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Apparently he was put into a psych ward... what he experienced after isn't entirely uncommon when people go to these ceremonies. They will drink once or twice, surface some trauma/energy and won't have the opportunity to ground out what came up with another ceremony so they start to go crazy. makes for a tough integration period. He still seems a bit ungrounded but he will be fine, probably doing really well in some time.

Dreams are a good way of exploring the subconscious. I'll have pretty vivid DMT vision dreams sometimes, like a trip. Write down what you experience in them. This part of experience communicates more in symbols and metaphors though (occasionally directly) so don't overthink it and see what you can uncover about yourself

What I'm saying is over your head

Yes, the body is always trying to heal itself to the best of its capabilities. For several hundred years people used to let out blood of sick people to cure their illnesses. Some people still recovered from their diseases regardless of this practice which is now considered barbaric. People were making choices based off of the knowledge they had at the time and from their limited point of view and at that time this practice seemed like a good idea. As we learn more about the human body we will begin to find new ways of helping support its healing.

I'm saying that if someone finds themselves healed of those conditions the very fact of that occurring denotes to the same miracle of a cut healing on its own. I think some people like to take a ritual and trick themselves into thinking they did something when their body is always naturally trying to heal and cope with its environment.

The body is always trying to heal itself. Even trying to release trapped traumas/energy in the body which can lead to mental problems. People often get in the way of this when they really don't need to do anything. The body doing its healing is largely an unconscious process. You don't have to do anything to heal a cut if you support the process properly with clean bandages. It happens just naturally and is part of the grand design. That in and of itself is a miracle. It has its limits though depending on the injury.

"healing" is pretty broad category... heal what exactly? the body or the mind? a mental disorder... yeah plenty, that's what most spiritual healing does. cure a heart on the brink of failure after years of smoking? hmm well it can heal your mindset around it and help you take the actions you need to quit smoking and let the body properly heal the heart.

Hmm yeah fair enough

This is a good book which is sex positive but also recognizes the responsibility behind viewing porn. Porn is fine if you are responsible with it, just like all vices. I also wouldn't even call it a vice. It's an expression of sexuality which we as humans are hardwired for.

you have come off quite toxic in here tbh your original post had some truth to it but you're now just sort of projecting out your own stuff

This section could use more consistent moderation to weed out the conspiracy theorists and people propagating discrimination and dog whistles.

I used to sleep on my stomach sometimes when I had a very soft and comfortable memory foam mattress. I started traveling and found myself sleeping on stiff as f mattresses. Getting a really firm mattress might help.

Have you considered keeping your diet the same but eating fish??

hope both of yall are feeling ok

By being honest

Did Leo write these questions cause he was trying to "measure" if he was more awake than Peter?

man I'm really sorry you are going through this. are you located in a developed country? what is your financial situation? I wouldn't give up on fixing this through doctors. some medical spheres in certain countries may be ignorant in treating this. do tons of research online... go on reddit and other forums and ask questions. Find people who have went through this before and see how they healed it. if it def can not be healed look into alternative routs, i think you can gain foreskin back by slowly stretching it. If this still doesn't work look for ways to ease the physical pain. I think you can def do more to heal this and get to a place to enjoy sex how you wish to.

some of yall need to drop the guru worship circle jerk trying to figure out who is over 9000 I don't know half of the people being talked about in this thread and with good reason. Just cause someone is awake they suddenly have something original or valuable to share... lol nah... be your own guru

Oh sorry to hear about your cousin. Lockdown has also messed with my plans some for the summer and getting some stuff going for moving as well. Just flow with it. No need to resist and create emotional struggles about it. A lot of opportunity will present itself as things unfold.

You don't have to do anything. Just feel it fully. Don't resist it or try to control it or judge it or try to protect yourself from it. Just feel how you feel fully and be easy and compassionate with yourself and how you feel. Journaling helps too or connecting with others going through the same thing as you. When you feel it has passed and with a clear mind plan your next action steps to make a positive difference regarding this issue.

Have you thought about getting a room with some other people your age? It's a great way to make new friends. I've been in a similar situation as you before. Be like the water flowing. Set your boundaries but also don't let yourself get triggered. If it is something you can let go, just let it go. If you are being disrespected try to speak up for yourself in a non-aggressive way. Avoid them as much as possible if they are particularly toxic or you feel you need your space. Do chores and help out around the house when you can to avoid scrutiny from them. You'll be out on your own in no time so keep your head up

sup bitches it's this dude chad warden

im so confused rn

wait wut. I thought you said 5meo is the only substance for you... you now are stanning for regular dmt?