Breakingthewall

Sure, that's our normal perception, then is structured by the mind to make a map of what existence is in the level that we can see. But the thing is that is possible to see deeper, open the doors of our perception. It's not just realizing that we are the unlimited, but realizing how the unlimited organized and synchronized itself. Many mystics of all times ve talked about reincarnation, their sight is long but sure still limited. Real mysticism is possible, deep perception too. I'm not talking about the....I don't know how to call, of watching some videos and then repit that im god imagining the reality, but about real opening. At least I will try to go to the deeper that is possible. The key is to understand how to start, breaking our limitations. I know that it's impossible to see infinitely, just to realize that the cosmos is infinite, but deeper you see, better, more beauty inside you

What I wanted to say is whether it is possible and real to penetrate deeply into the nature of what arises and realize in part the structure and nature of the cosmos. the cosmos, what arises, is inevitable and absolute, or so I think. It is not a dream that appears on a screen, it is something more. I explained here more or less

Words are tools that form images and structures in the mind. The ultimate reality we are talking about is without structure, but if you are really open to it, you can talk about it, for example: reality is complete absence of limits, this is neither empty nor full, it is simply the absence of limits. If you open yourself to the absence of limits and you are that, you realize, without a doubt, that everything is in that absence of limits. nothing is missing, it is complete, it is total existence. Its force is absolute, inexhaustible, it is enlightenment because it is the light of existence, it is the total glory that exists. call this "nothing"...well, it doesn't fit

Exactly, be enlightened doesn't mean that you know anything. If fact I'd say that "know" must be removed. Same than understand. Is to open now to what is, and realize that it's what you are. Simply that. then you can remove the circumstance from what you are, all the meaning, and discard it as a mental illusion, and be left with the bottomless present that is. totally empty of any content, without meaning, sense, purpose, cause, finality. It's only now, bottomless. but there is also something else. There is a strange, powerful, living revelation. If you penetrate into the bottomless now and open yourself to it, the force of what lives opens in you, it is like a source of unlimited energy, of creation. intelligence of a power that blinds, that destroys your mind and disintegrates all your structures to manifest its magnitude and its absolute reality. It is the cosmos that lives, monstrously alive. Is that an illusion? I don't think so, seems absolutely real, is the infinite manifestation, as absolute than the empty being. what do you think? Deceived?

It cannot be put into words because it makes no sense. why call something nothing? Illusion may be, in the sense that the meaning we give to reality is somehow illusory, it is software and the real is, let's say, hardware. but both software and hardware are something, not nothing. It is a matter of language, nothing means that there is nothing, no dreams, no thoughts, no existence.

A dream is something

So if there is something temporary, why you call it nothing? If now something temporary is, always something temporary is going to be, and always was. You could call it nothing, but nothing is nothing, not something. It has zero sense

That's what we have to reach like a normal thing in every day meditation. I use some thc to soften. Then sometimes the thing goes deeper, it's nothing that you could think or explain, it's like if under the surface a supernova is burning, that is hidden inside you. In a moment, without any signal, the veil dissapears, and you see. It burns the self, it gets volatilized. Waves of energy pass through you and you realize that you are those waves. It is the force of life in its purest form that is seen through the layer of appearance, then you realize the unfathomable immensity of what the cosmos is. This is not enlightenment, it is awakening to what lives, to the cosmos. It's brutal. Enlightenment is something else for me, it is that in you the unlimited living void opens up, the nothingness that is everything. you merge with it and you are it, it is not thinkable. There is no more beyond this, it is the end of the game. The two openings are the two faces of reality. one is definitive, the other is unlimited exploration, a flower that opens and reveals its interior, blinding beauty. This is the interesting game, total emptiness is total freedom, but that's it. You have to be able to open yourself to it to open the cosmos. I want to see with LSD in the desert when it's hot, see without limit

So then the ego is the real thing and the perceptions are unreal? But if seems real, where is the difference with real?

I don't think so. There are degrees of penetration into what reality is. The interesting thing about this game we are trying to play comes when you are able to completely empty your mind of concept and meaning and start to really see. Reality, or you if you prefer, is like a lake. There is the mental layer, which you mention, the labels, this is the thin superficial layer. Once you dissolve it you can dive into yourself, that is, into reality. This is not a mental story but something real. Beneath the mental is the flow of reality, the infinite interconnections of life, the absolute power that makes up this bubble of experience, which can expand enormously, to unimaginable levels. To think that we already have it is total ignorance, when we haven't even looked a little

So, if your mind is empty like a baby, and they throw a glass of sulfuric acid in your face, that is enlightenment too, or is it only enlightenment if the glass thing doesn't happen? Another question: if according to you life is just a thought, where is the difference between thought and real?

So enlightenment is to have the idea that nothing exist.

Everything that exists is perfection, nothing that is not perfection can exist. imperfection, good and evil, are views through the lens of the ego, an evolutionary tool. A Nazi extermination camp is just as bad or good as a pond where bacteria multiply and phagocytize each other. It is movement of existence. To see perfection and glory you have to completely leave the human, and this is not easy at all, since we are humans.

well friends, it is a pleasure to finally find people at my level, as we all know, the cycle of reincarnations...-eh wait, there is no cycle, didn't you realize that? all cycles are illusory, and...-no no friends, it's not exactly like that, love is what...-look friend, maybe in your town people see you as a kind of wise man, but It seems to me that you have not understood anything. As I said, reincarnations...-did I tell you that I have siddhis? This is my siddhi, my cane in your old snob face....etc

It exists as a form now, at least it seems that and for me it's the same that if it really exist. The thing is that it is not so difficult to know what happens after death if you identify with your essence, what lives. What lives is oceanic, unlimited, it has no beginning or end, it only has one quality that is all qualities: it exists. We are all parts and whole of that ocean and when we disappear as parts the ocean will continue. The thing is simple: transcend the form, settle into existence, and that's it, you are immortal. that is to drop the self.

