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i hate wasted lives, i wasted so many and yes i project that outwards, however i don't shun it ... i am a conduit of love for shining a light on such derangement and i love people back to wholeness by showing them what actual love is ... have had friends entrapped in this and gotten beyond

in addition to what i said earlier ... this is vilest and most heinous of kinks it is one psychopathic bloodsucker feeding on some poor traumatised brutalised wretch who thinks he is getting something for his payment two sick people sinking deeper into hell's pit and even more insanely proclaiming it's all good their parents and kids are obviously so proud of them

love is what i did before bed to prove that everyone i meet is me, the only receiving is giving, mission is to find someone who feels excluded and bring them to my table, doing to the least is to do to me, come take eat this is my body soup kitchen is top draw, i recommend it

this is ego's play book, constantly thinking of those who get me and these i seek and love those who grate me and these i avoid and hate it is a never ending story while one is an ego the answer is to see that everyone is the same and doing the same thing and just wanting to love and be loved just love that is to forgive them and to bless them, you need no words only egos do everyone you meet is fighting a war and doing the best they know how

reality is but pretty smoke signals, the fire is where the juice is at, after all in the theater do you mess with the movie screen when you're everything the movie isn't a big deal and if it is a big deal and you want to mess with it you probably have a lot of work to do

be you to full is the new beautiful

finitude is an experienced life, the price of admission to a world, everything is one thing after another, infinity is beyond my pay grade, i sacrificed it for an illusionary world, illusions are finite the false is finite, the true is infinite due to this you know you're going home no hurry

every ego claims being god on earth is your birthright so get in that arena and prove what you are god in and then just watch the cash roll in in point of fact since i was lied to about being god at least i can watch one in the flesh and vicariously drool

always have a year's supply of anything i need, it's not hoarding it's husbanding to husband /ˈhʌzb(ə)nd/ verb gerund or present participle: husbanding use (resources) economically. "she husbanded their financial resources through difficult times"

i think it's unbearably hard being a young woman in this age always being under the glare of society's microscope more so than ever in history this naturally engenders self doubt insecurity unworthiness boiling envy and deep angst moreover this is ill addressed and is considered something to just accept and get on with it and to that i don't really have a good answer to in any case i can feel your pain judy and tell you flat out that you are a beautiful amazing sensitive thoughtful super smart woman and ask that you hang in there during the trough you are going through knowing that the lows are cyclical and much better wonderful sunny times are coming towards you hope you know that i see you and understand you and appreciate who you are just like you are

generally women don't date younger unless you're perfect every year younger the more perfection required so if she seems older i will say lets save the age discussion til we've hung out a while

the you of which you speak is the one that comes here and proclaims one's extraordinary realization if that's awakening i have a bridge going cheap if anyone is interested

i always encourage whoever i'm with to leave if they feel their freedom and expression and growth is curtailed by staying with me only stay if this is the best dynamic you could ever experience, moreover i will call it quits too if you are uncomfortable with my wishes and desires

for me love is giving permission backing and encouragement for a person be their most expanded self there is no losing in loving

there are two types of cheap, low income and low savings so context is needed ... the first he has no choice but to treat you thus the second he is prioritizing for the future second thing about judgement is all judgement is relative to who i am, if x is cheap then y is careless so this all says as much about you as him

a teacher meets you where you're at or doesn't ... seeing them from afar may or may not work in deciding but their presence will a teacher is good for one season and then will become a regular pilgrim like anyone else so beware of becoming too enamoured with someone

let alone god, even a guy like jesus was beyond any suffering ... he incurred the worst savagery to demonstrate it's nothing and teach it can be likewise whatever a person believes they undergo and thereby teach

it hasn't been a magic bullet but i would still recommend giving it a try .... it has an active reddit sub and here is a good free course www.trecourse.com

it's a danger yes, you now have the power to mess with people and put them under your spell you know what they don't and you can lure them into your den it means however you have not gone far enough to see that you and i and our interests are the same i must take pain not to destabilize you and i must let you exercise your autonomy and sovereignty my highest awakening is that i came here to lead you to heaven but that takes place wholly in my mind, has no words involved and you may be clueless what is going on lower awakenings claim i must lead and you must follow

indeed but i would like the tldr version please

for me acim hitting the spot

the old me used to feel deeply saddened sullen sorrowful shattered ... seeing your shit life before my eyes not no more though, now i do something about it i forgive me for placing you in my path and giving you that shit life so i can heal all my bits i forgive you for making your life shit to this day at every turn not taking care of business i forgive me for thinking your life shit, i did this to help heal my judgmentalism, i have never walked in your shoes i forgive you for proclaiming your life shit, you acted the victim so you stayed the victim i forgive me for contributing to your shit life by being a non loving channel, bringing you grief and strife, please do forgive me i forgive you for all the squabbles all the cross words all the rifts we endured, it was your fault too and brought you to your current shit life i forgive me every time i didn't and don't see you as the divine incarnated, you are the one and i am the shit one for not wordlessly telling you this i forgive you for not beholding your majesty and living the most fantastic life every lived, it's okay i forgive you and i love you and we'll do better

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