Princess Arabia

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Thank you

Thank you.

You know, I can sit here and agree with you because I'm reading this and saying to myself sounds so true and I somewhat feel the same. Not all you said but most. The undertone for me is, men only like/love me for the way I look. Even if I have other qualities that they like, I feel if I wasn't attractive to them physically, they would dismiss all those other qualities and just concentrate on my looks and physique, and it wouldn't matter as much to them if I was intelligent, had a good sense of self, Spiritual, compassionate, caring, kind or any other good qualities I possess. Those would just be the icing on the cake but not a requirement. Then I say to myself, am I just making this all up. Am I believing this and then seeing it play out. I understand the power that I have. The power to create whether consciously or unconsciously. The power to call things into existence (so to speak, because everything already exists, but from the quantum realm to the manifested world), the power of the I AM, the power of assumption and the concept I have of myself. Maybe I'm the one who is judging myself by the way I look. Critiquing my physique, maybe I don't love me for who I am, maybe I love men for shallow reasons, like looks and age, maybe I'm the one who can't stand men for who they are, maybe I'm the one who is compromising myself and should learn to accept myself for who I am, maybe I lack the ability to love unconditionally, maybe I'm the one loving them because they bring value to me at that time and not loving them for who they are and then projecting that unto the world and men. We are unaware of how we see the world sometimes; and how we are, is how we see the world. Maybe if we change the way we see ourselves, the way people see us will change. I have done this in other facets of my life and I saw the change. Ironically, it isn't until we start to love the shit outta something we despise or dislike, that that thing miraculously disappears from our lives or shows up in a different way for us. We underestimate the power we have and as a result we become victims and feel powerless in changing our circumstances not recognizing we created them in the first place. It is easy to blame others but hard to take the responsibilities for our own behaviors. I like to test the Universe. Not competitively, but put some things to the test, like changing my belief on a particular thing, and low and behold the results I started getting changed. Also responding to situations differently and seeing the preferred results. It all starts with you. I'm still learning how to apply this to other aspects in my life, but the ego can be very stubborn and the brain likes homeostasis and the mind doesn't like change, so it's challenging, but well worth the effort. I'm learning to surrender and just be. This world isn't true, meaning it's all illusion and situations and circumstances are just happening and appearing; and it's not until we learn how to flow with the natural current of the Universe and let go of resistance, will we really experience the peace we so long for. Try to see men the way you like to see them, not the way they seem to appear and try changing the way you see yourself and let go of the critiques of who you think you are and try to see yourself as Source sees you . I should have started a journal, damn this was long, hope it brought some clarity. I'm not there yet but I'm trying to just relax and let life live life with my permission. I have to give myself the permission to receive it's gifts and be present with my presence.

Thank you

You're right

Don't insult Leo.

What is toad?

Just remember, the mind is very tricky. Don't believe or listen to it half of the time. It is your biggest bully.

Maybe

Getting hurt, maybe idk it could be anything

Tell him Leo! But when did you start counting.?

I'm just going off of the forums animal of the week. Last week it was rats, this week it's swine, next week might be cats, who knows, depending on the mood Leo's in.

Why does Andrew Tate seems to always make his rounds on this forum . Like the nagging mother-in-law, cant seem to get rid of him. Like the guest that never leaves. Like Donald Trump. They just seem to just always be there. Wherever you go. Like my friggin' shadow, like Dear Uncle Charles the drunk uncle, like the one bitch in the room or the one pervert that never quits, like the whimpering dog and the buzzing fly or the bedazzling wasp heading for your tits. Why. What did I do to deserve this, God. Everytime when I think ok Andrew Tate has left the room, here he comes again. Even after prison sentence, on death row, he still manages to appear outta nowhere from Poland right here in Forumland miles away. Can we get another incel role model around here, maybe he'll shake things up a bit and get the ball a rolling.

Do you require proof for everything. What if certain things just aren't provable, doesn't mean it's not true.

What's seeing things clearly? Do you think you're seeing things clearly in a sober state. Thats probably the most "unclear" state there is. Things are always vibrating can you see that with the naked eye? There are substances and things presently around you that you cannot see. Maybe every other state except for being sober is showing Reality closer to the Truth. Never underestimate the trickery of this thing called life. Take nothing for granted.

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I'm starting to look at life backwards myself. This Universal mirror plays a lot of tricks and I'm starting to catch on to its trickery. That's probably another trick its playing on me. But I'm game.

Maybe, I don't put anything pass this Universe/God/My Mind. The magnitude of existence is unspeakable and magnificent at the same time. Sometimes I can't take it.

We're unto swines now, where've you been.

Weird shit can seem to happen on this path, but I love it.

I think that happened to me before on few occasions. I was just flowing without thinking (I was writing, very early on in my journey) and words were popping into my head I didn't really knew the precise meaning of but when I looked them up they fit perfectly with what I was saying and sometimes I would look back and say, did I really write that so effortlessly. Idk but I jokingly asked the Universe for a sign that I was being channeled one time and it did. Could just all be a trickery of the mind, but I've suspected it before. My ear also rings on occasion (not tinnitus) also I can feel my body vibrate at times.

That sounds like what I hear inside my brain right before I climax.

Do you think people could be channeling when speaking or writing and not be aware that they are channeling.

Tadaah!