Breakingthewall

Meditation is essential. You have to practice daily, for hours, to be stable in the mental void, then do psychedelics for greater openness.

You have made a very good and profound explanation of how the psyche hides these knots, and how it is impossible to find the root with the mind. What works best for me are mushroom trips. The thing is usually that in the middle of the trip, without any warning, a vision occurs. usually one per trip. This vision is very brief, it is an instant, but it is seeing something that has never been seen, something that was hidden, and is exposed. It is not something that I can define, something like: my father insulted me, etc., no, it is the knot of your psyche, you see it, it is exposed. then it is released. You have to be willing to feel anything, rejection, death, sadness, and look it in the face, and in a moment you are a little freer.

Forget means realizing that nothing learned conceptually has any use in our desire for openness to the formless limitlessness. in fact every structure is an obstacle. We have to learn to completely leave our mind, to leave it at zero. The only way is to see what to access our being, the unstructured reality that lives and is everything, the conceptual does not mean anything at all, since the conceptual structures the mind, and structures are limits by definition. A structured mind is closed, it cannot be opened. A closed mind can only capture what it itself is creating, it is locked in itself, going around in a circle, processing non-stop. If the mind realizes that structures are just structures and ultimately one is the same as another, the structures fall, then the mind flows with living reality. The more we do this, the more we will be able to equalize our structures when they arise with the reality alive

The ego is a living entity connected to the collective ego by the word, which, having freed itself from the bondage of matter, evolves at a crazy speed, never seen even a millionth since life on earth existed. We are the servants of the ego, we are here to contribute our processing power to the collective ego of monstrous proportions. We are parts, batteries like those of the matrix in their tubes, ants in a hive, our individual life is irrelevant, we are parts, servants of the new collective immaterial being of enormous power, the cloud of the sum of all human minds, which results in one direction or another driven by primordial currents, which gives shape to the unlimited intelligence that reality has. What is the limit of this being? maybe it doesn't have it. We, as individuals, have the need to disconnect from the hive at certain moments and realize the general panorama, the substance without content, the living reality that is, open ourselves to it and leave the arid desert of the ego, absorbing, vampiric, necessary, and bathe ourselves in the divine light of the primordial and immutable being. then return to work, to the duty of the soldier, and do it with joy and fun, without fear, like a game.

Yes, you can vape a low dose. 5 meo has an effect of energetic opening and lowering of the ego that increases sex. If you take a dose of mystical opening, no, but below that threshold it is very sexual.

5 meo works well for a specific type of socialization, that of fucking. in fact, it works extremely well.

The fact of being infinite means that movement is always the case, and movement is a cycle. cycles within cycles, and I suppose everything will culminate in a total cycle, where infinity is unified and then everything desintegrate and the cycle begins again, for eternity.

you can mentally embrace death and even desire it and still be unhappy, bitter, full of rumination. The only happiness I see is changing frequency and leaving the mental narrative. The mental narrative is always gray, if not closer to black. happiness is the free flow of existence now. embrace death as you said yes, but in the sense of dying now, of ceasing to be a narrative and being life now. It is very difficult because as humans we are very attached to the sense of justice, that no one disrespects us, to comparing ourselves with others, to comparing our life with a life that would be better, all of that is in the human psyche and a burden. eliminating that is simplicity, humility.

I was walking down the street thinking about the hard shit in life, and I put it aside, I focus on myself, the depth, the flow, and the happiness is total. It doesn't matter everything, this, now, is happiness, joy. It's taking a step deeper, diving half a meter below the shit on the surface.

The only real love is the love to exist, to the flow of existence. It is here now and it permeates everything. There is no loneliness in the depth, but the self always pushes you to the surface, where there is loneliness.

I think that the first step is to empty our mind. Rationality is a trap. I fall in if very often. The question is, what do I get by doing mind maps? Is this the reality? It is impossible to know, just by intuition, what good is it for me? I see only two things clearly: in this life I must follow a straight and clean path, and seek the maximum inner openness to the now, to the depth

@Keryo Koffa My vision of life is similar. I see a path, an evolution, a stage. Everything points in one direction, I just have to stop resisting. reality tends towards something, I am the reality tending towards something. God is not someone who does things, it is reality in movement, and that movement always points in one direction. God is a primordial force, he is the pure creative power that arises, the source of existence. something, not someone, and that source always flows in one direction, it is inevitable.

What means that clown? That you are superior? I just seen a poor guy fighting for his weak self esteem. Don't pretend to be a man, you can't fool anyone, your game is too obvious, little baby

We must restructure the psyche, since unlike what leo said, the absolute is incomprehensible, it cannot be grasped with the mind. We have to make your mind more flexible so that it can open up to it, it is something current, now, but the mind veils it. you have to understand how he does this, and open up

Yes, the process begins by forgetting everything learned, losing the fear of reality and beginning to delve deeper in a real way. I hope to see in the coming years how many of us break all the limits

who is dreaming it? there is no dreamer. the you that you think is dreaming is really the separate form. the limited form is real, the cosmos is real. Within the form is the infinite, since in the infinite the part is equivalent to the whole, and inside is outside, but it is impossible to free oneself from the chains of the form. This concrete form has a potentiality, but it cannot exceed that potentiality. You can think if you want that a hammer blow on your finger is imaginary, but it will not help you escape from it. Seems an ethernal cycle.

