Princess Arabia

Had Had to post this one too. It's exactly what's being done here. My little journey to nowhere. I'm loving this journey. I don't even trust my own insights at times. The ones that make it in this journal are the one's that make it. Do you know how many times I've started to write something and erased it because it debunked itself. This is why I say, these are 'my own thoughts' (not really), and not to be taken as facts, truths, or teachings because they're not intended as such. I just love to write about this, I'm very passionate about it and i enjoy ruminating about life and the Absolute (Not a fan of the word God, but same thing and I'm not hung up on not using it, I just don't as much and prefer Absolute, nothing, this or all there is. Doesn't matter. Oh my God.

Iin other words die. In other words "die". It's death to the knower to not know. Very, very, very, very, very profound statements. Only problem is, there's no one left to know that they don't know. The person is the knower and cannot not know because that also has to be known. Notice how Leo's teachings seem to vary and are all over the place. Remember when he posted about knowing God and how to see God and to look at a fork and all that jazz and seeing God everywhere and now he says God cannot be known. This is utter perfection. It can't be any other way because there is someone seemingly perceiving this reality (me) and it's spontaneous and free and chaotic and it's in 'real time' so there will be loopholes in my perceptions. Very subtle inconsistencies and that's why it cannot be held unto or practiced. It's utter madness. Not saying Leo's teachings are inconsistent, but my perception of it is and that is utter perfection. Can't be any other way because nothing is happening in time and nothing is being continued. Continuity is illusory. So randomness is what's happening and can seem to appear orderly. This is why some question what he's said in the past that doesn't line up with what he's currently saying. I've seen this numerous times where people challenge his past sayings with his current ones. Utter perfection.

