Breakingthewall

As Epicurus said, death is a chimera, because when I am , death is not , and when death is , I am not . I would say that death does not exist because when I stop being what I am, something else will be, and what I am now would never have been, because only the now is.

snorting freebase is very difficult because it's like a wax more than powder, and it has a very basic ph, 9 I think, so your nose will burn. there is a way, you dissolve it in vinegar until the ph is neutral (you measure it with ph strips) and then you use it as drops. most likely it will pass into your throat and it seems that sulfuric acid has been poured down your throat, but if you spend a long time looking down with your nose covered so that it does not come out, it may all be absorbed. With hcl it is easy to snort but it can also happen in the throat, and that at the same time as the effect of 5meo is extremely unpleasant. Remember to spend as much time as you can looking down with your nose covered, massaging the nostrils so that it is absorbed, and only lie down when you cannot resist anymore.

Maybe that happens because your insights come from reading, videos...in general, from other people's words, theory. this is worth nothing, it is a canned level of understanding that is not solid, unestable by definition. the words of others can help you to unlock your mind, to expand it, but in the end any real understanding has to be direct, non-verbal. You have to understand what is theory and what is practice.

much better to be confused than sure than something wrong. at least you have mental flexibility

but that is not enlightenment. enlightenment is something that happens. the drop falls.... tak!.... and infinity is.

Interesting. Sounds to me as correct direction, accurate insights, real work, real opening.

He is an investigator of reality. he has realized that he is the reality, and investigates himself. his research has no end, he is like an entomologist who is dedicated to classifying insects in an infinite jungle

As a human, thousands of fears, such as having my hands amputated or my business sinking, or becoming blind and paralyzed. thousands, tens of thousands of fears. as absolute, life, existence, no fear. if things get tough, we'll see how easy it is to settle in the absolute. maybe not so hard, maybe yes, impossible to know until the thing comes

the usual values, survival. what varies is the extent of the organism that must survive. individual/clan/nation/species. Hitler sought the survival of what he considered the human entity: the Aryan nation. as he was quite stupid, what he achieved was the destruction of his country, the abolition of his ideology and the strengthening of his enemies. the guy was a crack.

You don't know until it happens. Awakening is not knowing that you are god and stuff, it is letting yourself go into nothingness, completely opening your heart and mind to the unfathomable emptiness of existence, to the now, letting go of any human greed, such as the need to know, and settle in the now, that is the infinity. is, as has always been said, the end of suffering. It's obvious, if reality is infinite, what is the difference between less deep or more deep? It's only one Depth, the infinite. And infinity=nothing. When you let go your need of understanding you understand everything,

The thing is, you already know that reality is infinite, in fact, you have become completely limitless many times, right? Unlimited means that there is nothing to understand, since to be unlimited is unlimited understanding, which is the same as saying that empty understanding . you understand that full and empty are the same, that nothing is everything. You said that long time ago. That is what infinity implies. So what else do you want to understand? More levels between infinite levels? More is the same than less in infinity.

life has only one moral: survive. the human group has the same morality, to survive. Since the individual is not an individual but a part of the group, it fragments that one rule into many. the most valuable individual for the survival of the group is the one who internalizes and carries out those norms. the selfish, amoral individual acts outside the group but taking advantage of it. it is a parasite and a ballast for survival, therefore it is removed, enjailed, killed. he has to pretend that he is moral in order not to be completely repudied. As the human being is a gregarious being, repudiation is death

drop yourself into nothing, give yourself generously. release the greed to understand and grasp reality. open yourself fully to now, and infinity will reveal itself.

I think we have to distinguish between reality and experience. the ultimate reality is infinite and undifferentiated, immutable, total. experience is the creation of distinctions in the reality. It is like movement, it needs points of reference, without points of reference there is no movement, the same thing with experience, since it is movement

By the way, there is no such thing as be an awakened person, there is access to awakened states. if you are awake, you are awake, if you are asleep, you are asleep, now.

