Breakingthewall

@Dima logach are you a psychedelic user? Serious meditator? Could you tell something about you and your practices?

A lot of people, including me, without chemistry have an energy configuration that is too dense. Chemistry is essential in those cases if you want to gradually and definitively change that configuration. It is not about obtaining peaks in which things are understood, that is Leo's mistake, it is about softening your energetic structure, making it increasingly lighter, so that opening is possible in a sustained way

Interesting. Who dares? Not me for now, but seems fascinating

Yes I think the same, I can't stand reading a spirituality book for even 5 minutes.

Yeah but did you really open yourself? I mean, everything that is said here about: I realized that I am God and I am creating reality, is interesting, but it is still a mental structure. The total opening is: total infinity without limit. There is no you that realizes and says: wow I am infinite and I am the creator, but rather you spill into the abyss and dissolve in the impersonal ocean of existence, beyond any realization. This is perfect, the more it happens, the better. Actually, knowing that this reality is an illusion is just structure. is to compare it with something that is not an illusion. In fact, knowing is something that is structure, it is within the totality. At an absolute level it is completely meaningless, it is something limited. the unlimited cannot be understood since understanding is something that occurs within it. awakening is becoming limitless, and the need to know or understand is greed that grabs and creates limits. This is what creates psychosis and problems. the total break does not create problems, it is perfect

@Theplay Did you do 1000 ug of LSD? How was?

It's not my case, who has the problem is the op, When I was stuck with 5meo I saw it clearly: get to the bottom, again and again. Now I'm a little lazy with that, sometimes I do low doses because it's beautiful, but a full dose makes me lazy. I have achieved the same thing with a little LSD and weed. It is looking at the living infinity in front. the total opening. At a given moment, you are looking into the abyss and the abyss is you. the abyss lives. that is, there is no more awakening. There is nothing to say, nothing to understand. You are free, you are unlimited, you are life. that's it. It can't be better. Better is not an option, that's the whole thing.

I would do it little by little, starting with low dosage, keeping in mind that your goal is energy liberation, no insight or realization, and doing it many times, a lot, until he's used to the substance. It could be a miraculous medicine if you know how to use, but you need instinct. I think you had that instinct when you microdose and all people here told you, don't be so conservative, do more, but if your instinct tells you that it's not the moment, it isn't. That's why facilitators are a very bad idea.

Many times in the past that I did 5meo after was a feeling of oppression in my legs and hands. I once had muscle twitching all over my body for 2 days. At one point I was in bed and I focused on releasing all the energy. My whole body trembled for minutes, the download was brutal, over and over again. Once it stopped, the fasciculations had completely stopped. This makes me think that this energy must be released or it can be dangerous. If I were you, I would release the energy as soon as possible or you could have a serious problem. I'm not saying this to worry you but that's what I think. neurological problems, health problems in general. address the problem and solve it. intensive meditation, awareness of your body and your energy flow, sport, and if necessary, open yourself completely to 5meo.

Nonduality means that everything is the same substance, but that substance is divided infinitely. It is still one but it is many.

Yes , it's openess. If the opening closes, it is closed. What it is about is achieving the greatest openness for the longest time. Identify what closes you, understand the structure of your mind to open yourself up. It is totally obvious when it happens.

If you are minimally awake, your control over your actions is total, everything you do has a purpose, every moment you update your interior with the exterior, since you perceive that they are one. If you are divided, it is because you are in a state of anxiety. You think you are awake because you have had visions on psychedelic trips, but that is nothing, awakening is dissolving the limits, if there are no limits, existence flows

The Pharisee speech. Lately the forum has improved and you see less of that kind of speech: as we all know, God dreams reality for love, and this is exactly like that, he does it for these reasons and in this way, Leo's sacred videos say it and if you argue This is that you are not awake and you are a walking piece of shit. Spirituality is not dogma, let's deflate the egos

It really surprised me. Good to see that there are people with truly unlimited vision. can you grasp the difference between the speech: you are god imagining reality and this? one of the two is limited, and therefore false.

I thought that your stay wherever you were this time would have made you mature, I see that it hasn't. The prophet who needs to be worshiped or throws a tantrum has returned. man, what you say in the post is not as deep as you think, and there are people who see certain flaws and mention them. If it bothers you, you show your lack of humility ,narcissism, as always

This text could be defined in one word: awakening. I have saved it because it is the best thing I have ever read.

There is no who nor is there a creator, there is reality. the grain of salt is god. You are also God, everything is. Infinity divides infinitely and remains infinite. The fundamental quality of infinity is that nothing is finite. This implies that nothing can be understood, since everything is ungraspable. any attempt at understanding is to limit the unlimited. only infinity can understand infinity and its understanding is just: infinity

LSD is the king. For a quiet meeting, 20/30 ug. For party, rave, techno, 40/60. You endure 12 hours, you can redose and the next day you feel better than ever (if you don't drink). the worst MDMA. Neurotoxic, more false than Judas, love sweetened with saccharin. The next day you have a hangover from substance and falsehood.

Hey, this is a high level text. From someone who's flowing and dancing with existence. Deep and fresh understanding. Real deep vision.

@khalifa What 5meo does is break your energetic pattern and reconfigure it. If you resist it, blockages will remain. Your problems are not related to the chemistry of the substance, that dissapears of the body in some minutes, but to your energetic configuration. For me the solution would be to go to the end, but it doesn't seem like you really want that, so I don't know what to tell you.

I imagine people on this forum telling their friends: you are not human, you are god imagining this reality to play. Fuck. "being human sucks, now I'm god and being human seems stupid to me" while you're in your first world room smoking weed. Right after saying this two guys in uniform should burst into your room, anesthetize you, and you would wake up in the trenches of the First World War. There is only this, now. There is no escape, any escape returns you to the starting point. The game must be played , it's deep and beautiful.

Why did you have the idea to do psychedelics in the first place? You were probably deceived into being God and that all, your problems were going to be solved, etc. evasion. Well, this is not the objective, the objective is to break the limits that trap you, to free your mind. This is very difficult for people and what they do is break their current limits to replace them with broader ones, God or whatever, but this is of no use, they are still limits, only supposedly broader. What is really sought is the total rupture, the flow with total freedom. For this, having several breakthroughs with 5meo helps. If your goal is something else, you could go crazy.

I didn't do 5meo because actualized, I joined actualized after 5 meo . One day I did mushrooms and I saw that that was what I had to do, break the structures of my mind, I started reading about it, then I made salvia, then 5meo, I saw that that 5meo was what I had to do, and I did it until i broke the last structure

Reality is not mind, it is flow. The mind is part of the flow, awakening is not about to understand what reality is, since this is impossible, due to the fact that understanding is within reality. awakening is opening.

Good point. The rat must be in the maze with fire behind it. Your energetic situation has to be so shitty and unpleasant that it pushes you forward, if you have vital momentum, and if not, it sinks you into depression and death.