Verdesbird

i was at 90mg ritalin serious vicious stuff ,even if you dont reconize it (it dont reconize cos your brain got doped)

shift to softcore porn,then shift to magazine nude,then shift to mental masturbation,then get a g.f gradually

these are two sides of the same coin,lets keep an open-mind that each of them has its own qualities,like Dalai Lama says: "its good that democracy has varios political parties cos then its balanced"

why?

just read my posts for that

what people preach in this forum is basically that this .. is equal to this ... if you have explored your mind enough with psychedelics meditation and so on you will come up to the conclusion that what is in your mind is ALL what you have experienced in your entire life till the moment you were born and nothing else lets think of a baby that has grow up in a dark room until its 30yo ,and then he has acess to psychedelics,all sorts of,what do you think the baby will discover? so its fundamental that you grow up in content,for this you'll have to study transcendental stuff,like the teachings of old esoterical traditions,to then open your mind to new possibilities ,and then check for yourself what is the case ,the truth with capital T

here's the thing,both are incomplete pieces of the whole story psychonauts traditionaly think that ''counscuousness is a buble that expands to the infinite'' that itself is a assumption that is based on the traditional materialism paradigm,the actual case is that counsciousness transcends itself to a trans-human counsciousness, all new discoveries a pshychonault could make alone its already backed-up in pre-concepts of the mind about what that thing could be or not be, the explanation for all this (that is denied by both idealists and materialists and teached in old religions and esoteric traditions such as esoterical budhism),is that forces from outside of the mind (spirits you may say),time to time come down to earth and influences and shifts human counsciousness that's what tibetean budhism pratices is all about ,they investigate the mind via meditation and techniques,and then they learn what the transcendental masters have been teaching during thousands of years ,then they mix the inside with the outside,they do alchemy,and finnaly then they get enlightened and can do several ''paranormal'' things

be careful to not become one of these ..

what changes whatsoever ?

sure it is

i was a ritalin addicted and i guarantee you that with time it will get your brain vicious and doped

you guys just dont understand how much of the creepy mindfuck underground shit i have passed trhoug

hummmmm reality so good by this point of my life i have several psychedelics experiences and none of them shows me that what we call reality is made of ''pure counsiousness'' something must be wrong in leo's theory i mean..i acept quantum physics,but the claim that says ''all is pure counciousness'' is like saying there's no solid unbreakable rules at all telepatic abilities for exemple dont disprove the material reality,only partialy i already schedule a 5 meo session with a shamam,it will be to me the final frontier of my psychedelic walk,i dont gonna do much psychedelics after that what do you guys think about

here's the thing,from the moment i get implanted i have done many dmt breakthoughs and ayhuasca sessions and cannabis sessions i trust that i have explored my counsciousness entirely,and i have found nothing

for this i will open myself here and tell my story 10 years from now i was involved with 'umbanda' a Brazilian esoteric mystic rite based on the teachings of the great white fraternity(theosophy) mixed with afro-brazilian shamanistic culture in that time of my life i was developing mediunistic abilities,seen spirits,interacting with then,manipulating energies,in the umbanda house i was introduced to the higher chief,a ''caboclo'',who incorporate the spirit of a old indian leader from amazon, one day in a midle of a spiritual rite one of the members of the house come to me and says that he incorporates the spirit of the chief and offers me a shaktipat,i trusted him and accepted the shaktipat now this is where the shit hits the fan ...from then on every single night i've had a nightmare,horrible ones,one after another,day by day,i just dont know what was happening to me at that time,i got scared and i get away from the house at that time i have trusted my own mediunistic habilities of healing and have tried several times heal myself with ayhuasca,dmt,and cannabis,i've had several dmt breaktroughs with higher doses,tried the plant medicine,tried cannabis,and nothing.. nightmares still day by day after years,then i have seek professional help with psychiatrics and alternative holistic medicine,after years nothing comes and the nightmares still day by day until i get back to the umbanda house and seriously demanded to talk to the higher chief ..then the original higher chief attended me (not the false one) and says to me that i've had an spiritual implant "come here son...'' he says, i followed him to a room,just me and him in the room and he gave me something to drink "here take this...'' ,i drinked (the most underground psychedelic magick shit ever ) and then the most absurd thing i've ever seen in my life occur.. he just put a hand on my head,pull my soul out in front of my very eyes,put his hand in the head of my soul and pulled out a scary alien-like creature after that i got psichotic the same night and i was forced into a mental asylium .... after i got recovered from the asylium,i've took very heavy psychiatric drugs,and then i moderate myself to do minor dosages with chedelics,i got easy back then ..,,less lsd,less dmt,more meditation,more studies in budhism ,hinduism and taoism, from the umbanda times until now what i remembered is that i got TONS of lost memory .. o lost my clan (no idea where the guys are) and i got a cronic pain inside my head that lasts until today

