Breakingthewall

My body is infinite, because it's just a shape in the infinity, an appearance. it seems finite because you are trapped in the form, so you perceive the change of form as the end of something. the body is existence, like everything else. it is part of this experience. this experience is existence and therefore infinite. what is in it, for example the body, is irrelevant, changing appearances.

Infinity means that nothing is finite, it only seems so. Any partition of infinity is infinity. very accurate the poem of the doors of perception, Blake. If the doors of perception were opened, reality would reveal itself as it is: infinite. but the man has locked himself in the walls of his cave. opening the doors of perception is the work we are doing. It is not easy, since as the poem says, the human has had the opposite tendency since it exists. fear has driven him to it

The thing is, I can't help but follow in the footsteps of the beloved and revered leader. not that I'm impressed by him or his number one fan, but i ve to admit that he opened a path. I don't even watch the videos, spirituality in general is extremely boring to me, but....5 meo dmt. the great riddle. I have to open it! I can not stop. that my brain ends up like a raisin? Well, don't seems so for now. I'm going to do it until I open everything totally. did you ask me about my mind status? Today I have spent a morning of great calm and delight, I have returned home at 2:00 p.m. psyched up for the opening and I have prepared 15 mg. my acceptance is total. It has been breakthrough but not full opening. that is to say, it has been the total void. This 6 months ago terrified me, today with complete calm. the sunlit specks of dust were the utter beauty of existence. suddenly, an opening. almost, just an instant. I know what it is, I've achieved it (because you have to achieve) 3 times. infinity, life, everything, unimaginable, god. Hallelujah. but the door immediately closes. it is a process of acceptance, of letting go, of not resisting. I have been tempted to put more in the pipe, or get up, to escape from it. I have not done it. I'll have something light, a walk through the center of the city and then I think I'll do it again. and tomorrow again and probably on Sunday. after a week off. I don't want to see something, I've already seen it. I want to educate my being to open up completely, and for me this is the way to do for now.

The reality is non conceptual, but the mind is conceptual and we have a mind, then, we must equalize the mind as much as possible with reality, we cannot get totally rid of the mind. but I agree with you that there is a tendency towards an excess of concepts, it is difficult to be at the right point. as soon as you exceed, the mariachis appear

I am , the reality is open and without limitations. Flow. So, couldn't not write anything else, I don't need to, but in another hand my mind can enters easily another frequency and wants to structure, define, understand. this imo is useful because it restructures the mind. the mind is a barrier, it constricts. the work is to create a mental structure that constrains as little as possible. there are no shortcuts to this, you have to understand how it works. the software we have in hand is not simple. simplifying it doesn't work. this is my deduction. wrong? maybe but I don't think so

you can function from a silent and open state, understand things and then reason them out and put them into words. For example, when Buddha says that there is a reincarnation cycle, is he doing mind masturbation?

That is your vision, and in my opinion it is wrong. I function from the emptiness of the mind, I promote the openness to the present as much as possible, I am in an open state almost all the time, in the extent that i can for now. more and more every day, and then, sometimes, I write my impressions of what reality is in this forum. Obviously, I don't write the infinitely repeated word Ohm, but concepts. you do not like it? don't you approve? does it seem bad to you? Maybe it's due to lack of understanding. Consider the possibility. Of course i write a lot of wrong things, i use this forum to reconfigure my frame mind, not to teach, I'm using you guys, with your permission

I know, i just answered a comment about comparisons, nonsense The thing is to look at reality directly, without filters, to merge with it and realize what this moment is, without holding on to mental handholds. being without limitation, reality flowing. the problem is that anything else is misery. obstacles must be removed, courage must be total. And here come the psychedelics. they are a perfect way of surrender. But of course, not a must for everyone. About the understanding of the cosmos, it's not about enlightenment, it's just extremely interesting. Maybe it's possible to understand very deep, why not?

@Nevar don't worry about the end of the mystery, the reality is infinite, and this is a mystery by definition.

Thanks for the advice, i will give dmt more chances

Thats for highly disciplined people there are different paths for different people. one question: that opening, that big bang you speak of, the total absence of barriers and complete liberation, the total flow of the unthinkable... is it something that has happened to you once, or an opening that you can do at will? Thanks, that's true and feels good that it's perceptible. my attempt to deepen the opening is real and constant, and the results are real. then we talk in this forum and everything is conceptualizing , and many things that we say are wrong, but how would it be if we are using concepts? It is a subtle work, and for me a passion.

