Breakingthewall

Nah, listen this one, everytime I listen I feel that the abyss is opening

Again, Why not? Existence exist, so here we are. It is unlimited, reality is a limitless abyss that lives. This is enlightenment, it is very simple, a living abyss, and you are that, that's it. then you will shout: hallelujah. the glass has been filled, the prodigal son has returned and etc etc. There is nothing to explain or know. an infinite abyss that lives, that's all. literally everything

Why not?

The existence exist, and it's unlimited. That's all. The point is to modify your energetic structure to allow maximum openness to the unlimited. everything else is nonsense

Who would you say is at that level today?

Exactly, A state of total enlightenment is when it is the same whether they cut off your arm or the apple. All preference towards one side is energy that obscures real perception, which is why this perception is extremely difficult. People who say they are enlightened are blind to their limits. preference is the limit, and its energy is fear. For this reason, if you want to have a moment of enlightenment, since they will only be specific moments unless you are a Buddha and lack self, you must understand your structure very well and manage to lower the frequency of energy/fear in specific moments.

There is something disturbing in the nature of reality, and that is that the more evolutionary complexity, the more suffering. A worm suffers more than a bacteria, a dog more than a worm, and a human much more than both. Human despair can be very deep. We all take it for granted that at higher levels suffering decreases since there will be detachment. would it be like that?

It makes you see your limits, your need for others, your incompleteness. All of this is caused by your fear. Without fear, the mind expands and there is no self, there is no loneliness, there is no projection into the future, but it is extremely difficult to reach that fearless state (sober, with psychedelic is easier). Without fear there is no mind and there can be enlightenment. I'm not saying that you can't do it, I'm just saying that you have to take the test to see what is inside yourself.

Sure, go alone for 1/2 weeks without any reading or internet, then tell me how was.

Fear. What about you? Have you ever tried a retirement in total solitude for a week? Without reading, internet , empty mind.

Reality flows, moves, evolves. God is reality itself, not something external, and seems unknowable and incomprehensible, indecipherable. The lack of meaning terrifies the mind. Perhaps the answer to why reality is the way it is is: why not? But I can't avoid to see meaning, evolution to something, but maybe it's just a fantasy

On the one hand I agree with you, on the other hand I think that it can go deeper, but maybe it is not like that, as you have said, that is just a thought, if you leave the mind, there is nothing of that, only absence of limits, that's all, there is no cause and effect, it is irrelevant, god is not important, nothing is important, its just free. But that's enlightenment? It's totally mindless, so it means nothing 😅.

I perceive the limits between my body and what is not my body, my Interior and the external, me and other people. It is a limited state, even if it is more or less empty of mind. The mind is always thinking what to do tomorrow, etc, but without identification.

It's different frequency,For example few minutes ago I was meditating with two puffs of weed and a moment happened, reality opens to infinity, everything is clear, there is no question, you are not there, it is unlimited reality. Joy overflows simply because you are not blocking it. total expansion. but then you return to the normal state, which may be more or less profound but limits are still perceived.

I respect you a lot for being in that situation. I wish you light, openess, trascendence of the mind.

With 5meo, reality becomes an infinite black well. At any given moment, you are standing in your room and infinity is in front of you, like a monstrous black hole. You must open yourself to it and merge with it, man, you have to have balls, because the black hole is going to kill you, you are going to disappear in it. then you do it and it is revealed, that's it, you have dissolved into reality. Your laugh is total, that's it, it's perfect

I think I understand what you're saying. You are referring to a state in which the self begins to expand until it disappears, reality gains depth, and suddenly you are the depth. eureka, you are inside, you are that. There is nothing more to say or see, the one who would say or see it is the self, and it is not there, there is only pure reality. But then the self wonders how to go deeper once inside, once you are fully connected with reality and you are reality. You are not alone as they say, since the one who would be alone is the self, and it is out of the equation. Even so, the self, the moment it returns, desires more, wants more depth, more life. This is a deep state, but that's not enlightenment. Enlightenment is the next step, where reality reveals itself. I had some glimpses , but now seems unreal, far.

I guess it's possible to know things, what happens after this life, what is the structure of the cycles of existence, how existence flows. but ultimately it is infinite and unfathomable, it cannot be known or understood, or so I think for now. You can open yourself to the substance of reality and understand that it is unlimited, that for me is full awakening. Knowing that after death you will become an interdimensional entity or something like that, to give an example, is interesting, but it is a structure, then there will be another, and another infinitely, so it is indifferent to know a lot or a little, compared to infinity, it's no big deal. Another thing that can be understood is how reality flows, how unlimited intelligence creates itself and takes shape. They are intuitive understandings that disappear and cannot be remembered, but of course, I speak from a basic level, my openness to reality is recent and superficial, although authentic. We will see what is possible to see, others will have gone much deeper, to openings sustained for years. although they must be few since all the spirituality that is spread seems quite superficial

Human life has always been war, since its origin 300 thousand years ago, Humans have been at war, the same as all life in general. Life to emerge and evolve using the war, that is the tool to ascend. Life is one, and it evolves creating movement, vortex, violence. The violence is total, the cruelty absolute. Humans are an emergent of life and our driving force has been war, and improvement has emerged from it. Peace means stagnation. In our current human dynamics, the living organism that is evolving at enormous speed is the collective ego, and its violence is not physical war but rather anxious energy that drives the development of this being forward. This energy creates imbalance and imbalance creates movement. the price is an encapsulated, closed, anxious experience. If you want to enjoy openness and put anxiety aside, you have to understand the structure of your mind, how it affects certain behaviors. For example, confrontation, violence, lying, compulsion, addiction, they close. the pause, the disinterest, the sincere expression, open

Full awakening is completely opening your being and flowing with life. There is no more knowledge, no more mastery, it is just this, now. but this, now, is more than it seems, it is deep, unfathomable, alive.

Any serious business carries serious risks.

I think that a phrase from the book Man's Search for Meaning is very accurate, written by a psychiatrist imprisoned in a Nazi concentration camp. He said that the change for him was to abandon the angle: what I expect from life and change it to: what life expects of me.

That's true, but we are talking on party not for inner work. On party it's very difficult not redosing.

More and more I see life's events as deliberate, necessary and unavoidable. This causes relaxation, absence of anxiety, acceptance and immersion in the now. It's impossible to know what your reaction will be when you know you're going to die, maybe a panic attack, but I think I'd deal with it well. we will see.

@Dima logach you ve talent as a writer, or at least your text resonates with me