It is impossible to think about death because the one who thinks it is what is defined and structured, what is going to disappear, so he can only think of other defined and structured possibilities in which he remains. Let's see, what we are under the structure is existence right? So it would be correct to say that what happens after my death is that your life continues to exist, and that of millions of rats, bacteria, hydrogen molecules and all that. but it's impersonal, you won't be there. That's really ego death, drop the self, that that no one does because they prefer fantasies

I have also had the realization of being the eternal and limitless being, which has always been, but what I have seen is that there is no choice, not even the idea of choice. the cosmos unfolds to infinity, everything is. From the point of view of existence, being tortured by burying yourself in an anthill to be eaten alive for a week is wonderful. Everything is magic, wonder and perfection, but there is no god who makes the decision to be that, but reality unfolds and synchronizes with itself, it is something inevitable. but who knows, Maybe I'm wrong. It's dumb to be sure, probably it's possible to see much deeper, and I'm keeping doing, impossible to stop, just because it's extremely beautiful. What I want is to be able to dissolve the surface easy, without 5meo, and do it regularly, nothing could be compared in beauty

Life is indestructible, it springs from the limitless void and returns to it again in endless cycles. These are the rules of the game, everything is cyclical, since everything is in motion, nothing can be permanent since everything is an expression of existence. Life is fearless, merciless and pure power. If you accept your own impermanence, you accept the impermanence of everything else.

Concepts have their place. I understand what you are saying, that there are no categories in reality, everything is real. and the next thing from this is to also remove the real label and make the void. The mind is afraid of being Without categorizing and giving meaning. Categorizing and giving meaning is dreaming, stopping doing so is awakening. Of course right now I am categorizing and giving meaning, but not with the goal of describing reality but with the goal of stopping giving meaning. This is emptying the mind of structures, which is awakening, settling into existence. This is not enlightenment, but a state of purity like when you were 8 years old, but from here you can access the mystical with control over the fear of the adult and the capacity for total surrender impossible in the child.

Let's see, for me on the one hand there is the conceptual mind that has practical utility, and that structures reality and classifies it and is essential to live as a human. What the conceptual mind says is not a lie, it is a conceptual construction. The point is that any conceptual construction limits, it doesn't matter what. If you want to open yourself to unlimited reality you must abandon them all and empty your mind. then real mysticism occurs, and this is another field entirely. They are not compatible, you must be able to put your mind in concept mode or empty mode. Afterwards, conceptualizing the mystical is possible to a certain extent and with many reservations. For me for now, if two days ago I had a total openness, now I have nothing to say about it, since now I don't have that openness. That whole thing about how others don't exist because you can only try your POV seems unnecessary and nonsense . I don't see any sense or need in it. From the conceptual mind it seems obvious to me that others exist and have their pov, I am another pov, another bubble of existence, not a god playing cute games to deceive myself for love, nor an envoy of the goddess Kali to sowing chaos, all of that seems like psychotic thoughts Spirituality for me has two phases. awakening, which is leaving the linear mind that gives meaning, and mysticism, which is the real opening to the immeasurable and unthinkable. unthinkable is the key word. We cannot access it because we are operating from the two-dimensional level of thought, we must leave it completely and open ourselves to perception without dimension, or in infinite dimension. Everything about: I am this, I do this for this reason, reality is love, etc. etc. is within two-dimensional thinking. toxic to mysticism

It has nothing to do with accepting or not, but with floating above or connecting. Reality is life, existence, God if you want. The name doesn't matter, it is what it is. With the mind we create an image of ourselves as an entity that moves in time and has a series of qualities, we classify and give meaning to reality, and with this we disconnect, we get out of the flow, we stop being now and we float. above. You have to get off the timeline, stopping interpreting completely. It is something very simple but at the same time tremendously complicated, it is human mental illness. This is not mysticism, it is being awake. awake is not the same as enlightened. awake is simply a normal state, like that of a child, a non-ill state. I tried to explain it here more or less. I think I didn't put enough emphasis is the meaning , just in the time, but both are parallels. There is no time without meaning, and no meaning without time

You say that because you can't remove the meaning from the equation 😉

Smart desire. Maturity is balance. Be immature is very difficult life. To some their parents have passed on an acceptable level of maturity, to others a shitty level and they must fight hard for every inch.

The perfection is very close, It is a millimeter away from you, you just have to equalize with yourself. eliminate the meaning and interpretation of reality, then you stop perceiving life as a timeline, you settle in the now, and the now is alive. that life is everything, that is existence. There is nothing else, there are only opening levels. More open, more life, that is heaven, just existence

When as you have said, reality becomes a lucid soup, there is no "alone." It is what I call that reality becomes fluid, you can penetrate it, you are it flowing. The moment you think: "alone" you are outside, there is separation, you have just created a structure and therefore a limit. reality is once again the rigid impenetrable shit it always was. For me the only way to be is empty, in the moment that you put any meaning, the thing gets opaque Really, there is no difference between some things and others, everything is reality, there is no difference between mental or real, what is is real, it is the only classification