Princess Arabia

Sometimes it's best to not assume such broad statements that "you will never" as that's the life you will create for yourself. That statement is not true and also there are many people who are living with animals and who are communicating with them and are having strong bonded relationships with them. Even service animals. Maybe if you were to adapt a different mentality you might see life differently and maybe not be so limited with your beliefs and maybe enhance your experience for the better. People in hospitals are sometimes given pets to help with their recovery and these animals have true healing powers. I won't go on about animals and how they enhance our lives, but I will say it is obvious you lack awareness of how and what they can provide to us as humans and also to other animals.

This was very heartbreaking to read. After reading that post and then seeing this remark. It's like I got hit with two stones. Not judging you, though, as sometimes we tend to hold another responsible for the way we feel, but it was heartbreaking nonetheless.

How dare you. I will not get back that 2secs of my life.

Yeah. Ask, do you like this. Then stick it to her. There are no rules. You're the one putting meaning behind what it means to stick it up her ass. She might like it. Just ask her first. There ya go.

If it's one thing you got right and it's this. You know, it's in you. Polite is not the same as nice. You're starting to open up because the suffering is becoming unbearable.

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I understand what you're saying and I think you understand what it is I experienced. I was also identifying with those feelings. IT seems like I dropped all other identifications but held on to the feelings, which I was still and am identifying with or as, whatever the term is. I'm not going through a psychosis, as some may think, nor do I not see myself as separate, even though I know that's an illusion. It will take more than a little wine or a little weed to make that shift in consciousness. I know I felt something and when you said "open new doors in my perception that i may not have experienced before, I totally resonated with that. It's not like things aren't back to normal, but there's something I'm seeing, not with my regular eyes, that I can't compute nor explain. Not even how I see myself or the world, nor the situations around me. It's all the same, just something there, that I can only sense but not with my normal senses. I'm not feeling euphoric nor ecstatic bliss, far from it. The best I can say is it is like something keeps whispering to me in a non-verbal way. Saying something that I can't interpret, or I am trying to interpret but can't. So yes, I'm just sitting with it and letting it unfold without interrupting or trying to figure out what it is. It seems like it is it's own guidance. Thank you.

You didn't know you were going to meet this person, it just happened. Now you want to control what will happen next. Yes, plan for another date, anticipate how you want it to go by feeling good about it. Expect it to be an enjoyable experience but try not to get too much into your head with it. Ask her if she has a preference. Ask her what she would like to do. That's an example of you taking the lead. You're not waiting for her to ask you. If she says she doesn't care, then decide for the both of you. Whatever you decide, ask her if she's ok with it. That's showing that you care how she feels. If she really likes you, it wouldn't matter where you are as long as she feels comfortable there. You lead passively, not by force or by making all the decisions. Take control of the date by allowing her to feel comfortable. Don't push anything and try to relax and go with the flow.

You just did all that. In your mind. With your imagination. You just went there, from here.

Why do you keep laughing at yourself. You see. It's just a fucking play and you're doing the playing and having fun with it. Gave up already? That's no fun. I want you to care, please care.

There's nowhere to get. When you get "there", it becomes "here". There's just here. Can't you see it.

An experience is just that, an experience. It changes like everything else in life. You are already free. If you weren't you couldn't be in shackles.

Ok thanks for the warning. I will go educate myself with what I choose to educate myself on. So I think anyway. I will Google the word shit and something will pop up. I can't ask Google what am I feeling right now and it answers me. It may tell me what I'm thinking, don't know but it can't tell me what I'm feeling. I don't need to understand what happened, that's just mind trying to interpret things and trying to understand mind. I'm beyond the mind. What are you guys warning me about. Wake-up call for and from what. What's the worse that can happen. Let me know please.

Yeah, I get that. Language is a barrier. Everything and Nothing exists even your explanation is just an explanation, there for me to try to rationalize and believe in. I'm not literally dropping anything or getting rid of anything, nor am I putting anything there. What I'm saying is whatever is, just is.

If you think you are this person and think you are the body and everything that comes with it, and all your experiences that changes with the wind and all the mind chatter and beliefs and whatever else, then yeah. But if you realize that none if this is you because you cannot be what you are aware of then you realize that awareness is all there is because that's the only constant. Everything else is arising out of me. When I say me I mean the fucking empty space that is something, me, you and everything else.

