Breakingthewall

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  1. For me it's more than an anecdote, I once did 5meo and all the time leo saying this and that, and remembering conversations from this forum, and I realized that all of that is an obstacle when doing psychedelics, totally toxic. That's why now before doing it I try to have as empty a mind as possible.
  2. Sure, If Israel exposes its soldiers it is stupid, and is the opposite . The moment there begin to be casualties, it will devastate the city, leaving it as a site for new construction where not even a rat can survive, pushing the population towards the south. They will say that there was no other option, which is true, and Gaza is over.
  3. Israel is one of the countries that spends the most on defense in the world, and part of that spending is on surveillance systems, the most sophisticated and effective in the world. To think that some guys broke the fence with an bulldozer and no alarm bells is completely absurd. This action has been allowed in order to begin the expulsion of the Palestinians from Israel. Only one conclusion is logical: Gaza will be completely destroyed and the survivors will be relocated to refugee camps, waiting to find some solution, that is their relocation to other countries in exchange for financial aid, and the Palestinians in west bank will know that this will be their fate at the slightest incident.
  4. It is normal for Leo to appear on trips because our mind associates Leo with 5 meo. For me, any thought and memory that occurs on a 5-meo trip is an obstacle that prevents total opening. The best strategy I have found to avoid this is to meditate before for at least half an hour, or enough to lower the frequency of thinking as much as possible. All those thoughts about Leo or whatever are strategies of the self to maintain itself as a center of perception. In an authentic dissolution of the self there is no Leo, no god, no cosmos, there is naked reality. Every time I have achieved total opening to the infinity alive it has been achieving total emptiness, the dissolution of any structure. It is extremely intimidating since the self needs structures. Infinite reality is nothing, it is a bottomless pit, absolutely empty, and at the same time full of life, of existence. It is beyond the mind and you have to leave the mind behind. Every time I have come to this I have been laughing for 10 minutes non-stop, since it is the source of total joy. It is inexplicable and cannot be remembered, since remembering is something that happens within that, it is pure reality, total awakening.
  5. I mean that the one who could have another life is the self. The self is created by the configuration of reality, in which there exists what is outside the self and what belongs to the self, which is the body. If the body disappears, the self disappears, and whoever can have future or past lives and moves in a timeline is the self, without self there is the unlimited vastness of existence, without center. This infinite vastness is not someone who can have another experience after this, since there is no after, it is another dimension. I really don't understand how it works, but if I accept my insights with psychedelics as valid, I would say that it works like this: infinite reality manifests itself in infinite cycles of simultaneous existence, which arise spontaneously as a consequence of the absence of limits, these infinite cycles are ordered and overlap perfectly, the creation and destruction of the infinite cosmos is like one breath of reality, within infinite breaths. The length of your life spans the entirety of a cycle, the same as the length of anything else, like a galaxy or a universe, since times are relative. When the cycle of your life is extinguished, the cosmos will be extinguished, and another infinite breath will begin, with different shapes and colors. The point is that the self, the sensation of being someone or something that perceives things and is the center of existence, is impermanent, it disappears with the disappearance of experience, the infinite remains without form and without center, and this has no other life later, but it is everything, but at the same time it is nothing, it is not someone specific, it is simply the absence of limits, that really is you if you remove the self, the sensation of a center who perceives and thinks. but all this is a story seen briefly and perhaps the reality is completely different
  6. Everything. The idea of entering with infantry to kill Hamas militants is impossible. Thousands of Israeli soldiers would die, it would be a Stalingrad-type hell in miniature, and Gaza would have to be completely destroyed. Hamas would use the population as a shield, and genocide would be inevitable. For Hamas it's perfect, everyone goes to paradise, but the cost for Israel will be enormous, especially considering that this is a consequence of Israel's security failure. Gaza is supposed to be closed because there are terrorists. You can't close it so negligently, you already know they hate you, Israel killed 300, of them 65 children, in the 2018 protests. What did you expect?
  7. A state where there is only infinite depth and the depth smiles at you, and you realize that you are the smile and it is not a smile, it is pure joy without limit, it is infinite reality, and it is too good to be true because it is bottomless glory Quite addictive, indeed.
  8. .What we call mysticism is the openness to the ultimate reality that we are. This reality is not understandable. It is the total and unlimited depth of existence. It is beyond the mind, the mind cannot grasp it because the mind is within it. is, let's say, a product of reality, then it is impossible for it to grasp reality, the only way to grasp reality is to dissolve the mind. an opening experience is completely incomprehensible. It is more or less like this: what you are manifests and is depth without limit and that depth is total life. everything is there. You laugh for 10 minutes of pure happiness. What can you think about this? the moment you think about it it closes. If we want states of openness to what reality truly is, we must learn to completely detach ourselves from the mind.
