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yes maybe and it has taken 56 years ... so don't be too hard on yourself

my take is do it fully til you see the futility ... truly get it out of your system once and for all ... sex is just one way to peek at god ... have not masturbated in years and don't think about it ... still get horny seeing hot girls but it is just love i feel for them not the desire for sex ... last had sex in 2019 and have not been involved since then

meditation is tuning into mindfulness for the day at hand, do it as needed and until needed

spiritual bypassing is not meditating i bypass the true work i will listen to the forums and the teachers and the dogma instead of doing what's needed to make myself healed and whole

there is the way of god and there is the way of man, first is love second is fear ... any moment one or the other happens, more love then more of the universe is awake you can choose the way of god or the way of man ... this is then your will in action god permits the way of man to prevail since all is good with god conversely if you engage in love today you are doing the will of god

to turn i....llness to we......llness just change your i to we and then realize who it is you are here with and start cooperating

there is 3 stages of the path my self true self no self in the myself i try my damnedest to thwart what is ... this certainly has consequences ... the all does indeed suffer

god isn't perfection but perfecting

you don't think love is increasing then?

i have evolved even since this conversation began, remarkable really

no better time to be alive, consciousness ever on the advance seems unmistakable to be

yea but things do mysteriously magically magnificently get better over time, even evolution proclaims god's smarts

first step, be awe struck at the perfection of what existence presents right now ... second step, now dig into that moment to moment love is just what god ever doing

first know that god does have a plan ... this takes time to realize (or in fact i should say have revealed since you can't do it) ... once you get this you either commit to getting in line or running the show regardless namely alignment or self rule up to you, and god's has always been good with either

head is fear heart is love, heart is the good feminine side of duality ... to abide there requires getting in step with love however that works for you

he was a beautiful and gentle human being, loved his presence and insights shared here, the world is a poorer place for his departure

what i do i take serious, what you do i just enjoy

god is good ❤

have stuck with burmese position for 2 years, it gets easier and easier, thoroughly recommend it. i sit and do nothing for three hours, it flies by

read the following and then pass it on to all your friends and family https://usermanual.wiki/Document/No20BS20guide20to20Vision20Improvement2020Sept202016.1842200539

boredom is i need entertainment 24x7 and why am i not getting it ... boredom is the gateway to spiritual bliss but mind will block it

i would only say it is worth getting to know personally people those who has committed seemingly unspeakable atrocities ... when i did this i realized what a despicable hypocrite i was

volunteering with inmates who have life sentences has done wonders for me seeing what a total piece of shit i am and i don't deserve the luck i have

we are all clones in different clothes, i am no different to a terrorist a murderer or a rapist

@jimwell you hate that which you fear could be unleashed from inside of you ... if it wasn't inside you, you could not react adversely to it in others