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Thats when you're young and naive. When men get older, they get hit with the reality of the dating scene and realize the dynamic is different from their younger days.

Anything but that, please. Actually smelling like garlic is even worse even tho I love it in food.

Maybe they explain it in 10secs? But making a girl orgasm in 10 secs.......idk about that....not even me can make myself cum in 10secs, maybe in a competition where the prize is $1mil and then I could just fake it like they do in porn movies unless they have doctors on hand to examine you and test for that and by the time he's done testing to see if I've came for real, I've done made him cum like 10x over that he forgot what he was doing in the 1st place. I need to get off these sexual posts because I get carried away. You can tell who's not gettin' any from their sexual jokes and innuendos. I'm just being silly. I've been so cooped up moaning about my mom that I need to let loose for a bit. Not too much, tho or I'll get in trouble. I'm trying to behave.

Lol, what was this a porn movie?

If you do them together like when you're being satisfied, you're satisfying her at the same time. Also try not to wait till after you've cum to satisfy her. Maybe you have a fetish of some sort different than regular sex that you haven't realized yet, or maybe you're having sex out of boredom. Going down on a woman is one of the most satisfying acts for most men to do, a lot of men, especially Caucasian men, they enjoy doing that to where they can do it for hours. Idk, maybe it's been just with me because down there I smell and taste like roses and beautifully scented edible flowers. Don't mind me i'm kind of whacko.

I was serious about being more conscious and aware without seeming competitive, because I'm trying not to fall into that trap of whose more conscious than who and whose more awake.

No, Church Attending has dramatically dropped because more people have "Woken up to God". What God really is. More people are realizing who they are and what Reality is. Not in the Absolute sense, perse, that takes a lot of introspection and dedication to really unpack, but just the basics. I say, in about 100yrs or so, the Church will be Obsolete. Maybe longer but it will be eventually, if not, it will dramatically change to accommodate more Spiritual teachings like Dr. Michael Beckwith's the CEO of Agape International in California. That's the Church I would love to attend some day. I've seen a few more Pastors changing their style of teaching and being a bit more open to New Age stuff, it's quite shocking.

Lmao. Yeah all the toxic chemicals in the soap. At least his dirt was all natural?. That's funny.

Yes, because we're more conscious and aware. After all, look where we're at. On a Spiritual forum instead of watching "The View " or Jerry Springer or on Tik Tok or better yet, listening to Andrew Tate. Just breaking your balls there, don't go off now.

I'm surprised you've only recently came to the understanding that our belief systems can create our reality, seeing how you're well knowledgeable about Spirituality and the likes. It can work for or against you, that's why it makes no sense to believe things that's not in your favor because you can create that. I'm working on that now. It's hard because the mind tends to see the outside world as being concrete, not realizing it has the power to change it. Even me saying it's hard, will create it being hard. That's how powerful beliefs are.

I think men are the ones that care what their friends and people in general think more than women. That's why most go for looks because of how it makes them look to others. Beautiful women are like "arm candies" and makes them look like "the man". That's OK, nothing wrong with that, but just don't say women are superficial because I've found more men to be superficial because they're always looking at what you're wearing, the size of your boobs and rear end, what your nails look like, your teeth, your hair, everything but your personality in the beginning then when she turns out to be a bitch and self-centered, they complain.

