Lyubov

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  1. We always merge back into the boundless and limitless field of love so knowing this is the absolute root of everything your desire to exist and experience and learn from the phenomena of life is not ultimately scary no matter what happens.
  2. these seem to be going viral regularly and are kinda... shocking I'm white (I identify as jewish but I pass as general white ethnicity from US perspective) and I have never experienced anything like this in my life before
  3. yup, same with fast food. mcdonald's engineered it's food so it gives the biggest hit of pleasure instantly like a drug.
  4. is this some dumb trump ploy to take attention away from his failed administration? he did after all sign-off on that corny "space force" ceremony and tout on and on about it on twitter.
  5. well to be fair guys do this basically everywhere. guys are always looking at girls even here in the US.
  6. people saying Mike didn't grow from his 5meo trip are deluded he most def did grow a ton from it and just because being a sportsman is his life purpose it doesn't mean he didn't "get the lesson" or "needs more" he went from being red to blue to orange to green over the decades. not many people do that...
  7. this was the country before foreign influences. in order for the country to defend itself it had to coalesce around authoritarian and fundamentalist values.
  8. Y'all I'm honestly feeling really depressed, sad and hopeless this month. I'm grateful my thinking is mostly clear however because I have been in much worse mental places before. Emotionally I just feel really down and I don't understand it. It's like I kind of know where and what it's coming from but I don't fully understand it and it's hard to link everything together. Covid is starting to take its toll on my life plans. I'm out of work and although I'm good financially it's making me worry about money. I'm also feeling abandoned some by my family. I'm surrendering to it however and just going with the flow. I'm tired of looking for conflict and problems to solve. I have good health and am for the most part in a really good financial situation so I am going to focus on gratitude and love. I'm finding old traumas surfacing during this covid stuff which makes me feel really emotional and sort of gross. I don't always like feeling all this past stuff and I don't like all the strange dreams I get from them... they make me feel sort of scared and ungrounded sometimes. I'm hoping the covid situation will normalize some so I can get some more grounding through work but as of now I just have to surrender to the current situation. I'll look for something part time in the area I'm moving to. Hopefully there is something I can do to keep me busy. I don't think distraction is healthy but at the same time I think over focusing on emotional stuff coming up can sometimes consume and bring down myself making it really hard to process, resolve and let go. I'm thinking of talking to my therapist again who I haven't seen in a while. I find this to be quite helpful when I go through stormy times. Even if I'm in a situation that isn't so dire I've found at least talking to someone every other week can really be supportive. I'm glad Skype is a thing I'm really hoping the covid situation is solved soon. It's taking it's toll on my life emotionally and I think surrendering to this is really the best I can do. I've found surrendering and looking for solutions aren't mutually exclusive. You can focus on surrender some part of the day and then the other focus on searching for solutions. Both are helpful!
  9. Y'all he said in the video he prefers if you don't suggest stuff to him
  10. I hope it doesn't end up being the boxing equivalent of this mess
  11. - ho'oponopono - love focused visualizations / meditations - all sorts of guided stuff on youtube - write love letters to yourself and others - writing 3 affirmations a day based around loving yourself and others - mdma (do it like a ceremony or for yourself to love yourself deeper where you focus on this during the trip) - foregiveness - breathe work (this breath I breathe in is love, this breathe I breath out is love)
  12. So basically Republicans in Texas... the same party that went crazy over the affordable care act putting in place "supposed death panels" are now having to do just this because they are so underdeveloped and selfish and unwilling to respond to a health crisis with compassion and reason. I feel real bad for the medical staff that have to do this because I know it was not under their leadership why this is occurring...
  13. do you have a fashion sense? men are really turned on by looks. if you nail down a style you feel sexy in and comfortable and also shows enough to get men staring you will feel like a sex goddess. my female friends love to look a certain way at the club for this reason. they told me
  14. I'm always thrown off by the proud boys. it's usually farm boys and incelish guys without any sort of style that I usually associate with redpill but the proudboys are like hipster redpillers.
  15. I'm just waiting for the election. I'm not going to predict who will win. I will pray to god that Trump does not will.
  16. of course they're gonna run with hillary ads. hell, they would probably do a better job against Biden if they say he is secretly a puppet of hillary and framed it as her being the actual one running.
  17. Sorry you're feeling ill Leo
  18. Anyone see the new sexual harassment charges filed against several Fox personalities today?
  19. my dad had one of those old radios set to AM talk radio while I was growing up. rush limbaugh, bob grant, mike savage, etc.... I hope you didn't subject yourself to this on your own
  20. do you by chance have cataracts
  21. abolish the suburbs? the fuck does that even mean? I guess some awfully worded dog whistle for take power away from racist white communities that have isolated and resisted change? all of the kids of boomers have grown up and are now gentrifying big cities