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Thank you! I have up days and and down days however, I am improving. I feel like I am cracking through my pain body more and more with Qigong.

I think with the progress I am making with Qigong, yoga, running, journaling etc and the recent energetic changes in my place I've discovered a new level of relaxation I didn't think was possible. I am noticing while sleeping on my grounding pad, or on my acupressure pad that I am sleeping so much deeper and better than before. I feel bright, relaxed and clear minded in the morning. My school is going well and a bunch of new relationships just opened up to me. This has been my most relaxed last few (despite a weird beginning of the week, but I let shit go). I think I am getting better at letting things go, relaxing into the present moment and that my nervous system is becoming more robust and relaxed. The deeper I can relax, the more I can overcome my addictions (which seem to be by the wayside now). I no longer crave smoking weed or hiding from myself. Things just seem okay. I am developing more self trust, and enough self love to be honest with myself when I act out of integrity because I know I take the steps to self correct. My posture has improved and I feel a greater connection to my heart and sexual energy. It's also a lot of fun to share Qigong with friends and family. Seeing their reactions and results warms my heart up. I think that being able to pull in insights of unitary states and embodying them practically in duality and the mundane day to day living is an art and beautiful I am now taking spiritual energy very seriously and I will become increasingly choosy of who I allow in my space. I think living alone in a bachelor will be ideal, Or I want to put out and Ad to live with people that are yoga teachers, massage therapists etc because I think that would be a really interesting environment.. For me being around sober, clear minded, open and respectful people is the best thing I can do. That, or simply be alone. I think you can totally pick up other peoples toxic energy. I am studying for to create a more protective energetic field using Qigong and how to purge unwanted energy and store and tonify the energy I do want. My mornings consist of Qigong, a dance party, a great breakfast and planning my day/ week/ journaling. I love it! I also took more steps this week to buy personal finance books and I realize that in a few short months I will have my Accounting Diploma and Qigong Certification! My life is coming together! I think I will set up a simple and relaxed life, based on healing others and intentional living. I've gotten back into Bullet journaling too, which I find is my prefer way to plan out my weeks and days! For me, planning is a spiritual practice. For me, this is the real spiritual path. To unify my mind, create inner clarity and heal myself and others. To be relaxed, at ease and in flow with my work and to develop healthy relationships. Peace of mind to me, is the greatest spiritual achievement. Total self acceptance! I am learning to be a Real Person, instead of a good person. To face myself more. Here's to greater relaxation, peace and clarity going forward. It's so surprising how other peoples energies can alter a space and you only notice how much stress they emit once you are free of them. I am also learning not to judge events as good or bad, but simply to observe them over a longer period of time. Sometimes bad events are actually a gift from God. Thank you God. I am convinced now that all the hard work, suffering, confusion, mistakes, lessons, experiences, adventures and habits I have installed etc of the past few years are going to turn me into a mature, stable and happy adult. I love myself more and more everyday and I am accepting reality.

I would say, surrender to the experience go through it consciously and be realistic about what it will take to get back on your feet. Use all the tools at your disposal, but if nothing is budging... don't get lost in stress. Just, relax. But persist. Learn from this, and make a promise that in 5 years your life will be set up, you'll have 6 month of expenses saved up etc.

This is great.

I am not sure if you understand psychedelics, the science surrounding them, enlightenment, or liberation by your post. What I actually read in your post is that you are upset, scared and going through a lot of suffering. Seems you've had a pretty tricky diagnoses. You don't need to use these tools, especially with such a diagnoses. Take time to heal. Theres plenty of tools.

There is lots of scientific evidence which shows that LSD, mushrooms and even 5meo are safe. If you already have mental health problems that isn't really psychedelics fault. Here is a fun video on LSD: Also, can we just admit that Connor murphy was taking chronic megadoses for like days at a time? Also, he was watching a lot of videos on youtube. Many people think they are aliens for some reason.

Hey, it sounds like your having trouble loving yourself. Find a balance with meditation, focus on self love and getting the work done you need. When the stars align, and if you think long term you can work toward experiencing these different states.

Well, God is humanity so. People don't want to die or lose their models of reality.

No, not only that resource. Yeah, it seems like a lot of his con stuff was done earlier in life. The books has good leadership principles and teaches high integrity so, he learned something over the years. @asifarahim Can you be honest with me? Have you read the whole book to make that claim?

If infinity is the case, and death imaginary as reality then. When you die, you still a fetus in the eyes of the universe. You literally still have eternity left. I think we can just enjoy this limited, yet also infinite reality we are in. Yes, sometimes I feel very limited but I am learning it's more perspective than truth. There is an intelligence to the limitation and ways to use it.

Cultivating healthy Qi is important for health. It is real. I am in as a training Qigong Teacher. It takes months to cultivate and hours of work. However, you can start feeling your Qi right away. You can cultivate Qi and masters can generate a lot of Qi. https://superhumanexperience.io/

Sounds like it served him well. Him, and many other people get just that from 5meodmt. The feeling of connecting to source, accepting themselves more fully and accepting death.

Okay, but at least be an actual skeptic. Be skeptical of your own skeptisism. Go all the way.