Maybe at the end of Infinity..🥰

THE MOST IMPORTANT MESSAGE YOU WILL EVER HEAR. (So says I, anyway, and life doesn't give a shit) Here goes... Life is just seemingly moving along all on it's own with ease. Nothing is struggling to appear. Nothing is having any problems. Everything is perfectly doing it's thing and there's not a thing wrong. Let me explain. Problems are being problems. Problems aren't struggling to appear, they appear with ease. There's nothing stopping a problem from appearing as a problem and problems are not trying to be solutions. Solutions are just simply being solutions and nothing can stop a solution in it's tracks. Wouldn't be a solution then, would it. Constipation has no problems being constipation. Constipation is not in between being constipation and diarrhea. Diarrhea is not struggling to appear to be either. Both are perfectly flowing naturally in the flow of life on their own as their own. If one cannot pay the rent. Cannot pay the rent is not having any problems with itself. It's simply being "cannot pay the rent". It doesn't pay the rent and still appears as cannot pay the rent and confuses itself. Cannot pay the rent is always being and flowing as cannot pay the rent effortlessly. A car crash. A car crash is being a car crash. Do you ever see a car crash and in the next second the car is back to normal as if nothing happened. No, a car crash will always be a car crash. Fixing that car is fixing that car appearing. Do you ever see someone working on a car and that someone just disappears in thin air. No, someone fixing a car is effortlessly and perfectly appearing as someone fixing a car. No questions there and no doubts. Whether they're doing it correctly or not is another issue; and then 'are they doing it correctly' is perfectly appearing as 'are they doing it correctly'. Two people arguing. Life is appearing as two people arguing effortlessly. If those two people are going back and forth between arguing and making up, then that is also happening effortlessly; arguing and making up is appearing effortlessly. Murder, A murder occurred. Where is the struggle in that. If it's murder, it's murder. Murder isn't struggling between being murder and manslaughter. If the prosecutor is struggling to decide if it's murder or manslaughter, then deciding if it's murder or manslaughter is effortlessly appearing. Can't find a girlfriend/boyfriend. That's not a problem for life. Life is appearing as can't find a gf/bf. Where's the struggle, where's the challenge. Can't find a gf/bf is not struggling to appear as such, it's simply happening and flowing with the current. Do you get the drift. There are no problems to life, there are no struggles, challenges, issues and everything is effortlessly appearing. Barriers are being barriers effortlessly and challenges are not struggling to be challenges. A whimpering dog is not having a problem whimpering. It is effortlessly whimpering and being a whimpering dog. I won't get to drastic with this as some may not understand what's being said here and start to take it personally. One example is a molested child. A molested child is not struggling or fighting to be a molested child, a molested child is not trying to be a molested child nothing can stop that from happening and I'm not speaking of preventing. Trying to prevent child molestation is simply appearing as trying to prevent child molestation, where is the struggle in that appearance. I won't get any more drastic and sensitive with this but you get the drift . Nothing is a problem and life is smoothly flowing as itself. War is being war and isn't confused within itself. If there was confusion then confusion is being confusion. Everything is simply being itself all on it's own and without anyone in the driver seat. If you've read this post and disagreed with it, disagreement happened all on it's own. Did you plan to disagree with this post before you even saw it. Even if you said to yourself that next post Arabia makes I'm going to disagree with, that happened all on it's own effortlessly and there was not an ounce of struggle and challenge that had to happen for you to say that, and if there was a struggle for that to be said then that struggle did not struggle to appear to happen. Problems, challenges, horror, sadness, happiness, envy, jealousy, joy, a broken foot, a hemorrhage, cancer, high blood pressure, diabetes, loneliness, addictions, all of it, none of life is struggling to appear, none of life is problematic into itself, cancer isn't struggling to be, neither is a heart attack. Do you see a heart attack arguing with itself or with diabetes saying I want what to be what you are or is heart attack jealous of strokes and want to beat up a stroke so it can become a stroke. No, a heart attack is simply and effortlessly being a heart attack with no problem. Whatever is happening in life is simply being itself. Struggles are not trying to not be struggles. If a person is trying to not struggle, where is even the effort in that. Do you struggle to struggle. Struggling effortlessly appears. Suffering. Suffering effortlessly appears. No one did that, it just is simply being suffering. If one feels like they're suffering, then where was the struggle in that. Hmmp, uggg, arrggg, uck, uck, umph, umph, that person suffering is having a hard time appearing as such...oh my life is fucking up, that person just can't appear as someone suffering, it keeps going in and out of appearing as such, oh my life is struggling...NO, life has no problems appearing as someone struggling and suffering. It is effortlessly being that and nothing can get in it's way NOTHING. It is not that we see it another way and it's personal to us. NO, NO, yes, yes that might be the case but no, no, that doesn't need to change, can't change. There is no problem with us, there is no problem because we want life to be how we want it to be, there is no problem because we can't see the perfection. Those aren't human problems and we don't need to adjust our ways to fit in with life's im-personability. That is also happening effortlessly. No matter what is happening, it happens effortlessly and perfectly. Even imperfection and effort happens effortlessly and perfectly. So, IT'S ALREADY DONE. I can't explain that phrase any simpler. It maybe misunderstood; but even that, if you misunderstood, didn't take any effort. Life is effortlessly happening all on it's own and without a driver. It doesn't need one because it's not headed anywhere or coming from anywhere. If you cannot pee and are struggling to pee that is effortlessly and perfectly being "struggling to pee". Apply that to everything else and you will understand what's being said and I mean everything...EVERYTHING. Maybe with those eyes you can see the freedom and liberation that this is. Effortlessly and perfectly being free to appear as anything. Liberated from itself from having to be anything other than what it is. Forever free flowing without any limits. It's so free it's unimaginably free.

True.

All one has to do is look at how things used to be say 10-20yrs ago and beyond to see there weren't these kinds of problems back then. Social media, I think, like you said has contributed to a lot of this issue. Plus, as i've always said, people will air their problems quicker than what they're happy about from focusing on the lack. That's how we usually operate so we'll see more people with relationship problems than people who are doing just fine in them and meeting people left and right. Every time I go out I see plenty of couples and they don't strike me as the type that just hang on social media everyday. Matter of fact, the happy looking ones don't even have their phones out much. It's actually weird now seeing young people out alone and even older folks. Lots are just home googling and Youtubing and Instagramming while people are out in the summer having fun and meeting people - if that's what they like to do.

