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But… you only realise that this is your so called happiest state once you wake up and the ‘you’ comes back online let’s say. So during it you are not happy at all. Your only happy afterwards when the ‘you’ projects that story onto the scenario of you having been asleep experiencing nothing

Well it’s infinite, that’s self explanatory. There always has to be more

He is no doubt advanced. But I think he seems to come across as though he has reached the end of discovering God. He thinks he’s done, with nothing left to learn. A deep rooted belief that he now understands everything is likely his blockage to even higher realisations and understandings

@OBEler @Sugarcoat Hmm other beings. How to explain this without being taken out of context. This brings back the solipsism question which is not what the thread was initially about. But, to begin it’s pretty simple, there are no other beings. Other ceases to exist. Other is completely imaginary via idea and projection when not visually present, and completely imaginary via idea, hallucination and projection when visually present. Other is you, totally. It’s like that twisted up cable Leo spoke about that seems like multiple cables, but once untangled and unraveled it turns out to be just one cable, it always was. It’s like you’ve focused all your attention on this one tiny twisted point of cable and you believe that’s you, and from that point on the cable your looking far out at what seems a completely different cable across the way at another twisted part of it, and think oh that over there, that’s someone else. Relatively from your constricted pov it certainly seems that way. The other twists can only be the way they are relative to your twist that you’ve claimed is all you are. You unravel your twist and suddenly you’re not so little anymore, stretched out, consciousness expanded. Now you realise that spiral is not spiralling anymore, it’s unraveled, from this point you can work out much of what you are, and how you’ve done it. Pure consciousness, twisted itself up in such a way creating every twist and turn of your life, now your entire life starts to fall away, fall apart, unravel. But that’s you, what about other? You can head whichever way down this cable you want, you can see it seems to go on and on. So you start to investigate a little further, plucking away revealing to yourself that the more and more you delve into it, everything is you, everything you’re coming across. And it’s blatantly obvious because you’re fully aware of how you’ve done it. These how’s just can not be explained I’m afraid. Then you come across other people. What’s this twist in the plot? No way! No way! Surely not! But it’s a massive unbelievable YES! You unravel one of those other twists you thought was someone else, and it’s the same cable, it’s still you. On and on you go until you deconstruct every living person, every dead person, every potential possible person, the entire universe and the there you are, all alone, the whole lot. There never was another being! Yes it’s all solid and physical looking and touching but not in the way a materialist would think. It’s all just too clever for average states of consciousness to comprehend. Also that’s what I meant when I said I could see through everything. And it was perfect. And I loved it. Then insanity struck and I’m afraid explanations can’t do that any justice apart from how I framed it before. Explanations can’t do any part of awakening any justice, but it is the best we’ve got. Other than direct exposure to what is going on here. Obviously I’ve stole Leo’s cable analogy to try explain my way through this. There were no cables involved ?. Just consciousness. I’ve used other methods to try and explain in the past, which always use twists and spirals that sort of terminology, but I really related to that and thought it the best way at this present point to try get this point across. As for seeming others experiencing, that from my vantage point is really really difficult to explain. It would be easy to suggest I’m saying there must not be an experience for seeming others. But that’s not what I’m saying at all. You must understand that the illusion of time and space plays a massive role in the trickery going on. Giving that sense of linear time, and space giving the sense of separation and boundaries. Before and after. Something going on here and something going on there. I just don’t have the communication skills at the minute to communicate what I’ve discovered. What I can say is that experience you’re having, is me, being you, right here right now, same time same place. Not before not after. Time, space, they have to go. You need to understand what eternity is, what forever is, I mean what it really is, not a concept of it. And you can understand, without maybe being able to explain, how I can be me, and you, and any possible living being, right now, and vice versa, how you can be you and me, and anyone or thing else right now. Because it’s one in the same. To me this all fits into as Leo says, I am you and you are me. And also the fact that you and I are complete figments of imagination. Happy for anyone to tell me I’m wrong, or need to go deeper. I know there’s deeper it’s completely obvious to me. Maybe I even have to deconstruct all that, I mean it is infinite isn’t it. These are from awakenings, I do not claim to be awake. That also is completely obvious to me. But I’m not here to argue or debate, I was asked a question so tried my best to answer from my own direct experience and that is the best I can do. There’s so much more, from many more awakenings, but it’s impossible to express. Anyone who’s gone deep will totally agree that some things, infact most things, maybe all things, just can not be explained with language. Its just where I am at with spirituality at this point

