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  1. There's a "VR" missing from that quote somewhere ... for maximum impact
  2. Surrender fully, every moment, to what is... Realizing there's no one that surrenders, there's just surrendering happening...
  3. The one who 'decided' to stay with her is not in charge of anything. It's all fun, games and empty promises until no one appears Which is not to say you won't stay together, but not because of this 'decision'. I guess there's no point talking about it, it has to be experienced...
  4. One man's kundalini is another's premature ejaculation 😢
  5. When you make love to someone, you're just masturbating. W*nker! 😅
  6. If you don't perceive the tree, not only it doesn't make a sound if it falls, but it doesn't even exist...
  7. Care to go in a bit more detail, what's the problem with it? Too high a temperature, too low, or what?
  8. Do you have to make your own 5meo liquid for that? What about something like the yocan evolve plus xl with ceramic coil? Much simpler
  9. Freedom or liberation is available right here and now, it will never be found in 'what ifs', in thinking, in the past or future. Recognize that it's only thoughts that create your suffering, and tackle the problem head on. Thoughts are never true, so why do you act like they show you some truth? they don't. Realize who you truly are and treat thoughts as the empty distraction they are.
  10. It WAS a subjective experience, experienced by the Ultimate Subject, God/Reality/Consciousness/Awareness, which is prior to language, logic and reason, so cannot be 'understood' or 'known' using them. It's like the characters in a TV show trying to understand the TV screen they are projected on.
  11. 'Who' cares? Spiritual ego. 'Of course', you say. BUT!!!! It actually points to what needs work... in 'you' 'Yeah I know that' So... are you going to again distract yourself with spiritual concepts? You know what to focus on....
  12. You're imagining Teal Swan to keep you from awakening. Awakening is not at some point in the future, once your 'shadow' is 'worked on'. Awakening is now. The mind's nature is to solve problems, real or invented. It'll keep you busy for decades if you allow it to work on/dig up whatever it thinks it can prolong its existence, to keep the illusion of separation. Pay less attention to your mind trying to find intellectual and logical answers to questions you didn't even ask. You're saying you're not resonating with Teal's message, but still the mind is slowly but surely convincing you that there's more work to do before you're "allowed" to realize who you truly are. Your true nature is always and already here and now, there's no process to go through before you're "worthy" to realize it.
  13. Are there apparent past and future unicorns, relatively, and on the same level as past lives?
  14. Which part of 'you' reincarnates? If it's Universal Consciousness, does it even make sense to say it reincarnates?
  15. Fear is of the ego, in your many ego deaths, did you feel any fear?
  16. If you think aging is suffering, work on becoming more conscious, past stage greed of Spiral Dynamics. Plus, suffering is a great catalyst that leads to awakening. Without suffering, nobody would have the drive to wake up. All hail 3rd density, for the great evolution opportunities!
  17. Here, 'trying to love myself' feels backwards. "You know, that unconditional love you can't feel, hence you're in this predicament? yeah, try to apply it anyway, create feelings out of past egoic, grabby, clingy feelings of love you might have felt, and apply it to ... whatever you think you are at this moment". A great opportunity to re-enforce the spiritual ego, now even more loving! What that achieves here, is it only adds to the resistance already felt. Instead of forcing this, I am reducing resistance every hour, every day, by realizing, by seeing that the separate person I imagined myself to be, is 'only' a bunch of thoughts and feelings, an energetic contraction thinking itself in the body. Coming from the 'no resistance' perspective feels more natural here, than applying the 'love yourself' mantra, given to an ego that doesn't know how to love anyway... Just a different pointer
  18. The 'you' that tries to 'love itself' is the same ego that is realised to be ilusory, its absence reveals the true nature of unconditional love.
  19. It's the devil leaving the body
  20. I'll learn Albanian on the off chance I get to meet the one and only Albanian enlightened master
  21. In the suicidal depression state, was your knowledge of 'all is love' intact? Did you see the depression as love as well? Do you (still) consider yourself enlightened? I've had states of mild depression that felt like the depression isn't "mine", it's just life expressing itself, and it just so happens to be felt through this body Like the spiritual saying goes, don't get attached to pleasure, don't resist pain... was there an element of this in your depression? Thanks. @WaveInTheOcean
  22. Because neurotransmitters/brain chemistry return to the pre-enlightenment state. Start spiritual practices so you can maintain that state all the time, takes years but worth it, in parallel with trips to see what you're aiming for ...
  23. 10mg plugged or insuflated is too little, try 25mg and then increase by 2mg until breakthrough 10mg smoked you should feel, but if technique is not up to par, you may waste some of it, if that means 5mg smoked, that's not a lot. Perfect your smoking technique