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Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Solipsm is real in the sense that nothing exists outside of your direct experience of this moment, and that everything in that direct experience is being imagined by you. And on the other hand, Leo knows perfectly well that others have direct experience just like him, otherwise he wouldn't be explaining things to zombies -
Breakingthewall replied to Loveeee's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
infinite intelligence comes from the simple fact that there are no limits. everything is infinite, intelligence too. is absolute freedom, perfection. -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Or perhaps God makes a tour of each elemental particle of the cosmos and each being thousands of times per second. It is what has to be God, that the machine is well oiled. God is a crazy machine gun on speed -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura @Inliytened1 I'd like your opinion about that. we have to be able to reconcile the indisputable fact that there can be no consciousness outside of my consciousness with the fact that other beings exist. there is one obvious thing. In all the eternity of existence, there will be more experiences besides Breakinthewall, right? where are those experiences now? . the number of conscious beings is large but finite. consciousness has no time limit. it jumps from one to the other, it's all of them in turns, either in a row each of them or interrupted, a fraction of a second each, a minute, whatever. it is memory that gives continuity to an experience and creates the consciousness of the individual. You as an individual only have memory of when consciousness is being you and not when it is being a rat. Right now my experience is all there is, but if I see a rat, even though it has no actual experience right now, it has had or will have, and all experiences mesh in a coordinated fashion prior to its existence. So now my direct experience is me writing this and I'm going to remember it, but in a while my direct experience is going to be a rat and I'm going to forget it, because God puts on donkey blinders in memory so that one single experience is perceived, to create the self, so as not to mix experiences and so that one thing seems multiple. In fact, i don't remember all the eternity, so it's nothing weird ir i don't remember the rat If the i is trascended , the total absolute infinity, god, is manifested and in it all possible experiences are included. It is the total potential where everything possible is, and here there is no such separation of beings. this is the real reality and the other, the separation, is a trick, a special effect. -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
in fact if you think about it, it is only memory that gives you a sense of continuity, of being an entity. without memory you would be eternally the absolute now. So, imagine that you are jumping a second for each proton in the cosmos, then for each atom, then each molecule, then each etc, each person, each planet, each galaxy. Quite long, but there is no limit. then you only remember "you" and forget anything else, so the fact of being "you" is the fact of remembering. If you stop remembering to be you, you disappear, you are an action. but this is indifferent because you are indifferent. what is important is what it is, and that is absolute infinity, and it can only be one, you now. Nothing outside -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
or imagine that we are billions of beings and that when you are, I go out, we are taking turns and you forget when you were the others, you only remember when it was you, then you have an appearance of individual continuity. is the same, this is irrelevant. what is relevant is the absolute certainty that this moment that I am living is the absolute total infinite, existence itself and there is nothing outside of it. It's absolutely impossible, because i am. It doesn't matter if you are you or a fly or a stone, what is is the absolute total infinity, the rest are appearances. What you are experiencing right now is the absolute total infinity, with whatever appearance it may be, and if then you are me and the same thing, it is not real, only infinity is. It's a matter of detachment of the "you" -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think anyone would agree that you can never get out of your direct experience. if you did, that would be your direct experience. this means that nothing exists outside of your direct experience. if you are god, and you can never get out of your direct experience, it is because there is nothing outside. that's it. It's not that there's nothing for you, it's that it doesn't exist. all that exists is this moment. I can expand the depth perception of this moment to the absolute total infinity, which is what it really is, or it may seem limited, but there is only this. what happens is that this moment is infinite, so when I imagine a dog on the street, that dog has no life, it is a thought. the only life is me, this is not refutable, I am the total depth and that dog is a thought. but that dog will be my direct experience at some point. or would have already been, it doesn't matter. Now only this moment is real, all the existence. it is absolutely impossible otherwise but on the other hand, the others are real, even a solitary proton is, because they were you or will be you at another time, but now, only you are, in the totality of existence If you don't realize that there is no existence outside of the infinite well that is this exact moment, it is impossible to wake up to what you are. your direct experience flowing eternally is reality, and there is nothing else -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes , i feel the same. but that is a feeling within my direct experience. It's a crazy business, I really don't understand it. Let's say that you only exist in my mind, but at some point my direct experience will be Matthew, and now I have imagined the image of Matthew on the screen of my phone. but at this "moment" you do not exist. and at the moment in which you are there I do not exist -
Breakingthewall replied to BlessedLion's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Matthew85 the point is that there can be nothing outside of your direct experience. it is impossible. They are just ideas that we imagine. From this it follows that you are not real. It is a very paradoxical and strange realization, but it cannot be otherwise. only I exist. outside of me there is nothing. this is impossible to understand and impossible to deny. -
Breakingthewall replied to LSD-Rumi's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The dance of the sun was a way of having visions, they say that the sitting bull did it. it was quite severe torture -
Breakingthewall replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
It is that right here we enter confusing territory. I am the only one that exists, ok. but as absolute infinite total. like breakinthewall no. that is not real, it does not exist. then, sometimes, the illusion is broken and the absolute manifest, then it is obvious that there is nothing outside . then I go back to the illusion, and the illusion is false. completely. I am confusing the temporal space illusion with reality. you, inligthened, are just an image in my mind. but it is that I am only an image too. you are me in another "when". Think about it, there is only the illusion of the enlightened avatar for all eternity? no, all illusions exist, infinite. absolute solipism is equivalent to infinite illusions. When will the other illusions exist? After You? or before? It is infinity, there is no after or before, everything is now. it is impossible to comprehend it with the linear mind. only one thing must be understood imo: absolute total infinity. only that is real -
Breakingthewall replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