''Where is the Akashik records and astral plane occurring? Your own consciousness, consciousness itself.'' no,in the astral plane,outside of the mind (yes sucha thing exists) q:''a body hits a wall '' .. remove counsciousness from the equation what do you have? r:you still have the fact that the body hits the wall one to think about ... have you guys ever try to deal with high magick while on psychedelics?,like evoking spirits and entities and so on? if you try and the thing gets real deal then what will happen is that you gonna screw ap the whole thing and the entities gona take over the situation and you will end up suicidal or in the mental alysium,precisely because you are dealing with forces from the outside any shaman knows that have you seen leo last video? he talks about the dpt trip,have you seen some similarities with the video 'outrageous experiments in counsciousness'?leo gets redundant its all like.... ...then i see love,then god comes from love,then god god infinite,then embodies the counciousness,then gets infinite,then is pure love,then its like the void wicht is god cos god is infinite,then i have no self,then is pure love..etc.etc.etc... he's traveling the infinite nothingness of itself trying to get somewhere witch is the total awakening.. thats never ever total cos its infinite.. and then leo goes further into infinite ..like chasing its own tail no new conclusions at all now .. a brand new different thing will happen if leo gets involved in esoteric budhism,now it will be the real deal..now its sinthesyzes outside with inside and do alchemy and gets really somewhere

how about this awser ... in the Akashic records in the astral plane

so what about the dynamics of imagination? it is self-created? you can guarantee that ?where does come from? why brains exists ?

@James123 @Jacobsrw @Nahm that is human-centric witch is this.. the idea that its all inside and theres no sucha thing as outside ''ow is there this parallel universe you assume exists without it requiring consciousness? '' for exemple are you aware of your grandpa early life? ..no .. it have existed? ..yes

what im sayng is basically what esoteric budhism says there are infinite counsiousness and there are a ''parallel'' universe made of 3D matter these two are interconected,but..,there are transcendental rules for them to interact,rules that we need to discover rules that exists before imagination and mind itself its a quite different map than sayng ''its all imagination in the gods head'' no it isint

consciousness is transcendental

i do trust total infinity,ive had infinite inights samadhis and embodyments during my ''trips'' im just sayng that are rules for total infinite possibilities,and these rules are more transcendental and before-human-existance than just saying ''god is imagining everything,and god is me and you'' leo could make more intelligent and relevant questions instead of just asking ''what is reality'' ''what is counsiousness'' ''what is god'' ,these questions are all backed up in pre-concepts of the mind about what it could be or not be here's is one more relevant and profund question: "what are the best spiritual way that one can possibly follow ?" for awsering a question like that budhists have spend more than 5 thousand years researching counsiousness and all its possibilities,and they gone very far with its rescearches they can meditate in boiling oil they can levitate they can conquer a body made of pure light all stuff made up by a transcendental counsciousness,a counscuousness aware of itself,thing that leo wants to conquer but leo came up from a skeptical past,now he just evolute to a human-centric vision of reality,with no transcendentalism at all as i said here in Brasil there's a sect of people that think just as leo,they are all psychedelic oriented human-centric and they says very equal things like ''porpouse of life is imaginary'' ''reality is made up by imagination'' and etc Brasil has lots of shamans mediuns and mystics of various degrees ,what leo is saying nowdays i already heard in the past

no man that was an analogy of the film 'the matrix' i know what you are talking about like an smoking rat before gets kill who knows his death end

today is like the mainframe of the machine, last night's dream is like an app of the o.s

this is one of the dumbest critiques heres one in the midle ..