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  1. When I started 100 mg was very noticeable - like switching to slow motion.
  2. I recommend Real Man Real Style youtube channel. I think that @Space have a great advice I would suggest to get second hand clothes. It's super cheap and you don't have to worry about making fashion mistakes. If you make a mistake you can replace your clothes without spending a lot of money - it doesn't work this way if you paid a full price. Buying used and cheap clothes also allows you to be more playful with your style.
  3. @Schnaby Sounds awful. I can imagine that music can be important for someone. He might not want to listen someone's else music - most people have a bad taste. Is this the only situation he acts this way?
  4. Thanks for sharing. He is an ISTP and she gives of an ENFP vibe. For some reason this match is quite common. In Socionics it's called a conflict relationship. There might be mutual attraction but constant presence of other person is hard to handle.
  5. Shy girls are just more complicated, harder to read and confusing. I know that from experience. If extroverted girl is interested it's rather obvious, it's even likely that she will approach me. Shy girl might avoid me for the same reason, chances of her making any steps are very low. Most guys will not approach girl until they see sign of interest. Older guys have better social skills so they may take a risk. Younger guys will choose easier target or don't approach at all. I don't understand why do you think 10 years difference is a problem
  6. You can't objectively day that someone is average. If you consider someone average it just means that you are going to have average relationship with this person (at most). If I have to choose something I want the best thing possible. Same with relationships I refuse to be in a "good" one.
  7. @Leo Gura @sethx My guess is that "knocking out of socks" is mostly caused by impurities/energetical blocks. I lost consciousness few times doing kriya yoga and it happened only at times I had trapped energy in lower chakras.
  8. @Rodrigo PF First thing if you are orange you are not going to gain so much from yellow/turquoise, you have to evolve to green first. If you are green you can start exploring yellow. Instead of talking to yellow/turquoise find an interesting 2nd trier youtuber and try to understand how he/she is thinking. It's best if you are already interested in a certain topic (this will make your transition easier) and you will be able to see it from 2nd tier perspective. In my opinion this is the most efficient way to evolve. Finding solid yellow friends is hard if you aren't yellow yourself. You will repel such people. Green are annoying because they believe in "objective facts" and they often accuse me of being irrational.
  9. I had near-death experience as a child (42 C / 100 F degrees fever). It was similar to 5 meo DMT but with much lower intensity. It was comparable to 100 ug of 1P LSD but there was nothing pleasent about this experience. 5 meo DMT has so much energy that it detaches you from your body. I guess it must be very similar to dying. You have to try it yourself and let us know
  10. @Adam M Psychodelics made me hypersensitive to everything. This is what you ultimately want but you will also need to learn how to handle it. You should feel rather comfortable in your life before taking 5 meo DMT because it may destabilize you.
  11. @Gesundheit Maybe it would be more accurate to write: personality is structure, ego is content and structure. However content always has an embedded structure. You are born with a certain personality type - this is a kind of energetic structure. An infant doesn't have much experiences and opinions (content). You may have same personality type but different opinions because of cultural background/upbringing.
  12. Sadhguru is the most pure and genuine spiritual teacher I know. It doesn't mean he is the best teacher (this of subjective), but he embodied what he is teaching. Others might be also very advanced but they often have some minor passive-aggressive traits going on. The only in issue is that his teaching aren't very deep.. unless you read between the lines. Because of that I needed to listen to many interviews to understand fully his thought process. Leo doesn't hide that much.
  13. I want to understand the question.
  14. Something switched inside of me and I'm having mystical experiences every day. Yesterday I was tired and decided that I will skip breathing exercise before a sleep. It kicks me into mini 5 meo experience and makes my heartbeat becoming very fast. I needed some rest. I started dreaming that there are rubber animal figures. I sorted them by colors and I have chosen pale colored group. I could choose if we (figures) want to move or stay at place. Moving meant weird transition (something like sliding inside of pool pipe slide but extremly fast). I don't know how but then I became an eBay auction I experienced bidding, became an email notification, the parcel and finally the person opening it. It may sound just like a crazy but meaningless dream. It was my most important spiritual experience. Switching identities allowed me to experience that EVERYTHING (!) matter. Even a parcel carries certain emotions For example helping someone while I'm angry on them is worthless. Special thanks to thing called Leo for recommending 5 meo DMT ?
  15. It just means that it was too much energy for you to handle. Maybe you have some energy blocks. I blacked few times when I was releasing trapped energy with kriya practice. However it never happened because of 5 meo DMT.
  16. If you are able to be good at Se you aren't really INxP at the moment. You are presence.
  17. I'm not telling anything if I'm not asked directly. So I keep everything to myself Sometimes I may give some hints and check how someone response. I think this is a safest way to push someone into right direction without causing strong ego reaction.
  18. @Forestluv It's so true!!! Few days after doing 5 meo DMT I was laying on my bed half-asleep. I was dreaming that I'm vaping 5 meo b I inhaled fully and it kicked me into nondual state. It was more powerful than any of my LSD trips. It's easy to underestimate 5 meo DMT. I would even say that I was able to learn more during LSD trip. The thing is 5 meo DMT is so powerful energetically that it will change your whole energetic structure.
  19. @4201 Few drops of vinegar.
  20. I am able to reach nondual state through Wim Hof breathing technique and than forcefully "pushing" air into my head and abdomen. The thing.. is 5 meo DMT unlocked my abilities to do that.
  21. I also had pain in my chest. In my case it definitely wasn't medical but emotional issue. It wasn't ordinary kind of pain. It didn't feel physical. It might be related to heart chakra.
  22. ENFJ? LOLOLOL, NOO! He is ISTP. He is definitely using Se, he has same rough eye gaze as Martin Ball (also ISTP) He is Rambo kind of guy He is overdoing Fe. He is heavily emoting but there is no fine tuning - it's on or off. What is also very visible he doesn't like theoretical stuff - Ne blindspot. He prefers more tangible stuff.
  23. As I mentioned before I have been in similar situation. What works for me is looking at her but as a person but rather as a pointer to something. Luckily I'm in contact with her so I was able to learn things about her and FEEL her presence. Because I knew how it feels to talk to her I was able replicate that feeling. This way I was able to switch from thinking to feeling. I am less obsessive now I rather have that constant warm, fluffy feeling of love. My thoughts about her have less and less content.
  24. I had relatively very good upbringing. It didn't help me because I have awful personality I feel lucky that I'm not "lucky". Being able to enter relationships easily is very dangerous thing. You can marry too early and choose wrong person. Than everything becomes extremly complicated.