Thought Art

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  1. So, I just want to share some information and a disclaimer on myself. Though I consider myself relatively mental healthy I do sometimes feel strong negative emotions. During these down periods I sometimes have suicidal thoughts and I have expressed them here in the past. I want to issue a disclaimer that I do not condone suicide. I share real struggles I've dealt with since my youth. These types of thoughts somehow got wired into my brain through either my genes or my up bringing. I believe in honouring my life. Really, I share the negative thoughts because I want to be real and also share my progress as I go about healing these types of thought patterns. They are a trauma and a dysfunction I deal with. I think it's actually a whining sort of spiritual bypassing fantasy where I could completely replace what is with my fantasy of how I would like it. It's neurotic. I will improve in this regards and love myself more and be more kind. I will also do the things I need to do to get to where I want to go and just be patient and persistent. I believe in living my life to the fullest. Suicide is not something I will ever do. It is a thought I need to heal around through more consciousness, love and self reflection. I take my role as a mod seriously and part of that is being a leader around mental health. We need to keep ourselves healthy and treat each other well. Let's make this a place that promotes the highest quality mental health we can have and nothing less. Self Love is the most important thing. If you could be one thing, be well. It's okay to have ups and downs as long as we are working on our downs through regular self reflection. I am well. And if you are not feeling well right now just breath, take it easy. Being kind to what is. This too shall pass. This too shall pass. You continue to grow. Rest is important. I am working on always working from a place of inner wellness. That is home base. I am there more and more frequently as I improve my cognitive function through regularly journaling, self reflection, reading, direct experience, trial and error. It's a process of discovery, and it involves failure and ups and downs. But, I basically know that my number one goal is to love what is.
  2. @Yimpa oh no I have been taken plenty of hits ? I just know there is more
  3. Actualized to infinity and beyond!
  4. @Paul5480 Direct insight into the nature of God. No where to go. All differences are imaginary. Mind is all.
  5. @Dauntment I feel better now about work. Just went through a stressful sense of uncertainty. But, I am over it now. Just needed some rest, and a mindset shift and it's been night and day. In order to grow we have to go through stress. Direct experience and challenges do this. I am not socially awkward. But, like anyone have room for improvement in this area. I can actually be very socially in tune.
  6. I am curious af personally. But, what you point to has long been a theme here.
  7. Just build flying walls for the planes? Duh
  8. I remember in high school my English teacher told the class to draw what they thought God looked like, or to draw God. I spent a lot of time stressing about it. I’m the end I didn’t hand anything in…
  9. @Davino thank you ? Seems hard time find in my country
  10. I went with the remarkable cuz it has like 100,000 pages. No need for library of physical books. Can organize it all in the tablet.
  11. We're playin' those mind games together Pushin' the barriers, plantin' seeds Playin' the mind guerrilla Chantin' the mantra, peace on earth We all been playin' those mind games forever Some kinda druid dude liftin' the veil Doin' the mind guerrilla Some call it magic, the search for the grail Love is the answer And you know that for sure Love is a flower You gotta let it, you gotta let it grow So keep on playin' those mind games together Faith in the future, outta the now You just can't beat on those mind guerrillas Absolute elsewhere in the stones of your mind Yeah, we're playin' those mind games forever Projectin' our images in space and in time Yes is the answer And you know that for sure Yes is surrender You gotta let it, you gotta let it go So keep on playin' those mind games together Doin' the ritual dance in the sun Millions of mind guerrillas Puttin' their soul power to the karmic wheel Keep on playin' those mind games forever Raisin' the spirit of peace and love Love I want you to make love, not war I know you've heard it before
  12. People have posted positive results in regards to loosening muscle tension. Relaxing is also a skill set that is worth investing in.
  13. I found it increased my body awareness for sure. No other dimensions. Just infinitely here.
  14. @WeCome1 cool, gonna start very low. I have doubts for sure. I know how dangerous these can be.