Breakingthewall

Either I explain myself very badly or you have misunderstood me. solipsism is reality. I am the total reality, the absolute. It is not something conceptual, it is the reality that I experience every day and the only thing I want is to experience it in a clearer and deeper way. the absolute is perfection, total freedom. it is letting go of control and flowing with existence. it is the deep experience vs the superficial misery. You can't improve what is perfect. This is not a mind game, it is the reality of what you are.

Hahah ok, i wish you do well in the game, because you are me, and when my direct experience is to be gesundheit I don't want to get bored

There is only one absolute: you. but you have infinite facets and all are absolute. the most fascinating for me is absolute freedom

@Gesundheit2 it's something quite simple. if by meditating, or doing psychedelics, or self inquiry as inligthened, you break the apparent limitation that shapes you as gesundeith, you will become infinite. this is a brutal experience, something quite violent at first. well, if this happens, you will realize that you are absolute. nothing can be outside of you, infinite in short. if this happens several times, you will realize that you, gesundheit, really are that. It's not that you become a god by taking a drug, it's that you are right now but it doesn't seem like it, and you never will exit of your direct experience. Your direct experience is the reality. apparently you're a guy surrounded by other guys. fake. you are the infinite creating a performance, and there is nothing else. if you want you can go deep into this now to infinity. then, you realize that the bottomless well that you are is everything. whatever appears in the performance is just imagination. What I was saying before, when you told me that so irritating that I'm not awake and I responded with double irritation, is that everything you're imagining is somehow real. that is to say, right now I am all there is, but in another now you are all there is, since my direct experience is beeing me, and then it is being you, and thus every proton in the cosmos, but that does not take away a truth: at this exact moment, I am the existence, there is nothing outside of me. absolute loneliness. And always its going to be like that, because the others are a fiction, they are you, and when you are going to be they, you are going to be you like always, totally alone. Horrible? Nah, you are absolute freedom, perfection. There is no problem with your loneliness. But as a human could seems very hard to accept.

What are you? The number one disciple of Leo to say those nonsense about who is awake and who is not? It is obvious that Leo's priority is to maintain the hierarchy, in which he is on one side and the rest of humanity present and past on the other. Why? Who knows, he's human and all us are crazy. It is obvious that you have not understood what I am trying to explain, so do yourself a favor and stop making a fool of yourself by imitating your captain.

If you want to break the ice on the surface and penetrate the depth of the infinite lake that you are, you have to understand this. It is not a mental compression or a thought, it is the collapse of the delusion of multiplicity, which keeps you skating on the ice, living in two dimensions, preventing you from diving into the third.

Agree, but if you raise your consciousness you realize unmistakably that your direct experience is the absolute and that everything in your direct experience is imaginary. there is nothing outside of you, only you are. If you do not reach the total realization of this, you are in duality, confused. after this, obviously, you seek to understand how it is possible. but it is, as you said, an inconsequential curiosity. it's not important. the important thing is to realize the absolute that you are

Solipsm is real in the sense that nothing exists outside of your direct experience of this moment, and that everything in that direct experience is being imagined by you. And on the other hand, Leo knows perfectly well that others have direct experience just like him, otherwise he wouldn't be explaining things to zombies

infinite intelligence comes from the simple fact that there are no limits. everything is infinite, intelligence too. is absolute freedom, perfection.

Or perhaps God makes a tour of each elemental particle of the cosmos and each being thousands of times per second. It is what has to be God, that the machine is well oiled. God is a crazy machine gun on speed

@Leo Gura @Inliytened1 I'd like your opinion about that. we have to be able to reconcile the indisputable fact that there can be no consciousness outside of my consciousness with the fact that other beings exist. there is one obvious thing. In all the eternity of existence, there will be more experiences besides Breakinthewall, right? where are those experiences now? . the number of conscious beings is large but finite. consciousness has no time limit. it jumps from one to the other, it's all of them in turns, either in a row each of them or interrupted, a fraction of a second each, a minute, whatever. it is memory that gives continuity to an experience and creates the consciousness of the individual. You as an individual only have memory of when consciousness is being you and not when it is being a rat. Right now my experience is all there is, but if I see a rat, even though it has no actual experience right now, it has had or will have, and all experiences mesh in a coordinated fashion prior to its existence. So now my direct experience is me writing this and I'm going to remember it, but in a while my direct experience is going to be a rat and I'm going to forget it, because God puts on donkey blinders in memory so that one single experience is perceived, to create the self, so as not to mix experiences and so that one thing seems multiple. In fact, i don't remember all the eternity, so it's nothing weird ir i don't remember the rat If the i is trascended , the total absolute infinity, god, is manifested and in it all possible experiences are included. It is the total potential where everything possible is, and here there is no such separation of beings. this is the real reality and the other, the separation, is a trick, a special effect.