Let's see, @Javfly33 is right, awakening is the end of suffering, and whoever says no is not awake and has never been awake for a second. what happens is that it is extremely difficult to be awakened and you return to dream state, then you suffer. but that is not why you are going to say that awakening is not the end of suffering, it is, completely. mental suffering is like physical suffering, it pushes you to withdraw from a harmful situation. if you succeed, the suffering ceases. If you are awake, you are out of suffering, and whoever says no does not know what awakening is, equates it to knowing things, which is precisely the dream

Imagine the configuration of reality that is inlightened, all that experience taking place, within which things appear, such as trees, people, images and sensations of all kinds. at a given moment, that pattern of perception dissolves, like a soap bubble, and another begins, a rat with all its rat experiences. only the rat exists, the rat is the total infinite being. the same as before with inlightened, so... where is inlightened? never existed? or did it exist... before? when before? before? if this is infinity, there is no "before", there is only now, because before is the limit of the now and limits are impossible. here we have the koan. The answer is: infinity. It can only be understood in one way: in the infinite, everything is contained within each point of view, but since we are infinite, all that content is in turn infinite, and within it the infinite is contained, so you are contained in me and I am contained in you. Everything is, and there is no difference between past, future and all at the same time. There are limits in infinity, but as a creation. They can be dissolved just stopping the fact of having an experience. Since it's an experience, there are limits, so the experience is imaginary, same than the limits So the question would be: what is an experience? I'd say, infinity limiting itself

Agree more or less, because if you say "infinity" you could transmit an idea to another who has experienced the openess and he's going to think, that's what awakening is, and if you say: "no other", it evokes the mental concept of solipsism that Leo spreads in his video, which is: the other people who appear in your experience have no experience which is something that needs to be nuanced a lot. it's almost a koan

Yes, but it seems that solipsism is opposed to multiple, when there is nothing of that in realizing infinity. If you think: of course, there is only one, it is already a human mental construction that you are superimposing on the infinity. infinity is unlimited and you are that, that it's not the same than "it is you" not you, that, subtle difference, and the only way to realize it is by dissolving the limits, and I would say that "one" is a limit

Awakening is realizing your true nature. All about the others are just mental histories

depression is a structure, a pattern of existence that is happening, the same as an electron or a supernova. on a human level, it's undesirable shit, the same as many other things, but on an absolute level it's perfection, like everything else. on a human level it is an energetic vibration that does not flow, that gets stuck in dead ends, something that cries out to be repaired. everything that cries out to be repaired is the engine of change, that is, the engine of evolution.

@Javfly33 don't burn yourself friend , Just expose your thing, there are those who appreciate and understand it, and others who don't. My opinion: you're right, when you're awake to a certain degree there is no boredom or suffering. but you can be awake now and not be awake in half an hour, when I come into your house to tell you that you will be impaled tomorrow, you will get into deep sleep with nightmares. I mean, It is not easy to maintain awakened states. we're on it, at least we get awake moments. for something one starts In general, I agree with a lot of what you have said.

of course, you can only realize perfection from unlimited or near unlimited states. when the thing goes tough, your state is anything but unlimited, survival kicks in and traps you, and from limited states thinking things like "everything is perfect" is woo woo and if someone else tells you it deserves a kick in the balls. You can only see it now, becoming limitless, not thinking about it

perfect means you are infinite and that is perfect by definition. the reality is that you are infinite now, you are limitless depth, appearing as what is happening now, and this apparent now is your will. You will never die, you will always be this apparent now, and you will always be the same, because if you stopped being you and were me, you would never have existed as you, only the me, now, exists. funny mindfuck right? that means solipsism. only you exist, and only the apparent actual manifestation now exists. The rest is just conceptual, an idea. So the others I see on the street don't have life? they have, they are you, sure, everything is. but not now, now, only you exist, and only the now exist ?, and now the real you, the total existence, wants exactly this experience. simple, logical, unavoidable Btw, thinking in this is to try to trap the infinity in the finite mind, it's sick and it's better don't do. Imo the only point of spirituality is to open yourself to the infinity, now, as much as you can, as often as you can, and forget about conceptualize

at an absolute level everything is perfect because everything is exactly like reality, that is, you, want it, including the fact that it seems that you want the exact opposite of what is happening. really the human you that is depressed is the same unlimited impersonal you that is reality, only veiled / limited by the appearance of the relative, the illusion. from the veiled self it is impossible to understand that being depressed and having your parents throw you into a dump to have fun watching the rats devour you is perfection, but it is