Nate0068

Me i am all of this its just me all alone i am everyone how am i so beyond myself people have knowledge so beyond me that i cant access but they are me so why cant i access it by this i mean for example think of an alien that is in the 5th dimension how is the higher being so beyond me but i am the higher being but why cant i access that part of me ?

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You experiences some pretty hefty nonduality during your trip nothing is what you are the chemical lsd isnt real you imagined that you woke up to yourself as nothingness lsd is in the nothingness.a good way to look at infinity is to ask yourself what is not included in infinity? There is no beinging or end nothing outside of it there is endless creation in nothingness

The dream right before i woke up was 10 seconds into what happened in my waking reality it was pretty cool

@Roy thanks for the advice ! Yeah you are very right i hate absolutely hate talking about all that stupid small talk shit it gives me a headache

@electroBeam my life purpose is to simply feel these vibes?

My whole life ive always had a sense of an atmosphere a vibe to places i dont really know how to describe it sometimes these vibes can feel so profound and beautiful.You know the summer night with a clear sky vibe its like that but i feel that vibe sense in all places in my grandmothers house there that vibe feeling it doesn’t feel like a stary summer night but it feels the vibe sense is there but totally feeling the vibe of something and for my other grandmothers house there a totally different vibe /atmosphere that i get. Does anyone else live with this type of sense ? I would like to know a little more about what this is that ive been experiencing.

i feel like my dreams all have this too,dreams are amazing there so vast in all the different plots they have you really can dig into infinity

@Osaid Yeah I really enjoy it like we both agreed there all unique there’s some pretty amazing vibes out there i guess you could say

@Ar_Senses if you break threw with something like dmt you will realize psychedelics don’t exist its not a chemical that makes you trip its all in your imagination

Yeah I realize that its all me and it’s always been that way it gets pretty boring fast just being there all alone so then i create duality

Eternity is mind boggling and kinda scary when you think about it.if god is in eternal nothing for eternity wont he eventually with infinite time create everything there is to create in this Consciousness sand box? an analogy is the game minecraft if you gave someone infinite time they would create everything there is to possibly create in the game with enough time the player of minecraft would start repeating the creations of anything he does exactly the same.So if god is here for eternity wouldn't this turn into a hell for him since he’s done everything there is to do eventually and now he is just repeating the same things over for eternity?

@Mongu9719 not false persay its all apart of the infinite creation?who created the machine elves? Why are they there ? And what created that ? See infinite regression

@Mongu9719 the eleves are just appearances apart of the infinity not the cause of anything here your using your mind to put labels and causes on things there’s only appearances the elvs appearance is not more special then what you see in the direct moment

@Roy would one atom position even change anything at all ?

@Nahm completely don’t really mean anything just used As a tool for the human life

What does it really mean ? Very curious to what it is

@Leo Gura i agree with you that you can count the natural numbers up forever but isnt that based off a reapeating sense . One the number 0-9 are the truly indifferent numbers once you get to 10 your just combining these numbers its doesn’t seem like its diversely infinite its like using the power of unlimited space to basically repeat forever i mean yeah in a sense if you count up they all be different in a way but they also be very simular

So i hear alot of things said regarding suicide there’s usually two sides some people say that it wont solve anything because you’ll carry your negative energy with you and you’ll still be miserable.others say pulling the plug would be the best thing that would ever happen to you and you would connect back with the nature of reality so which is it ?

After doing enough self Actualization ive Realized That’s society everyone around you including your parents have brainwashed you into a bullshit system that actually means nothing and it’s just bullshit and I want out of it.nobody owes this world shit.ill be damned if work my whole entire life for a piece of fucking paper im not doing shit i was brainwashed and still am being brainwashed into thinking all this shits serious but i dont wanna serve this game anymore how do i get out of it?

Well actually maybe not infinity is your DIRECT EXPERIENCE IN THE PRESENT .You don’t really know what the present holds you dont have the feeling of oh ive done this before so i think all the stuff your experiencing now is brand new infinity .it is tricky to think about because eternity is forever 10000000years with trillions more 0”s behind this number isnt even a .1 dent i to eternity and it will never will be you would think that will all that time you would explore infinity well infinity doesn’t have a beginning or end so i guess thats the beauty of infinity always something new to explore for eternity no matter how long eternity is .pay attention more to your dreams they have so many things different plots and realitys there truly beautiful i think dreams are you exploring the vast beauty of infinity

Yes it is god has had eternity to do so he’s been threw everything there’s there to see

Kick them in the nuts

Is it possible that the universe is one big giant loop that goes on forever repeating itself

I would say its good to get drawn back to the ego because practice makes perfect as it happens more and more you’ll be able to catch it more and maintain more on the observeble side of things in your day