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YOU actually won’t die. In a sense you could say it’s like you watch your death. Like watching a death in a movie, or watching someone else what you think ‘actually’ die. Alls you’re doing is watching a death from a first person point of view. It’s not a problem. What you really are won’t die. What you’re identifying with will. Your mix up of your identity, is causing this issue. You are what’s aware of the body you think you are that’s dying, or dies. The awareness itself, not what it’s aware of. Yes you are that too, your it all, but what your talking about is just that constricted limited identity of your human body that your true self, ‘awareness’ is aware of. It’s genuinely not an issue. It just seems so. Awareness will become aware of being something else. So yes, that rat you see, that bird, snake, dog, ant, whatever animal or being you see, is just feeling like you, because it is you. The awareness in that thing, is just you, what you would be being that thing, if you were that thing. Also you are me being you, so I wouldn’t want to bullshit you would I. And vice versa, I am you being me. So we’re helping each other out here with this communication. But hey I am completely imagining you here, completely. So how does that work you may say?? Take some psychedelics and awaken before you die buddy and awaken to me. I’ve done it and awoken to you, so at this end it’s all good. We just need to tie up your end by the sounds of it and that strange loop of your end and my end being the exact same place forever and eternity will make absolute sense for you. Take care

Ya know something.. the real work, it’s not ugly and it’s not painful. If what you truly want is truth, there’s nothing ugly and painful about it. It’s brutally shocking, it’s unbelievable. But if you want truth, then it’s beautiful when discovered. Nothing ugly about it. Only your own bullshit makes it seem ugly and painful. Your resistance. If you truly want the truth, then every realisation, every awakening, is just shocking beautiful. The pain is imaginary. The truth is not

Well it’s pretty straightforward to be fair. Because there is no solid outside world out there, the outside world is within you, it’s mind. So when you start playing with the state of your mind, whether it be through psychedelics or meditation or whatever, the seeming outside world will alter too. Including letters seeming like they’re jumping around. You’re loosening that stranglehold of you being here and an outside world being there. It’s merging. You should have a bit of a revelation at this point really. I mean it becomes pretty obvious, even when it’s just something that doesn’t seem too big of a deal like letters jumping about a little. But then again mind, you can be as ignorant to the obvious and completely deny to yourself this is the case. Or you can just open your mind a bit and be like oh yea, of course, it’s obvious

Well this is just a complete assumption. I’d suggest you don’t assume why people are searching or what initially triggered their search in the first place. Certainly for myself I never went in some deliberate search of god. My initial queries came from a lack of understanding of why is it always ‘now’? And my questions of what is actually going on here? What is this? What is reality? It just so happened that these questions lead to the discovery of god being the answer to them all. That does not relate in any way to your assumption of why MANY MANY people go in search of god. It just so happens that’s what you find when you go in search of uncovering reality. Also many many people may just go in search from the basic question of if there is a god, then what is it? I’m just not on board with your claim and see it as far to narrow of an assumption

What are we saying enlightened is? There’s probably loads of enlightened people. If it’s realising your God, then even I’m enlightened. Enlightenment just in itself seems pretty low level in God realisation to me now. To be aware of the ins and outs of it is what creates depth to an enlightenment. Not just a realisation, but the depths of things like how you are constructing other people, the complete make up of how this shit is being done. Not just people, everything. And just using ‘imagination’ just isn’t good enough. Not just realising that it’s an illusion, but an understanding of exactly what you’re doing to create it. Completely deconstructing the web. The only person I’ve ever seen come close to these sorts of understandings is Leo. None of the other supposedly enlightened people we see videos of even comes close to explaining the ins and outs of what is actually going on. Yea they babble some pretty wise stuff, they know consciousness is all there is, they know that’s god. I’m not sure there’s anyone on the planet that is truly enlightened to the degrees which I personally would call enlightenment.

Haaa superb. So simple, so right 😂

Seems like some pretty dangerous advice to be dishing out tbh. I’m pretty well versed with lsd and to advise missing a nights kip then get on lsd and get off to sleep and you’ll just wake up God realised with control over reality seems a bit too far fetched. Not convinced at all. There’s a lot of people here who are more interested in just egotistically manipulating reality than in what awakening truly is. Sounds pretty dangerous to me and that an idiot would follow this advice and end up in some pretty dangerous circumstances. When tripping I think preparation is a key component and going into a trip in that manner seems amateur and foolish. Just my personal opinion. I wouldn’t be attempting that from that advice anyway

The guy knows what he’s talking about. No idea if he’s had any awakenings or not, or whether he’s just thinking brutally hard like Einstein or something😂. Been there done it! Not too much argument to be had. This lad is onto something. Like it it or lump it🤷🏻‍♂️. His paper is good stuff. Nothing can do that. It genuinely can. Here you are. Maybe a good video for Leo to return to when he does, if he decides to, will use this idea of self reference. Anyone who has awoke, at any point, to any degree, can relate to this paper👍🏻