The cosmos is an eternal cycle that occurs, going from fragmentation to unity, and then exploding again and fragmenting. It cannot escape from itself, since it is reality, it is what it is, it is a natural phenomenon. it's you. everything is movement from fragmentation towards unity. Spiritual work is opening a window to the totality in some moments, and then integrating it into our mission, which is to advance towards unity. It is hard, it is inevitable, it's beautiful

Imagined is a way to say it but separation is the case, you can't escape it. you can open yourself to infinity, to a certain extent, as your form is an evolved state towards unity. If you were a rat you couldn't do it. What is the point of saying that something that is is imaginary? I sometimes do dmt or 5meo, and reality becomes a bottomless abyss and the form is perceived as a flow of thought that is not real, but then it reestablishes itself in a stable way. is it imaginary? what reality imagines is real As far as we are concerned, reality is fragmented, and we are on the path to unity. You can dissolve the fragmentation within your mind and equalize the exterior with the interior, you can achieve a high degree of harmony and unity, but you will always be a fragment in a cycle that tends towards unity, it is impossible to escape.

@CoolDreamThanks Anyway, my vision or intuition as to why things are the way they are is because I, the reality, am creating them that way, As they happen, they are a current of existence that gains in complexity and perfection. It is going to lead to an end, to grow in truth, in glory. This cycle is one more step. Below this current is infinity, I do not understand how and why things happen the way they do. I hope to see deeper , as deep as is possible. Sure this vision can be wrong, but is totally direct. Anyway, I doubt of any vision because the vision is in the land of the mental, the only important thing is the openess to infinity now . That's not mental, is real

People like you are usually not interested in spirituality. They are usually people with difficult lives, negativity, suffering. Maybe that means you have a genuine inclination toward mysticism.

Spirituality is something very mysterious, no one of us knows what we are talking about I would say. I would say that Leo has admitted that everything he has said about God is imaginary. I remember a statement of him: when you have the alien awakening you realize that the god that was shown to us was only because as humans we cannot bear to see more, but reality is infinitely complicated. For me that means: everything I said until now was not like that, or at least a lot

I would say that it is an advantageous situation, little trauma to deal with, but on the other hand, a lot of inertia that is very difficult to avoid. If you want to dive deep, it is a vital path. The exterior must be equal to the interior. Then imo, if you really want openness, you have to do psychedelics. and meditation for a long time each day, empty time, without reading or doing anything. looking inward, opening your being. You have to have a strong desire to see, to open, and this is often accompanied by an attitude towards life in which the exterior, work, relationships, are important but secondary things. the main one is one: reality, opening yourself up, going deeper into what you are.

I don't know. It is difficult to say how this experience is formed. Do you claim that you have realized it directly, without any conceptual interference? Maybe that's why you used the insult before, to affirm your realization? I think there is a lot of self-deception in spiritual work, you have to doubt very deeply. If I see someone insulting another in a spiritual conversation about why reality is the way it is, I think he is crazy. Someone who has watched videos and read books, like course on miracles and believed them. For me that is madness, a state of mind much lower than materialism. That's why I asked you, to try to understand you really.

Since childhood I have lived surrounded by fear, by terrified people. From my earliest memories I have seen courage as the virtue I wanted to achieve. Given the inherited emotional construct, it has been extremely difficult to abandon fear. layers and layers that are always the same layer: fear. There is only one courage, the total courage. Anyone who wants to delve into mysticism must have that courage. I have it? No. If I had it I would be open to God now. I am not worthy, and you are not worthy either. If you want to be worthy your courage must be total

I see the spiritual path divided into two stages. The first stage is to solve the human enigma and that basically means letting go of fear. Being human is not a joke, it is not an easy game. A lot of shit happened and can happen. We have to understand a lot of things, the need of survive, the fear to other humans, the need for acceptance, security, belonging, permanence... and let go of them. As long as this work is not done, you are in the realm of the mind, in the human matrix. The only way to let go of fear, for me, is total acceptance of life, realizing that you are on a mystical path, on a mission that is being done. you can let go of control. This does not make you lower your guard, on the contrary, your vigilance increases, what decreases and must disappear is your evasion. We have to look at life, at the existence that is happening now, without any filter. After this comes the second stage, the true exploration, the true depth into what this, now, is. This moment, which seems like a normal moment that is passing to end up in a future, under that appearance, is unfathomable depth, and that depth is alive. This living depth is wild and wonderful, it is unfathomable, an endless abyss of existence alive. We have to open ourself to it. For both stage 1 and 2, psychedelics are extremely useful. Don't fool yourself, it is very difficult to overcome stage 1, but it is possible. It's the work that we have to do, then the real mysticism comes. But going to the step 2 before to finish the step 1...confusion, stagnation, problems.