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hi folks in my psychedelic insights i have found something as a UNIVERSAL-MACHINE, meaning ... a machine that once touched .. it shifts the entire universe i mean .. literaly remember that hawkings was after a equation that explains our entire universe, i was after a machine .. what do you guys think?sucha thing could exist?
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Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
http://www.tibetthanka.com/rainbow-guru-08.html the problem with modern spiritual teachings is that it gots corrupted with half-baked truths,magic for exemple are common in taoist circles in china ,these pratices do not harm the souls of its praticipants neither separate then from the higher self, quite the opposite,they do magic along with taoist chi-cultivations and meditations matter and spirit are in old esoterical traditions integrated in one single transcendental reality,the separation is illusion preached by modern spiritual teachings,so in that case both modern left hand pratices and right hand pratices have been understood in wrong ways (pratice and study),the solution to this in my views is to get personal encounters with adepts of old esoterical teachings like esoterical budhism,learn direct from the source...and more important then that..learn everything as possible from several traditions and have deep meditations deep reflections and even deep psychedelics trips aways focusing them in the underlying truth 'behind the scenes' of all of them,then its gets the ''juice'' of transcendental truth itself,the important thing to realize is that if one's soul gravitates into the most righteous direction,then its equivalent of sayng that is toward the enlightened spirit -
Verdesbird replied to Rilles's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
tipical meditation-like sensations,might be everything just fine with you i believe -
Verdesbird replied to Shmurda's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
this.. is what idealists and materialists dont talk about its the transcendental spirit that guides mankind,teached in old esoteric traditions such as esoterical budhism -
Verdesbird replied to FlowerNote's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
you blame to much on the so called ''social conditioning'' of society,parenthood,etc,as i said in this topic .. ''The circumstances surrounding your birth including your natural body, your social and cultural backgrounds, the period of time you were born, and the parents and relatives you have are all gifts from the divine creator. You must fully receive them.'' ive had experiences where i meet GOD both with chedelics and without it,also experienced infinite love(i coldnt barely stand in my own feet with that kind of love),and i remember that 'outrageous experiments in counsciousness' video that you just released that you talked about how GOD could go to Hell just for love,whell...id would say that if GOD do sucha thing for love(to save you for exemple) he will problably be in a human form of one of your loved ones (your ''family'' or ''clan'' or ''brotherhood'') discover a higher Love is one thing,but then to think that family's love is selfish and egoic its too much of a precipitated childish aproach to reality -
Verdesbird replied to FlowerNote's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
except that...inside this universe that you love so much no one's will love you more than your own family -
Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
i want more opinions about it -
Verdesbird replied to WHO IS's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
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Verdesbird replied to MrMog's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
i took Ayahuasca and everything works just fine with me it didint cure me but is was a very good experience -
Verdesbird replied to WHO IS's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
its like the oasis song the masterplan,god has a masterplan for all humankind until.... god takes a chedelic,got a mindfuck then its gets all twisted up -
Verdesbird replied to Victor Mgazi's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
i have shifted from a traditional materialist paradigm point of view to a more personal and transcendental point of view i still believe in materialism but in a very different way,a way that considers quantum physics and old esoteric schools transcendental laws of reality and the universe i become more interested im budhism in particular to this point ive done several psychedelics already had many god-like experiences i will try the 5meo in a few weeks,with the hope that it will reveals me more about existance itself ,for me it will be the final frontier i will not be doing much chedelics after that its just like allan whats says -
Verdesbird replied to DrewNows's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
lots of relevant theory -
i was at 90mg ritalin serious vicious stuff ,even if you dont reconize it (it dont reconize cos your brain got doped)
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shift to softcore porn,then shift to magazine nude,then shift to mental masturbation,then get a g.f gradually
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Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Society, Politics, Government, Environment, Current Events
these are two sides of the same coin,lets keep an open-mind that each of them has its own qualities,like Dalai Lama says: "its good that democracy has varios political parties cos then its balanced" -
Verdesbird replied to Dylan Page's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
why? -
Verdesbird replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
just read my posts for that -
Verdesbird replied to Dylan Page's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
be careful to not become one of these .. -
Verdesbird replied to Monde's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
what changes whatsoever ? -
Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
sure it is -
i was a ritalin addicted and i guarantee you that with time it will get your brain vicious and doped
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Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
you guys just dont understand how much of the creepy mindfuck underground shit i have passed trhoug -
hummmmm reality so good by this point of my life i have several psychedelics experiences and none of them shows me that what we call reality is made of ''pure counsiousness'' something must be wrong in leo's theory i mean..i acept quantum physics,but the claim that says ''all is pure counciousness'' is like saying there's no solid unbreakable rules at all telepatic abilities for exemple dont disprove the material reality,only partialy i already schedule a 5 meo session with a shamam,it will be to me the final frontier of my psychedelic walk,i dont gonna do much psychedelics after that what do you guys think about
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Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
here's the thing,from the moment i get implanted i have done many dmt breakthoughs and ayhuasca sessions and cannabis sessions i trust that i have explored my counsciousness entirely,and i have found nothing -
Verdesbird replied to Verdesbird's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
for this i will open myself here and tell my story 10 years from now i was involved with 'umbanda' a Brazilian esoteric mystic rite based on the teachings of the great white fraternity(theosophy) mixed with afro-brazilian shamanistic culture in that time of my life i was developing mediunistic abilities,seen spirits,interacting with then,manipulating energies,in the umbanda house i was introduced to the higher chief,a ''caboclo'',who incorporate the spirit of a old indian leader from amazon, one day in a midle of a spiritual rite one of the members of the house come to me and says that he incorporates the spirit of the chief and offers me a shaktipat,i trusted him and accepted the shaktipat now this is where the shit hits the fan ...from then on every single night i've had a nightmare,horrible ones,one after another,day by day,i just dont know what was happening to me at that time,i got scared and i get away from the house at that time i have trusted my own mediunistic habilities of healing and have tried several times heal myself with ayhuasca,dmt,and cannabis,i've had several dmt breaktroughs with higher doses,tried the plant medicine,tried cannabis,and nothing.. nightmares still day by day after years,then i have seek professional help with psychiatrics and alternative holistic medicine,after years nothing comes and the nightmares still day by day until i get back to the umbanda house and seriously demanded to talk to the higher chief ..then the original higher chief attended me (not the false one) and says to me that i've had an spiritual implant "come here son...'' he says, i followed him to a room,just me and him in the room and he gave me something to drink "here take this...'' ,i drinked (the most underground psychedelic magick shit ever ) and then the most absurd thing i've ever seen in my life occur.. he just put a hand on my head,pull my soul out in front of my very eyes,put his hand in the head of my soul and pulled out a scary alien-like creature after that i got psichotic the same night and i was forced into a mental asylium .... after i got recovered from the asylium,i've took very heavy psychiatric drugs,and then i moderate myself to do minor dosages with chedelics,i got easy back then ..,,less lsd,less dmt,more meditation,more studies in budhism ,hinduism and taoism, from the umbanda times until now what i remembered is that i got TONS of lost memory .. o lost my clan (no idea where the guys are) and i got a cronic pain inside my head that lasts until today
