Breakingthewall

Like 3 years ago. how to forget it? It was completely horrible😅 . I had to go to a bar and drink 4 beers to stop having the infinite void in my mind, the horror of being nothing. Now that seems like infinite beauty to me. I remember you said: well, now you know that you are nothing. and I thought, shut up son of a bitch, I'm getting sick. It took me 6 months to be able to do it again, it took a lot of courage, it was horrible again, so I did it several times the same day, many times, until the void without limit was normal, then the void showed itself as alive, then like total infinity, everything. total freedom, total joy.

agree that a mystical opening is crucial, but I believe that a human aspect is also important, what you have called fixing. Life presents us with challenges, and if we evade them, despising them as something egoic and we turn to spirituality as an evasion, it does not work. There are natural mystical people, like Ramana Maharshi for example, who do not have those challenges, they haven't thorns, they do not need to feel accepted, it does not hurt them to feel rejected, their human karma is resolved. Others of us have a mission to fulfill, each one knows what theirs is, what fears to face, what attachments to dissolve. Many people are overwhelmed and look for evasion, and spirituality is an evasion many times.

The suffering happens and That's it. If you can be human without mental suffering, great, it is what we are all trying to do, flow, let go of fear, open ourselves to living existence. but thinking that it is something that depends just on a decision in a moment is a mistake. There is a work to do, a frequency to equalize.

If you turn off the mind, alive existence remains. You can call it god if you want, but it's not someone, it's just unlimited.

Let's see, right now there is an experience happening in which you are you, right? Do you think it's possible that in the eternity of existence it only happened that a guy that is you is writing on the forum? Surely there have been more experiences, right? infinite? And where are those experiences now? in the past? So infinity is temporally limited? It wouldn't be infinite. Let's say that inside you, right now, the whole infinity is, and that means that everything that appears in your experience is infinite too, and inside it, the whole infinity is, etc. Infinity is infinite, in any direction, if not it would be limited. It's unimaginable.

There is no god who does things, it's just your ego amplified on a psychedelic trip, you don't have enough detachment for a real mystical opening. The only god there is is the unfathomable reality and it is not someone.

Time to read some spirituality , I just bought spiritually incorrect enlightenment, the only one I have found in my language

A lot of suffering, life is hard , But on his scale, it is most likely that there will be much more time of happiness than of suffering.

Suffering is the whip that tells me where to move, what I must equalize, where there is disharmony to harmonize. It is the voice of God that tells me what steps to follow. it's stupid not to pay attention

A cat lying on a sofa has approximately zero suffering. Why would God suffer more?

Reason number one for the success of the actualized philosophy: evasion

Suffering is the consequence of the deformation to which we subject ourselves as humans to create a higher organism, the collective human ego, which acts as a gigantic being of enormous power, capable of conquering the universe.

we aren't free, we are prisoners of mental conditioning created in thousands of generations, of tons of transmitted software necessary to make the individual a cog in the human social machinery. This alienates and suffocates life. Freeing ourself is what spiritual work is all about, and it's not something simple, like tolle, now you're alive! only now it exists! Yes, sure, and then I get depressed because I carry depression inside, inherited. This is a path for the smart, an enigma full of traps. Let's not fool ourselves

All that knowledge means nothing on a spiritual or existential level; on the contrary, it is an obstacle. true knowledge is what you are. An animal knows more than a scholar, he knows what his vital impulse is, that is what he is, he understands death and life. everything else is filler

Good trip friend

The reality is that humanity is full of negativity and suffering. It seems that this is the tool of the cosmos to evolve. If you want to understand what God is, observe reality, since God is the reality.

Yes, and then?

Yeah, The Aztec religion is also made in his image. Or do you think the Aztecs did things against God, like ripping out hearts from babies while the poor god cried?

with a small nuance: you do not experience reality, but you are within reality. If the self falls, reality remains, and is not alone since alone is a limit created by the self. It is not something that the self, who is within reality, can think, since it can only think limits.

Just focus on your truth, on living deeply and authentically, and things will develop.

sure. I have also not met almost any heterosexual who is satisfied with their sex life.

solipsism is a mental structure. Imagine that you are a fetus, without sensory information and without structure. would you be alone? would there be others? It's alone something? what would be the difference? Imagine being burned alive by being roasted on a grill over low heat. it is real? imaginary? what is the difference? reality is, regardless of the mental structure you want to create to define it. The point is that if you want to be one with your true nature, where being is equivalent to understanding everything, you have to let the structures fall, they are all limiting. Maybe it seems uninteresting, it even causes rejection in the mind, but it's not so difficult if you realize that any mental structure is just a mental structure, built inside the reality, so it can't contains the reality.

It is completely essential in human life to open yourself to true love with other humans, turn away from egoic nonsense and give your best, but you must love yourself as unconditionally as possible, otherwise what you will give to others will be just pieces of you That is why you must dig deep within yourself and see all the violence that exists in you towards yourself, which is human violence, feel it and know it, accept it and soften it, so that the love you share is as complete as possible

Sometimes I walk down the street and it seems to me that I am going through a soup of reality, I realize that I am at home, reality is my home, it is what I am, I will always be here, now is always, I am that, then laughter arises. then after some minutes I go into separation mode and start thinking things, and reality get like compressed, tense

@Phoenix Garfield well, I think you're right and that you have to realize when you've been a miserable and lowly piece of shit, give yourself some mental whipping, be amazed at your level of idiocy and feel without a doubt that now your inclination is to act with total rectitude, to erase all the falsehood of you and move towards the pure truth. and then remove the emotional burden and forget it. not because hell awaits you in another life, but because it is in this one where you turn to hell or paradise, according to your choice.