Yes, we do use definitions to communicate. But, the same word for me means something different for you, at least in subtly. Every human has a unique set of database, education etc. So, the same word can mean something different to different people. It's part of relativity. Have you heard of the socratic method? Words have a lot of weight for individuals beyond the text book definition. We need to take time with people to figure out what their words mean. I don't know what exactly you are refering to, proof for what? Yes, I have proven abilities beyond normal western paradigm. I even sent you a documentary that shows you video and teaches you how to start to access it. But, you are doing what you are afraid of. Just in the opposite direction. Blindly believing they are false. Beleiving its not real, instead of confirming it. Which, I am offering you do. But, you aren't really interested in knowing. You just want to argue. Don't believe anything or be dogmatic. Rule 1 of Actualized.org. Night my friend!

You need to be intelligent in the type of pain. If you read "Pain is good for growth" and ask your friend to smash you over the head with a bat, then you aren't applying growth concepts with intelligence. This is part of the limitations of language, logic, reason etc is that it's like a programming language. You need to include paradox, nuance etc in your programming. Nuance nuance nuance.

Does it? Or is that something you believe. Maybe you just think that. That is not an open minded response.

Don't believe it. Just, expand the type of questions you are asking. Expand and allow. Take all those fears, concerns etc and write them down. Go read books, watch videos. Become nuanced in the skeptiscm. It's good you are skeptical. There are lots of false claims, delusions, etc. But, there is gold nuggets and truths out there are really interesting. I am still learning and making sense of things too. At this point though, I've experienced things, seen things and met people with amazing abilities. To me it seems like you aren't open minded. You can entertain ideas without believing them. That is open mindedness, exploring ideas without clinging to them as truth or not truth. But demanding proof, proof that has to fit your rules and ideas without even doing research is foolishness. Be flexible, be patient. You wont get truth tonight. Maybe the method of truth you are asking for isn't how it even works. What is true? What isn't? This is all good stuff.

What kind of telepathy was Leo having? What are isn't nuances and contexts? Was it with another person? Can he control it or is it something that happens at certain times? What does he mean by that word? Reality isn't actually a "You can or you can't".

There is literally double blind studies proving these things exist, and footage. Go read a book you fool, watch the documentary series. You aren't really showing your a person of integrity. You claim to want answers but then you play mind games to avoid actually doing the work or studying to find out. These things are real. You yourself have to go beyond words and DO THE work. It's gonna be word games unless you go and do something about it. You shouldn't believe anything. You believing isn't my issue. It's your manner, your approach, your aggression and rudeness towards others. I get it. It's like, what the fuck are you guys talking about? Powers?

Okay, I am done with this fool. Your not going to open your mind. The documentary is made by my teacher Lee Holden.

Lol, this is basically idiocy. "If your powers don't work like I think they should then they aren't real". Maybe, you just don't know how they work or what the nuances are. Or, maybe they are delusion. Either way, you are just playing with beliefs. I can't say what anyone else can do. I don't know Leo outside the camera. I sent you a video showing that people have these abilities. You don't want to watch it you want to pick on Leo and others. The real question should be are these things real at ALL or not? Not who has them and doesn't. Though, that is important too.

No, he claimed he would try to heal himself. He didn't. Then He made a different claim of telepathy which he stands by. Look, you can waste all day wondering what someone else can do but why not put in the work, read some books and do some practices. Then you can KNOW. Your just playing in dogshit.

@johnlocke18 I just sent you video proof of super normal powers. Your making yourself look foolish right now. Don't ask for proof of these things being possible and then deny it when I send it to you. Also, stop selectively choosing what Leo said and didn't say. Your distorting reality. Can we lock this? This fool only wants to argue instead of doing the work himself.

@johnlocke18 https://superhumanexperience.io/ There is this, and plenty of footage online. There are schools around the world teaching kids to see while blind folded and to move objects at a distance. They have plenty of footage. Some is in the documentary above. It's also hard to share with others implicit insights. Leo is more of a leader of thought, insight and big picture.

@asifarahim Haven't watched the video yet, but think and grow rich has really good information in it. It's practical and obvious stuff once you read it. Using his book I've achieved a lot of interesting and profound success in my music career. The principles he teaches are useful. I personally enjoyed the book. There is really good information in it, but like anything I don't believe the whole thing aha BUT, he has so much good wisdom! No, law of success pre-dates napolian hill.. Wallace wattles? Maybe even earlier. Think and Grow Rich still a great book. The book talks a lot more than law of attraction, or its all about mindset. The book has knowledge that is useful. From the sounds of it he was a liar and a con much throughout his life. But, think and grow rich has lots of good information. Man , reality is so complex and confusing. No no no, think and grow does not say "Just think about it and be wishful" It's got really good practical mindset, and practical principles I've used for success. I don't know the kind of life he lived prior to writing it, but, for those who have read it it goes well beyond magical thinking. He lays out strong principles of training your mind, how to be a good leader of integrity and how to create mastermind groups. He also lays out an old school way of creating resume and cover letter which is still relavant today. His work helped me score my last dream job. I like Coffee zilla, but uh, I need to learn more. The book is great regardless.