This I think is a tricky one. Because I went completely insane on a trip for what I later realised was about 20 minutes or so once the episode had passed. The thing though is that it wasn’t a product of having lost grip on my mind, it was a product of having gained too much of a grip on my mind. There was nothing getting past me, there was nothing able to trick me, I had realised how my entire life was being created, and how other people were, and what they were etc. Knowing of this level drove me to levels of insanity that I had never experienced before. Mind working at a million miles per hour compared to its ordinary state. Seeing through absolutely everything. And the thing is, I did love it, I absolutely loved it. That was until a fear struck me out of nowhere of ‘oh my god, how can I ever go to work again, how can I ever look at these people again’ and so on. I thought oh no, this is me completely screwed now! I’ve done it now, but this is what I always wanted to know, become aware of, now I’ve completely fucked up my whole life. I have gone absolutely nuts here even though it is the complete truth. How could truth send me bonkers, it didn’t seem right, yet it was absolutely correct, and perfect. All this happening in not your straightforward linear style of thinking as you know it, but in a gymnastic type way with not one gymnast, more like a million gymnasts at once. It was actually that fear, that was the thing that brought me around to that more ordinary state of thinking, where things seemed to line up more as they do in my everyday state. But once that did happen, I was unable to completely see through everything in the moment, rather I was left with memory of how it was the case. Which was far far easier to deal with. I see this as just one of the genius points of gods creation, that you are able to dumb yourself down and not be able to see through everything in that manner, so ordinary life can be lived as you know it. So all in all I loved my bout of insanity, but I simultaneously feared it. And the strange thing was is that it was that fear that stabilised me back into this what is the so called ‘normal’ state. But believe you me, this normal state, is god being so fucking insane it has itself masterly tricked itself that it is normal. For a human it is, from gods point of view you would see it as nuts. Either way, just a part of the genius. So I guess I would say that it is fear, and of course the fear of insanity that is a, if not the major block on awakening

@Breakingthewall well actually it’s pretty easy for me not to get wrapped up in thoughts using a similar process. I’m very free of nonsense over thinking. That is thought after many serious awakenings and seeing right through the structure of reality. So I’ve seen to the root of all sorts and what branches from that root is usually bullshit. So maybe this course of action is a tad easier for me than you

Every thought that comes to mind, just let it be thought, then end it with, ‘oh yea, that’s bullshit’. You’ll probably find yourself thinking that’s bullshit quite a lot, all the time infact?. But at least recognising that your thought probably is a crock of shit is better than carrying on thinking these thoughts, then thinking about that thought with another thought and having the it just spiral into monkey mind just chatting shit to yourself. May as well just recognise after each thought that it’s allllllll bullshit. Then maybe you’ll stop thinking so much because it’ll register subconsciously that most of your thoughts are just shite ??

Completey agree. No words will be able to explain this to you. No one’s opinion no one’s thoughts. You will have to have a massive awakening into infinite love. Then you will have all the problems leo has trying to explain it to people when they can’t comprehend you

@Leo Gura couldn’t agree more. But it’s difficult, once they have you locked in and that with the iCloud shit and Apple Pay and all the other crap that comes with it, it’s such a nuisance to change everything over that you just carry on with it because it’s convenient. You know what they’ve done to you but it’s like ah well I’ve all this now so bollocks to changing it all. It’s lazy yes, but that’s how the majority think. I won’t lie I’m also of that nature. I’ve no issues with the Apple product, but it’s definitely restricted

I had a similar thought not long back when I was tired. I sat there contemplating, it didn’t take long to realise that ‘I’ was not tired. In the main we all still identify as the body. Most of us anyway. Of course the body becomes tired, it needs to sleep and be refuelled etc. But consciousness does not become tired. I was aware of the over arching all encompassing consciousness of every feeling, thought, sense, all. That consciousness was exactly the same as it always is, always has been, and always will be. It was completely still, just there. With everything arising within it. Including the feeling of tiredness. So consciousness was not tired, it had just focused on and became aware of a tired body within itself. And then identified the sense of ‘I’ with the body. This is complete delusion and illusion. Because the ‘I’ that you are is the whole consciousness itself, which is unchanging, becoming aware of different things going on within it. If you are not aware of a tired body, you will not be tired. It’s that simple. So all in all what you really are is never tired. That’s why you can dream up whole realities and run around in them whilst you’re asleep but your body is out for the count. The ‘I am’ tired is a misidentification. You are aware of tiredness, and then claim that you are tired

During one awakening I had time stopped still. I was playing with it like what seemed a giant ball of wool or something in my hands, stretching it out, enlarging it and crushing it. Sounds weird I know to visually see what I was doing with it. It can’t be explained. But either way I knew in that moment that I could could just end reality completely, or I could release it and go with it. The choice was there, I vividly remember that I wondered to myself what would be the highest love at this point, where I was seeming at, and I decided to release it because I was overwhelmed with love, and a 100% knowing that whatever may come, I am eternal and nothing, none of any possible experience could destroy me. It was obvious that once I released that things would once again be out of control, but in a perfect way, even though from a relative human perspective it will likely seem otherwise. I thought to myself, bring it on, whatever it is, I can deal with it, the extreme unexpected, whatever. And to this day I still see the perfection in what everyone else seemingly can’t

It’s not because it wants to, it doesn’t want to put itself in that state. It’s because that’s what it is. In its full infinite state. That’s what it is. Love. It’s also unbelievably intelligent to love yourself completely for what you are. As what you are. It’s pretty damn dumb not to. All your suffering stems from those parts of yourself that doesn’t love itself. It did put itself in a state of loving all things but what you think are ‘the insane ones’, and that state would be you ‘Holykael’. Was that a far more intelligent choice? To be you? Limited as you are and whining all the time. Maybe you should take a second look at that. But it is doing it, being you, because that is a part of what it is, and it loves it, unconditionally, hence why you’re here, existing. You might want to be a tad more grateful to the highest intelligence and love possible because that is the one and only reason your here!

