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I felt the same way, it was a bit painful for me to read that. I wasn't sure what her tone was. I feel a bit vulnerable, or wary of upsetting women with this subject, but sense it's important.

hmm, I understand. I was hoping to speak with my brothers in this specific forum. But, I am okay with opening it up. I understand anyone has a right to post if they don't want to respect my intentions. I thought it would be a beautiful thing if Men had this conversation! But, yea, maybe it's best if it is opened to everyone.

@Preety_India Men please Good comment though. We need to explore this nuance. Something tells me it's beyond language and requires high emotional intelligence.

Yes, wait a few years and gauge you well being and mental health.

Have you read That last days of socrates? I feel like there is a really good dialogue around the term pious that goes deeply to show the relativity or, need to see how we construct what is pious to us.

It's part of the divine happening, part of the Tao. The road must go up and down. That is exactly what you will do! Make something beautiful. It'll be worth it.

I love you buddy, it's gonna be okay.

I am gonna say, given your brief history here no one on the forum should be advising you to take 5meo. There is a way out of your situation, though. We Got you. Set a long term horizion. Things get ugly before they get better. Begin on your journey towards groundedness and clarity. I totally relate to feeling frustrated about life and reality. I have ups and downs as I am facing myself and reality, truth, the unknown, my history of extreme anxiety and depression etc. You will figure this out. And it will be better than you ever imagined. Just, start making a plan and make small efforts everyday. I personally think Qigong would be great as an alternative. Qigong will help you lower stress, improve the bodies natural energetic equalibrium and give you something you can practice, explore and improve upon each day. Qigong is like exploring the castle of your body to discover new things. Qigong helps you Lower Stress more energy deeper meditation Discover your Qi or life for energy Develop awakenings into the heart, body, and nervous system Sleep better Improve back comfort by strengthing and stretching muslce and the spine in all directions improve blood flow to the brain Qigong practioners have on average something like 1.5 to 2 times average deeper and fuller breadths than those who don't practice... More oxygen is good etc Something 5meo showed me personally, or I made up for myself is the game of... This moment is completely perfect for me to feel into my body, to stretch, breath, relax and be 100% in love with what I am doing. Whenever I go on a yoga mat, for me I tell myself I have 100% just won the game of reality. "None of the thoughts I am having are real. How do I know? Because my state is hellish and full of suffering. I give myself permission to completely relax and explore my nervous system." By creating my own meaning I am learning to Win Totally everyday in small ways. I am still on my journey https://www.holdenqigong.com/ Keep getting professional help as well

@Bob Seeker Yeah, I just get a sense of inauthenticity or, competitiveness over enlightenment. I have biases, I will take time in the next year to observe him

I still can't tell if frank yang is authentic! He seems to speak about conciousness and seems to understand meditation. He is clearly fit and intelligent. But, I get an immature vibe from him.

I notice on Simulation the interviewer allows the person he is interviewing to really talk long form. He interviewed Rak Razam about 5meodmt and awakening many times and his content is very strongly aligned with yours. I wonder if it is a good match for you. I sense his audience is a match as well.

Hey, as you've taught me Experience is king Glad you had a fun new experience and I look forward to seeing it

People have no context. If you are just using the media you are like a tree with no roots. I think this stuff takes a lot of deep seeing

Interviews are new for yourself I think right? I know you might not do many of them, but suspect they are a skill you will develop as you may do more. I am imagining interviews being a balance of strategy, and trying to speak clearly and also... Letting go and flowing. @Enlightenment They might, depends on the newbie and their background. Me as a newbie (which I still am) just consume everything

I understand

Oh, do you mean the TOE guy is a newbie?

You've gotta be kidding me. Your expectations are perfect. Don't worry about getting it perfect. It's a conversation not a Actualized Video ahaha I am sure it is perfect. "Okay, in this interview I am going to explain all of reality!" I love it. I think people are different. I don't think you can look at one video or medium and know how it will affect people right? I mean, some people seeing you casual would be nice maybe.

Glad you had fun!

it depends on where you are in life and your goals

like this

texting is like 90% projection

@Breakingthewall Namaste

Yeah, I think so and it's a forum he interacts with you for free so...

Namaste

Simply be a real person