Breakingthewall

But in 5 meo there is not i am aware, it's only I AM. Then, AM. And at the end....---- nothing. Void. And that is GOD, so, you. Consciousness implies being aware of something, which implies the act of being aware, and something to be aware of. It is a wrong term, I never understood why it is used. in 5 meo reality, that is, you, disappears completely, and only the emptiness without limit remains. nobody who is aware of, nothing to be aware of. but this total, absolute void, where there is nothing to be aware of, manifests as absolute freedom. you are that freedom you are not consciousness, you are freedom, that is, total potentiality. then the glory takes place. That is god, the absolute void without limit. And you are that, because only that void is. That void is full of glory, of intelligence, of everything that is possible, because there are no limits. And you recognize yourself as that. Right now the void is , appearing like this moment.

Knowing if that is so or not is just getting a conceptual idea of the cosmos. It's not something you can tell, since you can't get out of your pov. it's always your pov. getting a conceptual idea is ego. it has no value. it's an idea inside your pov, a story like any other. Like to know that you are Japanese and a mathematician. stories. what it is about is leaving behind the stories and being one with the reality that is. stop making differentiations in order to really understand what it is, that is, you. Understand=be. To understand, one must abandon knowing, and knowing whether there are others or not is just knowing. stories. the reality is that you are, no more.

Anyway, one thing is sex and another is porn. porn is a fake substitute for sex which in my opinion is quite toxic. Usually it's two actors faking an act that should be something authentic. It would never occur to me to watch porn with psychedelics. masturbate yes, with mushrooms for example, but it's pure, perfect sex, with myself, without staining with porn

it is like a kind of game. you have to manage to love your circumstance, your "life". once you do it seems that everything starts to flow in your favor. At first it seems impossible to accept certain things, it is a kind of enigma that seems impossible to solve. you have to find the key and solve it. nobody can give it to you, it is unique and it is not something definable. Why all of this? no idea

Absolutely. is a name that induces a misconception of something that is being aware of something else, and this is the ego. the word reality would be much more appropriate.

Yes but It is complex since there are millions of possibilities. society is a cog of enormous proportions. whether we like it or not we are part of it. without it we are dead in a matter of hours. so even if it sounds naive, the question should not be: what can society do for me, if not, what can I do for it. not as something altruistic, but rather thinking about where I can develop the maximum of my capacity. since doing it in the end is a pleasure. A job in which you can give all of yourself becomes a passion. I know it's a bit silly and hypocritical to say this when 90% of jobs are designed to work like a brainless robot, but even so, the trend should be towards finding a calling, something to achieve excellence

more than work the attitude towards it. If you work solely for the money you receive in return, as a necessary curse, it is misery. if you do it for contributing your capacity towards the benefit of humanity, it is a pleasure. I think that if you have that attitude in the end you find a job that suits you.

Great quote. The only way to detox is to go to the end. staying in the middle is toxic. forces you to remain in no man's land, outside of the present. alienated, crazy.to regain sanity it is necessary to end the cycle. Interesting person Alexander pope. Thanks for sharing

Could be, everytime I have done 5 meo, after felt a very strong impulse of sex. what I said above was an interpretation that can be wrong

I would go pick up the trash because I really believe that it is a job that should be done and I would do it with pride and it would not seem like a shitty job to me but rather something decent to dedicate my life to, while I think of something better to contribute with my capacity if i can. but if for me there is only money, it would be the same that suck dicks, the only difference would be the social acceptance.

I think that after doing 5meo a strong tendency towards sex occurs because 5 meo places you in zones of mysticism not proper to your current vibration, and you seek to compensate for this imbalance by lowering your level of consciousness with a dose of animal instinct.

