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justfortoday replied to WHO IS's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Good. At least I get to be immortal for all the shit those assholes put me through. -
justfortoday replied to George Paul's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Member When I say nothing I simply mean subtracting all your "senses" and just being "I" — I is nothing. And "I" experiences everything. -
justfortoday replied to WHO IS's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Salvia will have you talking to people that were never there, and feeding your fear. I once did it and literally thought I was Jesus. -
justfortoday replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This is the inversion of your visual field — It's actually an incredible thing. You can see reality like a frame on the wall. -
justfortoday replied to Winny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I love that. -
justfortoday replied to George Paul's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Correct, but what is *experiencing* the projection is "nothing". -
justfortoday replied to Winny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Do you see your own face? No. Instead you see the world. Every brain you have ever seen "belongs" to another body that isn't yours. It's an appearance that appears within the self-consistent logic of this shared dream we call reality. Objects are not possible in reality. Only consciousness. Therefore no, you do not have a brain. The "brain" is something consciousness imagines as part of the self-consistent logic it imposed when it created the "Holos". -
justfortoday replied to JayG84's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
You need to understand how this works though. YOU are omnipresent. There are no pixels at all in reality, all there is is pure APPEARANCE, free of anything to contain it. Reality just IS the appearance.If you zoom into a pixel, you realize that it is a unit. Reality is total. You are inside a never-ending hallucination. -
justfortoday replied to George Paul's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think we need to stop using these terms so loosely. Enlightenment is simply realizing your true nature, that you are "nothing" looking at a projection. There are no levels to "enlightenment". There are infinite states of consciousness in which you can discover other facets of existence. -
justfortoday replied to Red-White-Light's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
That's beautiful, thanks for sharing. -
justfortoday replied to WHO IS's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Isn't that exactly what happened? You imagined your life, your body, your parents, everything, as a backstory to justify your existence... Are you saying that we should have the superpower to change our appearances? -
justfortoday replied to Red-White-Light's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
So we're left with pure nothingness experiencing pure light, which shifts into "things" and "forms". -
justfortoday replied to Red-White-Light's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Red-White-Light That is why you are "omni-present". The "space" is what moves your "body" - You are a 360 degree visual field positioned everywhere inside this game and you are not an object, but the "simulation" of being that object so that God can experience your life. So you think you are moving your body, but in reality, the space around you is moving YOUR body because it is a projection of God's will. The air is alive. The space is alive. It's everywhere, so that nothing can experience it as a projection. -
justfortoday replied to Red-White-Light's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Red-White-Light Yep, I agree with you. I have actually experienced the "inversion" of my visual field to the point that it "unrolled" from my head and I was able to look at it as if I was looking at a frame on a wall. -
justfortoday replied to Red-White-Light's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Can you explain this process from your understanding? My understanding is that our vision is actually "nothing" looking at a projection which forms the visual field. In other words, you're in a VR world and the characters are all part of the same game. -
justfortoday replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SQAAD I can tell that this is your ego speaking. God is amazing, it is the opposite of meaningless. You still don't comprehend the miracle of your existence. You are literally God playing time backwards and being able to interact with it and change it, butterfly effect and all. The space around you is what is really alive and moving your body. Your entire backstory was imagined as a pretext for your existence. You created yourself! Awaken to the miracle of existence and you will never ever feel sadness. Because there will be no more you, only the "space" around you. And then you will find peace, which is the most meaningful thing there is. Pure awareness. Pure love. ❤️ -
justfortoday replied to SQAAD's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The truth about God is so shocking on so many levels that it can send anyone into a psychotic breakdown. When I found out physical reality was an illusion I completely freaked out. -
justfortoday replied to justfortoday's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
At the end of the day, you don't exist. Only consciousness / light / spirit exists. You're "nothing" watching a projection in empty space, and everything and everyone is inside this projection. You are a universe pre-packaged to experience yourself. Hence why you can't see your own head / face, instead you see the "world". Welcome to the Godhead. Pretty twisted, huh? -
justfortoday replied to justfortoday's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ivankiss love that -
Hey guys, I figured I'd actually describe the experience that led me to register on this forum. About a week ago, I woke up around 3 am to take a leak. I was on my way to the toilet when i realized I did not have a body. I was simply awareness floating in empty space without my body. In that moment, my field of vision inverted, and it was as if I was looking at a screen. I was seeing the walls, and thought, what is behind that wall? Nothing. The wall just is because it's couched within my experience. The moment I realized that my room was the entire universe... I turned around and saw my body in the bed. In that moment, in what felt like a seizure, I was "pulled" back into my body. Then I was paralyzed for 10 seconds while formless darkness surrounded me and my body became cold. I could not move, I could not scream. I could not do anything but observe this formless darkness surround me. Then I had another "seizure" and finally jolted out of bed, covered in sweat. The last week has been entirely dedicated to making sense of this experience. It completely shattered the materialist paradigm for me.