I agree with this.

The stink depends on the person. Plenty of men with armpit hair doesn't stink. Infact, most. Most men have armpit air, and I don't go around smelling men left and right. Ilve smelt a few but in general I mean.

Funny because if a guy doesn't have armpit hair, I'm looking at him funny. Like, that's what women do, shave their armpits, not usually men. It's not a deal-breaker but I'm so used to seeing men with armpit hair that it seems normal.

I didn't see where he called her stupid, what I got from that was "prioritizing stupid things". Calling things stupid, not her.

The first sentence; it's like saying isn't it food no matter what food one eats. Isn't it laughing, no matter what you laugh at, isn't it clothes no matter what clothes.it is, isn't running the.same no matter where you run to, isn't it the same talking no matter who you talk with, isn't it the same understanding, no matter what you understand and I could go on for infinity with these examples. If one.is just.looking to orgasm, then yeah, but I doubt that's what she seeks or she wouldn't even make.a post like this.

Lol

When we sleep there's nothing there; that's what NOTHING is like. What appears in our dreams is random, spontaneous, boundless, timeless, limitless, spaceless, not going anywhere, didn't come from anywhere, isn't moving nor is it still, it's real and unreal, nothing to get from a dream only fantastical stories and fantasies, dreams are boundless and description that describes THIS. All there is. If we imagine a night dream and it's components and how it appears, the same applies to appearances here. It seems to happen in the head or within consciousness but it's not, it's not really happening but seems real while we're asleep dreaming. No one says this dream seems real even though it's a dream; it's after one awakens when it's like, holy moly, that nightmare sure felt real or that dream felt do real and sometimes if someone awakens you in the middle of R.E.M sleep where dreams occur, it's feels like a shockwave and we need a few minutes to recover from the shock. Think of all of reality and what appears as if it's a dream that you have claimed to be conscious in and aware of. You're saying that when you sleep at night you're outside looking in at the dream and that you're conscious that you're asleep. That's what's being presumed here when we say we're conscious and aware. That's the 'waking dream". There's no one conscious and aware of anything only seems that way. This is not a dream, you are the dream. The one that claims and relates is the dream and is not separate from. The one that thinks it's experiencing, relating to others, perceiving reality, seeing, tasting, touching, hearing, smelling is the dream. Those things are actually appearing to happen, but to no one, by no one and for or against anyone. We've grabbed a hold of the appearances and labeled it and categorized it and measured it and judged and criticized it to pieces and claimed it to be happening to us when in fact it's happening all by itself just like a nightly dream does. Whew that's enough.

Ever seen a mad man or a person that live on the streets picking garbage and eating whatever they can scrimp up from people's remains or those people who are just constantly begging for a dollar by the roadside or the alcoholic you see every year by the same corner. You know those people. You might have even donated a few dollars here and there. Ever seen a few for years maybe 5-10yrs doing the same thing looking the same but maybe a bit older. Never getting fat, never limping and crying out for pain, never walking with a stick, never getting chronically ill, obviously not going to weekly and monthly check-ups or routine doctor visits and even more obvious not at home making green smoothies and eating salads and counting calories and watching their sugar intake. None of that stuff is happening but they are doctor free, medication free, disease free, fat free and walk faster than a church mouse can run and obviously no dimentia or Alzheimer's. They remember the same spot to go and very rarely get hit by cars and are pretty coherent except for the ones that are obviously mad. You get the drift of what I'm saying. I'm sure there are some that have gotten ill and probably passed away or whatever but I've seen some for years who just keep on trucking. While us folks as soon as we slip up here comes the pre-diabetes and the high blood pressure and the stroke and the cancer and the degenerative diseases that's plaguing mankind where we take medications galore and pill pop and have to go for doctor's visits to cure our sleeping problems and high cholesterol and sibo and gall bladder issues and watch for gluten sensitivity and everything else on the planet that the homeless, mad, discombobulated alcoholic and trash-digger are immune to. Another clue how this shit is just going to appear however the fuck it wants. Go ahead and make up stories all you want as to why this is that way and that is this way. What goes for one person doesn't have to go for another and there is really no cause and effect happening here. These are the kinds of things I look at, and observe and notice including how the baby operates, but that's another topic.

