Breakingthewall

It's not a new reality, it's the reality, just to see, don't be closed, veiled. There are no risks because it's the only possible way.

No, I don't care about anything, i just do because I have to do. It's my impulse, my vocation. It's what I was born for. My push is so definite that it's impossible to stop it. Just life.

If you don't know that, is that you don't understand what this work is. Read my previous posts in this thread, I explained clear. The structures are the veil, the human psyche must be broken to open ourselves to the reality. It's real, not theory

No, I talk here just to think in open mode, expression. Then I search ways to express some ideas, sometimes is getting deep in the mistakes of others to understand. It's like a mind game. The goal is to remove all the structures , to see all the boundaries

No I don't hate it at all, I'm alive , my life is strong inside me, and drills. My push is in that direction

@James123 I am addicted to talking about this topic of spirituality because I am all day with the intention of opening reality, my mind is a compulsive drill that does not stop drilling. It cannot stop and will never stop, until there is nothing left, if that is possible, it is indifferent if not. So sorry if I'm pedantic telling that you are not right etc , you are just something to drill, I can't avoid 😅

It seems that all existence is cyclical, it is a characteristic, cycles within cycles, infinitely

@James123 If you are with a mind without thoughts, nothing has any meaning, everything is reality that flows. If you are in the middle of a firefight, it is impossible to get out of the meaning, but if you are alone and nothing dangerous is happening, you can completely remove the meaning, open yourself to the now, and see what is truly inside you, what you are. It's not something I can see right now, I'm talking from memory, so right now I don't know what I am, I know that 5 days ago I had an opening to what I am. for this you must be absolutely empty of content, so you see, but then all your bondage shit and density of the psyche comes back, and you are again writhing like a worm in the mind, this is the work that we are doing, opening, not understanding. Understanding means nothing

That is mind, definition. Purpose? Experience?. Yes my dog is love but having a scorpion sting me on the dick is not so. We have to let go the mind. No love, no purposes, just absolute and total openenss

This conversation is same amazing than anything else, it's just reality existing, but we could open ourselves much more deep to it, it's more than it seems.

You see it also sober, it's just the existence. It's not a though, it's real. Reality exist, as it's obvious. Nobody is imagining, it's existence.

Yes , you are right, the thing is to try to be honest, admit doubts, we are in a path, it's a mistake to have the need of having arrived

Yes , then you see the what reality is. Is infinite life that is flowing without end, you become it and you perceive the power and the intelligence that existence is.

"Before your birth" is an structure. It has meaning in the land of the structures, but if you are no there, means nothing. Just now, the reality, the existence that is now, look at it in the face. Open to it, you will see.

"Go to sleep" means nothing if you turn off the meaning, no thoughts, remember? No more you, absolute open, without resistance. Then you see

You can't understand because understanding is from the ego, and there is no mind to understand anymore, but there is existence. You can totally open to it and realize the power of the creation, of the intelligence, the life that flows from the absence of limitations

You are operating in the land of the mind, nothing of that is important, as you said, totally stop your mind, be absolutely mindless. Then you will realize that existence is existing, even without you. Then you could realize that you are the existence. Then you could realize that what existence is. You will feel the power.

From what I see, he will never try to understand what you mean and contrast it, he will say that you are nothing, because you were nothing before birth. I told him many times that it's a limited vision. He did many psychedelic trips and always are: nothing, absolutely void. I told him many times that there is more. I had the same realizations with psychedelic and it's the last barrier, the nothing is everything, and that's what we are. That experience is happening, it's power that arises , you can see what is the reality, not just what is not

For some moment I thought you were pointing something serious. what you just said doesn't make any sense. Yes, thoughts shit, ok, mind blank. then someone comes and amputates your hand and forces you to eat it. Have you learned that too?

Yes but it's not just that. Silence means nothing, there is still a barrier. You could be silent, empty state, and can't be open to what reality is. It's different of what it is not, we already know that reality is not the thoughts, but reality is something, everything that is in the mind can be reduced to zero, but still existence exist. Be totally open to that is the thing

Well, yes, but still you are. It's absolutely different, another vibration. I can't imagine to be in a open state all time, I think it's impossible, but some say that it's a possibility.

But that doesn't mean that you are enlightened, means that you don't believe in the mind so the mind is more or less silent, but still there is a bubble around you, you aren't open no infinity, to do that you have to stop being you, and that is very difficult, some moments could be achieved, but still there are bondages

once you realize that nothing means anything, the ego can say whatever it is that has no credibility. You are floating in existence without foundation. You don't know anything, because it is impossible to know anything, knowing is within the sphere of the ego, so if you have left there, that is out of the game.

It's not scary, is pure beauty. Existence is power

Me because I'm walking in the street, fucking winter. Words are nothing special, just the surface of the mind, there are much more depth to understand and decipher until you are able to break the mind