Breakingthewall

Since childhood I have lived surrounded by fear, by terrified people. From my earliest memories I have seen courage as the virtue I wanted to achieve. Given the inherited emotional construct, it has been extremely difficult to abandon fear. layers and layers that are always the same layer: fear. There is only one courage, the total courage. Anyone who wants to delve into mysticism must have that courage. I have it? No. If I had it I would be open to God now. I am not worthy, and you are not worthy either. If you want to be worthy your courage must be total

I see the spiritual path divided into two stages. The first stage is to solve the human enigma and that basically means letting go of fear. Being human is not a joke, it is not an easy game. A lot of shit happened and can happen. We have to understand a lot of things, the need of survive, the fear to other humans, the need for acceptance, security, belonging, permanence... and let go of them. As long as this work is not done, you are in the realm of the mind, in the human matrix. The only way to let go of fear, for me, is total acceptance of life, realizing that you are on a mystical path, on a mission that is being done. you can let go of control. This does not make you lower your guard, on the contrary, your vigilance increases, what decreases and must disappear is your evasion. We have to look at life, at the existence that is happening now, without any filter. After this comes the second stage, the true exploration, the true depth into what this, now, is. This moment, which seems like a normal moment that is passing to end up in a future, under that appearance, is unfathomable depth, and that depth is alive. This living depth is wild and wonderful, it is unfathomable, an endless abyss of existence alive. We have to open ourself to it. For both stage 1 and 2, psychedelics are extremely useful. Don't fool yourself, it is very difficult to overcome stage 1, but it is possible. It's the work that we have to do, then the real mysticism comes. But going to the step 2 before to finish the step 1...confusion, stagnation, problems.

solipsism is a very strange idea. Reality is unlimited, that is incontestable, it is easy to realize it. So, if so, the structure of existence that you are now cannot be the only one that has existed and will exist in infinite eternity, there will be others. how many? infinite. where are they? in the past or in the future? those are limits. If there are no limits, time is fictitious, everything is now. All beings are manifestations of the living infinite, it cannot be otherwise, and these manifestations can be simultaneous, in fact they are. In short, if you talk to a guy, that guy is the living infinite manifesting, just like you. You can't access it because you would stop being you, you would be him. in fact you are, in another dimension, yours. So worry about your dimension now, which is infinite, like everything else, and that's it.

Are you referring to realizations like when you say that this universe has been created by a demon? I'd say it's a logical conclusion, which you arrive at after analyzing reality, seeing that there are things that do not agree, according to your human bias, with what you expect to be divine love, then the conclusion is that it is a demon who is the architect of this universe. A strange conclusion, since if so, who is the creator of that demon? or is that demon god?

So do you believe people who talk about past lives when you can't access them? And how do you decide to believe them? for his charisma?

Stories have their place, since the logical mind is a manifestation of Intelligence, which is one of the ways of calling the substance of reality. There are two different but complementary ways of observing, breaking all structures and opening yourself to the limitless living, and then weaving a structured story from that. What is a mistake is creating stories from stories, this is sterile and misleading. The mind must be completely clean, empty of philosophical content, to elaborate from real vision, not from conjecture.

It's great that you learn from tachers, but would be even better if you forget them and start to see directly, without the filter of the structured mind. That is the work we must do, completely free ourselves from ties and open ourselves to reality.

Maybe, but the vibe that Leo gives off is that he has the need to be better than others. For me this is fear, and fear is limitation, which leads to confusion

The only thing that can be known with certainty is that I exist now. everything else is ideas contained in that reality. If you realize this you realize that there is an absolute: I am. everything else is relative. then you can focus on the absolute, the fact of being now, and forget the relative. If you really focus on this, on the now, you realize that the now is alive and has no limits. this so simple realization is awakening

I am a hole, and there is no bottom

It is possible, but as far as I know, schizophrenia or bipolar disorder only occur in cases where there is a predisposition. I would say that cannabis is more triggering than other harder psychedelics. There are cases of people who have taken very high doses of LSD and other psychedelics and have had nightmarish trips, but they have almost never caused mental illness. Post-traumatic stress, fear, insomnia, yes, but usually nothing irreversible

Sure, But I find it difficult, it is not something that can be done at will, many people suffer and know these ideas but it seems impossible to let go of the resistance. I think there has to come a critical point where a chain reaction occurs, it's like a natural phenomenon. it seems like psychedelics can force it in some cases, but probably real pressure is necessary

reality is of unimaginable complexity. The structure of life is created on previous patterns to build increasingly complex cyclical experiences. What we are, the experience that is taking place, are layers upon layers of interconnected patterns, a work of engineering of a level that only limitless intelligence can design. This intelligence is our intelligence, but it must be unlocked, purified. All reality is synchronous, the exterior and the interior mix. Within your field of consciousness is the totality of existence, but it unfolds infinitely in an order and perfection that we can only intuit. It is normal for reality to seem complex, a difficult challenge, that's how it is. It is a movement that must be made, an expansion that cannot be stopped. We have to cease resistance and flow with the flow of reality, then complexity is unimportant, blockages disappear, beauty manifests.