That is a great response ??

Fucking tremendous response? quantum this quantum that… all bullshit! You made up quantum ? so simple… quantum bullshit????? lol

I can’t argue with that ???

You’re gonna have to awaken again old chap because here I am sitting on a bus??‍♂️. This pov is here and now and it’s not your pov. I understand how this is. But I don’t think you do. How can this be? Once you know how this can be, then I will happily agree that you truly know what you’re talking about

Nonsense

1437 responses! The triggering of his statement has shown him exactly where the majority of his audience is at. No wonder he hasn’t posted a video in 2 months or so. He’s probably giving you lot some time to catch up. To watch some of his older videos on repeat ? until yous actually take them in, understand them, and do some WORK regarding them. It’s no wonder either he tried to remove the solipsism video. Reason being immaturity. And that wasn’t meant in a practical humanely or intellectual sense, although paradoxically to a degree it was, but more the immaturity in a spiritual sense. I’d slow down myself too if I felt I was talking to someone about something and it felt like I was talking to a brick wall. He must feel that way sometimes, maybe a lot of the time. Time to GET IT, or be left behind

Actually it didn’t. It took no time at all. No doubt it’s a masterpiece, but it’s a piece of piss for consciousness to create. During a deep awakening I had I could not believe how easy it was, it was so easy to create myself and my entire life, the structure of it, to seemingly live and breath, it was borderline painful, I cringed at the ease this was being done. It was so easy it was like clicking my fingers, infact I did start clicking my fingers, and it was even easier than that. To infinite power, it was a complete joke how easy it is

Just a guess. Only had lsd never tried 5meo, but from reports of 5meo and where lsd can take me, I can only assume that this ends up in flat out disaster, if both are taken in substantial amounts together

Some of my best contemplation moments have come whilst just kicking back with a ciggie in hand. I do not advise smoking cigarettes in any way what so ever. But that chill, whilst smoking a ciggie, contemplating reality is something for me personally that just hits the spot. Again, I do not advise smoking! But I get ya ??

Leo must fucking cringe when he sees questions/posts like this. He must he has to. Because the guy has given so many answers to this it’s unreal. Just watch his episode of ‘what is love’! He can’t really say much more about it than that??‍♂️. Yet these questions keep popping up on his forum. It’s stuff like this, when he knows, who is and who isn’t doing the work. He can’t always tell don’t get me wrong, who is doing the work and who are watching his videos and taking them seriously. But believe you me he certainly knows those who are not. If you’ve been watching and listening to this man’s work, and had some awakenings, I’m not saying everyone should have had awakenings by the way, but if you even just follow the guys work properly, then a question like this should never be asked. Or what I mean is, on this forum anyway, if ya get me. I understand that some of you people have questions and need to ask and talk about things, so do I, that’s why I’m here, writing this. But I think we know, that if you’re doing the work, even if that is just contemplating from your sofa, that all these basic questions are answered through his videos. So you people, or some of you’s can not actually be watching and taking them in. Just mentally masterbating bullshit. Oh and by the way his videos arnt answers, but they will help and guide you towards what those answers may be

As correct as this may be, there’s no logic to your statement. It’s idiotic. You’re trying make a point from the absolute. You know exactly why you, I, and the rest of us are obsessed with the human flesh. Because relatively, it fucking hurts if it get damaged. It’s a simple as that. It’s physically painful if that flesh gets slashed, and you don’t want to feel it, no matter how awake someone might be. So don’t be saying, writing, shite from perspectives that you yourself don’t currently hold. If you were coming from a personal perspective of me chopping your finger off and you not feeling it, then fair enough. But there’s no point in claiming anyone is illogical when you feel physical pain as much as the next man. Your view point from the absolute, is not your direct experience in the relative, and you know it. So no point trying to be clever here

I’m not arsed anyway. I’m not gonna argue this. Yous can all come up with your stories, and all those stories are a crock of shit. Take care people ??

You just have to give it all up! Everything. All ideas, all beliefs, every single fucking thing! Anything of an outside whatever you want to call call it. Leo is correct, like it or not, you have to become completely sovereign, or you are not getting it. Completely!! That means no Jesus, no Buddha, no mum dad or brother, sister, family, no nothing! Then from that you have to realise that you, yourself are nothing too. But that nothing is everything. So yes it is paradoxical, but thats where the strange loop comes in, it all comes back on itself. It’s fucked up. But it is what it is. Understanding this is crucial to being awake. You can not be awake without understanding. This is as clear as it gets. You may not feel like an enlightened master, whatever that’s supposed to feel like, another idea in your mind. You can feel infinite and away with it, like your consciousness is unbound, but if you don’t understand it, then there is no being awake. You need unbounded consciousness, and the understanding of it. Then… you will be awake