  9. Suffering is not an illusion, it is a real part of the human psyche. The human psyche is as real as anything else. It is possible to take a step back and leave the human psychological construction, the energetic patterns that form in your mind, but that does not mean that they are not real. The differentiation between real and imaginary does not make sense, it implies that there is a god, who is real, imagining a dream, which is unreal. I believe that this is a wrong vision, it would be more that there are levels of density of reality.
  10. Thats my goal too, it's difficult, the inertia is great. Lately it has been working for me to do 25-minute sitting still meditation sets distributed throughout the day, starting in the morning. The more the better, and if there is no time at least 10 or 15 minutes, and some afternoons and evenings several hours with a little lsd or weed
  11. I would say no, but I say this from my current level of understanding, which may vary, because is extremely low, same that the understanding of any human. I think that not because you are not having this experience/life, and then you could have others, but because you are this life. When this life ends, you end, so you have never had other lives nor will you have others. What remains is the vastness of existence, and that is not you. It would be logical to think that the limitless vastness would begin another cycle within the eternal cycles of the cosmos, but that is something it has already done infinite times, and this is somehow equivalent to never having done it. The infinite erases the finite, makes it so insignificant that it is nothing. Divide you by infinity and the result is zero
  12. Israel cannot do that because a significant percentage of its population thinks that they are recovering the land that belongs to them and from which they were expelled, and that is what God wants. Stopping the expansion seems impossible, returning the occupied areas, completely impossible.
  13. Well, because the issue is to weaken Russia, that is why they have been putting pressure on the area for 15 years. I suppose the next move will be to give the clown actor dressed as a soldier the Nobel Peace Prize, as a reward for causing the devastation of his county and the death of hundreds of thousands. Well, he really hasn't caused anything, he just does what he's told.
  14. You have to have a well-structured mind to understand human reality, but for the metaphysical I think that any idea is an obstacle. the mental emptiness must be complete.
  15. He wrote this. Maybe he was drunk Bomb the savages who did this back to the Stone Age. There are no grey areas. Kill them all. Every Hamas savage and every Hamas supporter on earth. Bury them with the entrails of pigs. I hope he's not thinking about going to a mosque with a rifle or something like that.
  16. Psychedelics are just a tool to dissolve the human psyche, meditation can do the same , but for me it's much more easier to do 5 meo sometimes until you understand how the mental software works, what are the thoughts, the mental structures
  17. I don't think so, It's just an action. For example, an idea is: reality is infinite love and you are that, and everything must exist since nothing is excluded because God is pure love and does not exclude anything. Those things Razard says. They are ideas that you add to the psyche, which is a software with many layers that is working continuously. Awakening is leaving the human psyche, and for this the first thing is to lighten it, and the way I see to lighten it is to realize that any idea is software of the psyche. But you don't realize it by thinking about it, or because someone tells you, but when you see it, and to see it you have to leave the human psyche, and for this psychedelics are very useful, also meditation. Without them what you do is add things to the psyche, and think that that is being awakened, that is what is called religion.
  18. The Israelis said they were going to show the images from the terrorists' cameras, did they do?
  19. All that religion stuff has no relation to awakening. If you want to open yourself to reality you must empty your mind of ideas completely. you must lighten your human psyche to the point of dissolving it. If you fill it with religious ideas, this is impossible. It may be useful for having a better life, but not for real openness. In fact, it is a very important obstacle
  20. When your money is zero for a few months, you will see the matter from another perspective.
  21. That not Islam. Islam is literal and what you have said is blasphemy. The Quran is not a book written by a wise man, it is a book written directly by God, and if you don't believe that, you don't believe in Islam. congratulations! You are not Muslim. You may like Muslim culture, but you are not a believer in their religion. If so, why say that you are Muslim?
  22. Solipsism is true in the sense that others are within your human psyche. If you didn't have a human psyche, there would be no "others." If you were, for example, a jellyfish floating in the middle of the ocean, you wouldn't know anything about anyone else. In the total reality without form, the others are not there. The others are in the reality of the human psyche. are real? yes, within the human psyche. Without the human psyche, there are no others. But you are not alone neither, because there is not a you
  23. I don't know, for me the thing is to get totally empty of this kind of ideas. For example, to think: reality is love, it does not make any sense. If I am in an awake state, it is an awake state, then in a sleeping state, it is a sleeping state. to say: reality is this and this, it does not make sense because it is in a sleep state when you say that. so it's better not to think about it too much and try to open myself to awake states. Awakened states are not thinkable, you cannot grasp them from the sleeping state for the simple reason that you are in the sleeping state. and if you were in the awake state you would not be able to define anything because by doing so you would return to the sleeping state. When you talk about what reality is, it is clearly perceived that you are influenced by things you have heard or read, and you process them and translate them in your mind into images, they become reality by association with other ideas and create a real world. Awakening is just the opposite, it is getting out of there.
  24. The problem is if that culture is something negative, oppression of the mind, castration of creativity, oppression of women, falsehood, prohibition of expressing oneself freely, fear and hatred of freedom, stagnation, looking only to the past, hating evolution .
  25. What is the goal of Israel doing that?