Vincent S

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  1. Pure pleasure is the objective imo, Its to let go of your attachments and beliefs you/we/us humans created for ourselves to not live in Harmony/Love. But if you cant focus with MDMA, try taking it with a tab or two of LSD, Mix of Love and Consciousness.
  2. Mindset: Let Molly Suprise You Dose: They say your weight in kg + 50mg is a good dose. Personally I never had to redose on it. I have only used it for self-realization, meditation and therapeutic use. Havent gone to parties or raves with it. Health Tips: Stay hydrated but dont drink to much. Take supplements before the trip and preferebaly for the coming days after. Like: Vitamin C, Vitamin D, Magnezium, Zinc, Kalcium, Iron and Iodine. Eat light foods after the trip, like fruits and veg. A warm loving soup is always nice, IMO. Clothing: Wear something warm, the come-up can make your body cold sometimes, before you touch the Love. After The Trip: Dont plan to do alot in the coming 2 days. (Keep in mind that these are just a few things I have noticed works for me, if it doesn't feel right for you, dont do it. Its just my personal pref and tips) Do you <3
  3. When direct-experience happens, laungauge i.e. names, thoughts, beliefs and interpretations gets totally erased/replaced. It's beyond words. It just IS (even that is a word) <3
  4. I told both of them, my mom joined the work, my dad started panicking and tried to control the situation. And now he and I went different ways, because from his paradigm and point of view, I'm lost and these substances has damaged me. And when I talk to him, Im trying to point him towards love and Infinity, self-realization, but he just denies it as woo-woo, mindgames (sort of) and fantasy. I gave him some LSD 5 months ago, and to this day he haven't touched it, because he is too scared and too close-minded. TLDR; Don't tell your parents, unless you are sure that they would understand.
  5. @EntheogenTruthSeeker Absolutely brilliant ✨ Thank you for the good read. I feel so aspired ?
  6. Hi my Beloved ones. Yesterday I had a very profound awakening in to True Love. All this time that "I" had been seeking Truth and Understanding, I was going at it with the mindset that Conscioussness is one way and only one sided. What I mean by this, is that Consciousness isn't Final and Complete without Love. Love is the Foundational, Metaphysical Background to Consciousness. And if you are like me, and going about this journey with Consciousness as your only goal and purpose, that is fine, but something is going to be missing and its not going to feel "Complete". We have this notion and idea of what Love is in the physical domain. And what I am talking about is just that, but without the typical minds interpretation and assumptions about the distinction of physical and Metaphysical Love. What im pointing to is a balanced and harmonous and a complete way of complementing your journey towards self-realization. For those who adopt and choose the psychedelic methods or even meditation, self-inquiry, yoga, breathing teqniques and so on. Realise that going about with the same mindset and teqnique can direct you to one way of looking at what Truth is. But what im pointing to is to try to balance your teqniques of choice and allign them with Love. When you are focused on Consciousness and Consciousness alone, it can sometimes be jaring and very unbalancing. To focus on Consciousness without its beautiful and balancing twin, Love. In meditation, I have for some time now practised sleep/deep meditation, where I rest my "physical" body and I am aware that I am present, so the body is "sleeping" but is also not. Peace that comes from that meditation is a reminder of what complety unity between Love and Consciousness. And that can help you to awaken. In breathing teqnique, open up your body for Euphoria entering with each breath, every sense of perception and bask in your infinite openness in to what the possebilities are when Love and Consciousness are combined. This method and approach was first shown to me when I had both Mescaline and Ayahuasca in my system and they peaked on one and other at the same time. And for the first time I realized that Love and Consciousness is a Unity and that they are Both crucial to this work. And 5-Meo did precisely that, but in a faster way, pushing me to Oneness and Complete Balance and a dissolving in to a pool of Love and Consciousness. But if you are finding it hard to let go when you are meditating or doing psychedelics and being thrown in to the emptiness and untity cessations that Oneness sucks you in to, and a part of you is resisting it, it can be the very fact that you only have been shown one side of the coin of Love/Consciousness. A few weeks ago I took some 5MEO and I saw complete Oneness but my unbalanced mind knew that something was of and something im missing before diving in completely in to Oneness. I came back from the trip and realized that I am addicted to Consciousness and that has to be worked on. I didnt understand it completely then, because my mind went in to this loop of self-judgment and critique about the trip. Yeserday I had a full day off to meditating with psychedelics, and I took 200ug of LSD and 130mg of MDMA. The trip lasted for 13 hours and a bit more when I woke up this morning. I was completely pummeled with insights and true nature between the Unity of Love and Consciousness. My heart was burning with Love, and it was also a bit hard to contain, but I felt every cell of my Infinite fractal of a body igniting with Passion and Lust for Creation and Unity. Ofcourse there is no distinction between Love and Consciousness. It only appears to in duality. And for the duality to dissolve, The Twins have to Merge. When we are identified with our body and genders. Noticed that when a "man" is chasing