Breakingthewall

Absolute reality, Shiva if we continue with those names, is not created; it is simply limitlessness. This is absolutely obvious if you open yourself to it. The fact that there are no limits makes the void absolute potential, and absolute potential without limits is equivalent to absolute being. Relative reality is created by the apparent limitation that can occur within the unlimited, since it precisely has no limits. Therefore, at some point, a fluctuation arises, a rupture of symmetry, the absolute reflecting upon itself. This makes the appearance of time inevitable because if the fluctuation is instantaneous, it is not a fluctuation. A delay is necessary for a process to occur. Without limits, this process expands into an infinity of coherent relationships limited by time as far as possible. In our reality, time or delay is c, the speed of light, the absolute limit of this universe.

Shiva is the totality, the absence of limits. By the very fact of having no limits, it is everything and nothing at the same time. It is everything because it is total, it is nothing because there is no differentiation or process. No one creates Shiva; it is inevitable. Kali is limitation, specifically time, which is the creator of form, the essential limit that allows for processes, for becoming. Without process, there is no form, only undifferentiated openness. No one creates Kali; it happens because there are no limits. A reality without change would be limited to being limitless. The process occurs, symmetry is broken, two states confront each other, and the reality of form explodes.

The void is the absence of internal or external limits, of process, becoming, , movement. It is the absence of time. Absolute depth or total openness. Enlightenment is opening yourself to the void that underlies form and realizing that it is everything, only unquantifiable. Then you realize that form is the void taking on an appearance. The void is your true nature but it's not empty, it's full because it is.

Those who seek understanding don't always do so because something is lacking; they do it for pleasure, to expand their potential. It's the same as when you raise your children, play sports, or cross Antarctica by sled. It's simply about flowing with your true nature.

It's essential to avoid getting stuck on a dead end. If you want to open yourself to your true, limitless nature, you have to understand your limited structure, its dynamics, and its foundations. The deeper you understand, the more natural the opening becomes.

The point is that change equates to time, which equates to a limit, and that limit has an exact value in our reality: c, the speed of light. Every change or fluctuation in our universe is limited by c. Without that absolute limit, processes wouldn't be processes; they would be instantaneous. c is the limit of information transmission in this universe, and that limit makes things exactly as they are. c is time. Time is not relative; it is absolute; it is c. What is relative is how two processes moving relative to each other experience time. Any manifested reality requires a limit to information transmission, because without that limit, everything would be simultaneous, and therefore there would be nothing differentiated. A universe begins when the total symmetry of the void is broken, and to break that symmetry, a fluctuation, a differentiation, is necessary. For differentiation to exist, there must be a limit to information transmission. Without that limit, there are no different states or vibrations of any kind. Once that limit appears, reality explodes. Time, or Kali in Hinduism, is the creator of form. Without time, there is no form. Time is the necessary delay for a process to exist. Process is equivalent to time, and to manifestation. There is no change without time, and without change, there is no existence. Any possible reality involves time; time is an absolute, it is form. Form = time

What is the illusion? The self who believes that is a center. It's not an illusion, it's an energetic node that happens in humans by default to operate, evolve and survive. Why that self wants enlightenment? Because it perceive that is prisoner, it's a closed perspective. How this self can open it's perspective and stop being a tensional node that perceives itself as a center? Changing it energetic flow, releasing the contraction, the fear. Has this any relationship with knowing that it's not real? Zero. This is in another ontological level. Real and unreal are just labels that happens in the comparative level. Enlightenment happens in the energetic level, and the energy that closes the self is as real as the energy that builds the body, the difference is that the energy of the self is not confined, it's more free, with possibility of change of frequency

Here we have another genius to bring level to this forum. Sad .

The absence of delusion is being open to what you are. It's not something definable; it's an absolute reality. It's not a matter of not thinking, but of putting thoughts in their proper place. Thoughts are mental structures with meaning. Thought itself is reality; meaning is an interpretation. You can deactivate meaning and remain in substance, and then return to meaning at will. Then you know that any meaning is an approximation. You can try to approximate it as closely as possible, but you know it's an exercise, not reality. Reality is substance. Thoughts as emerging structures are substance; as meaning, they are something that points in a direction. These are two different ontological levels. You can open yourself to the level of absolute truth right now, expanding your mind without limit. Then delusion is impossible because you are not at the level of delusion.

I don't think so, fight hard for life is beautiful. Not for the results but for the fight itself. Our nature as humans compels us to broaden our horizons, to delve deeper, to focus to the fullest. The result is irrelevant; giving your all is what matters. If your mind and heart are open, you understand that life expects you to give your best. Expansion is the nature of life. If you think form is an illusion, you are dead; form is the dance of the totality. If you don't want to dance, you shrink. Nothing is static; you either advance or you are crushed.

I don't get what you mean

Nothing and emptiness are just ideas. And ideas that point in the wrong direction. Anyone who say that you are nothing is falling in contradiction. And if he add that the mind is an illusion, is falling in duality. Dead end path.

It's my problem. If I start participating here I can't avoid some reactions but that's dumb, people is how they are and that's it, no more interactions, just posting sometimes some thoughts

Ok ok thanks

😭 Please. Okay, let me explain. I don't actually think that about "dumbs," I say it as a joke because the vegan user has this irritating need to put himself on a pedestal and, with a contemptuous chuckle, look down on all those "dumbs", (including you and me btw) and repeat his endless litany. Then I, being reactive, read it and think, "Oh my god, give me patience," but God doesn't, so I write a comment. But I'm progressing and in some moment I won't do again

The illusory rabbits you mean I guess. Or only the rabbits and you are enlightened?! Man you are so cute teaching those dumbs. You are special. So different and better. Much ❤️❤️❤️❤️ and a a kiss with tongue.

