Vincent S

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  1. @Loba Thank you for starting this topic. And asking questions that are relevant for me as well. ✨?? And thank you for the rest answering with great detail and patience. It really shows how much love there is behind the efforts. There are many moments when I am browsing this forum that I feel one with the one asking questions and the ones answering. I forget that I am reading something someone else wrote. And it turns in to a conversation I am having with other-me’s. Best of luck on your journey ?✨
  2. @ZenSwift This Is Pure Gold Right Here. Thank You So Much For Sharing This! <3
  3. I have noticed that: When I let go, after just pondering something. It will come back like a boomerang with Insights and Clarification, in form of Visions, Dreams, Events in the "real" life. They will always come, but I just need to be open to recieve once I have set them free. And to be able to connect the dots.
  4. Thanks for sharing ✨ I think most if not all go through this phase. Its normal. And the spiritual ego will show its head here as well. But in time, that passes too. The more the ego shows itself, the more it gets unraveled. It subsides more and more, the further you go. For me, just recently there was a big shift. And what I can share is that: Through Direct Experience, Everyone Will Know. They Will Know, When They Will Know. Not Only Will They Know: They Will Become It. What They Always Longed For.
  5. Everything and every event in your life is a happening. It happens spontaneously. You cant replicate it. Because it only happens or happened once. So, when we try to re-pass the same way Something once did: Or when energy is trying to pass what it once passed. It utterly fails. This is why we cling to stuff. This is why we get addicted to stuff. This is why we get attached to stuff. This is why we try to control an outcome. If we are not caught in the clinging, and being attached to anything: Then what is This Moment, but a spontaneous way of being? And "Being" Spontaneous, is not being anything at all. Because you are being something "new" every moment. And when you aren't being spontaneous, you are nothing at all. You never were...
  6. Straight to where? ? Read that again.
  7. And this is why we cling. We want to be ”something”.
  8. Been eating plant-based for almost 9 years now. And what I have gathered so far: From the Absolute Perspective: Consciousness Is Eating Consciousness. No matter meat or veg. But in the Relative: If the finite self knows that: Whatever it is eating, Is Itself: A sense of guilt may-be felt. Now, I do actually feel bad when Im eating an apple or a carrot sometimes. Because I can see that I am eating myself. A part of me: Is giving itself up: For another part of me to eat. I couldnt see this when I was a on an animal-based diet. Because, to me, (then) Its was just "Food" Days when I take LSD and meditate all day long: I have such a hard time eating anything. I rather drink water and just breathe. Even If I sit down to eat late at night, when the trip is about to subside: Like 1 blueberry is like eating 3 meals. I just see and feel Infinity, in just that one tiny blueberry. I feel full from Consciousness Itself. It kinda feels like im forcing myself to eat anything. There was like 10 different reasons for me switching to a plant-based diet. Now, after all the different diets and iterations I have been through. I cant say that I regret anything. I feel absolutely fantastic. I love this "lifestyle" if you could call it that. But I do want to emphasize that (in my opinion) You are not "healthy", just because you are a Vegetarian/Vegan. Some Vegan food alternatives/substitutes are not better, if not worse than the meat products they want to replace. Conscious Eating is what I advocate for. That can be done both as a meat/non-meat eater. Listen to your body, your direct experience whenever you are eating with Consciousness. Dont eat while you watch TV. Make your eating a meditation habit. Try to feel in to what the tastes and textures are. How does it feel in your mouth (please dont take that in the wrong way). Slow down your eating, and understand the process. Of course you dont have to. But if you are after Understanding and being Conscious/Here And Now: Show some respect for the processes of consumption. If you are fine with what you are eating, you are fine. But if you have a sense that its time to try something new, or that a part of you feels like whatever you are eating is not diverse or fun to eat anymore. Listen to that feeling, it might lead to some great places People are different. People view life and everything within: Very Differently. Infinity is Diverse in every Direction or Dimension. But from my pov and pref: Its not Sustainable for the (relative) planet, or our health, took keep on eating something we did in the Cave-Days.
  9. This is so radical. Its so mind-blowing. I always felt like something wasn't connecting. I have experienced this, maybe “glimpsed” if you may. And always felt like something actually was beyond it. Its been hinted in my meditations and trips. But as you said “It just goes over your head” and you just take it for granted. Thank you ???✨
  10. Saw this video last night. I have actually been pondering the same, for a while now. Highly recommend watching the whole thing.
  11. Good and bad are like black and white. Duality. Its your choice to experience and see life with no colors. Or you can let go of old beliefs and live in colors. Its not about torturing someone or being a saint. There is balance and a middle for Everything.
  12. Lately, I have been able to access more and more dreams, every night. Sometimes I dream like 3-4 dreams per night. A lot of these dreams: Have actually helped the person I saw within the dream. When I have called them up the very next day and told them about the dream. (Regarding something that they have deep within their psyche, a trauma from their childhood/early adultlife and so on.) I have been dreaming about Leo as well. And not only that I am dreaming where I am hanging out and talking with him. Its that I am seeing a lot of personal stuff regarding Leo's life and so on. Things that I probably shouldnt see. Or things that have I have no buisness in? (I know Leo and everyone else I am dreaming of, are what I am seeing in my day to day "life" and its just something deep within my subconscious, that is reflecting the inner and the outer dream? (Granted, I am spending a lot of time right now infront of the pc, going through LP Course. Maybe has something to do with that. Cant tell for sure.) Is this normal? Anyone else experiencing deeper and deeper dreams with huge meanings behind them?
  13. @JuliusCaesar Im not trying to stop you. Or even change your mind. Because clearly, you have read up on a lot of trip reports. But one thing to consider, when you are seeking power, is: Can you handle it, once it has been given to you? Such powers are to strong for finite beings. It can feel like you are carrying the weight of the entire Universe, on your shoulders. I saw that you wrote that you are going to microdose it. Just be careful. When that word “careful” is used, it might feel like we or whoever tells you, are doubting your intent or will. Or projection of their own fears. But that is often not the case. These “careful signs” are held by your own innate subconscious mind. That is looking out for you. And its being held by beings typing words on a computer/phone within dream.
  14. I do as much deep rest meditation as I can. In between sleep and awake state on the bed with some meditation music. (But this is mostly during the day. Not before bed) And I do like an intense 10-12hrs meditation day, once per month. Where I take a few tabs of LSD, and meditate as much as I can that day. But they dont really happen on those days, iirc.
  15. He Is just a brilliant creator, really. Love his Work.
  16. This has probably been linked 100s of times, but its really worth watching if you haven’t seen it before. Part One Part Two Part Three (coming soon) Fall 2021 I have probably watched it 3-4 times for the past two years, and yet I keep becoming more aware of the teachings, each time I watch it. It is a true gift, if you can see the value in it. ✨???
  17. All the humans I am "Putting on a Pedestal": Is God. Its Gods Creation. Your/Mine And Everything We Have Ever Experienced: Is God. There is no distinction here, my friend. You think that: When I am Appreciating whatever Is = Putting it on a pedestal. And being a Stage Blue Idol Worshipper. Thats not the case at all <3 I am pointing to a different way of Appreciation.