For me the definition of God is not conscience, it is limitless. unlimited awareness if you want. unlimited means omniscient, omnipotent, absolute. What I wanted to say is that this cannot stop being. what happens is that the mirage of what we are veils it. Maybe it seems to us that this mirage lasts a long time, even millions of reincarnations and cosmic eras, but all of this is a creation of this moment. the infinite is being now, the one that is not being is me. the whole chain of events is false, it is an illusion, as its always said. then the answer is: god cannot stop being god. absolute infinity is absolute infinity, it is reality and that's it. It can appear finite, just this -
Breakingthewall replied to amanen's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
interesting and evocative reading although incomprehensible, of course. only understandable by the op. but I understand one thing: reality is an infinite explosion. apparently it is becoming more... although of course, this does not make sense, because if something is eternal, it is already "more", but subjectively it is. infinite expansion, although the expansion of infinity is meaningless, it is infinite -
Breakingthewall replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
if you wake up its realized that there never was "before you woke up". all the past is a mental construction that is happening now, the same as everything else. so i would say yes, infinity is infinite and fully conscious right now, what happens is that this i who is writing this is an unreal fiction, a multi-layered structure formed now and thinks it exists as something definite. Imo it's impossible to understand the structure from the structure, it has to be totally dissolved for understanding to take place, and when the structure is created again, understanding is corrupted. a confusing game -
Breakingthewall replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
What do you mean? it was a rhetorical question to make an argument. I answered myself just after. I thought it was simple enough for you to understand ? -
Breakingthewall replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
that what is cannot be undone, and what is undone was not, it only appeared to be. So only the infinity is -
Breakingthewall replied to Inliytened1's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
first, what is god? second, when it dreams? god is the limitless .what happens is that the limits are created. the dream is not a movie that is happening in time. is limits. it is a trap, a labyrinth that is proposed in the absolute emptiness of total existence. a specific game designed to the micron, where infinity plays hide and seek with itself. So, if God is the absence of limits, and I, the dream, am the imposition of limits, then no, I am not God. until i solve the riddle and the limits open. It would be said that God has the ability to stop being God. While there are limits, God is not God. another thing would be to discuss if the limits are real. at least they act like they are -
Breakingthewall replied to Ninja_pig's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I would say that the real work is to see through the deception, totally, and realize the reality. where will this take you? it is not known. hardly anyone has really done it. will it make you happier? crazy? suicide? no one knows, because there is no one. they are part of the deception. -
Breakingthewall replied to meta_male's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Life is a labyrinth without the slightest meaning except waking up from it. being in the dream is a nightmare. you have to go out anyway -
Breakingthewall replied to Chives99's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
A little touch of 5 meo right now and infinity opens. what I am is unlimited and cannot be thought. I want to be all the time, I don't want to get caught up in the fucking limitation of being human. what a strange game is reality, being me. there are no references. there is no background. no one has been before me. only i am. it's pretty dizzying haha. there is nothing to hold on to. -
Breakingthewall replied to Chives99's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Yes, but awakening positive is extremely fragile. many of us access it with psychedelics, and it's a real and full awakening. but our psyche is not perfectly aligned, tuned to flow that way naturally. Almost nobody's is, perhaps very few mystics. then, at the slightest deviation, the glass becomes opaque. it always filters some light, but nothing compared to what reality really is. but there is a fact: I am the reality. nothing is marked or prefixed. there are no mystics, there is no ramana, there is no buddha. I'm. where can i get to? What can I do with this dream? it is not known. any idea is misleading, any trodden path is false. only I can check to what extent I can penetrate the abyss of reality -
Breakingthewall replied to PurpleTree's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
For me spiritual work is easier if you travel. I am always traveling and I notice the difference a lot. When I spend a week in my city, surrounded by familiar things, familiar people, in a matter of two days, my ego settles, it becomes opaque. as soon as I leave the comfort zone, which is almost always, the feeling of lightness and freedom returns. -
Breakingthewall replied to Chives99's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Due to the fact of doing 5 meo quite often the phenomenon occurs that the ego somehow loses its consistency permanently, or at least lastingly. It's like a solvent. This makes it so that in moments of solitude the realization of what reality is, or not is, occurs spontaneously. what is the structure of this experience, what are the others, what is your character, in a very clear way. the layers that make up this particular moment are broken down, and you realize the special effect. of how everything is being created, of the limitless emptiness that reality really is right now. what is more difficult to perceive is the true background of reality. what I really am. glory, infinite intelligence. Let's say that it is easy to perceive the falsehood, the special effect, but difficult to perceive the truth, the perfection, since this is of a nature so different from the apparent experience that it becomes elusive. then a negative awakening often occurs, one sees what is not, but not what is, then one yearns for the other, for humans, and maintaining mental balance requires an effort. but for those of us who are on this path there is no possible alternative, so continuing to deepen is the way -
Breakingthewall replied to Chives99's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Bullshit. Who cares about the lies? the life of the ego is absolutely unsatisfactory. nothing to lose. Just the idea that there was something to lose. zero ties -
Breakingthewall replied to Chives99's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
enlightenment is a very strange process in which you will realize the real non-existence of the reality that you consider real. you will stay in the absolute solitude of existence. You will start this process because you don't feel well, because you suffer. It will lead you to be without handles. This sounds very nice and liberating but it is also destabilizing. nothing you consider real is real. there is no chain of events, no progression. everything is an illusion. our attachment to the process is enormous. we come from orange we are seekers. What happens when there is nothing to look for? Are we still looking for space rats? be careful with all this. You will reach a terrain where absolutely no one will understand you. If you tell your friends, your girlfriend, the reality of your life, they will think you are crazy. It's sad. your friends and girlfriend are just images. the same as your character ,but you are the real depth of existence. Only you are real. It's liberating... but you're walking on the ledge of madness. only suitable for the brave
