. hard! how to balance non-resistance with survival? It happens that the less you resist, the more you are guided. we'll see where it leads
  18. I would say that human existence is a kind of laboratory, a labyrinth of rats. they put the rat in a difficult situation with hundreds of possibilities to be wrong, and the rat must find a way out. the way out is to reach total openness, total love, total transcendece. The chances of ending up in a dead end are enormous, but when the rat reaches the end of the maze, it is seen that there was no other option than this
  19. if you break a tooth and it shows, you put a false one, right? Well, you can do the hair implants if you want and have the necessary money. but I would not wear a wig, it has a more fake connotation, like it would be extremely embarrassing if a wind carried it away
  20. @at_anchor What happens if you collect all the money you can, go to a city that is attractive to you, look for a cheap room and try to make a living for a few months? you will see in a week or two your mind begins to be cleaner
  21. The problem is that the software that analyzes, interprets, etc., is our survival system. It is genetic and also feeds from birth. something tells us that without it we are dead, the tribe can expel us from the cave and outside we will not survive a day. so we have a need to constantly overlay that layer of zeros and ones on everything. everything is past that leads to a future in which the optimal options are calculated. this makes us last generation survival machines, but it locks us in the mind. The truth is in the silence, but the survival machine is the opposite of silence , hates the silence. The art that we must achieve is to connect and disconnect the software at will
  22. I'd say that's a while without ego. what we meditate try to make happen more or less permanently. that is to say, you have stopped interpreting reality for a while, the energy that analyzes, evaluates, classifies, compares, has been silent for a few fucking minutes and it seemed to you that you were floating in the abyss since there was no handhold to hold on to, only reality.