I’ve read the 2 parts to this paper. Got to say one of the best pieces I’ve read in a very long time 👏🏻. Reason being, that as I was reading through, it was extremely similar to some of my deepest psychedelic awakenings. I indeed have become this Nothing, in its absolute silence, and complete total stillness. The only thing to do from there was to remain completely still, in a total state of peace, an unexplainable phenomenon, yet this it the only way for me to attempt to communicate it, or as you’ve put it, take a look back at myself. It’s simply too difficult for me to explain but this is indeed what you are doing from that seeming starting point, which isn’t a starting point because it’s always there, eternally. What has happened on these occasions during these trips, especially one that sticks out in my mind, is that at that very point of self reference for the seeming first time, that first ‘I am’ noticed let’s say, which seems like the only choice of it all I ever have, to look back at myself or remain in this stillness, which actually as much as a choice as it seems, in another way it seems as though it inevitably has to be done, is a creation of splitting off uncontrollably, but at the same time so intricately intelligently. Of what I can only say are like, I can’t even say to be honest, it’s just like mind stuff, you called them objects. But I’m not observing them, I’m being them. Being this intelligence and it happening so easily and profoundly is indescribable. Being creation putting itself together, constructing my reality back into place, or should I really say reconstructing, I’m not particularly sure if I’m honest, is to this day one of the most ridiculous things I’ve ever been aware of. Once my ego reconstructed too, which again seemed completely out of my control, like a computer system starting up maybe, and all the dualities of my ego self, also like splitting branches of sorts, creating a structured web, which seemed to come after the construction of reality, to then more ‘my’ reality, with this intelligence flowing through me alls I can say is it almost felt like my brain was going to break. I could hardly take it anymore. Head in hands, painfully, beautifully intelligent. Too much, too good for my little selfish ego, so it felt. Im eternally grateful to have been aware of this beautiful intelligence at play, but I’m completely understood of why as a human being, it’s left to the unconscious aspect of us and for us to not be consciously aware of it at these deepest levels, because it would kill you, and there would be no life. This limited state is limited to this degree for a reason, with varying degrees of course, but basically this physical like existence, because there’s only between certain degrees on the consciousness meter if we can use that phrase, that it’s possible to live in a physical world such as this. Too low u ain’t there, too high you’re outta there. Anyway not sure where I’m going with that now got a bit carried away haha. But your paper, from my point of view, is an excellent piece of work. It helped me in a sense, of how I would maybe be able to express some of my own direct 1st person experiences. Oh but I’m not sure on that eating section.. kind of threw me off a bit that, I can’t relate to that personally. Didn’t feel quite right, but I’m in no position to confirm or deny. Either way, cheers for the read, much appreciated 👍🏻

God is not bored. God executes the highest love. Which is itself. Itself is infinity. Part of infinity is a limited perspective of being bored. Including thoughts about boredom. Thoughts about God being bored, your current state at the time of this question, from a limited perspective in infinity. Whilst in its infinite state, it’s not bored, it can’t be bored. If you at any point expand consciousness from your restricted state, unravel its twisted tangled up state to completely free unraveled infinite state, you will not be bored. It has to allow you to be if it fully loves and accepts itself for what it is. Because it is everything possible from any perspective, or even non perspective. So that’s not Gods boredom, that is God executing the highest love. It’s just Love

I took 5gs of shroom at the weekend. I didn’t experience paranoia. I’m usually an lsd man in pretty high doses now. But the shrooms were my option this time round so I took the plunge. I much prefer the lsd experience how it affects myself personally. Lsd feels a much smoother experience to me. The shroom experience although interesting just seemed a bit more rough around the edges if you get me, a bit more twisted up I couldn’t quite gain that clear enough mind to dissect the revelations I was having they seemed more confusing. Although because of previous experiences with lsd I knew pretty much what they were, they just weren’t as clear. I realised nothing particularly new. It all seemed like the same but more cloudy like, it’s difficult to explain. The only thing of concern to me was that at one point I lay there for what was maybe half an hour, could have been an hour where I felt I was turning into my mother from the inside, at a cellular level, my eyes were streaming pouring down my face, as it felt like I was bursting from the inside, like I could feel myself creating myself. A strange phenomenon. Which doesn’t concern me now, but in the moment I was wondering just what the fuck is going on here. It was emotionally painful I’m yet to fully interpret that part of the trip. I felt like the mother of creation, maybe that’s why it was my own mother within that experience, just something my mind/consciousness was creating that I could relate to, seems she created me. Then again maybe it’s because as consciousness I am both myself and my mother and it was a hint that I created myself. Who knows. I’ll be leaning much more to the lsd in future though as like I say, it’s a clearer experience for me. Also I took them on Saturday, and after a resting Sunday sort of relaxing recovery day, back to business today as usual, in work no paranoia of any sort. Just crack on, and think about things from the trip throughout the day just trying to interpret better for a better understanding. Different people will respond differently though. For me I’ve had many mindfucks now so it’s just a case of well yea crack on as per

