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Took me a few months. 3 days seems like too much as once. It’s an overall course for finding your core values and creating a strong vision for yourself. You purpose might change over time. im still working mine out.

@Intraplanetary might as well kill myself. Seems like a long repetitive nightmare then. Good one God, really... so protected.. See, you aren't protected in the duality. Maybe the God head is, but not us.

Heeeeeeeeeey this is leo

@StarStruck It's good advice, thank you my friend. I used better help and my ego was so inflated with the first person I had, but the second therapist I felt more attune to and let some guard down. I will have more in the future, and I find going to tantric festivals there are a lot of psychologists you can meet there who would understand more.

@StarStruck I wouldn't be using all the sources at my disposal if I had a spiritual ego problem. Maybe I do as part of my ignorance. I like any human desire to be able to speak openly and be understood. And if I do have ego problems, traumas etc... a therapist would be useful. You don't go get a therapist who focuses and specializes on woman if you are a guy. I want the right one. I think what I was saying to you is I see therapy as part of my larger inner work system, and one of the many tools I have at my disposal.

@StarStruck Yeah, I have had therapy.. not asking for therapy on the forum. I am studying shame and family systems in a lot of depth to make sense of it. All the yoga, reading, Qigong, Shamanic Breathing, Tantric festivals, journaling, therapy have gotten me pretty far. On LSD and 5meodmt I felt safe for the first time in my last summer. It really helped, and now Qigong is allowing me to do the same sober. life I still have set backs and models of reality to improve upon. It bothers me less, but there is a lot of orienting to do to become the creator I want. I posted this because I was hoping to talk to more self actualizers and get their help. Therapy is great, but not many get my drive to be of the best in the world, spirituality, God etc... I feel like yall delivered ahah @Intraplanetary I think when I said that I was meaning, clearly the universe can be brutal and not everyone gets everything they want. But, I am still learning. I don't want to expect to be given things. I know I have to work for it.

can you just lock old threads?

@StarStruck Aha, yeah. That is why I am here.

I ordered some book list I think will help with this.

@mandyjw Thank you so much, that was really powerful to re-read. That means a lot to me. And nice channel by the way! I watched some a your videos years ago when I as forming my opinion on actualized. Great stuff! Thank you for your kindness and attention! I will keep re-reading it. Maybe even journal that out. @StarStruck Thanks a lot. ADHD is complicated, and like autism differs from person to person. I was diagnosed when I was like 7... even a small tick sound would completely throw off my focus. Hyper sensitive nervous system. Also why I am introverted and a musician. I was diagnosed with adhd but also had some genius level apititudes from my childhood testing.... Couldn't learn to read in a classroom to much stimulus. Couldn't read till grade 4, but then jump to a grade 12 reading level in grade 4.5/5 with the aid of a tutor. As an adult I suffer from the emotion regulation elements more than not being able to focus... in fact part of ADHD is a hyperfocus at the expense of other things. I am working on my limiting beliefs. 17 years being raised by shame ridden victims has taken its toll, I am making a lot of progress. Shamanic breathing brought up a lot this week. @Leo Gura Thank you Leo. I needed to hear everything you and others shared with me today. I think doing the Shamanic breathing, getting sober from pot, and my daily Qigong and musical practice routine brought up a deep fire on how badly I want to spread love around the world. I want to create the most beautiful creation possible, and I will remember that everything I am going through is part of the design of reality. I will persist, I will create and I will love. I will learn to be grateful for the experience I have, and become unattached to outcome, I am warrior.

@WonderSeeker Thanks mate! It does help feeling heard. @Leo Gura Thanks Leo. There isn't really much else to do but to create the good life. I am seeing results from the inner work I am doing. but, God it feels terrible to not be great.

I've gone to a few a these festivals. Definitely recommend it if you are getting into Tantra, conscious relating, conscious masculinity, sex magic, sexual shamanism and more etc https://istafestival.online/

I don't believe in it. You are the creator of your life.

"I would rather be wrong, than live in the shadows of your song my mind is open wide and now I am ready to start"

learn how to tell the truth and stop being a devil. become a massive value provider

buy leos reading list

https://harmonicarts.ca/products/herbal-smoke-blend?variant=31484502311027 Quit the wacky tabaccy

relative. Develop absolute transcendent morality. If it exists, God allows it.

Pomodoro method, and time. The more you work the easier it gets Mastery - Robert Greene

Nothing Wrong with Creating a lot of value in the world.... Even if you are still a wage slave. Knowing who you are and what you want to create in the world, and working hard to create that value is very much needed.

tell me what its for?

@tuckerwphotography AHaha, okay interesting book. I am about 40 pages in, It is really good! Shattering my paradigms of how we create moral systems.

The First 20 hours - Josh Kaufman Polymath - Peter Hollins... Code Of The Extraodinary Mind - Vishen Laikhiani Other book called Self Learning Blue Print.

one and one... There for reality is really nothing. It's consciousness.