Those questions seem so logical. I understand tho, because most men are logical thinkers. Falling in love isn't logical. Time stops and you feel like one with whomever you're in love with. It feels like the "present moment" we speak about in Spirituality and the oneness that everything is. That's really what it feels like. The Universe is illogical by it's nature, so really, in answer to the OP's question, it is very unlikely but possible for a few. This is why most lesbians (the true ones, not the one's who are only in it because they've been hurt by men) often have long-lasting intense relationships. I know because my sister is a lesbian, my one-time best friend is a lesbian and i have been around a lot of them. The gay men are very promiscuous and their relationships fluctuate frequently. Generalizing, of course there are exceptions. I've also been there, and it feels different from a man. I felt I was being loved for who I am with a woman VS with men I feel lusted after even though a few have genuinely made me feel loved. I have been courted many times, but been in very few relationships, partly because of what I do, and partly from being emotionally unavailable. I've seen too many times how men can be, so I tend to not open up fully to them, not for fear of being hurt or abandoned but very few are deserving of my love because I can love so deeply, and I am very loyal in that respect. When I say deserving, I don't mean it like I'm the shit or i'm all that, but more so because I know my worth and it will take a man deserving of that to open up fully to him. It's not forced, and I don't intentionally hold back, it's just energetic and automatically happens that way, at least that's how I feel about it, but who knows because when you're inside the trap it's hard to see yourself from the outside looking in. I don't like the term "falling in love" anyway because that just implies you have to get back up. I look at things differently now, and I don't go for that "umph" feeling anymore like I used to because that just gets you in trouble emotionally, so I now have switched the tables and am now more logical in my approach, more so than men because I'm analyzing every bit of you to the point where love isn't even a factor. That will come later after the fact and after you've earned it. I've been very closed about my sexuality and dating on here in the past because it's mostly males here and I'm so often misunderstood, and I've been asked in the past and evaded the questions, but now I don't mind opening up a bit more since it really doesn't matter either way. I'm very open anyway, with other things and I'm not afraid of being judged or criticized as that's the main reason why people don't share too many personal things with others. It's not because it's ethical that they don't, it's subconsciously because of not wanting to be openly judged. I've passed that stage and couldn't care less what other's think of me, only what I think of me since I'm the one that has to live with myself.

I really don't have one. The only thing I can say is, if I'm loving someone based on my feelings and not how they wish or love to be loved, then that's selfish love, regardless of how it makes me feel. I really don't see love in relationships as a one size fits all because we're all different and for me it's usually getting to know the person and what they like and to try to accommodate that without losing or sacrificing my own desires in the process. It's a bit deeper than that, but for the sake of brevity, I'll leave it there, unless you expand.

Hi Mom, The feeling is starting to get weird. I look at your photo in my room now, and the feeling that comes up for me now is like you never existed or you still exist. It's like a question mark in my head. Was she ever here or is she really gone. I'm not going off of what I intellectually know about what death is but how I feel. People die all the time, but this hits home, so it's different for me but, the initial shock is just starting to wear off. It's been about 3weeks and I guess I'm starting to process it. I don't know the stages people go through with this kind of stuff, having mom pass away, I can only go by my own. I'm not in denial, it's just starting to feel weird. The other night I was drinking and when I got home and saw your picture, I started bawling my eyes out. I cried so much I fell asleep and when I woke up, my eyes were so puffy I looked like a dead fish. I have the YouTube poster Pic I got from the funeral home up and it just looks weird seeing you on a poster pic with the YT emblem on it. I get mixed feelings about that but I don't dwell on it too much since I understand times have changed and this is the Era of social media, just like the convenience of starting a journal online about my feelings. I'm sitting here wondering what it must be like to be here one minute and then gone the next. Most people don't think about death till it hit's home. I know why, but it's just weird when I see your picture now, it's like you were never here. That just started today and is probably a part of my personal grieving process and now I am wondering what it's gonna be like in the coming days and weeks. I just hope I don't start to freak out and start asking everybody, "have you seen my momma, she's missing". The only thing that's a surety in life, most people don't talk about and some even get angry if you do. I guess if I knew I didn't exist, I wouldn't want to confront it either. Anyway mom, just thought I'd express those feelings to you as it's coming up. Who knows, maybe tomorrow I'll see you as Popeye eating spinach and the next day as Dulcimenia gossiping with the neighbors. Dunno. Whatever comes up, comes up. Love you, Your little baby girl.