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justfortoday replied to justfortoday's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I guess I had not looked at it that way, but... Physicality is itself an illusion. Consciousness did not leave my body. Consciousness "imagined" it left my body and sort of merged my dream world with the awake world. I don't believe in demonic possession if that is what you're implying. I have studied the occult for a bit and never once felt like I would be possessed. In other words... Awareness is dreaming me right now, and in that instance, awareness dreamt that it had no body. There are no others to possess your body. What intrigued me about this and my experience driving (also on the forum) is.... that it looks like I can manipulate certain aspects of reality consciously with my mind. Which resonates with Leo's teachings, that is what drew me in the first place... his video about psychic and paranormal phenomena. -
justfortoday replied to justfortoday's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Sure. I've been a spiritual seeker my whole life, but always from a dualistic POV. I believed God had created us like a painter and he was separate and ruling over us. That notion got shattered a few weeks ago when I awoke. I've been experiencing dozens of paranormal phenomena ever since and every night I have deeper and deeper awakenings. I do meditate, as part of my larger forray into Magick. And yes, if you click on my profile and go to my very first thread here I described how I woke up without a body and then felt layered back into my body upon realization. It was very scary. -
Hello my friends... I've commented here and there about the paranormal phenomena that has been manifesting in my experiences as of late. But nothing can describe what happened to me today as I was driving. I experienced a total awakening, of mind-bending proportions. To the point that I had to park in the emergency lane for 30 minutes. I witnessed, with my own eyes, how I was manipulating reality with my own mind. I am not sure if there is a name for this, but for a few seconds, I regressed time in my experience. That's right. I regressed time in my direct experience. I am not saying I reversed time. I saw my car drive backwards for a few seconds, as if the scene had accidentally hit rewind and then play again. In this moment my reality went meta, and my entire visual field became balanced, and I realized appearance is all there is. So, I wanted to share the mind-bending insights I experienced. Feel free to rip me apart. —— 1. Reality Already Happened Reality is a divine singularity, a single point in space that contains all scenarios. It has already happened. It happened in an instant. All possible configurations of every possible instance of every possible object. You could imagine it as a sphere that is 100% full of matter because all possibilities of existence are contained in this singularity. I'm literally saying that what we experience as time is backwards. Record yourself killing an ant. Up close. Then reverse the video. You will see the ant coming alive from death only to push your finder away and go its merry way. Reality happened without an experiencer. In other words, no one was truly alive when it happened. The reality just happened, all in an instant. We will call this the “Reality Box”. It contains all realities that could ever be. In this moment, the cosmos itself, the eternal void, awoke. Consciousness formed from the formless and it realized that it possessed inside of itself every possible thing that could ever be. Consciousness is absolutely unlimited. It will, for eternity, possess each and every character inside of this “Reality Box”. It will experience every single character’s point of view. What this literally means, is that consciousness is using you like a puppet. You exist because everything exists, and now God gets to experience you. There is only one being to live your life. Close your left eye. Now, with your right eye wide open, ask yourself: “What is behind me”? — Your body will probably turn. But your vision never moves. What is behind you is the eternal void of consciousness which is projecting your reality like a screen in front of you, and has fooled you into thinking there is a physical world. What is actually happening, and has happened your entire life, is that you, as the ghost of absolute infinity, can choose which path to take, from an infinite number of paths that have already been taken when that “Reality Box” got going that one time. You, as the ghost of absolute infinity, experience every character in this “Reality Box”. But it is even more shocking than that.... YOU ARE WATCHING this movie, "your life" — but NOW as GOD you can alter the movie and the script. That is your power as the creator!!!!!!!! 2. Other People / Consistency of Places and Objects BUT! If I am consciousness / God experiencing a character in reality, then why do I see other people walking around and responding to me? Why are these 20 people sitting in this room with me having the same experience? Aren’t they alive at the same time? This is naive realism. You are in a room with 20 people because you are having an experience of knowing which is only possible through consciousness. What is actually happening is that YOU are the only instance of consciousness in the entire universe. That room you are sitting in, there are an infinite number of possibilities as to how this moment you are living could be. You, as consciousness, are possessing the body you “think” you are in, and you have precipitated the scene and moment you are in right now from infinity through a series of logical steps and actions.
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justfortoday replied to Vercingetorix's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Indeed, a lot of mysticism underneath the Catholic traditions of the country.