Adamq8

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  1. That doesen't answer the question. How can nothing create something? We can say that without assumptions and beliefs and only look at your direct experience and staying in not knowing, sure the world is nothing and so are you. But how does it arise?
  2. Have a great rest Leo! Take care of yourself
  3. Awesome trip report. I can relate so much. On my lsd trip I knew that spirituality and life and death is just a story. This kind of trips is no joke. I also had the option to let go of the entire created world but was to scared to do it. My living room actually slowly dissolved into a black hole but god damn how much i resisted it and it went away.
  4. Awake and see. Your projecting thoughts and thats not IT.
  5. I understand Leo in this manner, I think Adeptus is an interesting guy and have watched a few videos of his, Nice channel. But going to debate stuff about this topic is the least productive route in my opinion. I think Leo should do conversations with like minded people if anything and not someone who tries to debunk Leo's teaching. 99% of the people won't understand Leo and project there insecurites on Leo and so forth. This topic is extremely loaded. It is full of traps and devilry. But for now i do feel that Leo should keep doing what he is doing and in the future maybe he can do collabs with other people perhaps.
  6. Whats up with people lately trying to debunk Leo or debate him.
  7. Beatiful writing!=)
  8. Yeah it is a mindfuck to think about this stuff, feels like reality is following patterns but what inforces those patterns? Feels like it can't be any other way. But I dont know.
  9. Dont you think thats whats keeping you from experiencing that "state" is the seeking for it? Just a feeling that came up
  10. Actually after several awakenings "I" know that this experience is the best creation there is even tho life can be hard.
  11. I can relate 100% m8, gone through it too, just now that those feelings you have now will pass. Everything will be normal again but deep down you know. Somehow it will add to your life experience after you come through this phase. It is good that you share this and realize that we can help even if you feel like you are all alone. It will pass. And this is heaven right here, you will start to notice that this is the best creation there is. We are here for this reason i feel. This is a beatiful world and creation.
  12. Im just wondering why he does a response to actualized? I think frank is awesome and different kind of "teacher" which i like as i lift and workout and so forth my self. But I also get a slight feeling that he might use the actualized.org content in his videos to get more views. And actually i think Leo and Frank is talking about the same things with different words.
  13. There is nothing, pure and utterly empty. That is awareness true state. NOTHING. NO THING. Infinite indescribable. And your senses aint nothing but conciousness either.
  14. Can you share more about the Jhanas? It sounds interesting
  15. Firstly when you awake and reach oneness there is not a question of controlling anything at all you just enjoy the show. And if you take a psychedelic for example it shows clearly that the perception that you have of reality is not true. There exists alot of different states of conciousness. And why do you assume that Gravity is not conciousness but Gravity? is it not only a perception that appears within your conciousness? Do you control your enviroment in your dreams? Maybe if you are lucid. Same as this " base line" conciousness. Conciousness is that which all content appear in. Really investigate my claims here. If you remove everything you thought you knew about your life and beliefs you have about the world and so forth you can clearly see that the only Truth that Exists that we all can agree upon, its truth no matter what the content it displays is : I AM , I EXIST. And what is that? Investigate. i can say one thing tho, there is different states of conciousness that is so much different than THIS that everything changes. Mind is a limited part of Pure conciousness, Pure conciousness is totally nothing but holds infinite potential within it and in order to experience that, it assumes the form of the Mind, and there is different "levels" to Mind, we humans are a limited mind, but is part of the ocean of Infinite Conciousness. Formless. The "lesser human" you become the more things become lucid
  16. Conciousness is hearing seeing feeling and awareness, there is nothing that is not Conciousness. Awake and become aware of this. Everything is made of conciousness appearing as different things.
  17. I dont see anything wrong in levels of conciousness, it clearly shows that we can have certain degrees of different states, and also shows that when "you" think that you reached to end you still have more to transcend. I like David hawkins books.
  18. What an awesome explanation! Beatiful ?
  19. Its normal for the "ego" to doubt but notice that it is only thoughts.
  20. Hey! So all my life i have been cheating against my GF's and it is fucked up that i do this. I dont really know why iam doing it but it kinda comes up as an thought or idea and the funny thing is that more girls are interested when i am in a relationship. And something inside me wants to go on it. I have been together with my girlfriend now for a little over a year and we have it good and are evolving very much together. I have not cheated on her. But sometimes i get this "interest " in other girls, it is like a bad fucking behaviour that i dont want to act upon. Im not going to hurt my girl because she is Amazing but it sucks that i still get this kind of "urges" and im trying to deconstruct it and see why it even occurs. I think it goes back to how my dad has been talking about women and so forth, my dad was a " ladys" man his whole life and I apparently inhereted that part. I have gotten into alot of trouble thanks to this lol. Somehow it feels like it can be insecurites hiding behind this facade but im not 100% sure. Im trying to live my life nowadays as honest and loving as possible. Thats why it is sometimes hard to still have a part of me thats is "OK" with cheating even tho iam not OK with it. Do anyone of you know anything about this and how i can proceed and stop with this kind of thoughts and desires?