Love doesn’t become infinite. Infinity is love. You have it backwards mate. Love is all there is

The how is absolutely inevitable. When something that is one, even attempts in any way shape or form, to just even slightly do anything at all, other than be it’s total, one slight movement, one slight of hand, alls it takes is anything other than just being. Then it creates a duality within itself. God cannot not even remotely do anything. The split second it does, the how is becoming. And that one split within itself, then becomes hey ho it looks from one split to the next, from that to this, split split split, fragmenting, into billions and billions, even more, to infinite splits, you being one of the eventual outcomes. Here you are, with splits within yourself, thoughts, you thinking your a you, the you that you think you are split into even more infinite parts, forever and ever, until you can gather yourself up to become total again, just the one thing. God. Being. Turns out that is love. But that’s something you have to awaken to. Then after awakening to it, you have to become it, you will be right back where you started, as one. Same place, same time/moment. Nothing ever happened. And if you do it again, just one slight movement, as god, here we will be, again x

@Razard86 hey man chill out😂 you’ve been on a mission for like 6 months or something 😂 I’m sure Leo must be sat there watching his forum thinking fuckin hell, idiocy all this😂 this place has gone crazy😂😂😂 Chill man 👍🏻😂

Such a simple yet great idea. Count me in. It’s what we do with any subject that sparks our interest, take in as many different perspectives as possible to gain as much possible insight. Why I havn’t thought of this with the whole damn world is beyond me. So simple yet the thought has eluded me until prodded with this challenge. Thinking about this I don’t want to bias any country that is of particular interest to me, I want to equally investigate them all. So I think I’ll start right next to home, and scale around the globe until I end right back up where I started. In a strange loop type of way. I feel that will be the most interesting way for me to see how the range of cultures differ over the distance covered the further away I get and slowly return right back to square 1 when I arrive back to my starting point

If you do not understand, then god doesn’t understand. God being in a state where it doesn’t understand. Your state

The eyes are a very deceiving part of the body. I believe it could very well be the eyes that make you feel like you’re a being behind them inside your head. I mean if our eyes weren’t located where they are, and instead were looking out from our stomach area, then there’s every chance I feel as though most would believe we were a being located somewhere behind the eyes in the stomach. Total self deception going on from what I can tell, because of the eyes. I find the eyes very intriguing with how they contribute to give us a false sense of where we are located as a being. The majority think they’re here, behind the eyes, looking out through them at an external world. It’s just not the case

Your username is your answer

If you were fully enlightened on a permanent basis you would be fully aware there is not another to answer your questions. Also there should be zero responses to this thread taking into account what you have asked need only respond

It’s a top blog post and extremely accurate

As the title states, is the question. Where is actualized.org going from here? It’s been a while now since any videos, which I’ve no issue at all with. You said you were exhausted through it all and I totally get that. I was amazed you were putting out as much as you were for years on end, week after week. I understand you’re working on a course or two. Which to get right will I’ve no doubt take monumental effort, to be satisfied with. But what about the website as a whole? Are you still drained from the whole thing? Once upon a time you’d throw out a video on your blog, explaining where you were looking at taking things from here, or from that point. Now it just seems like a forum. And that’s kind of it, with you throwing out some things on your blog. Which don’t get me wrong are very insightful to say the least. I know some will say the usual garbage of there’s more to spirituality than Leo and all that pullover. But I’ve investigated it all, and found no better teacher. High and low. My most progress has come from these teachings that you dish out. Yea yea of course I can go on my own, as I do, but searching high and low like I said, actualized.org is a gem, and are without doubt, from my point of view the best teachings around. I’ve come on leaps and bounds through this place over the past 5 years through you and your teachings. So I’m wondering, as I’m sure many are, what’s next? Do the videos return? If so are they going to be centred around relative issues or absolute issues. I’m all for the absolute to be honest?. It’s just a genuine question. Some will probably throw the cult like behaviour out there. It’s not that at all. It’s just when you find a great teacher, who’s helped you realise so much about yourself, then you kinda wanna know where they’re at with their teachings. Because I as one know I have much more to learn and discover. Which I will, with or without actualized.org. All the best either way, just interested in where your taking this next, if you have any idea yourself ??

Raz is correct here

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And he’s completely correct. It’s not that he’s hilarious, it’s more so hilarious that people can’t wrap their mind around this. It’s completely obvious. Yet it took me a good 35 years or so to realise too?. It’s one of the things of many that can make you feel that you’ve been so stupid your whole life, but also equally as clever, for making it all seem so real

By your username somethings telling me your interest in this has been spiked because you quite fancy becoming liono or tygra from the cartoon Thundercats ?. That would be pretty cool to be fair haha