Adamq8

Thank you for ur tips! I will def do this, and u are right that I should bring this up to my girl but it is an akward and hard conversation to have, but it will pay off alot

Thank you! And I agree, like my GF today, she is the one i want to have a baby with and evolve together with and grow old with. And I have seen how i destroyed my other girls thanks to cheating and then i get destroyed aswell so it is f*cked up that I have ever done such a thing to another person. But I feel that I have matured alot since i started doing spirituality srsly. And for that iam so grateful.

Great report!

Well i know the feeling, I had this insight multiple times now and it is hard to deny that u are all alone.. I know it aint easy to deal with but in my own radical experiences i have noticed that there is only YOU.. I dont know why i really respond to this cause i know i am only talking with myself

An insight is an insight. When certain insight hits you it is out of the blue and hits you like a train and you end up with existential crisis. Atleast in my own experience.

@Gesundheit nicely put m8

@Nahm You sir are a really good writer!

Strangeloop. It exist outside of itself but it is still within conciousness ? But saying something is outside of ur experience is a belief cause we cant really proof it. But somehow it feels right that there is an world going on, but on my trips ive have become directly concious of the " problem" with others, there is no other then you. But then that state dissapear and your back to feeling that there is an world going on outside of ur experience. Somehow it feels like conciousness is this giant field or orb, and within itself it dreams up everything, like we are cocreating a world together hence the apparent "consistency "

Agreed. Ultimately conciousness will remain a complete mystery to itself. I get the hunch thats why creation exists. It cant know itself fully so it creates something in order to see if it can know itself from the "outside" but the problem is that nothing is outside of it so it cant explain itself, really a strange loop. So scientist is studying itself and then some call it an objective universe which exists without an observer but the observer and the observed is the same thing? And I do feel in between lifes conciousness can also erase memory if it wants and start "fresh" in this world or somewhere else.

Hahaha what a good boooy ?? he really looks like an Alien dog ??

I understand you bro! Been there too.. Life is full of suffering and pain, but if it is full of that, it also means that it is full of love and Joy and spirit. Even if it does not seem like it right now. But iam here for you in PM if you want to talk about this stuff and maybe i can help in someway. Just know that u aint alone in this.

I do feel guys that we need more non dual scientists in the world. Sure science and stuff of the dream is totally relative but still, I think alot of people are kinda ready for a major shift in paradigm. We need to discard the limited view of materialism. Alot of people are suffering because of it unknowingly. They have been indocrinated since birth into this paradigm including me. But when you actually start to investigate reality it is nothing in my experience that makes me validate alot of what the materialists talk about. Atleast not the metaphysics of it. But I really think we need more people who is a scientist and a non dualist. Non dual scientist start from the right view, that it is one and conciousness is primary. I dont understand how Daniel Dennet for example tells that conciousness is an illusion but he is using his conciousness to make that statement ? What do you guys think?

Agreed! And it is nothing that is causing this either, it is just consciousness way of being. In The void there is infinite potential and somehow it feels it just happens, there is no one there doing anything at all it just conciousness thing

Yeah LOL he dismissed everyones insight for not solving a science problem and calling everything a hallucination and delusion. This is the problem with an extreme ego. He does not even listen or try to understand other people only to dismiss and say that its flower power bullshit. And he thinks he knows how and what a psychedelic are. Well you cant even imagine what it is like until you do it. It is sad to see that some are parading like open minded but they are in fact utterly closed minded if it does not give "proof" for his worldview.

Not mine ? but I did forgot to mention my bengal cat! My little crazy boy, how could i forget him ?

Iam so thankful for life and conciousness and my parents my girlfriend and you guys on this forum! Like a big family ❤?

@Moksha I also wanna thank you for your high quality posts! Thank you ME ?

Yeah I know the feeling, I actually got a direct insight that iam the only one that exists and im totally alone. It freaked me out so much.. But now I feel that people are somehow concious but on higher states of conciousness they are not in my experience

On my most profound LSD trip, I recognized everything as totally imagination, my girl turned into me and she also started to dissapear and everything else, I was completly shocked that i imagined my parents aswell. And on another trip I saw Leo vid on psychedelics and he was totally a genie of some sort and then out of nowhere i closed my eyes and saw realitys generated instantly, like conciousness created 1000000 different realitys in a matter of seconds it was insane

Everything is a hallucination if thats the case. You are also stuck in a math problem or QM like it is the highest truth there is. People here are scientist of conciousness and not those things you talk about. I personally think that the highest scientist are the sages and mystics who can study conciousness without as much personal biases and objective assumptions. After all conciousness is the medium which every scientific inquiry or study depends on. And in a psychedelic trip i have never thought about a math problem or something like that. And I suck at complex math ? And in my own experience with psychedelics you dont care one bit about QM or math cause it is way deeper than that. But hey thats just my experience, and I could be wrong. But I def trust my own experience more nowadays instead of believing stuff ive never ever experienced. Sadly im not interested in that kind of science like you, I think it could be fun tho. But ive had no direct realization of infinite intelligence as of yet, only on conciousness, but conciousness prob have these facets, afterall it is that thing which holds science and intelligence inside of it. So why wouldnt infinite intelligence be a thing?? Cheers m8

I would say that how the world appears and what ur life is, is outmost perfection, if you could create the best creation ever how would it really be? Would it not be something like this? It is stable and makes more sense and makes you live a life that feels totally real and True. This is heaven. Without suffering you would not know joy. Duality is always changing somehow, but non dual does not change one bit, IE conciousness True form is changeless. Thats why when in a body or world it is stable cause conciousness is always the same, I asked my dad yesterday, he is 65, if he felt any different then 20 years ago for example, he said NO, your life might be different but YOU are not.

The thing is, that society and current paradigm can not explain such phenomena cause it does not fit there paradigm so they wave it away as delusions and what not. And we have been raised in it so ofc people can dismiss. But for example telepathy, how many times did it not happend that you thought about someone and they called and they said i just thought about you for example. There is only 1 conciousness with multiple invidualities we can say. So its real. However the starseed stuff and so forth, it does sound new age woo woo but it might be True as well, I think it is important to keep an open mind and maybe one day you get a experience that confirms it. Until then it is just a belief. But if we can recognize reality as infinite, and conciousness is reality, it means that there is an infinite potential of things that can happen. Reality is such a radical magical thing and this starseed thing is nothing compared to it so who knows?

Conciousness = no thing, and always is no thing, can create somethingness but ultimetly somethingness is empty and is nothing. So nothing is this and will always be this. Like a Dream, totally empty substance

Really good, a couple of scientist is in it also and demonstrates that materialism is not The truth.

Is it really limited by nothingness? Is really nothingness non existence? Or rather a radical state of conciousness? Maybe the fabric of everythingness and nothingness is the same, conciousness? Is it not nothingness that experiences everythingness right now? Is nothingness just a word? If it is non existence how would you know that it is that? Conciousness in my experience is nothing. A nothing void. But still present. Is not "nothingness" a womb with potential? What can actualize a potential from nothingness if not nothingness itself? But if nothingness is truly real, like imagine nothing, not space not a dot, not a particle, nooooothing, so do actual nothing really "exist " ? Is it not so that nothing = something. This is what nothing looks like.