I would marry him as long as he didn't touch me. Just kidding, but he lived to 94 and died after he finally took a bath. Shocked his system and body, I guess.

Off topic, but Is this a more recent pic of you, you look different. Had to do a double take.

I see where most people aren't interested in what the "common" man has to say. Generally, if you don't have a degree, well-versed articulate or somewhat visually appealing, people are most likely to dismiss your opinions or least likely to pay attention. There are exceptions to the rule, of course, but I'm generalizing. This is how people generally get misled and I think someone's mindset is more important to understand than how they are coming across in the moment because people can train themselves to communicate a certain way so as to influence the listener in one way or another causing one to sound convincing even when they themselves don't even believe what they are saying. Politicians are a good example of this. My biggest challenge with communicating with the outside world, Is I find people usually have their assessment of me before hand in their minds and if I don't match that assessment, it becomes quite an effort for them to see the 'real me', underneath the fictitious character they've invented, which usually results in the remark, "oh, you're very intelligent", but it's not that I'm so intelligent, it's more they saw me as the dumb pretty girl who is superficial and vain, and only knows how to cook and entice a man. Cook I can, but I definitely don't know how to entice a man because I never really try to, it just happens. In fact, I most often communicate the opposite, except for when I'm working, which often times produces the adverse effect because now I become a challenge and a pursuit which I despise if I'm not interested.

The biggest bum or loser there ever was or is.

I felt every minute of this. Up until the 10:00 minute mark I felt his pain, then after that I put my hand on my heart after which I noticed the instructor also had his hand on the guy's heart. Very intense.

Lol

Different factors but I think the top two are too much Social Media consumption, (not just the consumption, but how it's being consumed) and environmental toxins ingested in a variety of different ways. I would also state the lack of expanded consciousness as consciousness is expanding rapidly at a pace more so than ever before. The latter was just a hunch.

@Danioover9000Can you ever make a post without referring to Spiral Dynamics, Stages of Development and the 9 Stages of Ego Development. I'm not telling you what or how to post and I'm not being synical or disrespectful, but it's very noticeable and I'm genuinely wondering if that's possible for you. Maybe that's just your thing and are fascinated by it but sometimes it would be refreshing to see another side of you or see you post from a different perspective just to break up the monotony a bit and to see what else is in that brilliant mind of yours. Just saying, and it's coming from a place of love, so don't take it any other way which you're also free to do.❤️

That's your experience. My friends, which are few and beyond, couldn't care less who I date because I don't base my dating on their opinions, only mine. It's not about who is a Saint or not but how we are wired and our experiences. It's funny how you say "downgrade if she has a good personality" yet you say males are more adept to accepting women how they are. Men are more visual and women more emotional, but both still boils down to how it makes you feel, even the visual. We don't love ourselves unconditionally, that's one reason we're incapable of giving love unconditionally, amongst other reasons, but that's ok because we are already unconditionally loved.

Nice. But understand that you did this for yourself. You created Leo to reveal this to you. You gave him the authority. Leo is only a reflection of you. Stop calling yourself an idiot and that you're still learning or you will forever be in a state of idiocy and learning, never getting it, even though there's really nothing to get because you are that, everything. Nothing wrong with constantly learning, if it's coming from a place of knowing who and what you truly are and expanding from that place. Just like you said, you're "looking forward to creating a greater being of love". You're already that which you wish to be, you're just going to linearly experience it, and from what I've read you say, I believe you're on the right track. Being thankful and expressing that gratitude will only bring forth more things in your experience to be thankful for, while the opposite is also true.

From your statement, you should love her even for the reasons you stated that women are looking for because that's who she is. Nobody loves you for what you are, we only love people because of the way they make us feel. If she had no teeth, no tits or ass or was just simply relatively unattractive in every sense of the word, you wouldn't even give her the time of day, and the only reason why you wouldn't is because of how that made you feel. Your statement is one of the most biased statements I've ever seen.