Breakingthewall

Never. I have a mission here. go as deep as I can. live the best I can. be the best version of me that i can. It's in my nature to keep trying. maybe with a paralyzing or painful illness I would collapse, you never know

I don't understand the nature of the dream, how in possible that a dream exist , how is it possible that the dream is the absolute, how I am everything and at the same time the others exist and are me. Why the apparent reality is as it is. I don't even remotely understand any of this. my moment is to open myself to being absolute, to the unfathomable love of being. everything I have said above is speculation based on logic. simply contrast points of view with a guy who seems interesting to me

You never know. human reality is cruel but also basically happy. how to analyze the happiness index of humans born from 200,000 years ago to now? it is probable that his existence was hard, but basically simple and happy, with moments of horror. if they told you: you are going to be born at random 40,000 years ago. would you say yes or no? the answer indicates if you have balls to be a human or not. being human requires a great deal of courage, but it has a great reward as well. Probably the ancient humans were basically much happier than those now locked in their minds, even if they lived with the true horror Lucky depending of your point of view. If they give me a choice, for the next one I prefer to be a bird, or maybe a fish. A little mindless vacation from the mess of being human would be nice. Anyway, all of this are speculation. mind ideas. we don't know anything about this, past life experiences can be dreams. Although maybe everything you say is real. who knows. but thinking about it only leads to more ego imo

I would say that love is the absence of rejection. reality is love, there is only that. love = reality. what happens is that we must reject much of reality in order to survive. we have to reject being burned with gasoline. or starve. The problem is that since we are social beings, we depend on the acceptance and rejection of others to survive. if you get kicked out of the cave, you die. this makes it possible that you reject yourself. then there is no love for you, only rejection. stop rejecting yourself, and you will realize that everything is love, because that we call love is nothing, it's only the absence of contamination. A mother loves her baby because there is nothing in him to reject....yet. but sometimes a mother see some details in her baby to reject, he's ugly, or dumb, anything, and this is hard. This introduce the rejection in the baby. If it's not the mother, will be anything else. The rejection will come in to us, and it veil the purity of the reality, that we call love, but itsnt anything, love is not a thing. Is the absence of anything else

I'm not agree. many people are slaves and move for necessity, but others do it out of vocation and love. look at what humanity has done, where it has come. Have it came from the path of negativity, to escape something worse? or for love, from the real and positive desire of improvement? are we slaves or leonardo davinci? a part of both. I don't know if it's true or not. But Id say that acting out of fear is a mistake. use this life to gain merit for the next I don't see it. gives rise to fear, paranoia, superstition... religión. how to be sure of those things? The reality is that enormous suffering that you are talking about exist. What is the point of that? I don't know. We have to go really deep to understand this imo.

beautiful publication from the heart and depth. But I personally don't understand anything. in my limited experience, the absolute and the relative are so vastly different...i know what i am, and i know what i look like. What I don't understand is: how? why? But really... I don't care. I just want beauty and love

Yeah, of course. knowing that there is an absolute truth, and living blind to it is total madness that I cannot understand. if there were no tools like the ones that exist, who knows if I would prioritize realizing that truth before anything else. But those tools exist. the power of 5 meo is enormous. With my way of being, my mental configuration, it has cost me a lot to be able to do it. and even now vaping large quantities the became absolute has been a matter of 1 minute, but the difference between that and nothing is a lifetime, and little by little it's being easier. I'm only in the begging. What Leo says about the depth of his trips is true. It goes beyond anything imaginable. anyone can do that, you just have to want it. this does not underestimate the monastic path of the meditator who wants to be immaculate. I think they are compatible things. I would say that the monk wants to dedicate his life to being an empty vessel in which the absolute manifests itself, and sure his happiness would be greater than the one who is in the world, and that one who is in the world wants to give all of himself to this world and receive the most from it, since this world exists. Why to loose the chance? Even if there is unhappiness in the way. Unhappiness is divine too

Yes, sure it's possible, But why do something that is not the most practical, fast and easy? only by vocation. that is, for loving the road more than the destination. it's not my case. I have another vocation, a job that I love, and many other things that I also like, so the renunciation would be very forced and surely it would not work. I would end up frustrated and in the dark. So I'm on the fast way. and it turns out that it works perfectly. They are not just flashes at peak moments. It happens, you became, and after you stay .... how is possible? what was that? Indescribable... (at least me, it has only happened to me 3 times and vaping 5meo) but that creates an opening in your being that lasts a while. let's say in my case about 10 days. 10 days of silence, connection, openness, joy. then the mind begins to do its thing again and you return to the loops of thought, but always less than before the opening. I know this sounds very artificial and even drug addicted, but... I don't see any other option. Anytime i did i have the feeling that the thing is so revolutionary, so different to the normal state, that without that would be absolutely impossible. The barrier that you are is perfectly placed. anyway, my knowledge is superficial. in the future I will be able to speak with more knowledge about the consequences of this.

@Questioner 3 things: the first, deconstruct your mental structure. rethink all your certainties, how to understand where they come from, understand the attachment and fear that is in you, your need for mental grips. the second, meditation. sit for hours with yourself in silence. It may seem sterile at first, but it is essential. little by little you will begin to understand yourself, to be at peace and to be happy without the need for anything external, perhaps 1 year of daily practice to really achieve it. 3, psychedelics. mushrooms to delve into your psyche, swim in your trauma and unravel the energetic lines that make up your being. 5 meo to erase you, to be absolute for a moment. this goes beyond any explanation since explanations include relativity. This is the real key. Being absolute without this is almost impossible unless you are a natural místic. These 3 steps are not in order, the first two have to be something fundamental and a priority for you. you have to do them almost compulsively. you have to really want to escape the trap of the ego. For that, you first have to realized what is that trap. the psychedelics, intuitively when you see that it is the moment. 2 times per month I would say that it is a good ratio. It will be difficult at first, at least for me it was. The results deserve any effort. Are the real freedom. Anything else is misery

Are there people who are in that state all the time? how they live? it seems unnatural. the mind has a function, it is a blocker, it blocks what is unnecessary for your survival. I suppose that those people will be in a community, helped by others, meditating all day, doing very simple tasks, and they will be completely happy. his contribution to the world will simply be.

