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Try this and let me know please. It works for me https://robert-adams.de/Robert Adams Complete Works - Jan 2012 - prev unknown files now dated and 1 new transcript added.pdf

Sorry for reviving this thread . Anyone here have downloaded this and benefited from it so far ? I really wish for everyone to read this man. I have not found any other spiritual teaching that resonates with me more than this .

bruhhh I think you need glasses 👓.

I've picked a new hobby recently. I like to drive my bicycle late at night and visit the cemetery to see dead people's graves.. I like to read headstones. Like it's really interesting. Seeing who was buried with who..ages etc. And I'm thinking that one day we all gonna be dead . Whenever I turn ..I see impermanence..death..etc. and honestly life as a whole on the materialistic level isn't satisfying no matter how you wanna slice it . Everyday you have to suffer from your biological needs ..and the more you age you gonna get sick and disgusted by life ..until you drop dead one day . I know what I'm saying is obvious but REALLY consider the situation: you are doomed to suffer for your whole life then you die . This reminds me of the story of Buddha when he knew that sickness +old age +death exist and that they are inevitable he freaked the fuck out and ran away from his position as a prince and went to the woods seeking enlightenment or whatever. I always wondered where we came from. And I made thousands of posts on this forum about this issue. It just seems so strange that all of sudden we're all just here. Almost like we all just spawned out of nowhere. We all are just born from nowhere and then we live 80 years maximum and then dissapear. It's so mysterious . I want to just say that if you are not serious about this work (uncovering deep truths about life and reality ) then get serious. Because the situation is really serious. Just think about your inevitable death but seriously think about it as if it was sooooo near .. the most insane thing that we can't even wrap our minds around and its terrifying beyond comprehension and its the most normal thing in the world. That's what blows my mind . If you are reading me right something must change in you .

No self is so limited. Like ok duh I get it there is no little me in my brain deciding things but it's just happening. OK I get it .can we move to the next level lol 😂? No self is only one dynamic of relating to reality. Let's say you going to have sex.. How to have sex? Well see ..no self and all this has nothing to do with having sex. Reality is all that you see around you. It's true that you don't exist as separate thing. But you are still living life through that particular human meat bag. And this no self is the last thing that the body mind need to do what is it doing and will continue to do for years to come. We all have had the no self realization. And it's completely impractical cuz you still have shit to deal with even tho you don't exist... So it's necessary to expand beyond that.

Oooooh the no-selfers gang of the forum are fighting

Yup it's mind-blowing mindfuck isn't it ? Most people create a duality between materialism/realisim vs solipsism/idealism. And no one has ever thought that both are true . How ? Because yes your conscious experience is completely sovereign. Leo once told me "if you no longer see or interact with other human beings for the rest of your life you will awaken ". And of course you know what that means . On the other side ..everything in your relative existence forces you to accept that the world has independent existence from you . Because you can't wish the walls of your room out of existence. There are layers of objectivity . This is no silly hocus bocus dream. God has thought out how to design this dream carefully.

..i say it could be a mix of both. And I'm so much leaning towards that actually. Maybe I should create a label for this state of consciousness and call it mine lol. Notice that everything seems correct from each pov. It seems absolutely true that reality is external and objective .all evidence points towards that. And at the same time.. all of that seems to be couched within you/consciousness. Notice that you can never debunk either of those thoughts no matter how you try. You can never debunk materialism, neither will you ever debunk idealism. So both are true .

Why does limits exist in the first place ? Ever wondered about this? It's simply because infinity by virtue of being infinite it must include finite things ...otherwise it wouldn’t be infinite . I don't remember which video but I remember hearing this exact point from one of Leo's videos .

I know how to reconcile solipsism/idealism with realism. Ever wondered how is it possible that the world seems objective and independent from your mind yet simultaneously it is a projection of your mind ? I know that . Also ..How should you act in the world knowing that none of what's going on in the world is your business? Like if you are watching a movie ..it's obvious that everything happening in the movie is scripted and its out of your control..you are just the watcher of the movie ..right? Similarly..none of what's happening in this world is your business. Then what should you do when you hear in the news about the fires in LA? I know that . If interested about something..just ask me .(this is said with humility btw . Obviously you are also conscious of things which I'm not conscious of . Nobody has it all figured out ).