For anyone interested, this is a process of awakening. Four or five years ago, I decided to go through my psychological structure because it was extremely hard. I only felt peace when enveloped in intensity, which involved considerable risk. Self-help was impossible, and my intuition told me that beneath the emotional mud lay another reality. Spiritual readings seemed dissonant to me; something didn't fit, a certain deception, always a mistake. Krishnamurti, Tolle, Ramana, etc., grated on me; there was a flaw. I once saw a video of some guys taking salvia and thought there was something interesting there. Breaking the control of the psyche, that was the key. I bought salvia, and well, it wasn't very fun, but it was exactly what I was looking for: a break. Then I read about 5-MeO, and I got it, I tried it, and it was extremely horrible. Then I found this forum and learned some basics about spirituality. I cut out all distractions, never read a novel or watched a movie again, and socialized as little as possible. I meditated for three hours every day minimum, even though it was extremely unpleasant, and I took mushrooms and 5-MeODMT hundreds of times, at least once a week but usually more. I began to understand the structure of the psyche, the derivations of the emotional system, attachment, the need to be accepted, the twists and turns the psyche makes to avoid seeing the unspeakable: not having a clan, a group, a family, in base, all the absolute falsehood of society, all the pressure, and the death, the absolute nihilism. I let go of everything superfluous, everything false. Mystical experiences began to occur. Dissolution, infinity, the source, all of that. But the emotional system remained. Every so often, I was struck by hatred, nihilism, emptiness, the misery of human life. At one point, the sensations became physical, overwhelming. I realized that my system was under constant tension, but that tension was being channeled through extremely efficient survival mechanisms. I realized that most of my internal activity was aimed at dissipating underlying tension. Things became unbearable; my ears were ringing at 100 dB. I'd walk down the street, and at one point, it felt like the pressure was going to crush me. My stubbornness is considerable, so I kept pushing, doing things like taking four maximum doses of 5-MeO in a single day after taking LSD. At some point, a phase shift occurred. It wasn't a single moment; it was an internal movement that lasted about a month. Gradually, the flow state without contraction began to normalize, although sometimes the old pattern would return, but only briefly. Then, something settled into my internal state that can be described as an opening at the base. The psyche wasn't closed, but open at one end; therefore, the energy didn't bounce around creating a vortex, but flowed through that opening, creating straight, clean lines. At a certain point, my internal state was always open, devoid of contraction Then a change of identity occurs. The basis of what I am is not form, but that openness of which form is an expression. That openness is not a thing, it is not definable, it is not love or joy, it is openness, period. That openness is everything, and there is nothing to hold onto there, you can only dissolve. You don't know if after death this or that, you know that death and life are equivalent in essence because both are in the openess and that the only possible attitude is total surrender. Openness has no limits or boundaries; it is what the ego fears most because it cannot classify or manage it, it can only shut down, surrender. Then openness reveals itself as total. It is what it is now, the totality. Pd: now I think, 🤔not bad intuition choose the name breakingthewall here so long ago before knowing about this topic and after doing psychedelic just a couple of times. Breaking the wall is exactly what awakening means.

Maybe you should tell to your doctor to change the medication 😅

An ultimatum. That sounds so serious. Don't get so angry, do as you said in your post, act like a kid. Oh wait....yes, I understand now.

Yeah, and feed dogs, that's essential. I have known a couple of cases of people who think that they are maximum authentic with themselves and they are the opposite. Well, a couple of cases no, 90% of people being generous When I was a child, I was absolutely dominated by attachment to my family, fear of death, and need for other people. It was all very fun and joyful, but it wasn't awakening. But what am I going to explain to you, wise one? 🤣

Yeah change is fundamental, existence is change. Existence is the manifestation of the reality. Incessant movement due to the inherent instability of the absence of limits. Any stability must be contained; in an open framework, change is permanent in all directions. The question then becomes: what is reality? It is the absence of limits. And what is change, what changes, what is the fundamental substance? There is no fundamental substance; change is relation, and relation is mathematical possibility, a coherent fluctuation between possibilities. There is no substance that fluctuates; fluctuation creates substance. Possible relations are stabilized by the very fact of being possible, and they mesh with each other ad infinitum. This does not begin; it is always existence. There is no beginning to anything; any limit is apparent, created by a frame of reference in order to operate, just like time.

Time is not something, is the order and rate at which changes occur, measured in relation to other changes. It's just a relative measure, what is real is change.

In that sense could be. If you are totally 100% open to your true nature all time without any rest of human emotional structure, then yes. But there is not problem being also human and remembered sometimes the people with which you have a direct connection and which makes you feel part of humanity

Awakening feels like there is no separation between you and the reality, you are not going to die but death is in you. Anything that could happen is the reality and you are that, then you can release the control, let the tensional node that needs being a center fall, so all your energy system opens up.

That guy says that the only real is the self. Who knows what he means with self. Maybe he's totally deluded, those gurus believe that they are enlightened, because they meditate, empty the mind an listened other gurus, so then they know what happens after death, whats everything, etc. For example he said that you feel grief if a friend dies because you thought that you posses him .bit nonsense right? Then maybe everything else are nonsense