Breakingthewall

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  1. Yes, you can have it all, because you already have it. if you are a dwarf with a body full of tumors sold to a circus by his mother to be eaten alive by hungry dogs for the amusement of a group of psychopaths...you have it all! that's exactly what you wanted. embrace your experience. You are the absolute infinity, the total existence. You are the Freedom. You have everything. You have hit the jackpot. you are God. nothing can be better, as you are absolute perfection. Just realize it.
  2. @Razard86 man, listen to me. you are a firm candidate for awakening, you have it all. But brother, your ego is a fucking joke. So, there is something like 5meo, does that ring a bell? but you don't need it because you smoke a joint and that's it. ??????????????. Have you seen that Tom Cruise movie where he has to jump off the top of a building to awake? That's the joint you have to smoke. absolute freedom awaits you friend. I am the voice of the absolute that speaks to you, and tells you: it's enough to play, now let's get serious. with everything.
  3. Because it's obvious. I know where you are, you lack barriers to break. all your awakening is based on "knowing things". Yes, i can easily. awakening is transcending appearance and realizing that you are. "to realize" is not to know that you are conceptually. it is to break all the limitations that form the appearance and open yourself completely to infinity. It is a total mystical experience, a permanent change in the structure of your energy patterns, that is, in the structure "you". You will fall to your knees bathed in tears, you will raise your arms to the sky and you will scream with all your might. the liberation will be total, a jet of energy will come out of each atom, for the first time in your existence, you will relax your control. you will be infinite You need logic and be smart to deconstruc the walls that keep you imprisoned. solipsism is an idea that helps to break barriers, but it is not the truth because no idea is the truth, the truth is infinite. It is obvious that you cannot define infinity, you can squeeze your mind for a thousand years but you will not be able to capture it, because the mind is relative. solipsism is a relative idea, the word "only" or "one" are relative, they are opposed to others or two. infinity is unthinkable, it is the absence of limits. you can only be. all this work consists of loosening the barriers that prevent you from being it. for you to be awake is to know that only you exist and that you are absolute. Good, but now you need to break the soap bubble. Why do you think that Leo has done thousands of trips with psychedelics? Because he's bored?
  4. @Razard86 what you say is very good, you are quite an intelligent guy with high energy, but you operate from the logical mind, and you can't leave behind the conceptual barriers. you have an ego of a ton. but hey, since you're a smart guy with strong will, I guess at some point you'll really awake.
  5. It doesn't mean you're going to get what you want, it means if you want things and you don't get them, that's what you wanted.
  6. What we are is absence of limits. The absence of limits brings with it total existence, infinity. infinity is total freedom and absolute love because it encompasses everything, nothing is excluded, since it would be impossible. nothing is better or worse than anything, infinity is, and we call that love, because it is what we feel when we love someone, unity with him. love=existence. in infinity everything is equal, everything is existence, without anything being better than anything else. in the finite there are limits, so some things are better than others from the finite point of view, but this is just appearance,
  7. That's correct and it is the preparation of the mind for the real awakening. It is not the same to know that you are alone than to break all limits and be the total absolute infinity. that is beyond any description, since you cannot think it, even if you have experienced it many times, since the mind works in a relative way, that is, contrasting some things with others. the absolute escapes the mind, it is another dimension. to open yourself to it you must drop even the idea of solipsism. your mind must be without barriers, empty. Then you could expand yourself to the infinity and be what you really are
  8. Your understanding is just theoretical. The eternity is just now . Separate existence is suffering, by definition, but you suffer without realizing it. The energy that wants and fears, that controls, that create the separation, so the self, is dissonance, anxiety. That is, suffering. If in any moment you get rid of it, you will realize.
  9. The correct answer would be: yes, the other has buddha nature, from a relative point of view. from an absolute point of view, the other merges with me and only me, the now, remains, encompassing everything. But sure the zen master would hit me with the stick anyway, the bastard
  10. Because until you realize the absolute infinity, that is, you, you are lost, and be lost is confusing, unpleasant, suffering. Until you totally realize yourself you will suffer every second of your experience.
  11. No, when I'm with others i get too immersed in the appearance. Maybe some day not far. Id say that this "process" is quite fast when the reaction starts
  12. Any idea is a wall, but the idea of others is a big one because prevents you to become absolute directly. It's a limitator If you really want to see the absolute, you have to become absolute. for that you have to free the mind completely. in my case, i had to use 5 meo as an electroshock machine to do that, but now it is something that sometimes happens spontaneously. another thing is that the absolute shines through all your experience. great beauty and makes life pleasant and allows understanding. but to become completely absolute is the return home. that is what we all are looking for. Try one day to meditate focusing in that this moment is the only reality that exist, and outside doesn't exist.