Animals aren't suffering. What you see is an animal you relate to as being real like yourself and project that unto the animal and because we feel suffering, we say that animal is suffering. Suffering appears to happen, but it's not claimed by the animal like we claim suffering for ourselves. This isn't saying to ignore an animal that appears to suffer but there's no one to ignore or not ignore anyway and whatever happens happens. It's because we feel a sense of self why suffering is claimed as "my suffering". For the one who doesn't have that sense, it's just suffering but not happening to anyone.

......because there's no one in that body. Both aren't related. There are no real relations. Clues are everywhere. We just make up stories so it makes sense to our continuity storyline like the one Hojo made up. Hi Hojo, nice story. Makes sense. Mine doesn't.

Lol. Now that you put it that way. At least you didn't curse me out for saying that and also made no apologies. We both have a right for feeling the way we do and it's a healthy take when we both can express that. I already puked right after reading it.

I think it's because there's no history and baggage with the random one-night stand and no one to judge their performance and for them to know about it if it wasn't good. So they get in their heads and use the opportunity to unleash their fantasies with her because she's like an empty vessel. Women usually have sex with the person and not the body parts and it's more mental and emotional for them; so that takes some knowing the guy intimately already for the sex to be awesome even though not necessarily.

Lol. Looks like the best and most effective push-up sexercises ever.

The teachings of awareness is only pertinent to what the observer can observe. If you are awareness and awareness suggests what one is aware of, is the individual aware of the inner workings of the body like the vestibular system which is responsible for balance and how the body coordinates it's movements to allow for inner perceptions. Perceptions not perceived by the observer. What's aware of that.

Letting go, accepting and surrendering are nothing but spiritual jargon and mumbo jumbo. Just another to-do list for the sense of separation. Those words indicates separation and a separate person that can do those things by choice. It's a dream. No reality on its own. The individual lives in its own reality and cannot let go, accept or surrender to what is. Life is not personal and sees no one, it doesn't even see itself its so immediate. Knowing, understanding and clarity are also illusions. Can't know, understand or clarify what's not separate. All that's happening is nothing appearing as all those things and isn't separate from that. So it doesn't know, understand or can clarify what is already because that implies continuity which is also illusory where there is no time and space. Welcome to the dream where no one is dreaming and is the dream itself. Now let's carry on with knowing, understanding and clarifying, accepting, surrendering and letting go as that's life and we don't want death, do we. We have to stay alive. When the dream ends we're dead. This is already absence and that's why we seek. Seeking for what's not there. We have to know and the only way to know is by being separate. The knowing energy seeks to know but what it doesn't know is that it cannot know itself, so it keeps on seeking until it collapses and we call that death.

Sounds good.

The alternative is what is happening.

That's the past. Today is a new day. Do you stay the same everyday. Lots of stories in your head. Respond to what's happening, not what you think will happen.

Take a chill pill. All I said was it seemed like AI also and was responding to inlytened comment which wasn't offensive either just a remark he made. It's either it is or it isn't. All the other stuff you're creating about the remarks is your doing. Who's ganging up. Seems a bit extreme. Unrelated to the discussion???, hmm I wonder how. It is related. Anyway, I'm through with all these hostile responses from a mere "seems like it is" comment I made. Maybe unleash some of that hostility where it belongs and the unnecessary attacks. Where is the disrespect in me saying it seems like AI, especially that it even is. Ugh, thank God for paper trails because all that anger for someone who just said "seems like it is" is definitely uncalled for and its not like anyone was accusing you of any wrong doing, and using the term gaslighting is just convenient for justifying your unnecessary anger. I could have easily try to turn this into an issue by saying AI generated responses are supposed to be marked as such and stated to be the case as it's forum policy. I didn't then, but I'm doing it now. Goodbye.