Exactly. the problem is that this state is not lasting, and when it passes it leaves the person in a state, let's say, of the need to return to that total openness. For me the description of that opening is: suddenly, all the obstacles disappear. total reality flows completely, this is you, that's it. infinity without control or barriers. then the barriers return and an intention remains: I must reconfigure my person to promote that openness, to always be as open as possible. How? That is the work, anyone have to do in his own way

@Bazooka Jesus just copy anything that i wrote and show me the aberration. Of course, i don't remember what I wrote because i write according the moment, i ve not a line of though. Let's see, Maybe you are right in some extent

Well, they stick to a classical line, accepted for centuries, and do not deviate from there one millimeter, and I understand that you find that correct and reassuring. I speak from total ignorance of the texts, they do not interest me in the slightest. in fact, they seem toxic to me. My opening is real, I know it because I experience it. But sometimes i express doubts, i ve not the need to show absolute certainly, because it's not real. In me and in anyone. That it doesn't resonate with you makes me see that you don't understand me. and I would say that you do not understand me because your mind is closed, squares and lines.

I would say that more than abandoning them, exchange them for others. You will always have desires and aversions. Could you torture children without aversion? Don't you desire more openness to the absolute? If you see reality for what it is, everything appears less dramatic, but you will never be indifferent, nor do I think it is necessary to be to be open to yourself

I don't have that much experience with malt. i had a very bad experience once with 10mg, much worse than anything with 5meo dmt, after a few months i did 7/8mg and it was good, something like 25mg dmt (always snorted). I would say that you have to be more careful with malt

It seems. vaping 40mg of something with a ph close to 9 feels like poison in the lungs and in the mouth

For me snorting 20 mg of 5meo DMT is very light, and snorting 10 mg of 5meo malt is extremely strong. I'd say that for me malt is 4 times stronger than dmt

not exactly a belief. It's like saying, can I cross the Atlantic in a kayak? Well, yes, but it's extremely difficult. I see all the distance, effort and dedication that it requires, and the truth is that if I can get to the same place by plane, why would I go kayaking? In addition, in a kayak there are many possibilities of not succeeding. I am the experience that is happening, the set of energy patterns that are taking place. In this experience, it is not going to happen that a guy isolates himself in a cave for 16 years, it is not viable. 5 meo is something within the configuration of this experience, the same as the fact that I am not from the 2nd century or that my family is what it is. In this configuration, 5 meo is happening

@Enlightement I'm using 5 meo DMT for that purpose. I think it is an extremely useful practice. I haven't completely mastered it yet, but I can say that I have almost overcome my fear. when you do 5meo, you realize the resistance that the ego is. you clearly realize that the surrender needed to really let go of the ego is beyond your capacity, or at least mine. a mechanical solvent like 5 meo is needed, which stops certain activities of the frontal lobe and the opening to infinity occurs. the ego is resistance, it is a control energy that we use full time. almost no one can release it naturally. 5meo is there, it exists. why not use it? After every opening, the ego gets weaker, little by little.

I'd say that the spiritual journey is more than we can see. We only see the tip of the iceberg. the understanding of which I speak is not conceptual. it is openness to the now. How far can we go? I don't know, but we'll see

I'm taking about unconditioned mind. Free mind, without limitations. trying to understand with a mind biased by learned patterns is useless and a mess. the mind must be clear of everything to be able to understand

The only way to do shadow work is to understand that the trauma is an energetic blockage that is happening right now. the whole story and interpretation is the way we manifest it. understanding is the key. but not verbal comprehension, it seems that people here find it difficult to understand this. Understanding is seeing reality. If you are walking and see a hole, you understand that if you continue you will fall. there is no need for a mental process, you understand automatically. same with trauma. you are an energetic structure that is unfolding now. the past is now, it's all patterns that happen now. if you understand them, if you see them, they are unlocked.

@OldManCorcoran the issue of 5 meo is to overcome a resistance. the self in which we are trapped is a resistance, 5 meo breaks it, and infinity remains. that we are. afterwards, all the mental history of interpretation is inevitable, and I would say healthy and necessary. the mind must be equalized, rebuilt. Those who want to simplify everything, in my opinion, are taking shortcuts that are not going to get them anywhere. now they would say: there is nowhere to go. Yeah, but you're a guy with two legs who lives. You are in something, in a process. you don't like it and want to take shortcuts? sorry it won't work

I've had that experience several times with 5meo, initially it seemed extremely horrible to me, until I realized one thing: it's just another experience. you are the experience, the consciousness that takes forms. it is true that the self as we know it, limited, disappears, but there is still existence, so from now on, self means unlimited existence. is what we are, then the word to designate it is i