Aleksandar

@Shin Agreed.

Also I don't like being a victim. I have taken full responsibility for myself and must admit that laziness and lack of studying are my greatest weaknesses. I haven't found a method to fix it yet. If someone had similar experiences and overcame it successfully, please share the story...

@Alicja_ I am studying software engineering and ironically that is something that interests me the most but I can't find willpower to study it. One of the problems is that I have high interests and passion for certain subjects but this "studying disease" just blocks me mentally and slowly shit in my life is starting to pile up because of my laziness. Well at this stage of life I am supposed to acquire education, practical life skills, money and independence, all the bullshit that we are all forced to do because of this overmaterialistic society and I would rather just drive my car aimlessly entire day, preferably away from civilization...

I have been struggling with laziness almost my entire life especially in domain of studying. It's been a 6 years and I haven't had a SINGLE successful studying session. I will try to study, my attention will wander, I will get sleepy, my head will get foggy, I will have an actual physical reaction to studying and in the end I will fail. My high school results were poor, now my college is getting shitty, long term consequences are slowly starting to get me. Sometimes I doubt that I am learning disabled and my self-esteem suffers as a result. I have willpower to sit in meditation for hour or two without moving a finger, yet no method, no technique, no tips & tricks can help me do a simple 30 minutes studying session. Any suggestions on what should I do? I would like to hear from someone who had similar experiences and thanks.

In my case, the best way to stop masturbating is to find distractions. Read, go outside, exercise, drive your car, just don't sit in front of your computer the entire day because you will eventually backslide. As for girls, stop idolizing them, they also eat, sleep and shit just like us. You are probably needy due to social conditiong and your ego. Enjoy your solitude.