If you read what I said, I will continue to live life as is. I'm not saying I don't see a person here or that I'm not separate or anything. Wtf is depersonalization/derealization. They are just words and concepts. I cannot be what I'm not. I cannot become what I am already. I cannot be depersonalized if I'm already a person. You guys are the ones with all these fancy words and concepts and putting meaning to life. How are you going to tell me how i am or what is going to happen. The only way to God is through God as God. I'm already that which I am. Nothing but filters and veils and beliefs and assumptions and conditions can presumably turn me into what I'm not originally. So if I believe I can be depersonalized then that will be true for me. If I feel like I need to be grounded other than where I'm not already grounded then I will go get grounded and then believe that I'm grounded. Nothing can change the changeless and if I'm that, nothing can depersonalize that. Only the illusion of depersonalization can appear.

Careful of what. You're the one who keep saying careful. I don't treat people like NPC's. Why should I. That would mean I believe in anything to be true. What would be the difference between me and the NPC's. I'm real and they're not? You're projecting your beliefs unto me. What is it, then if this isn't it. You keep telling me to be careful. What's going to happen. I will end up in the psyche ward? I will end up being butchered and murdered? I will end up ostracized, lose my friends, be banned, lose weight, gain weight, get stupid, be smarter......idk what I'm being careful of, or what will happen if I'm not careful. Only one thing is for sure and that is I exist and will always exist.

This is a huge misconception. Think about it. Why would someone out there that's having a lot of sex or working in the sex industry want to spend their downtime watching more sex. Unless you're a sex-addict, you won't care to do that if that's what you do for a living. You would be surprised if you really knew who were the freaks, kinks and the ones into fantasy role play. The strippers and the hookers and the sex workers are the ones supplying the tools for the so-called ordinary people who are the real "freaks".

Your feelings aren't beliefs. A baby doesn't need a belief system to cry or laugh. No need to go to school to learn how to feel. It's innate. Every word is made up; language is made up, -isms are made up. Everything in society is made up. Every stage is a phase. Everything will pass. Your life is one big "MADE-UP". The Singularity isn't, Consciousness isn't, Awareness isn't, even the I AM is made up because what comes after the I AM is imaginary. There is nothing to believe in. I don't believe I exist. I know I exist. I don't believe in Existence, existence JUST IS. Whatever comes after that is pure imagination. Solipsism is real because we're taking about it, Santa Claus is real because children believe in it and it's a fantasy and fantasies are real. 1+1=5 is real because I just typed it. No-thing and Every-thing is real. If God wants to dream up Solipsism, Scientology, Islam, Jihadists, Al-Qaeda, ISIS, Buddhist, whatever, so be it. The only thing the mind is concerned with is maintaining this form. The body. Whatever it takes. I am stuck in this body. So I think anyway. It is so obvious to me that I am not this body. It is so obvious to me that I am constructing this life, my world, all my memories, all my illnesses, all my worries and fears. It is obvious to me that I am deluded and everything is a fucking dream. It is obvious to me that I am being lived. When I look from my eyes I can see the light that's being projected. When I look from my eyes I can see the oneness everywhere I go. When I look from my eyes I can see that my eyes aren't seeing anything, it's just a projection. I can tell that I'm the one fooling myself, I can tell that I'm trying to wake up to nothing. I can tell you're me and i am you. I don't know how I can tell, but I know. If you ask me to explain anything I can't. It's a phenomenon I can't describe. I can't live my life like this because I'm not in control of that. I will continue to see fear, joy, happiness, anger frustration etc. I will continue to see all that arises because it is what it is and there is nothing i can do about it. It's so fucking obvious the feeling of aloneness arises, but that's just a feeling. I am the aloneness that i am feeling. There is no one feeling anything. It's just energy appearing that way. It's so obvious THIS JUST IS. Now, if I seem deluded and crazy, then that just is.

Everything scares people. Even their own shadow.

The body is designed for food not processed junk. You don't give your car orange juice you give it gas. That's what it was designed for. Processing certain foods alters the natural structure of the food and the body doesn't know what to do with it. If you google foods and their body parts you'll see tons of images of foods that resembles body parts. E.g ginger/stomach, sweet potato/pancreas, avocado/womb, tomato/heart, walnut/brain and more. The body is a very sophisticated machine and needs the proper environment to function properly. Not every food in it's natural state, tho, is suitable for all body types and blood type does play a factor in this, so these are just generalized statements.

Best way to look like a pervert. But what the heck, I like perverts as long as they're not perverted.

Your nervous system too.

In my book, it's the men who are always right. I'm just trying to not make them see where I'm wrong. Equals out.