Great insights. Thank you for sharing If you might engage me a bit ..how exactly is this known ?:

Well..you want to say that the absolute or the true nature of existence is not a "he"(or she )? Meaning it is not a sentient being like a human or animal or alien etc ? Well look at your own self . Aren't you a sentient being ? Why is it so far fetched to think the source of you as a conscious person is also a conscious person? In the end ..The duality between personal and impersonal must collapse at the absolute level because like I said its ineffable and beyond words . You can call it absence of limits..you can call it god ..you can call it "42"..etc these are just words . The thing which the words point to can only be accessed by the spiritual seeker himself. That's why different religions and spiritual traditions describe the absolute in slightly different ways..it's impersonal In Hinduism but personal in Abrahamic religions. Etc

Yes . You are totally correct. Im thinking of taking a break for a year or so and just focusing on enhancing my awareness. I'm conscious of pretty deep stuff that honestly I'm not sure how many people on this forum are conscious of .which is not to be arrogant or idiot or delusional etc but it is just the truth . And btw thats the only way to seriously awaken. As long as you regard someone else thinking that he knows better than you what's going on you will never awaken. All the answers are within .

I agree with all of what you're saying. Because I have verified them in my own personal experiences. There is just no way to describe it through words .but we are enraptured in language and we have nothing else but metaphors and analogies. I like to think of it like a dream.in the dream the only real thing is the consciousness or mind dreaming .the dreamworld is illusory. It definitely appears to be real but it doesn't have an objective existence outside the dreamer. Death is simply the end of the dream phenomena and what remains is pure consciousness which is free to do whatever it wants .

Thanks jav. When Ramana Maharshi was dying of cancer ...he didn't give a fuck about being hospitalised. His deciples had to force him to see the doctor . Because he was next-level beyond a shred of a doubt sure that he is the immortal self.and that death is a jokd . That's the kind of consciousness which should be the ideal to strive for . But its not easy . And it's sad how far the gap is between us (at least me ) and someone like him .(remember that post I made about my attachment to my cellphone lol?)

@zurew OK fuck it ..lets suppose this masochist Jesus really existed in some dimension of time called the past or history..(just the regular set of assumptions of the naive realist materialist paradigm)...still ...there is zero rational reason to take him or whatever he is saying seriously. You sound like you know your shit right? Intelligent and left brained ..have you heard of evolution? Then you go to the freaking bible and you encounter bullshit in the very first chapter about Adam and Eve which is a Jewish mythology. So the whole backbone of Christanity which is the story of the sin of Adam (which then demands there must be crucifixion and Jesus dying for our sins) is based on a myth . Do I really need to say this ? There's your relative perspective. I just prove to you that Christianity is bullshit from the relative perspective as well.

@zurew well first of all i was being cute to help her loosen a bit this fear of hell if she doesn't follow Jesus . secondly ..my spiritual work has revealed to me that the entire history is a fabrication. If you are not yet aware that the past is something you're imagining then what are you doing here ? From the absolute perspective..Jesus never even existed . And I mean this in the most literal sense possible . You're imagining Jesus. Religion is based primarily and mainly upon fear. It is partly the terror of the unknown and partly..(as I have said)the wish to feel that you have a kind of elder brother who will stand by you in all your troubles and disputes. Fear is the basis of the whole thing.. fear of the mysterious.. fear of defeat..fear of death. And in her case fear of hell .

Leo in dreams be like : "You're dreaming .wake up .wake up "

@Schizophonia is that you in your childhood ?

I'm just so called body for a while now actually . I have no Internal monologue. No sense of separation from the world .no sense of self etc . Even when people yell at me or call my name I'm thinking "I'm dead. Who the hell are they calling ?" 😂.

@Leo Gura Great thanks Leo for your work . Can you make episode in the future about dealing with existential crisis?

@James123 existence has no purpose. Granted it does appear that it has a purpose. But just one look inside yourself is enough to reveal the absurdity of life.

Why do Christians ride on the back of a man they have no proof of ever living and a man who has never done anything for them? if I ask a Christian what has Jesus ever done for you? They would say he died on the cross for our sins except we have no proof of that 😂. All Christians simply believe hearsay as a way to comfort themselves. That's the only way I can think of it. It's children play as osho have said . Sorry if this is saddening for Christians but truth be told .

😂 Leo shattering those belief bubbles with a hammer . Be gentle Leo. Jesus loves you .just open your heart and accept him .he shall save your sinner arse from eternal hell .

Purpose of existence he said lol. Existence just is .