  13. Because if you don't trascend it, it's not funny at all. rather it is a confusing and unpleasant experience that without exaggerating too much you could call hell
  14. You know what you are, but have you ever been what you are? You are a millimeter away, touching it, but you have to break even the oneness. At one point, the soap bubble bursts and you are encompassing the whole of existence. Hallelujah because the full glory of infinite existence has manifested. This was what I had forgotten. the fucking prodigal son was wandering in the desert without water with his mouth full of sand for a long time. now he has reached the infinite oasis that is his home
  15. You know that the reality in infinite, right? So you are the reality. It's impossible to be otherwise. all divisions are apparent, as soon as you rise above the apparent, they collapse into one, into you. This whole game of the spirituality is about this, about being able to get out of the relative and be the absolute, total, without cracks. You're not going to be like this all day obviously, but first sometimes with psychedelics, after you understand the thing and happens sober more and more
  16. It's not a pointer, it's a key. it can make you slide from the relative to the absolute. in the end the pointers are nothing. the truth is, and that is it, nothing can define it because it is not defined, it is infinite. the idea of others is a barrier that does not allow the infinity to manifest as infinite.
  17. Yes, it is, in the apparent sense. that is, all we are thinking are ideas, that of the orange and the egg is a thought that we have, with our mind we are creating every though. if you turn off the mind there is nothing left. You could say: yes, but it would continue to exist. but you couldn't say it because you have turned off your mind. without the mind there is nothing, only the now without limit. you have to differentiate between relative and absolute. relative: in relation to something else. absolute: without limit, without relation to anything, just is. As the reality is infinite, it's absolute, so the relative is just an appearance, a mirage. Inside that mirage the perception of the others appears, but if they are in a mirage, they are a mirage too. From the absolute pov. From the pov inside the mirage are real. But this pov is just a mirage in the sense that only perceive mirages, but absolute in the sense that if you remove the mirage , is the infinity
  18. The forum an everything are appearances. You can deduce that reality is infinite because it is impossible for limits to exist. if infinity is the case, the finite is impossible, it only seems finite. all is infinity appearing finite. to understand this you have to become infinite (5 meo works). if infinity is the case and you exist, you are infinity, infinity cannot be divided, any part is infinity, then there are no parts, there is one, and it is you, the absolute. Inside you is everything, outside it does not exist. therefore there are no others.
  19. @Someone here man, this is spirituality, not phisics or maths, there is none here like: then, do the others exist, or not? They exist in a relative sense but do not exist in an absolute sense. do you want to understand this? breaks the attachment to the conceptual. Learn to see without interpreting. How? with psychedelics. if you take enough of mushrooms, for example, you can no longer interpret, at least not me. so you let go of the conceptual by force. When you do at least once, you can understand what means: let go the conceptual mind.
  20. You know that this is just an idea, right? we have to distinguish between idea and reality. idea is second order, only reality, now, is first order . No idea is real. Reality is non conceptual. You know that perfectly id say. How many people in the world , today and throughout the history of humanity have gone directly to the source? If you are in a moment of real awakening, you truly and completely dissolve into the absolute that you are. There are others? there is something? only the infinite that is everything, reality. Because it's an idea that could erase the main limitation: the idea of others"out" of you. In an absolute sense, there is not outside. The idea Outside maintains you dreaming
  21. Im not saying that this is not awakening, there are many types, but for me awakening is when you go deep into existence. existence is this moment, now. to go deeper you have to forget that there are others, even the word one is meaningless, you have to forget everything. there is this, now. you open yourself completely to this moment, which is limitless. you dissolve in it. It has no bottom, it's everything, and it's you. You are at home, in infinity, and you are totally filled. you are, that is. there is nothing else, just Freedom. Everything else are illusion.
  22. Awakening is real. Religion is false. This has full sense. I'm just trying to see who's cosplaying. Of course, i can be wrong, this is a subtle game
  23. If you say so.... I think that he said has zero sense, he only defends himself by attacking because I have questioned him. childish
  24. Describe awakening if you want. What it means for you? I'm trying to understand you, I've nothing against you, opposite, i like you is some ways