Breakingthewall

The best thing is to forget them completely, as if they were mental noise, empty your mind and seek direct vision

Nobody knows what infinity is, better to be humble, we have glimpses, but all perception is veiled. mystical states are brief and deception blends easily. someone who wants to see should have a completely free mind. Psychedelics can help but also deceive. I believe that it can be a path that leads humans to great openness and happiness, but dogmas and the struggle of egos must be discarded.

when the word god is used in this forum it refers to: I am god and I am creating reality. I am, like the consciousness that is at this moment. This is indisputable, reality exists, this moment exists and it could be said that this experience, this consciousness or current existence is me, therefore I am reality. everything ok. The problem for me comes in the next part: I am creating reality. So I am something that at a given moment I do an action, create, and a result appears, reality, to which we give the category of dream, since it is my creation and what I am is, let's say, an infinite mind. This mind projects images that are what appears in this experience, which is imaginary. I think this is a wrong, limited, dualistic and egoic vision. but of course I could be wrong, anyone can, we are minds trying to grasp the structure of reality. This is a hobby, it is really unnecessary, what is necessary is to capture the essence of reality, and this is easier, since you are it. Open yourself to it and it will manifest. Calling it infinite love is quite accurate. but the structure of the infinite... let's see, what I have grasped in states of a certain depth is that the absence of limits, which is really nothing, inevitably causes everything to exist. This "everything" is here and now always, this moment is unlimited, it contains the infinite, and this infinity is like a living ocean, we can call this god if you want but this god is not someone who wants things, it is total reality in perpetual motion. It is inevitable, intelligent, alive and unfathomable, but it is not creating anything, nothing can be created, everything is, they are forms that arise in the cyclical and eternal rotation of the infinite. Infinity is total freedom because it has no limits, but it is not someone who wants something, but something that exists and flows. For me the difference is big

Yes you are right, I'm working in dissolving it to the extent possible, since the beauty is behind, and the ego covers it. Anyway, categories are necessary In an organization, what I said about there shouldn't be any is utopian

Nazism is above all narcissism. The narcissist is a loveless being who seeks love by comparing himself to others and feeling better. He lacks empathy and is a psychopath. but he wears very nice clothes and seems brilliant and charming, but he's over all deeply stupid.

Well, I'm not that sure. existence exists, that's for sure, but the word god implies deliberate will, a creator who makes things. Reality is intelligence, that's for sure, but will? God means above all omnipotence. I would say that reality is not omnipotent, in fact it is quite impotent. Infinity is limited, and what limits it, paradoxically, is its infinitude. Reality cannot not be, it cannot not move, it cannot be limited, in all yang there must be yin. Reality is perpetual movement in which everything is organized in a cyclical manner without being able to escape its nature. God doesn't do anything, it is. It rotates on itself infinitely, like an infinite ocean exposed to infinite tides. It doesn't get bored or go on adventures, it exists, and existing is this, now

Everything you have said is accurate but this paragraph, which is one of the bases of Leo's worldview, seems wrong and toxic to me. It creates a duality that, if you don't dissolve it, leads you to madness. There is no god who dreams, reality is not a dream, God does not create beautiful dreams because he wants to, but reality is God. there is no separation, there is no creator and creation. subtle but essential difference

Cosplay? Let's see, categorizing is the basis of deception. It is the beginning of interpretation, and interpretation kills life. Life lives and existence is, and there is no more. red, green and black are categories, and instead of elevating, they plunge you into death. life is simple, without category.

With the issue of reincarnation we imagine a similar experience, with subject, object and development, but who knows how things can be. everything is absolutely enigmatic, the depth of reality is unfathomable.

Me? I hate the uniforms. But thanks for the appreciation

The key is that there is no perceiver, it is a trick of reality. Yes there is, but as appearance. The reality is this, this moment. and this moment is of unlimited depth, and the fact that there is a subject and an object within this moment is an emergence of this moment, but you are not the subject, you are the moment. The subject is an appearance, it can disappear and the moment, that is, you, continues to exist.

The self is the one to whom things can be given or taken away. The non-self is the one to whom nothing can be given or taken away. disconnecting the self is meditation. true meditation is not silence, it is openness

Why not try to find a way out of suffering? This is what the game is about.

I wouldn't use it on a daily basis because I'm not sure about its toxicity. I have the feeling that it does something to the motor neurons, there are abnormal sensations in my legs and hands, persistent muscle twitching, things like that. To use it sometimes is ok but if you get used to it and use it every day, my intuition tells me that it is not completely healthy.