in fact if you think about it, it is only memory that gives you a sense of continuity, of being an entity. without memory you would be eternally the absolute now. So, imagine that you are jumping a second for each proton in the cosmos, then for each atom, then each molecule, then each etc, each person, each planet, each galaxy. Quite long, but there is no limit. then you only remember "you" and forget anything else, so the fact of being "you" is the fact of remembering. If you stop remembering to be you, you disappear, you are an action. but this is indifferent because you are indifferent. what is important is what it is, and that is absolute infinity, and it can only be one, you now. Nothing outside

or imagine that we are billions of beings and that when you are, I go out, we are taking turns and you forget when you were the others, you only remember when it was you, then you have an appearance of individual continuity. is the same, this is irrelevant. what is relevant is the absolute certainty that this moment that I am living is the absolute total infinite, existence itself and there is nothing outside of it. It's absolutely impossible, because i am. It doesn't matter if you are you or a fly or a stone, what is is the absolute total infinity, the rest are appearances. What you are experiencing right now is the absolute total infinity, with whatever appearance it may be, and if then you are me and the same thing, it is not real, only infinity is. It's a matter of detachment of the "you"

I think anyone would agree that you can never get out of your direct experience. if you did, that would be your direct experience. this means that nothing exists outside of your direct experience. if you are god, and you can never get out of your direct experience, it is because there is nothing outside. that's it. It's not that there's nothing for you, it's that it doesn't exist. all that exists is this moment. I can expand the depth perception of this moment to the absolute total infinity, which is what it really is, or it may seem limited, but there is only this. what happens is that this moment is infinite, so when I imagine a dog on the street, that dog has no life, it is a thought. the only life is me, this is not refutable, I am the total depth and that dog is a thought. but that dog will be my direct experience at some point. or would have already been, it doesn't matter. Now only this moment is real, all the existence. it is absolutely impossible otherwise but on the other hand, the others are real, even a solitary proton is, because they were you or will be you at another time, but now, only you are, in the totality of existence If you don't realize that there is no existence outside of the infinite well that is this exact moment, it is impossible to wake up to what you are. your direct experience flowing eternally is reality, and there is nothing else

Yes , i feel the same. but that is a feeling within my direct experience. It's a crazy business, I really don't understand it. Let's say that you only exist in my mind, but at some point my direct experience will be Matthew, and now I have imagined the image of Matthew on the screen of my phone. but at this "moment" you do not exist. and at the moment in which you are there I do not exist

@Matthew85 the point is that there can be nothing outside of your direct experience. it is impossible. They are just ideas that we imagine. From this it follows that you are not real. It is a very paradoxical and strange realization, but it cannot be otherwise. only I exist. outside of me there is nothing. this is impossible to understand and impossible to deny.

The dance of the sun was a way of having visions, they say that the sitting bull did it. it was quite severe torture

It is that right here we enter confusing territory. I am the only one that exists, ok. but as absolute infinite total. like breakinthewall no. that is not real, it does not exist. then, sometimes, the illusion is broken and the absolute manifest, then it is obvious that there is nothing outside . then I go back to the illusion, and the illusion is false. completely. I am confusing the temporal space illusion with reality. you, inligthened, are just an image in my mind. but it is that I am only an image too. you are me in another "when". Think about it, there is only the illusion of the enlightened avatar for all eternity? no, all illusions exist, infinite. absolute solipism is equivalent to infinite illusions. When will the other illusions exist? After You? or before? It is infinity, there is no after or before, everything is now. it is impossible to comprehend it with the linear mind. only one thing must be understood imo: absolute total infinity. only that is real

For me the definition of God is not conscience, it is limitless. unlimited awareness if you want. unlimited means omniscient, omnipotent, absolute. What I wanted to say is that this cannot stop being. what happens is that the mirage of what we are veils it. Maybe it seems to us that this mirage lasts a long time, even millions of reincarnations and cosmic eras, but all of this is a creation of this moment. the infinite is being now, the one that is not being is me. the whole chain of events is false, it is an illusion, as its always said. then the answer is: god cannot stop being god. absolute infinity is absolute infinity, it is reality and that's it. It can appear finite, just this

interesting and evocative reading although incomprehensible, of course. only understandable by the op. but I understand one thing: reality is an infinite explosion. apparently it is becoming more... although of course, this does not make sense, because if something is eternal, it is already "more", but subjectively it is. infinite expansion, although the expansion of infinity is meaningless, it is infinite

if you wake up its realized that there never was "before you woke up". all the past is a mental construction that is happening now, the same as everything else. so i would say yes, infinity is infinite and fully conscious right now, what happens is that this i who is writing this is an unreal fiction, a multi-layered structure formed now and thinks it exists as something definite. Imo it's impossible to understand the structure from the structure, it has to be totally dissolved for understanding to take place, and when the structure is created again, understanding is corrupted. a confusing game

right on target. a perfect analysis

What do you mean? it was a rhetorical question to make an argument. I answered myself just after. I thought it was simple enough for you to understand ?

that what is cannot be undone, and what is undone was not, it only appeared to be. So only the infinity is

first, what is god? second, when it dreams? god is the limitless .what happens is that the limits are created. the dream is not a movie that is happening in time. is limits. it is a trap, a labyrinth that is proposed in the absolute emptiness of total existence. a specific game designed to the micron, where infinity plays hide and seek with itself. So, if God is the absence of limits, and I, the dream, am the imposition of limits, then no, I am not God. until i solve the riddle and the limits open. It would be said that God has the ability to stop being God. While there are limits, God is not God. another thing would be to discuss if the limits are real. at least they act like they are