Breakingthewall

what teachings? telling people that it is god dreaming is stupidity of the caliber of any other religious dogma. a lot of people believe it, and convince themselves of it, and think they've really realized it. god dreaming reality. what is god ? and what is dreaming? and what is reality? Leo is probably right and no one here has realized God. and we all talk about god. what's this? religion?

I'd say it's a work of erosion. As you polish the edges and barriers that form you, the understanding becomes deeper. the conceptual phase is left behind, and the structure of reality is penetrated. one becomes more perceptive every day, and discovers new edges that were hidden. the background sensation begins to be joy, although with some interference. underneath there are more edges, more fear to discover. Until I guess there's absolutely nothing left and understanding is total

I'd say that what you call enlightenment is different from what Leo explains. You talk about having your energy body perfectly aligned so that the energy can flow freely. Leo is going to have more experiences and through them delve into the understanding. he needs psychedelics for his path, in fact, his path is psychedelics it seems. Perhaps the two ways will end up coming together at some point.

awakening is difficult because we are a kind of energetic pattern with defined forms. there are many layers, all cemented together by fear. true awakening requires putting your entire structure in order, and undoing each of the knots. if this happens it is an energetic event, not a mental one. It is something impossible to conceive by the mind, as if it were the 5th dimension. the mind can elaborate ideas, understand, but the energetic structure will not change. psychedelics can, to a certain extent, and meditation and understanding the structures can too. progress is being made little by little, perhaps in a lifetime not of time. It is also coordinated with relative events.

both one and the other are just ideas. the real enlightenment is not mental, it goes much further, and it is extremely rare. momentary awakening could be habitual. the mystical experience in which dualities collapse and you reveal yourself as the whole, btw I recently had a complete one without psychedelics. but this lasts a few minutes. then you go back to the dualities and go into the state of insanity completely and the awakening becomes an idea. another compartment of the ego. well, this is always better than adopting it from having seen a video, although it really is similar. It doesn't matter if someone else tells you a story than telling it yourself. it's just a story. the awakening is now, and now I'm asleep. I need 2 hours of meditation to make the walls bit softer, and even that they are

I'd say yes. there is an upward current, towards growth. "external" events guide you, they are opportunities to polish yourself. If you don't take advantage of them, you stay stuck. if you do, you go to the next level

When I have had moments of collapse of dualities, especially sober, lately, the idea that remains with me is that, like operating in the illusion of separation is a form of madness. but then you settle into the illusion and it is so definite and perfect that it seems sanity again. there is no such thing as ego and higher self, they are the same. In the end, you are always there, is the dualities that are false. like the schizophrenic in the film, when it ends, the viewer sees that he was imagining everything, nothing was real. the job is to see that on a daily basis. It seems impossible, it's very strange. we are designed for madness. but it's not real! We want the truth, so we have to break that illusion

They are totally trapped, all they say is belief, mind. They don't realize how hard it is to get out of there, how many layers, how many traps. They haven't even started doing the work yet. but hey, it starts with something. maybe one day they get bored of the theory and start with the practice. but don't point it out to them now or they will react. Since they have intellectually understood non-duality, they believe they have it. Getting out of the illusion is extremely difficult. we must be humble and admit that we are trapped. pretending to be beyond where you are is ridiculous most have not dissolved the illusion for even a second, they do not realize the magnitude of this work, what it means. I'm starting to see it now. is a puzzle of fantastic complexity, a game for geniuses without instructions. where you play on various fields, where everything has to match to the millimeter to move on to the next phase. my respect to those who really play it

It's okay to stop believing in the idea of God that is imposed on us from a young age. Now, if you are interested, you can research and read about spirituality until you know the subject in some depth. religions, non-duality, etc, and begin to get an idea of what god is supposed to be, and how some throughout history have come to realize god directly. and lastly, you might have the inclination to do that yourself. the inescapable need to see the truth, to understand what you are, to get to the bottom of reality. but that is not done to satisfy your family, it is done for oneself If you are Muslim, you could start with ibn Arabi, a Sufi mistic, a man really deep and clever

i just ask: are you conciouss how and why are you creating this perfect illusion down to the smallest detail? Or maybe you are hiding this process from yourself? And if you're hiding it... maybe you're hiding too that you are me right now? and infinite other things ? because if you hide one you could hide more

we can say that the war in ukraine is just an idea in your mind. We can say that absolutely everything is imaginary, since it is impossible to prove otherwise, but if you are not aware of how you are imagining it, it is because there is something that is outside the field of your consciousness.