Structured intellectual knowledge is a manifestation of the intelligence of reality. It is the human tool by excellence. It can be useful in understanding reality if used correctly, and this means not having it as a source of understanding but as a tool that nuances and structures what is manifested.

Yes, the thing is to leave all that behind and be totally clean. In my experience, if there's twisted shit in you, and there is in all humans, everything is going to be deceptive. Fear always exist, any complex life is afraid of ceasing to exist, it is a mechanism to exist as long as possible. shame and guilt come from primal fear. As humans we survive thanks to human society, without the acceptance of the tribe we are dead, in fact the survival of the tribe is more important than that of the individual. Feeling unworthy of being accepted by others is shame, and it is pure survival-level fear.

@Keryo Koffa Do you know those things that farmers used to put in the eyes of donkeys and horses, so that they can only look forward? I see that we are that, that's what this experience is. If you remove the limiter, the reality that we are manifests and is unlimited. but you have to remove the limiter completely, that is, let go of self. If there is loneliness, it is the self. The only thing that exists in the unlimited is the glory of total existence without limit. How experiences are formed, I don't know. The word god implies someone who does something, I would say that the thing is not like that, it is an emergent of the fact of the absence of limits. Intelligence is total because nothing limits it, and so is creative power. Forms occur, but without form there is nothing like loneliness, boredom, etc.

Sure, when it rains shit, you're sure to go back to survival mode, the thing is not to be in that mode when everything is stable. The self has a function, which is to keep you alive, but it puts its tendrils into our entire reality and turns us into vortexes of anxious energy and blockages. It is difficult to be aware of the latent fear that is acting now, and how that fear is contained with the control of the self full time, without rest. Fear manifests in many ways, for example any need for self-evaluation, for narcissism, for shame, is fear, and as you have rightly said, it is a mistake to think that you have arrived. At least I don't think so, I think that I have started the process, the chain reaction that leads to total opening. I think that forcing the mystical opening when the self is still trapped in the psyche is a mistake, it is evasion and it leads to confusion. The opening gradually occurs naturally when the self loses energy, and you begin to be able to completely mix the interior with the exterior and that is where the deepening into the reality that we are begins.

The limits are apparent, they are what create the concrete experience. what we call God is the substance of reality, and is ultimately formless, although it potentially contains all forms. This substance is the abyss of existence without limit, and it is not alone nor is it one, it is unlimited.

Yes and then he tells himself and other Africans wrong stories Exactly, when you start to understand the game and things happen, there are setbacks, serious problems, you see clearly how they have emerged in your experience and you feel that they have a purpose. These problems could be the gestapo arresting you to torture you, anything. The dance of life is harmonizing. Life is giving you tests so that you can equalize, react when necessary but not resist. Then there comes a time when the bubble of mental flow that keeps you isolated blurs. Isolated means that there is separation between exterior and interior, between you and what is not you. this is the self. dropping the self is something that requires a process but when it happens it is in an instant. Then it comes back, but you already know that it is possible and what true freedom is. Once the goal is clear, if there is the will to truly live, it is only a matter of time. Once the dissolution is a fact, it is when going deeper and investigating reality is possible.

Being lonely is a limit. It means the lack of another. Everything is in the unlimited, there are no limits, there can't be loneliness.

No method works, it is something that has to make its way into your life, a real realization. No one can teach you anything, only you can see it. The only thing you can do is encourage openness by wanting it. That's how it works for me at least

I would say that reality is not God creating things, it works in another way. I think that infinity unfolds inevitably, everything is, and everything is ordered and synchronized. Infinity unfolds in a perfect and inevitable way. This is God, the total reality being. cycles within cycles, to infinity, in perfect synchrony. something unimaginable

hypnotic

In order to abandon yourself you have to truly realize that your life path is deliberate. This is a process that occurs, something that you see little by little until it is obvious. You have to be open to what happens, while still having a vigilant attitude, zero negligence and my part is already done. So let things develop as they should.

It may be, but in most cases it is something that has to be done consciously and it is very difficult, there are atavistic instincts involved, and evasion mechanisms that are difficult to detect. A change in vital frequency, an abandonment of control, has to occur. control manifests itself in the bubble formed by mental flow that constantly interprets the present moment. This bubble is a grip, a control point with which the self anchors itself to reality. to dissolve it is to abandon control and open to the now without interpretation. Dissolve the difference between inside and outside.