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@StarStruck Aha, yeah. That is why I am here.

I ordered some book list I think will help with this.

@mandyjw Thank you so much, that was really powerful to re-read. That means a lot to me. And nice channel by the way! I watched some a your videos years ago when I as forming my opinion on actualized. Great stuff! Thank you for your kindness and attention! I will keep re-reading it. Maybe even journal that out. @StarStruck Thanks a lot. ADHD is complicated, and like autism differs from person to person. I was diagnosed when I was like 7... even a small tick sound would completely throw off my focus. Hyper sensitive nervous system. Also why I am introverted and a musician. I was diagnosed with adhd but also had some genius level apititudes from my childhood testing.... Couldn't learn to read in a classroom to much stimulus. Couldn't read till grade 4, but then jump to a grade 12 reading level in grade 4.5/5 with the aid of a tutor. As an adult I suffer from the emotion regulation elements more than not being able to focus... in fact part of ADHD is a hyperfocus at the expense of other things. I am working on my limiting beliefs. 17 years being raised by shame ridden victims has taken its toll, I am making a lot of progress. Shamanic breathing brought up a lot this week. @Leo Gura Thank you Leo. I needed to hear everything you and others shared with me today. I think doing the Shamanic breathing, getting sober from pot, and my daily Qigong and musical practice routine brought up a deep fire on how badly I want to spread love around the world. I want to create the most beautiful creation possible, and I will remember that everything I am going through is part of the design of reality. I will persist, I will create and I will love. I will learn to be grateful for the experience I have, and become unattached to outcome, I am warrior.

@WonderSeeker Thanks mate! It does help feeling heard. @Leo Gura Thanks Leo. There isn't really much else to do but to create the good life. I am seeing results from the inner work I am doing. but, God it feels terrible to not be great.

I've gone to a few a these festivals. Definitely recommend it if you are getting into Tantra, conscious relating, conscious masculinity, sex magic, sexual shamanism and more etc https://istafestival.online/

I don't believe in it. You are the creator of your life.

"I would rather be wrong, than live in the shadows of your song my mind is open wide and now I am ready to start"

learn how to tell the truth and stop being a devil. become a massive value provider

buy leos reading list

https://harmonicarts.ca/products/herbal-smoke-blend?variant=31484502311027 Quit the wacky tabaccy

relative. Develop absolute transcendent morality. If it exists, God allows it.

Pomodoro method, and time. The more you work the easier it gets Mastery - Robert Greene

Nothing Wrong with Creating a lot of value in the world.... Even if you are still a wage slave. Knowing who you are and what you want to create in the world, and working hard to create that value is very much needed.

tell me what its for?

@tuckerwphotography AHaha, okay interesting book. I am about 40 pages in, It is really good! Shattering my paradigms of how we create moral systems.

The First 20 hours - Josh Kaufman Polymath - Peter Hollins... Code Of The Extraodinary Mind - Vishen Laikhiani Other book called Self Learning Blue Print.

one and one... There for reality is really nothing. It's consciousness.

@dalink don't write word for word, write in your own words. Maybe its a limiting belief? You write well. What is your book selection process?

He does't sit on enough turtles. @Valwyndir You shoudn't speak for other people.

just bought it, reading on the way to my open mic tonight!

I've had delusional trips. I don't believe is all just 'itll be truth' etc

practice reading for 5 minutes, and then journaling about what you read for 5 minutes. Do this everyday and see your retention grow. Don't have any expectations at the beginning just do it and love that.

Do you exercise? get enough sunshine? Do you eat properly? Do you socialize?

My gosh did I ever get some results... might make a post here soon about it... Shamanic breathing had me tripping.. hasn't stopped fully and its been days. Try finding a good facilitator. There are many now online.

I just make videos mostly as part of my learning process.