Breakingthewall

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  1. Thank you, but the issue is not to desire something as an end to suffering, but to understand what suffering is. I think I understand it quite well. in fact, I have actively pursued suffering on a serious enough level throughout my life, that I have always perceived that suffering is beautiful, it means being alive.
  2. physical or psychological suffering are ultimately the same, they are a sensation destined to want to avoid a certain situation, or to pursue a certain situation. It is a biological survival mechanism. The fact of being a person who is living a dual experience means that you are functioning in a limited state of consciousness, and one of its limits is suffering. When we talk about awakening we talk about breaking those limits, and therefore breaking suffering, but it is only possible to do this in a punctual and temporary way since you are still a human living a dual experience. this implies suffering and wanting to escape from it is to deny your will to live this dual experience. Obviously, if you are open to your true nature, you will easily endure suffering, but it will continue to exist as long as you are alive. The thing about the monk who is burned alive does not mean enlightenment, it means detachment and renunciation. Watch the fight between Evander Holyfield and Riddick Bowe. do you think they are enlightened? I would say no, and they endure something seemingly impossible
  3. There is no such thing as an ego. there are limited states of consciousness. consciousness limits itself to create the appearance of a dual experience. the ego is the infinite mind, not a bubble in the void, since obviously there is no other mind, only the infinite mind, as the attribute "infinite" expresses. If you eliminate the limitations, which are apparent, mental, the "ego" and the infinite mind are equalized, they are the same. So, there is no ego floating in a vacuum. there is no vacuum. emptiness is a limited state of consciousness. limited because it excludes the full. infinity is everything, not nothingness. it's completely obvious. What is the mystery of "I am"? absence of limits, that is, infinity. Conceptually, the nature of reality is very simple. It is explained in two words: no limit. On a practical level, it is difficult to remove those limits and realize your true infinite nature, since the limits imposed by the mind exist. it involves cheating the game, but once you learn how to do it, it's child's play. easy
  4. Imagine that they lock you in a cell and tell you that in one week you will be subjected to the most horrible tortures for another whole week. Wouldn't there be psychological suffering? of course. any of those enlightened would suffer, and it is completely normal and legitimate. it is a natural process. You, as a human, have a self-protection device that impels you to escape from those situations. it does so through a sensation that we perceive as suffering. there is no problem with that, it is something natural. And not all spiritual traditions preach the end of suffering, only one does: the Buddhist. Buddhism is an anti-life religion. consider life as a curse from which we must escape, stop the wheel of reincarnations, and thus escape from what they fear so much: the suffering. it is a negative religion. focuses on nothingness, flees from everything.(btw, I don't say that because Leo preach against Buddhism, it's a logical conclusion, reading a bit about it) Yes, there are some cases of teachers who have a more complete understanding, but in general it is fear and negativity, the desire to flee from suffering. many say: I am enlightened. from their homes in rich countries with full medical attention, and all their needs covered. you have to accept suffering, it is part of what it is to be human. wanting to erase it is castrating your humanity, fear. We could be deeply awake and suffer same time, accepting or suffering without problem.
  5. the substance that breaks the limits and makes you realize infinity is 5 meo. It can also happen with other substances, meditating or spontaneously, but 5meo promotes this specially. You also have to have a mental disposition to abandon the structures, to let go of everything. It is not an easy process, you have to do it many times and it is intimidating. then it works, you do it, you realize the infinite and you are the infinite. then in a sober state you are one step away from fully realizing infinity, and you spontaneously open yourself to that state. a little weed, lsd, meditation, can help. realizing infinity is only the beginning of understanding reality, not the end. there is no such thing as enlightenment or elimination of suffering. suffering is a mechanism of evolution of life. there will always be suffering as long as you are alive. there is no problem with suffering
  6. A heart-shaped borosilicate flask, a cork, a steel stem and a cup. the substance slides and accumulates at the bottom. you have to use a big torch, by flambe desserts. First you heat the walls a little so that the steam does not condense, you hold it by the neck and set the fire below. the bottom is thick, it takes a while to warm up but after that it keeps the heat. In 4 seconds it is red, you put down the torch and start to inhale the steam. the good thing about this system is that hardly anything is wasted, and you can calculate the dose very well
  7. The realization with psychedelics is exactly same valuable that the realization without psychedelics. if you realize your true nature, you will realize that there is no difference between psychedelics or anything else, everything is reality, everything is you.
  8. He is, the same as all the enlightened masters. they are all fake. people who dedicate themselves 100% to spirituality, but they will never try 5 meos or high doses of any psychedelic, and they will also say that this damages your energy body and your karma.
  9. what he says is an absolute lack of understanding of what reality is. psychedelics are not something external that gives you great states as he says, psychedelics are reality, psychedelics are been created by reality, so i, just like everything else, all reality is one thing, and peter ralston has a limited understanding about reality
  10. Music for me has a connotation of evasion. what you want is for reality to open up, not to evade you. the music is somehow not real, or has a component of unreality, it is a simulation of something real let's say.
