Princess Arabia

You were a rock before you became a human. Also Fire, Water, Air, a weed, a plant, a tree, an animal. Next you'll be an Alien...lol.

I will cherish our memories.

Thank you all for the condolences. They are greatly appreciated. Thank you @Lila9 I will look into that book and @Raze, that middle video with John Gray was very helpful and I love his work and am familiar with him. I understand it will take some time for me to accept this part of Reality, and I have come to the realization that the only process I need is what is naturally occurring for me and i've recognized that she never went anywhere but is still here with me. Early this morning, she whispered in my ear "I'm still here". I heard it very clearly as I was beginning to awaken from my sleep, and even though it was a whisper, I heard it very clearly. No doubt. The only regret I have, which is very hard but its diminishing slowly, is that I never got to hold and kiss her before she passed, but I will let that take it's course. The dream I had last night about her was a beautiful one and I saw the beautiful waves of the ocean and all I could see through my closed eyes were waves and things blowing in the wind softly with a white background as if she was revealing herself to me. I was awake but my eyes were closed and I knew I was seeing the unseen. It was beautiful and words can't explain. The words "I am here" was all I needed and now I know she's still here with me and I feel even closer to her now, which helps. Thanks again for all the wishes and I will be easy on myself through this time. I see the importance of having direct experiences because nothing compares to that, and all the talking and knowledge that you have acquired in this journey doesn't come close to having the experience yourself. Thank you all. Bye for now.

@Leo Gura could you briefly explain this part of your latest blog post. Quote "God is not some kind of special object. God is the SUM TOTAL of all final objects. The sum total of all finite objects is not the same kind of thing as any one of those final objects". The SUM TOTAL part is what got me confused. Isn't saying sum total the same as saying something is finite. If you put a bunch of birds in a box, isn't the box an object, which in turn be classified as a finite object? Saying that God is the sum total of all finite objects, to me, is saying that God is limited to a totality which is quantifiable and is limited to only what is held within it including it being what the objects are held within. Not sure if I'm saying this correctly, but what I'm asking is, for something to be a "sum total" doesn't that thing require for it to be measurable. Please explain.

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What does it really mean to be the non-doer. Is it equivalent to not having free will. Is that just a concept or Truth. Are we actually making decisions ourselves, or is it being made for us.

I can't.

I love it

Show you face then

This is why I love to see oppositions to certain posts. It makes you think. Helps to think for yourself, regardless of whose right or wrong, but, then again, whose right or wrong becomes relative if it's not Absolute Truth.

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You're right. The Ego voice shouts. Your intuition whispers. Learn to decipher between the two. Silence helps with that.

Thank you for this. This is what I'm realizing. This is something to contemplate on. This is why I trust my intuition, even though doubts creep in, but I've recognized that the devil is strong, but God is stronger, and God is all there is; so whatever thoughts are not aligned with Source is not the Truth and to be able to see pass the deception is what Spirituality is all about and some.

I like it too. But don't tell anybody.

The whole blog post was very interesting to read and explained perfectly except for how I interpreted the above. I was misinterpreting what the term "sum total" meant. I guess sometimes it's difficult to use language to explain Infinity as language itself is limited. But the blog post was very enlightening and helped me to understand the essence of how science operates and it's limitations which you have already outlined in some of your YT videos.

Ok.. Thank you for your input. Celebrities are regular people too and, for the sake of making a point I chose to reference someone famous to make an analogy. For you to say why would someone care what celebrities care or feel like you have separated yourself from Reality and is the one being delusional and have, yourself, put them up on a pedestal without realizing it.

The pendulum probably swung too far in one direction and is probably balancing itself out. Celebrities intentionally create havoc in their lives when things are going too great to balance things out. Kanye and Jennifer Lopez are prime examples of this. Sometimes things have to get worse before they get better just like your home gets messy before its cleaned. It's all energetic. The Universe is rearranging itself to align in your favor, and as long as you just relax and let it do it's thing and only focus on the thoughts that come through you that feels good and are aligned with how Source sees you, you'll be fine. That's why it is important to try to feel neutral about everything that you're experiencing and not feel too excited about the good and to also embrace the so-called bad, because even the bad is working out in your favor as long as you don't resist it and you understand you are sometimes incapable of seeing the bigger picture.

You must observe thoughts and not identify with them. Rejecting thoughts mean you believe in them and now they will just get stronger because of your attention to them.

What is that? like being possessed, like the movie with the little girl, I forgot the name where her head spins around.

Oh I see. I've spoken about your posts before. I've noticed something in the tone. You usually give such good advice.

Unfortunately, this guy doesn't have flashy cars, and isn't a pimp nor claims to screw beautiful girls and doesn't flaunt his money around, so his allure isn't appealing enough for shallow-minded individuals like what AT seems to attract when it comes to sexuality. But no judgement because I would probably take some of that doe if he was giving it up and then run 'cause I would probably end up like that girl in the Las Vegas movie Showgirls.

By this definition, that sounds like most of humanity, just exchange Leo's name for anything else because most of humanity just buys into society's crap without question. So I guess most of life is cultish.

Please reflect on what you're saying and believing. Coco Cola and McDonalds are also very popular but bad for our health. Popularity doesn't mean anything other than you're popular, you assign the meaning (not the meaning of the word but what popularity means to you) Most of the twerking, videos on YT have millions of views and followers and celebrities, that should tell you about popularity in this day and age. God/Reality doesn't make mistakes but your perceptions and ideas about Reality can be flawed and distorted. So be wary of that. If you like AT, more power to you. You have the right to make that choice for yourself. Maybe it's my perception of your liking him that's flawed and distorted. My post about him previously was me just joking around and making light of Andrew Tate, don't take it personally as you can see I can get silly at times and like to joke around even though I still think he's an ass. Phhtt.

@StarStruckI'm not going to take that away from you. You have every right to your beliefs and opinions and I don't hate Andrew Tate, I just think he's overrated. And all that you said he did for you, you did for yourself . AT didn't do any of that you just gave away your power to him, your authority. You used him as a shield (if that's the right word) anyway, so if something goes wrong you have someone to blame but yourself. Tate didn't have to tell you to develop yourself, embrace your masculinity and provide value, you already knew this, you just gave Tate the permission to help you to see this for yourself. So all I'm saying is, we put people up on a pedestal for something we did ourselves and give them all the credit. No you are the G, you are the Don, the G and Don of your world and kingdom, yes he provided inspiration, but there are also plenty of other people providing inspiration, but you chose AT, for whatever reason. AT is just an actor but you are the Director. So stop boosting him up and giving him all the credit for the things you've done. You did it and used AT. Just like God is using us, so to speak. Without us there could be no unity. No Infinity, no world, no nothing. It's all you.

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