Very good publication, great clarity. that is why the absolute is indescribable. any description is bias. the absence of bias is amazingly unthinkable, beyond any idea

I mean absolute in the sense not to compare yourself with others. to be the only one possible for you. because it really is. that doesn't mean you have to stop breathing, just put aside the "should be", since it is a fantasy. I should be healthy, I should be rich, I should be more handsome... all that is: I should be at least as handsome as my neighbor. all this is very human, it is the ego, but if you want to have a life that is not narrow and miserable, you have to let go of that ballast. since you're talking about tolle, look at him with his strange rodent appearance giving conferences all over the world.

Let's analyze this sentence. mediocre. standard. all this is comparative. Forget the others, to compare yourself. the starting point of true spirituality is to transcend the ego. this means that you are absolute, not relative, that is, not measurable according to standards or comparisons. totally forget that ,and you will enter heaven. I guess you already know this, don't you?

I always say: excuse me, do you mind if I ask you a question? (Always in the street) They usually answer, what question? Then pause, and there you have to improvise, the first thing that comes to mind. from: are you from this city? or: nothing, it was to have the opportunity to see you up close, . Anything. the important thing is that it is something that comes to mind, not forced. to achieve this, get one thing into your mind: the approach is a goal in itself. you will enjoy it. Indeed, seeing that girl close and talking to her for a moment is a pleasure for you. focus on the girl. She is there to give you pleasure. its contemplation is pleasure. looking in her eyes is pleasure. speak relaxed, looking for your own pleasure, without any other pretense. What you are looking for is to flow, to enjoy. the more attractive the girl, the better. go to the ones you really like. It does not matter if there are more chances of rejection. there really are less. the girls get the real thing and follow the conversation if it's flowing.if it's forced, they will go out

the point is that to awake you have to erase the ego and without 5 meo, that's very rare. perhaps a near death experience like the one you refer to, or some natural mystic among millions of wannabes. but if you want to disappear, 5 meo is the gun to shoot yourself with. for what? To see through the illusion, to be what you really are for a moment. this is priceless. the only problem is that it's scary, but you have to lose your fear if you want to live fully, gloriously. after that, how would you live? I don't know, it's irrelevant, you'll find a way. inspiration comes easily when the lens is clean

The real awakening is not to be conciouss that you are god. is to be god. pour yourself into infinity without a single particle remaining of you. become pure glory, without any witness to attest to it. it is the inconceivable, immeasurable, unthinkable. nothing to talk about, but to be. and the rest, knowing that you are creating reality, that there is only one or many, is irrelevant. everything is glory, everything is god

When you realize that the player has zero possibilities to win the game, and that this is going to become more and more unpleasant, you think: what joke is this? this is not a game, this is shit . and you make the decision to hack the game. later, when you manage to get out of the practical joke a bit, you realize the enormous bottomless beauty that lies behind the apparent and you no longer advance escaping from a trap but rather open your heart to immensity, and advance for love. You start by drawing strength from the dark side, because it is the only source available, but as soon as the light shows itself to you, you are in love, you don't need to scape anymore but you keep moving forward, fueled by passion

Requires being smart. the ego is a trap. the smart person realizes that. then look for the exit to the trap, at whatever price. What kind of crazy person would accept living in a trap that encloses you deeper every day? the result will be increasing suffering. no more is needed to make the decision to get out of there. if the trap is broken, freedom remains. anything other than that is misery.

@BipolarGrowth pure iron. great job, shows a will as strong as that result. if you accept advice, train the neck with elastic bands. with 10 min 3 times a week you will notice a huge difference. not only aesthetics, balance.

Great. Awakening is the best business. If I compare my life today with that of a year ago... the difference is beyond any forecast. I'm not going to go into whether I'm awake or not. Before, I thought I had a good life more or less. it was absolute misery. my mind was a wasteland of anxiety. I know I can wake up much deeper, and here I go. not to do so is to be a complete retard. I see people and I think: you guys are crazy. your idiocy is amazing. do what is necessary. get out of mind. glory is at hand. it is total perfection, total cleanliness, total happiness. there is no other way. the rest are traps. fear must be transcended. the person must awake or his life will be misery. There are no medium points.

the actualized paradox: everyone listens to leo, his videos and all his ideas, which may be interesting, but they are ideas. Leo has been saying for years that the most important tool for him was 5 meo, this is not an idea, it's real, but hardly anyone does it seriously. Well, ok, let's keep spinning the ideas

True, there is a path. But it's magical, and nobody could show you where is it. it appears as it's walked, and it doesn't get anywhere. watch out for the beaten path. lead to stiffness

Yes. the mind must be clean of beliefs and expectations.

my scariest trip was the first time i did 5meo,1,5 years ago. I vape and after 2 seconds a vortex surrounds me. I disintegrate and think, this time yes, let's go there. suddenly, there is nothing. absolute void. I am not. just...nothing. unimaginable. a bit of the self returns... and I perceive the infinite void as an unlimited field of death. absolute horror of the non-thing that is perceived as non-existence given my attachment to the thing, to the phenomenon. Suddenly, reality returns, and I see it as an empty, fake hologram, just below is the dead void. thats the reality. death

I used to always have those kinds of dreams. They mean anxiety. at the core of your being there is fear