Well, The reality is that the "evil" puts you more in the illusion of duality between you and not you. Selflessness dissolves the illusion and brings you closer to the truth, so in some way good and bad do exist. not because something is intrinsically bad, but because it is a separating agent. separation = unhappiness, alienation, lie, madness. Oneness= happiness, harmony, inner peace, abundance. What do you prefer?

the reality is that doing anything just for money, without really wanting to do it, is exactly the same as sucking dicks for money. there is not the slightest difference. They say that one is not worthy, and the others are, but it is a lie

fear is also the unknown. we are attached to our form, we resist letting it go. without form there is nothing that can be known. freedom is terrifying, since it is indefinite. fear is the attachment to the defined on the other hand, fear is the cement that allows the defined to be defined, as rockyreed says, it is something positive in the sense that it allows the illusion to exist. without fear there is only breadth without limits

But it's the same. When you disappear and the eternal now remains, you realize that the eternal now is you, but that you were under the illusion that there was a you in contrast to what is not you. then you realize that there is no you, therefore...everything is you. And if everything is you, and you are creating this apparent duality that seems to make some sense, who are you if not total reality, aka god?

No , god realization is simply now without histories. delete everything and what remains? this right now. exists, is. the deception is masterfully constructed, the appearance that something is happening. deserves a round of applause. But God is, because existence exist. Couldn't be otherwise.

sounds wonderful, true spirituality, really transcending the ego. true self awareness. This is how we humans should be, perfect. but we are not. that's the problem. That is why Leo's spirituality is so useful, because it allows you spirituality without ceasing to be an ego. because you can't stop being an ego, at least for now. many of us are in a serious war to survive, which requires a middle path.

In true spirituality you transcend self-esteem, where you compare yourself to a mental model to feel worthy or unworthy of being loved, to reach self-awareness, where worthy or unworthy does not make any sense. you are, and that goes much further. It is love and glory to exist, it is right now and it has no limits, and there is nothing else but you, everything is you, and you no longer compare, you only savor the breadth of being now

agree, all is mind, but not a greedy mind that cringes in fear, analyzing everything and needing a hold, focused on a fictitious center, but a mind that flows free, without fear, aware of its non-limitation, of its totality. In the end, the ego mind and the divine mind are the same, only fear changes as a limiting factor. Spirituality is get rid of fear

@Holykael I think you are on the right track, even if it seems crazy. You are a supernova that is contracting into a point, into a black hole of infinite gravity that eats itself and eats the entire cosmos, until nothing is left out of its gravitational influence. a black point of dimensionless horror. then a portal opens to the dimension that is reality itself, total infinity. then you will fall on your knees bathed in tears and your whole being will become a single expression: hallelujah.

my whole life is a spiritual practice. my work, my relationships, sleeping, contemplating reality, contemplating myself. as a formal practice, sit an hour or two every day in nature in silence, and once a week or so do psychedelics, if i have time.

that is reality and true spirituality. when you realize that you are the whole of existence, you have only taken the first step. the next steps are to be. Once you have left the sad and dry path of the mind, enter the path of dancing reality, of unfathomable joy, of pure and spontaneous intelligence.

What is terrifying about the matter is that beings and consciousness are stories that I am creating right now, just in my mind. reality is absolute, what is relative is appearance, that is, it does not exist, it only seems so. What does this mean? It means that you, right now, are the bottomless void dreaming of a world of colors and feelings. can you see it right now? it's very shocking. as soon as you think about it, you get back into the mud of the relative, and if you try to get out using the relative, you sink deeper. it is a difficult game, extremely interesting

Yeah, it's true....in a relative sense . but if you want to step back and get out of the relative, that's just stories. reality is right now, with no meaning to hold on to. there is no personality, there are no characteristics, there is no other with whom to compare to establish adjectives. there is only the reality that is. empty, perfect, without any possible meaning because to establish a meaning you should look for it in the unfathomable depth of the void, and there one thing is the same as another. It's hard to let go of the grips, but they are illusions, are relative

Great description. Yeah, that is, right now. one only has to strip the now of all meaning, and it becomes absolute, perfect, unfathomable.