a woman, when he is chasing her, she retracts and puts him in to an illusion and he keeps chasing her like a tail? But when he is in line with what he is in his true essence, he attracts. This is only an example, and gender isn't really real, as Leo mentions in hes video: Is Gender A Social Construct? - A Profound Explanation. So this too applies to the ones of us that identifies with being a woman. And I was also shown that how reality is being constructed, the illusion of "Reality" is precisely what happens when you are Seeking and being Consciousness alone, is that you will still be chasing after something to Complete yourself with. LOVE! Consciousness is Nothing without Love, and Love is Nothing without Consciousness. So when you are Consciousness and only Consciousness, you will be chasing something to complete yourself with. In turn, creating an illusion, a dream of seperation and endless chasing. Until you realize that you are both, and then the illusion can be seen for what it is, and you can for the first time just bask and marvel in your existence and be LOVE. The Divine Masculine, in it's core, It wants nothing but to see the Divine Feminine in Everything it seeks, observes and does. The Divine Feminine wants to feel loved by its reflections but cannot see or feel it, until its polar opposite is reflecting the love or loved sensation back to the Divine Feminine. Meaning; The Divine Masculine is actually The Divine Feminine Transmorphed and Disguised as The Divine Masculine, in order to feel Loved by itself. Everything is in reality, The Divine Feminine, but for balance to be in place, The Divine Feminine has to Divide itself in to two seeming opposites, for the polarities to function. Love is love, just like a flower emitting its fragrance. But love cant love itself, like the flower cant smell its own fragrance, so what Love does, it splits itself, in to a part that loves, and a part that is being loved. And Ultimately, to be able to Love itself Forever and throughout all Eternity. Love in The Infinity symbol = Forever Love
  7. Such a beautiful post. Thank you for the good read. ??? I feel as though loosing my, your or our mind is the unhealthy version, while Being Out Of My, Your or Our Mind is the healthy one. These are just words and I am splitting hairs with definitions, but they point to different things.
  8. @Nahm Thank you for your Wisdom and your work, truly. ???
  9. Thank you for your post ?? I broke down in suffering a few weeks ago. A voice I never thought would come through me, used this vessel to send me the message I needed. How can I ever come wake you up from your dream if all of your dreams are good and pleasant? You would be stuck in the illusion forever… I think suffering is there as a reminder that “we” have bought in the illusion and identification with thoughts, identity, separateness and duality to much. Think of it as the ribbed edges of highway roads. When you don’t pay attention to them or when you fall asleep on the road, they quickly wake you up with the vibrating noise your car “vessel” makes when you drive over them. Its just there for yourself to guide yourself back to your original Self. Because your finite self don’t think it will be at peace unless it’s the Infinite Self, in every sense of what that word might mean for You. But thats also a thought and a mechanism that comes from the separateness illusion. You are already perfect and love, you just want to know that you are before you disappear in nothingness again.
  10. Interesting ✨? Please do tell how it can be if it doesn’t have to be this way ???
  11. Cake has to be taken from the baby, so that the baby experiences lack of cake, and to know and to appreciate the cake for what it is. Not illusion of infinite indulgence in cake, no illusion of no cake. There is just what is.
  12. What is left to say, what is left to do? Nothing…
  13. @Gregory1 Thank you for sharing Truth ????♾ Also, nice music ???
  14. Everything is the Infinite playing field of God. Whatever you eat, think, use and dream of is of the same source. Everything you consume is changing and interfering with your Infinite fractal you call yourself and the sense of yourself. What you eat, products you use, people you hang out with, people you share consciousness with. Your lifestyle choices define what you are in this dream, and at the end of the day, rightfully so, because its your experience. But some things are higher in frequency (more source like) than others. Everything can be overused and cause you to trip of your balance, but thats there to help you to get up and try again, but with a more mature approach. Psychedelics are not for everybody. But for those who choose that path. There will be a learning curve and a balancing technique to learn. You learn that the easy way or the hard way. And as Leo mentioned many times, treat psychedelics as a loaded gun. And that principle should be applied to Every aspect and area of “your” life. But as previously mentioned, its all Imaginary. And so is the you as a doer in this Infinite Dream. Choose with caution and realize that, whatever you are choosing is precisely what you are experiencing. Consciously or unconsciously choosing.
  15. Why do you think Shakespeare asked the question: "To be, or not to be"? Was there anything he wanted to teach with this predicament? (Im not referring to the fact that it was a play of an act and the actor believing that life was unfair and to contemplating death) Also try this while meditating or resting Close your eyes and ask, what is being? Open your eyes and ask, what is not being? And then Close your eyes and ask, what is not being? Open your eyes and ask, what is being? ?????♾?
  16. Sorry for not seeing you in my previous comment. I was caught up in my own dream and I didn’t see your process. Thank you for sharing your experience ???