The problem is that the energetic patterns that create the structure that we are are real. They are not something that you are going to change just because you make a decision. You have to penetrate to the kitchen, dissolve all your structures again and again, until they no longer have any strength. Humans have default, hereditary programming. Tribalism, survival, all that. These forces are irresistible, if it were not so no one would do anything. Most of us in this forum are not happy with the development of this programming, we have realized its pitfalls and we want to reverse it, but this is enormously difficult, although not impossible. The only way is total openness to living existence. This is possible, it always has been, but obviously it is not something that is going to happen by looking in the mirror and saying that starting today, etc

According to that line of thought, you could say that you have already experienced infinite torture. It wasn't that bad in the end, right? if you don't even remember, just a Monday. There would also be wonderful moments, flying like an eagle and all that. It is the price of existence, yin and yang. Think that a Sioux warrior and all those prehistoric guys considered an honor and a privilege to be tortured, to be able to show their courage to the great spirit and their ancestors. Wrote down

That doesn't work, at least psychology or self-help hasn't worked for me at all. My father was an extremely twisted self-destructive guy and son of a bitch, who embedded brushstrokes of rejection and hatred into me quite deeply. I was fully aware of it and fully aware of how my mind went into toxic loops, but it was not possible to get out of them. I guarantee you that I am someone quite determined and practical, my goal is not to torture myself, that is stupid, and yet it was impossible not to do it. Only one thing has worked, breaking my psyche completely, placing myself beyond it, beyond fear, beyond dialogue and all that. look reality in the face, without filters. If you know how to use your misery as fuel, it can be quite useful, in fact more useful than anything else, it allows you to leave the human orbit, and this is not easy.

Have you seen the documentary Apocalypse, World War I? You see those guys, and they look happy, they were like children, their minds were very different than ours, the collective ego has changed enormously and now the mind finds itself with nothing to hold on to, that's why we tend to do something that very few humans have done: live in the mental void, in the openness to existence. We do not do this by vocation but because it is the only possibility

You can want anything but without making your self-esteem and your value as a living entity depend on it, but rather seeing it as something secondary. In fact, if there is true love in you, the chances of others liking you increase.

For me the highest thing is when you realize what reality is. You can't describe or remember it, you open yourself to it, then you realize that anything doesn't matter, everything is the same, infinity. The why and how are irrelevant, it is the substance of what you are, only that matters, the rest are appearances.

True beauty is interior

It's not about ideas, it's about freeing your mind and expanding it to the point that it perceives itself as the living reality.

Ego drama? Is the reality of a lot of humans I'd say . when life has placed you in a position of little love, people around you crazy, empty, strange. You can read all the spirituality and self-help books that are not going to be of any use to you, the action you must take to get out of your misery is inward, and few find the way

Just realize that you are the existence. Nothing can be more beautiful, in fact it's pure beauty. Then you would become a princess. But first you have to face all of your shit, be fine with your karma, and cut all ties with the idea: the others

If you consider humanity as a total organism in evolution, tragedies like Autchwitz are just a push in one direction, there are pushes in different directions, everything pushes, moves, advances. All existence is in rotation, it is alive, and part of its movement is due to suffering. It seems that the human organism evolves at a special speed, and its share of suffering is proportional to that speed. Every human life has touches of suffering everywhere, any life has it, cold, pain, but it is something secondary, the main thing is the vital impulse. On the other hand, human life transcends the physical and becomes mental. The human organism that evolves is the mind. This mind is full of suffering, it is an embryo that evolves from the simple clan mind to something enormous full of nuances capable of moving an individual to study nuclear physics and spend his life obsessed with the search for an elementary particle, or inventing stories, organize a war or maybe some ingredients make him being a bitter suicidal. We are constantly bordering on the terrain of madness, since the sane thing would be to live like the bonobos, or like a bird, without making all this mess, without mind, but the mind appears . Our strange, new, blind path into the immensity of the emptiness of reality is an interesting adventure, and the burden of suffering it creates, which it extracts from the emptiness that is everything, to do what it does, is enormous. But it doesn't matter to life, it is a vital impulse, it goes as far as it can, and it will never stop. Maybe it has a final destination and a purpose, a divine plan? I would say that the divine plan is to move forward, and that's it. Anyway, be a human is an enigma. Nobody understand it. All the birds understand what is to be a bird, same than you, when you was a kid, understood everything. Your life was full of meaning and harmony, that's why the kids normally are happy, same as the birds. Everything is in its place. But when you become an adult, everything is out of its place. You are out of any place, because there are no place for you. Nothing is real, the world is made of ideas, is false, so the only way is to find the place in yourself, seems that it's human evolution.