  11. Thats meaningless. If the bubble of ego exist in a void, the bubble of ego is unlimited, eternal and all the existence, because there is nothing to limit it. So there is not a void, just the bubble
  12. For me plug doesn't work good. Sometimes more another much less, impossible to know. Snorting yes, but with 5 meo DMT even with 30 mg, I manage to adapt my mind second by second and resist, without suffering or bad trip, just adapting and never breaking. Maybe I should snort 40, but when the substance go to your throat (and in big amount always happens), it's extremely painful. This pain with the high, is something that is really unpleasant. 5 meo malt yes, 15 mg snorting is extremely powerful and not that pain, but it's different substances, similar but not the same. Vaping is much more simple, but it's like just an excerscise to get used for longer openings. If I vape 15 mg, is like, 5 seconds, what happened? Infinity. No time to adapting. But last less than 5 minutes. It's and adapting process, you are no able to stand the infinity at first. It's like make a void, the air want to penetrate with extreme power
  13. It's easy, you put the 5 meo, then fire 5 seconds. The the glass is very thick down there, prepared to keep it on the fire for hours, so the glass takes a few seconds to transmit the heat to the substance, in that time, put the torch down, put your hand in front of it to see if there is a flame, because the those torches are of very low quality and it can happen, in that period the 5 meo is evaporating, you start to inhale, the straw is narrow, so you have to be inhaling for 10 seconds or more, and all this time the 5 meo is still evaporating, then you leave the flask in the cup, because it will still be very hot at the base, then you lie down calmly, and infinity opens
  14. I'd say it happens when you are not used to the substance and you vape a big shot. have you ever vape more than 20/25 mg? You never vape, right? But just to see how is
  15. I loved the snakes, and I had some books of snakes and I liked to see the pictures hours every day, and I always wanted to go to the zoo to see the poisonous snakes. I was an expert about snakes with 6 years old. Shit, snakes. Maybe they have some relationship with the drugs?
  16. I put the flame in the flask, then I turn it of, I check one second if there is still fire, because one time it happened to me with the torch supposed off. Then I inhale the substance. That's why it's a good way, lets you some seconds to prepare, not a lot because the 5meo starts condescending fast, but enough
  17. It's not god, it's you. I mean, you are God, the existence. it is you who chooses these paths to reach an end. It's not something a retarded does, it's what a genius does. Create the maze, put the rats in it and they must evolve, increase in intelligence, consciousness, complexity, to advance. you are the rat and also the labyrinth although in your limited state you only perceive as the rat. expand your consciousness and understand, and then do your rat work, evolve.
  18. You are wrong. you want things to be exactly as they are now, what happens is that you do not realize this fact. there is no little you at the mercy of a god. it is you all the time, doing your will, and within your will is the fact that you do not realize it and think that you want something else. why are you doing this? I don't know, only you know why. dig in and find out
  19. life is intrinsically "evil", since life is evolution, and evolution is competition. Competition means that one wins and the other loses. the loser wants with all his energy to win, but no. There you are, stepping on his head to sink him in the mud. the deer wants to live and the lion wants to eat it. evil is being eaten and running out of food. evil is ethnic cleansing, but also eating lettuce. the lettuce is a being with an undoubted impulse to live, but you cut it and kill it. it is the law of life. ethnic cleansing too, and murder and war, and torture and rape. they are the result of the definitive struggle that life means. there is only one rule: survive
  20. I just said that maybe he is. For those affirmations
  21. Yes but evasion drugs are temporary, They are a hoax, a scam. They promise something and give the opposite. maybe shadguru does the same. offers consolation, religion, lie
  22. his work is the TRUTH. If he tells little lies sometimes, he's a piece of trash with a beard.
  23. The first and most important thing is to realize that only what is real, what is true, has value. the rest is garbage. Eliminate all the garbage from your life and from your mind, without mercy. Try little by little to equalize yourself with the external, to flow in a harmonious way. your mind should be a deep well, not a rough surface. nothing superficial and false is going to give you anything, listen to yourself, look at your sensations, discard everything that is dissonant, toxic. try to get closer to the real thing. the more you do it, the easier it is.
  24. @Javfly33 I'm not saying his advice is bad, or his meditation exercises, but when he says things about ghosts, reincarnations, hell, I think he's making logical deductions from learned religious concepts. btw, good luck with the meditation classes
  25. Leo is just an inspiration and a pioneer in a way of going deep. Shadguru will never tell you that you can understand what he understands, before you should have been an arahat in previous incarnations, like him. To me that's pure bullshit. but who knows. Time to sleeping, sorry for sounding arrogant, just an opinion