Breakingthewall

Try to fully love your self , be fully honest, fight hard and not avoid suffering. Open yourself to the suffering and suffer. Why? Because you have a son and you have a debt with him. You bring him to this nightmare called human life, so now you have to be at the level that life demands, otherwise your karma will sink into hell, and his karma will be a war. Be strong, stop avoidance.

That's right, the fight only ends with death. What does end is fighting against the fact of fighting. I don't do it, I know this is a war, it's completely obvious. In wars you don't complain that things are uncomfortable or dangerous, or that there shouldn't be a guy with a rifle in front of you, it's so unfair, why me? There should be a rainbow and a pink pony. No, you simply try to kill him, knowing that the person who dies could be you, or that both of your legs could be amputated. That's life, whether we like it or not. Better to sharpen your senses, deepen your understanding, be absolutely objective, observe others and the traps they fall into, observe the traps you constantly fall into, play the game, have the ambition to become a master of the game, every day a little better, the vision clearer, the will firmer, adapted, flowing with the circumstances, accepting your particular ones, making them an advantage, getting the best out of everything, observing the now as a well from which you can extract the substance of existence, try to extract the most alive, the best.

I think it's impossible. If they told me that tomorrow they were going to amputate my feet and hands, I would enter an extremely negative and anxious state, in any circumstance. Being alive means pursue the best circumstance, escape the worst. It is the nature of life.

Humans are living beings that have left their marked place, their box. They have entered a different phase of growth, outside of any predetermined order. Its growth is exponential, it is something unpredictable. The ignorance we have about what is and what will be is complete. We are the life that frees itself from the matter. The mind that creates itself using the strength of millions of minds. It's gentle and beautiful violence, is the violence against stop breathing.

Life is war in essence. At the moment that single-celled bacteria filled the ocean and alliances of bacteria emerged to kill others and steal their energy, forming more complex organisms, the war began. It is in the essence of life. You, as a human, are at war with other humans. war for self-esteem, for resources, for sex, for freedom, for space. Realizing this is essential to understanding what it means to be human. all the layers of suffering in us come from this fact. fear, anxiety. We are at war mainly against death, we are not free and happy beings, we are beings in struggle. All living beings are, but in a more basic and programmed way. Even a butterfly, when it flies, is at war. It is looking for something and avoiding something. If it weren't like that, it wouldn't do anything at all. War is the engine of the beauty of life.

The human design is quite scary. The volume of human suffering is enormous. people suffer by definition. great loneliness, bitterness, frustration, terror and depression. Imagine a hospital, all the suffering that is there. So why wouldn't there be something worse? how much worse? infinitely worse? 😅 But then you can think is something wonderful. Be a bird in the jungle, the beauty, immerse in the absolute freedom, the pure joy. Why couldn't be something better? Maybe infinitely better. The glory of being is limitless.

Seems an accurate possibility. But we must keep in mind that there are things that are not "life." There are planets, black holes, galaxies, I suppose conscious beings from other dimensions that are not "life." Life specifically evolves with war. To exist and grow in complexity, life uses the suffering/reward/war system between individuals and between species. It is a brutal and merciless system. So it is normal that there is suffering. life uses cycles and terror, war for food and reproduction. absolute, complete cruelty. So the strange thing is that we are not climbing some stairs to invade a castle and torture and kill all its inhabitants, as has always been done. But other things that exists, like planets, don't are in war . We suppose that it's only reason to exist is to support the life , but that's very egocentric, probably there are a lot of concious things that exist without struggling

A logical reflection would be to think that if you are reality and you are infinite, you cannot be alone, since alone is a limit and infinity has no limit. So, you cannot encompass yourself, it is impossible because you have no end, so you will see yourself reflected in infinite versions of yourself infinite times. You may think that it is always you, but it is not like that, they are parts of you that you do not encompass, since you are unreachable, so they really are others.

No idea. Why things are as they are? Everything seems like an evolutionary design, more depth and more complexity. It doesn't seem like reality seeks out mostly horrible experiences, only partially horrible ones. But who knows what other dimensions will be like, or what the design of the cosmos is like.

If it were possible, and at some point you chose to be interned with your entire family in Autchwitz or to be a professional torturer of the Middle Ages, who knows what you will choose next. be tortured for a millennium in a multidimensional hell? who knows

very serious events, tests that show you the way: give up, open up, accept, let go. In the end the light will shine for you. This is a path, a forge. Everything points towards learning, the evolution of the complex human structure. nothing seems coincidental, everything appears at the right moment. reality shapes itself through its unlimited intelligence. The cosmos rotates, evolves, rises in complexity to extract even more of itself from the infinite well of reality. it flows in itself and the movement of that flow is exactly this. Beneath all the misery and sorrow is a movement of glory. It is absolutely unfathomable, a infinite dance.

It is one thing to open yourself to total existence and another to understand something of what is happening and why. I would say that it is impossible, or it is simply infinite and this is what is happening, but everything seems to follow a certain pattern, a coherence, a continuity. Maybe some understanding is possible, I don't know.

