Breakingthewall

He reveals a lot, you just have to read between the lines

Yes, what a difficult game we are in. As far as it goes? what is it? mystery

Leo approving something...and something Buddhist! Of course, you will have it framed in your room I suppose. We will see now if he approves a little more, or continues with this superiority thing. I'd say it's a bit...worn

Id say meditation is always necessary, if not the mind rebels, you are a slave to mental arisings. you have to master meditation, do it every day, hours. at least my mind is very rebellious, very chaotic, very son of a bitch ?. I have to tame it

This that you quote is wonderful, and you are a genius remembering your October post (!!) and giving level to this forum.

exactly, formal practices are limiting, you have to find your way to open yourself. It is not easy, the substances are a fundamental help for me, without them it is extremely difficult, the barriers are too solid. on the one hand, it's disappointing to think that if it weren't for those aids you'd be stuck forever, it's very difficult without them, but on the other hand, that's how the game is made, those jokers exist and they're there

Why do you say that? You could be very awakened, i am quite awakened right now, open and without suffering, but i had hard times, seriously, and this is nothing. Just a kiss of kali Would you like a little kiss of kali? You will see how nice is it my friend.

????Yes, this fucking dream has been a crazy mess, a labyrinth created by a nice bastard, who wanted to tighten the nuts a little. But It could have tightened them a lot more! Much more! It could have plunged into madness and terror. or not? Yeah, it could have made the game darker, really dark, without any love. Why do you make horrible games without love, you big bastard? They are not funny, they are a gray nightmare. is that funny? We who are really for the awakening are the lucky ones of that game, many others are in the bottom of the pyramid of the suffering.

awakening can only be done in one way: directly. you have to want it, love it, desire it. and you will make your way to it

each of our lives is a challenge, a game that is proposed to us. We have to play it to the bottom, we don't have to leave a particle of fear at this moment that is happening. We have to erase it, go through it. Yes brothers, there is nothing like it. is the eternal smile, the opening

I don't know if awakening helps you with daily life, but opening yourself completely to the now, being one with existence, forgetting all your fear, flowing without resistance...we have to get there, we have to open up, identify what prevents us and get over it I'm seeing it right now with 2 puff of weed; I'm opened, I'm looking the immortality now, I'm open to the now just a bit, but my sight is infinite right now, and my mind is empty. This is the state that i want

does the most efficient thing to force you to move. It doesn't matter to evolution if you have a good or bad time, the end justifies the means. and it works quite efficiently, if it were easy to escape its momentum, it wouldn't work. no one would run screaming into a machine gun for the glory of their leader, or worked all day all life to decipher the atom

very little of that you did to survive. Surviving is eating and sleeping. You did everything else to be a worker bee in the hive, to serve the collective. You thought that you served yourself and no, you followed your human programming to contribute your push to the evolution of humanity. The ego is just a software that makes you interconnect with other minds to create the collective ego, a fictional entity that makes humans work in teams of millions. elephants do not have that, nor any animal. Language creates it, and its bases are biological. we want to escape from it because it is fear and limitation. basically because it's not nice. It is suffering, it is the whip that makes the mule move, move without stopping

@Water by the River real high quality

No limitations

A complicated game of getting lost to find yourself again

all animals are compared to decide which reproduces. The tribal human uses comparison and competition to increase the chances of survival of the tribe. it's partly genetic and it's very hard to get away from that. Stopping that activity is very important imo because it enslaves you, makes you a puppet with a self-critical software that works driven by fear and the feeling of incompleteness. I would say that the only way to stop this is meditation, at least for me. and it only works for a few hours, then the software starts up again, and even you know not to believe those thoughts, they grab you, penetrate into you and cloud your mind

It's job It's not giving you a good life, it's making you work for the tribe, spreading your genes, making the hive grow. but the hive has already grown enough, that war is no longer necessary, now is the time to transcend

There are two separate but closely related issues here. transcend the ego, and realize the absolute. imo the second is necessary to achieve the first, but realizing the absolute does not mean that you are going to transcend your ego, look at Leo for example. the ego is very good, and everything you want, but it has the small defect that it makes your life miserable. it limits you, constricts you and makes your life bitter. Get rid of your ego completely for 5 minutes and you'll see. With ego I am not talking about the fact of being a human, but about the software that fears and desires, that compares and judges, that we all have implanted to be good robots in the matrix hive.

Yes, if you really love the business and the pickup, but usually people do that giving in to his ego's commands, and that means you're a puppet.

the problem is that it's not something you can control if you really believe those kinds of thoughts. first you must delve into reality enough to realize that there is no better and worse. If you don't really realize that, no matter how much you meditate and try to control your mind, you won't be able to. Imagine that you went to the First World War , and you couldn't stand it, you were extremely cowardly, and the rest of your mates were very brave. Every time you think about it, a very strong feeling of not being enough arises, invades you and is uncontrollable. How to escape this self-judgment? going to another war and overcoming your fear, exposing yourself to death? or eliminating any thought of comparison with nothing? the ideal is the latter, but it is not easy! we are genetically programmed to compare and compete. That is the ego, it's very deep, It sticks its tentacles deep into you. transcending it is freedom. that's the game we play here, go beyond the human, cheat the software implanted in the hive matrix, that makes us stupid unhappy slaves.

Very inspiring. Maybe it's time for a more formal meditation, I would like to have that control you speak of. How long have you meditated until you can get detached of your thoughts completely?

Meditation for me is something that must arise spontaneously. There comes a time when you realize that your existence is basically an evasion, that all that exploring the world is really escaping from yourself. you can explore the world, but after you have gone deep into yourself. if you do it before, well, you'll go around in circles on your own suffering. The problem with suffering is that since it's always there and you have a thousand evasion systems, you don't realize it. Eliminate all evasion, and you will see. btw, the number 1 evasion is projecting into the future and that includes a future enlightenment. Eliminate all evasion and face your suffering without filters, you will see that the only way out is meditation. Meditation has as its objective the total opening of your being to the now, the fusion with the now and the breaking of all limits. There comes a time when the limits are intolerable, and the little traps to live comfortably within them do not work, then meditation arises.

Yes, but then you revive and the problems are still there. Experiences with psychedelics are helpful, they show you where you should go, and they could open the reality for a moment, show you the truth, but the truth in now. Remembers are just ego at the end. So then you have to equalize yourself, you have to purify yourself in order to live open to the truth full time. there are no shortcuts, only help on a path that must be fully covered

psychedelics themselves will usually tell you this, and in a very nasty way