fear is a vibration that keeps us tied to illusion. it is the cement with which the dual world is built. the layers of fear are many and the job is to dismantle them one by one. meditation every day, psychedelic every week

there are other arguments that make it difficult to accept that reality is only what is in your field of consciousness. For example, if the entire reality is your field of consciousness, it means that you are creating it. but you are not aware of creating it, so the fact that you are creating it is outside your field of consciousness, but it is something that is happening

Great publication, interesting insights. This is very true and difficult to accept:

Yes yes, but this post is because Leo's last comment on the spirituality forum said that a door to another dimension had opened in his brain that was kept open without psychedelics. Who is not curious to know more about this? it is extremely interesting. we are talking about first steps in research on the mind. something for history

The good thing is that you will never die. there is no such thing as ego that can die and higher existence. It's just you, it just happens like in those movies where at the end you see that the main character was crazy and was imagining things. It is something very strange and very difficult to see. It is as if we had schizophrenia and the spiritual work was to try to cure it, when our sick mind is all the time doing its schizophrenic work.

it is very interesting. What will Leo say when he returns? Is he a genius who has arrived where no one else is, or is he mistaken and lost in delusions? Has he gone crazy from so many psychedelics, or has he opened new doors in his mind? I don't know! It is very difficult to interpret Leo, he is far from everyone, advancing without stopping

We are not doctors or soldiers. some fight against wounds, others create them. we swallow the pill whole, with everything it brings

Id say that you have to live on the truth, so the dissolution of the self/ ego is possible. the separated self is an illusion, there is no birth or death, it is all a trick. If you do psychedelics like LSD or mushrooms it's easy to see this, to realize the undifferentiated reality. if you do 5 meo it is easy to realize the great void, the infinite black hole that encompasses everything. If you don't freak out and go back there long enough, the reveal happens. the absolute emptiness that you are reveals itself as the whole, the sacred source of infinite love: you. the only thing that exists, I am. ok ok, all this very good, but after, what? without psychedelics you are trapped in the illusion of the ego, you are limited and once you have tasted freedom this is intolerable. What to do? 5 meo every day? It's tempting, but it's not the solution. For the first time I am seeing that barriers dissolve without psychedelics. we will see to what extent In addition, the realizations of psychedelics have an unreal flavor, since they are forcing a mind not prepared for it. They are valuable as they prepare that mind, but I would say they have a tricky component.

Of course. This is a erosion process. little by little the barriers are relaxing, with will, dedication, psychedelics and courage. it is not a halfway path. it is to the bottom and unreserved. Nothing else matters, just break the lie.

because existence is wild, and pain is depth, and without it there is no balance. it is necessary for the perfection of the painting. oceans of suffering and oceans of joy mixed in a whirlwind for the greater glory of actual existence. a love song where no tone or note can be left out. the beauty of one color is not superior to the beauty of another color. Would you like a painting in pastel tones? it is a shit! we talk about total art, supreme, absolute.

I feel identified. Yesterday I woke up and...shit, there was negativity on my mind. I thought I had gotten over that but there it was: my father, a super aggressive being drowned in tobacco and alcohol until his early death, who vomited hate and poison, a character from a novel... ufff man, what could I do with that in my mind? I went for a walk and suddenly everything melted. there is no "my father", there is no individual, it is false! It is an illusion!. I'm not me...wtf!! No psychedelics, nothing. everything is a kind of whirlwind where everything is mixed, existence existing... and it is... pure joy. my horrible father is a hue in the crucible of existence that balances the picture to its perfection. unlimited. there is no birth or death. There is no extinction of species, everything is illusion. there is existence existing, and it is wonderful. I already saw this but some moments with psychedelics, but never so clear. Until today I'm laughing every while. The thing is very crazy when you realize it.

and the other part of the post: why do we talk so much about god, about non-duality... for what? I would say that we are reconfiguring our mental structure in order to make it more flexible, to allow easier opening and dissolution. You are not going to live in a state of permanent dissolution of the structures that make up reality, but you can make them much softer. dilute the border between you and not you to have a freer daily experience, and make moments of total liberation easier and less traumatic

I think it would be possible not to think, but very difficult. Thought is the programming we are equipped with from birth through verbal communication. almost everything that is in your mind is given by verbal communication. there are tons of files, and they run automatically all the time. All that we have accumulated over so many years exists and we cannot eliminate it, unless we have a lobotomy. It is also necessary to function in society. and without society you are dead in two days. So, do we have to stop thinking? It would be nice to experience the clean mind of a bird, but I would say not in this life. what we can do is completely detach ourselves from thoughts, then they lower their frequency. They are there, but they don't mean much, they are background noise and you can experience the silence that is behind them.

they are not going to crucify him but he is experimenting with his own brain doing things that no one has done before. I wouldn't call him a coward