Thank you, a fellatio is always appreciated. I think the same about you. As for your question...let's see, the first let's say mystical realizations that I had with psychedelics were absolutely horrible. Literally, absolute horror. this was simply being trapped alone in eternity. the fact of existing was total horror. Honestly, if this were all, I'd rather be deceived. But since all mystics said other things, I thought they were probably right and I was missing something. then I continued deepening until the eternal empty loneliness opened up. There is no better word to define it. The infinite void opens its heart and shows you what you are. Hallelujah! total existence free, bottomless, unthinkable. the love of infinite depth, from which springs a cry of total freedom. That's it, there is no more. there can't be more. more is not an option, same than better. Even the possibility is impossible. Over time you realize it was pretty obvious. What else could you be? Everything is within you. You have no bottom, but you are not alone for that very fact. "Alone" implies limitation. The idea of being alone is something that happens inside you, not what you are. what you are is the reality.

What I mean is to perceive what reality is. not to perceive that reality emerges from your mind, or that others are imaginary, or that you are unborn, but to open your being to yourself, to what you are. to the substance of infinite reality, to the total light inherent in the fact of the absence of limits, to the revelation of the source of existence that springs inextinguishable from itself, the heart of the infinite, which is your heart and which is glory of unfathomable depth. It doesn't matter knowing that there is only you, that you are immortal, whatever. What matters is perceiving what you are, what reality is, and to do this you have to be able to be without limit. Just my opinion. Who cares about any other thing? In that everything else is included But anyway, the text is very accurate and interesting and I can't avoid being an smartass

Well, the point 3 could be what I meant

The fundamental thing is missing: the perception of the infinite by itself. The opening to the total light of existence. understanding things is interesting but indifferent. total glory is what matters.

The normal thing for a human is unhappiness, since we have a mind that predicts what is going to happen, which is decay and death, and we also depend on other humans, and everyone is crazy and unhappy, so there is a vibration of unhappiness. constant in which we function. The only way out of this is enlightenment, which is opening yourself to the total nature of reality and leaving the human software. this can be done part time in my experience, as you want to remain human, do business, have sex, use your body and relate to your environment. then you enter the "unhappy" state again, but there is no problem with that Btw I think that spirituality videos and books are absolutely useless and toxic, are a mess for the mind. The reality is absolutely simple.

That's the most crazy idea in Buddhism. If at some point you manage to stop the cycles, what? Are there no more cycles? who doesn't have them? who had them? If there are no more, it means there never was any

Well, it's better that being a slave in the Roman mines, but a paradise...slave jobs, closed, bitter and toxic people. complexes, fear, no sex 😅, superficial friendships, greed, misunderstanding, families that treat each other from barriers, falsehood, envy, competition, illness, old age, decadence. I don't know, it seems more like hell to me 🤣

But maybe you are right, and it's the most wise option. Forget the humans, be a monk. But seems so boring for my ego. You should be really enlightened full time, not human anymore.

Yah but we are warriors. We find pleasure in fighting. we want to conquer, evolve, improve. we want to flow, give, open. and this translates into a Sioux seeing an Apache and torturing and killing him 😅. Then , human life, deeply, is a war. We have the voices of a thousand generations shouting us: fight, push, damned coward. Die by the sword, enter Odin's banquet . If not, there wouldn't be evolution . In this times it's translates in move, open, create a new generation who is more open, make your push. How? Everyone of us has to discover it. contribute with your being to the movement, and always it's a fight . The problem is that if you don't fight you get depressed. It's human nature.

That is because you had your eyes opened to the infinity, your mind open to the limitless now, to the flow of existence. At the end dissolving the barriers is not impossible.

The problem for me is the lack. There are many things necessary. You want a full, connected human life, doing what you like and not a work that disgusts you, in misery, illness, total loneliness. We are human, we have to dance the human dance and it is extremely difficult. But the only way to do it wisely if from the openenss. If not the thing could become very twisted

Anyone who feels this way and wants that to change has to make an extremely serious effort to open up, to dissolve their psyche, to free themselves from their chains. to seek total purity in the mind, total openness. have an open heart, without thorns, without fear. open your eyes to the absolute, and keep them open all the time. Anything else is misery . But it's very difficult, because there is a lot of lack. Life is war, is designed in a not so nice way😅. You need food, money, sex, reproduction, connection with the others, are sickness, misery, death.

Yeah! the absolute is now and all that appears to be are mirages. but the movement of the cosmos must continue, the dance never stops, it is impossible. Infinity is total love, energy of total existence. That energy dances on itself, springs up like a fountain, on itself. It is immutable in its essence but in appearance eternal mutation. cycles upon cycles, always here, now. There is no death, as you have said, because this is already death. This, although it may not seem like it, is eternal reality. and you are the absolute, what exists, and from you springs the essence of existence. It has the same meaning as, for example, a species of birds that reproduces exactly the same for 20 million years. It exists, it is, it is full, it is never scarce, nothing is ever missing. It begins and ends eternally, and is always total, new, never gets old, gets tired of itself, because it rejoices in itself infinitely. It seems incredible that infinite existence is not a horrible condemnation, a horrible unimaginable. absolute hell. without scape. but it is eternal heaven because it opens its heart. His love has no bottom, its light never diminishes, its intensity is total. It smiles, it opens, it has no limits, it is free. Your freedom is infinite.